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[DISCORD ONLY] 

Heya !!

I'm currently looking for long term roleplay partners ( preferably within the Alien Stage, The Summer Hikaru Died, Bad Things, SF / DAWTDE, A ReGect, and Dandy's World fandom, though I do also OCs and other fandoms mentioned later ) to roleplay with on Discord :3

I am willing to fluctuate with a few things, so feel free to ask questions ! 

DD:DNE ― My roleplays often engage in very dark and heavy topics. They will be discussed below. Please be advised. 

Do not roleplay with me if:

✿ Minor

✿ Easily Triggered

✿ Against Doing NSFW / Dark Themes Entirely

✿ Only Looking For ERPs

✿ Unwilling to do a ship-based roleplay Preferences

Preferences

I prefer to do third-person semi-literate roleplays, though I am open to literate as well. I do not do novella or one-liners. I also prefer Discord servers over DMs as I find it a lot easier organizational wise.

Availability

I currently live in the central daylight time zone. I am a full-time college student. During classes, I likely won't be 100% available to roleplay. I will try to put my homework and studies before roleplay. I also have a part-time job, and will not be available to roleplay during work hours. Feel free to ask me for my schedule!

About Me

I struggle with memory loss and may forget some small previous events or to reply. Please feel free to remind me, I will not take offense to it!

I don’t have any roleplay triggers, however if there are things that do make me uncomfortable that I will do my best to vocalize. I am primarily an angst roleplayer, and adore incorporating multiple aspects of angst into roleplays. I don't mind what is done, and I love discussing ideas. Please let me know of any specific triggers beforehand and I will make note to avoid them!

TW UP AHEAD! [Dark Topic / Rape Discussion]

Please read this carefully before initiating any roleplay with me.

My roleplay themes often include very dark and traumatic content, including— but not limited to—non-consensual violence, abuse, self harm, suicide, pedophilia, incest, and other disturbing subjects. These roleplays are a deeply personal coping mechanism rooted in my own experiences with trauma in a place that I can control. You are not entitled to know my trauma. Please respect that boundary. This is a private way I choose to process intrusive thoughts, paranoia, and past harm. That being said, I am okay not roleplaying it. This is not to explicitly say I will only roleplay with people who are willing to do all of these things.

Understand I am not glorifying or encouraging these acts in any way. I do not condone or support any of the topics portrayed in these scenes / backstories. It is always portrayed as harmful, traumatizing, and wrong - never as something to support or condone.

These are not “rape roleplays” or “abuse roleplays.” Please do not refer to them that way. These scenes are a relief to quiet a lot of my constant thoughts as a victim.

While other dark themes like physical abuse, pedophilia, etc. may appear, rape and self harm are the most reoccurring and significant due to my personal experiences. If you’re not comfortable with that, please let me know so I can respect your boundaries.

Talk to me beforehand about your comfort levels and what’s okay for you, whether it’s for active roleplay, backstory, or general discussion. Your safety and comfort matter just as much as mine. I will not bring any specifics up further once discussed, so please discuss with me any specifics you may have so I can respect them.

Dark Themes / Rape / SH ― Rape and self harm are the most frequent and central dark themes in my roleplays, specifically involving my character as the victim. The assaulter is always an antagonist, never a protagonist or love interest. I usually prefer to write these scenes out fully, but only if you're comfortable. If this is something you can’t or don’t want to engage with, please let me know up front with what you are / aren't comfortable with, I will always respect your boundaries without question. Other dark themes may come up, but rape and self harm are the most prevalent ones to be aware of.

NSFW ― NSFW scenes are part of my roleplays, but I need character relationships to be clearly built up or discussed in advance. I do not and will not roleplay dominant characters, so please keep that in mind when roleplaying with me. I also prefer to play AFAB characters, though I am still open to playing AMAB characters.

Please point these out specifically, or I will, and tell me whether or not you are comfortable with it and we can go based on that.

Likes

✿ Angst

✿ Fluff

✿ Hurt / Comfort

✿ Morally Grey Characters

✿ Redemption ( Excluding things such as rape, pedophilia, or anything similar. )

✿ Slow Burn ( Within Reason )

✿ Multi-Paragraph Responses

✿ Characters Having Backgrounds

✿ Surprise Angst

Dislikes

✿ Roleplays of fandoms I have little to no knowledge in

✿ Small Starters

✿ Blindly going in without discussing big ideas ( Excluding Angst )

✿ Overly controlling my character

✿ Pure Smut

✿ Poor Grammar / Spelling

✿ Replies in all / primarily italic, bold, underlined, or code text ( I can't read it )

Fandoms

My roleplay fandoms do not equal the fandoms I am in, and vice versa! I also roleplay OCs! I always tweak my OCs for roleplay, so if you see a design you like I can absolutely roleplay with said OC in most circumstances!

I mostly roleplay fandoms with sometimes fandom based OCs!

✿ Dandy's World

✿ Bad Things

✿ Alien Stage

✿ The Summer Hikaru Died

✿ SFADTDE / DAWTDE

✿ A ReGect

✿ Country Humans

✿ I Love Amy

Roleplay Examples

The examples provided will all be from roleplays I have.

