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absolutely! i really enjoyed the later seasons :D im glad i didnt listen to advice i got to stop at the end of s5. older sam&dean mean a lot to me and i really enjoyed their dynamic in the later seasons

this is so strange! i know i wrote my log for this episode bc i really liked it and i remember posting it but i cant find it anywhere on my profile either..

i had to look up the episode bc i thought maybe id accidentally skipped it somehow but its the psychic girl episode, and i know i wrote my log for that so idk what happened? maybe i accidentally deleted it somehow…

i dont really pay attention to whats popular bc i try to avoid it, so idk if my opinions are agreeable.

sam and dean—of course—they are the predominant ship i care for, id say the other ships i like are to a smaller degree.

other then that, i like sam/castiel the most of any outside-of-wincest ship. i do dabble in sam/crowley just because theyre fun.

most of my liking for sam and castiel centers around demonblood!sam. i enjoy the idea of an angel meeting such a deep believer while they have demon blood coursing through their veins, that they were cursed with rather than having with their own volition. cass having some kind of moral dilemma of not understanding how he can be expected to forsake someone as sweet as sam for having evil in him that was forced upon him, while also hating that sam is participating in furthering it.

i find sam/lucifer corruptly enjoyable as well and i love to read fics of them, but i dont like them as a ship in the sense that id want them to ever actually be together in the show lmao. i just find their dynamic and connection deeply interesting and i think especially in s5 its super intriguing.

i should honestly do a little about me post bc my intro isnt a usual intro post 😭 theres no info about me in it. so, ill make one of those soon so u know more about my interests outside of supernatural :D

Anyways what are your fav episodes so far? As in which episode in each season do you like the best?

im definitely watching fast, im so hyperfocused on the show, i cant help myself 😭😭 im almost finished with s7 now… i think the thing that helps is that im honestly so excited to rewatch it already that im not scared by how quick im going through it.

season 5 and season 2 have been my fav seasons overall.

i feel like ive forgotten some episodes that i really liked… i mainly skimmed through the ones i tagged favorite. almost every season, i thought of 5-7 eps i adored.

so far my fav episodes of each season (i forced myself to pick only one or two) :

i think its a complex question tbh... i cant really give you a definitive answer bc i dont have one, but ill explain my thoughts on dean's behaviour with sam. (im only on s7 of my first watch, so i cant say this analysis applies to the whole show and i cant remember absolutely everything thats happened since im on my first watch)

i think there are a lot of parentally-installed ideas in dean’s head from john that carry into his relationship with sam in toxic ways. but most of those ideas come from abuse dean himself received. ideas like him being sam’s protector, and that its his responsibility to stop bad things from happening to sam. sometimes those beliefs manifest in dean doing things that override sam's own autonomy or ability to act for himself.

when sam does things that get him hurt, i think it triggers a deep fear in dean that he’s failing at the one main job he believes he has in life, protecting sam. when dean gets angry, it more often then not seems tied to that fear to me. he sees certain choices sam makes as sam putting himself in danger, which makes dean feel like he's failing him and not protecting sam well enough. its not completely fair sometimes, and there are moments where sam is unfairly blamed for being purposefully manipulated and taken advantage of.

dean carries a huge amount of guilt about sam leaving college and losing the chance at a normal life with jess. it comes up multiple times in the show, even as recently (for me, on s7) as when osiris puts dean on trial, sam is one of the main people dean feels guilty about. dean has never been able, so far, to shake the feeling that he’s the reason sam didnt get to live a happy life, even though we know azazel was always going to pull sam back into the hunting life anyway.

honestly im not completely sure what the whole samgirl and deangirl thing is fully intended to mean 😭

i love sam the most because i relate to him and i feel like in every situation i typically, not always but most of the time, side with him because i get him and feel really connected to sammy. but im more attracted to dean so. idk what that makes me.