CW: Aftermath of physical abuse ― Andrew held his cheek, horrified at the realization that Ivan had just hit him. His cheek burned with the slap, a small red mark beginning to bloom from the force. He was stunned into silence, just staring at Ivan with a mixed expression - primarily clouded by horror.

When Ivan left, Andrew crumbled to the floor shaking. Did Ivan really just do that? He sat for a few minutes, just processing what had just occurred. The situation he was in now. After he managed to get composed enough to stand, he made his way to the bathroom. His cheek was still pink, evidence that the encounter had occurred.

Andrew made his way back to his room in a daze, sitting on his bed. What was he even supposed to do? He grabbed his phone, clicking the screen on. No messages. Not that he knew anybody outside of Ivan, Ivan had grown to be his rock through his healing process. Now he was part of the stones that pelted him, tearing him down. He considered calling campus security, but was terrified of how Ivan would react.

This level of instability wasn't normal, sure Andrew had noticed it growing more and more erratic, but he didn't expect it to get this bad. And he didn't know how much worse it would get. He hovered over the call button, considering it, but decided to call the campus office instead.

He briefly told them his door had been broken due to roughhousing, not feeling strong enough to tell the truth. They told him it would be a few days before it could get properly fixed. Andrew glanced over at the door, his chest aching. He'd have to sleep vulnerable, his barrier gone.

Darker / NSFW ― DM Me

Extra

It’s the start of October. Brown leaves are falling from trees, and the lingering chill in the air promises a heartless winter. The year is 2010–picture the release of the iPad, or the radio playing California Girls on repeat—with the rise of social media culture surrounding twitter and facebook.

You’re a struggling artist living in New York City, trying to either make it big or simply just get by. You live in an apartment complex on a decent side of the city. Here you meet a strange variety of people that you end up calling your friends. The group is diverse, with a wide range of professions, each of them having their own dark sides. You, along with all of your friends, do whatever you can to climb the ranks.

But what happens when the cost of fame is a price that most aren’t willing to pay? How far are you willing to go for a chance at the top?

Hey! My name is Angus, but our collective name is Drake/Ryker. I am a DID system looking for a roleplay partner/partners. I'm 20 and prefer if 19+ y/o's interact with me.

I'm looking for a roleplay partner that plans to roleplay for the long haul and wants to befriend each other. I adore sci-fi and worldbuilding. But im pretty flexble on what I am into (Medieval, zombie apocalypse, slice of life, etc). I just want someone who can plot with me and can make this plot become massive. A forever non-ending project. With that being said, I don't mind making this 1x1 to become a group rp! Just a small group. No disboard or anyone else.

Please read this as well: https://trxnched.carrd.co/

- I am semi-literate too literate, I can achieve 1000-2000 thousand words. However am rusty with writing, as I haven't roleplayed in awhile.

- I do any type of pairings that go with my ocs sexuality.

- I am not interested in roleplaying fandoms but rather making up a world. I love worldbuilding. I can draw too. Please oh please let worldbuilding be a main focus apart of the plot.

- I am a system. Pluralkit helps me express on who is talking. Please be fine with me having a disorder that makes me have more identities than one. I am 100% fine explaining to you on what DID is. I am also fictive-heavy, so none of my alters are the actual fictional introject they may claim to be.

- Be fine with roleplaying in a server! I made it pretty and organized.

DM me with your favorite type of flower if you want to do a group rp, or message me with your favorite type of music for 1x1! It'll help me to know that you read my request too.

I'm looking for a Halsin roleplayer. I want to pit my headcanon Drow matron at him and roleplay his time in the Underdark, plot and exchange headcanons and ideas about that specific period in his story! ( Or, if you prefer, the same scenario where I play Halsin and the roleplayer plays the Drow Matron).

I make a lot of historical ocs, medieval times all the way to the 1940 and everything in between, but also a few modern ones!! We can do anything ever.. I promise...

Ive got normal humans (my specialty), vampires, werewolves, pirates, mermaids, even maroons, everything!!!!!!

The other day I made a, let's say, monstrous post while being on the search for potential roleplay partners lol, and that's putting it lightly! I decided to give this a second try and see if making a more manageable post might have a better chance at reaching more people ^^

Again, my name is Kostnyan, but you can call me Kost, Koast, or whatever you'd like to refer me as, and I'm currently on the look out for more 18+ roleplay partners! I'm a 20+ year old individual who started roleplaying back in their middle school years, but due to personal circumstances, I have taken multiple extended breaks from roleplaying ^^; While trying to get back into the roleplay scene, I've come to realize that my tastes have out grown the old sites I used to look for rp partners in the past, and I quiet frankly have no idea where else to turn to in my current attempts to look for a roleplay partner looking to rp mature themes lol! I'm a proshipper who doesn't mind exploring darker themes in her roleplays and if that either appeals to you, or doesn't scare you off from being interested in roleplaying with me, my google doc that goes into more detail on what exactly that I'm looking for in a rp partner just might lol! If that doesn't scare you off again, then I'd love if you'd reach out to me and we can see if you can make something happen between the two of us!