"How wonderful to see a smile on your face
It costs farewell tears for a welcome-home parade
A secret handshake between me and my one life
I'll find the silver lining, no matter what the price
'Cause I'm hungry
Oh, I'm hungry
I'm hungry
For whatever comes next"
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all of the sorrow won't fit in his chest / it just burns like a fire in the pit of his chest
[ID: digital drawing of leucien, a gnome warlock, in a style with thick outlines and soft shading. he is a delicate-featured young man with light skin, bright golden eyes, and a mop of white-blond curly hair, and he sits curled in on himself, knees bent and arms crossed. he wears a white shirt, blue vest, dark brown trousers, and a grayish leather armor chest piece with matching bracers, and there is a bloodied bandage wrapped across his right shoulder and upper arm. he is staring very resentfully at the intricate silver warhammer beside him, engraved with a pair of wings and several sunburst designs. haloed clouds of soft rosy golden light seem to illuminate both leu and the hammer in turn, and cast their own glow on the purplish brick walls behind him. the background colors are highly desaturated, almost reminiscent of a bruise, and provide a contrast to the brighter hues of the figure/hammer. /end ID]
This one is about my party's (former?) celestial Warlock (a gnome named Leucien) who fucked it up real good with his patron and got abandoned after a fabulous lack of faith in the Father of Creation, Aerum.
This was after his friend Modiga (The goliath barbarian) beheded someone he loved romantically but had taken a dark path to become a war criminal after a swift but emotionally brutal interrogation. Modiga knew Leucian wouldn't be stong enough to do it.
Processing a world where the one's you cared about don't always care about you, he's haunting himself with memories of his former friend, as well as chasing glimpses of Aerum, and his angelic patron. In this hour of vulnerability he was approached by a dark, powerful, arcane force named Magus who offered him the powers of ages.
As long as Leucien does him a few favors at least. Hungry to feel useful again, to feel powers again, Leu considers the offer.
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pick four characters and then roll a d4 for each of these numbers to determine which char to answer for: 1 4 5 6 17 22 24 26 39 27 51 57 60
tumblr did me so dirty but I finally got all of these in one doc, thank you <3 I decided to alternate between my Beam Saber pilots for character #4, so we have Solace âTrash Pandaâ Altiora the infiltrator, and Dr. Finch Tandem, the officer/cat herder. Put under a cut because fuck this is so long...
What does Solace typically keep in his pockets?
I rolled a 3 for Leucien, but I already described his pockets, so...Solace is messy and generally keeps a tube of lipstick within easy reach, which means inevitably heâs also got a few tissues stuffed in a pocket from the last time he had to apply blot it. Other than that, he always has at least one knife on him, and that could feasibly be in a pocket. No, heâs not just happy to see you.Â
Other than that, you know heâd never tell but honestly? I think he keeps his old prayer beads on his person, despite having left the Cenotaph both physically and spiritually. Thereâs something grounding about them: something organic in a world full of unforgiving machinery and vastly unknowable AIs, perhaps. Itâs still soothing. Shut up.Â
4. If Tanith was a work of art, how would you describe her?
This is such an interesting question for Tanith-- the most important bit for her would be that itâs something functional and beautiful, made lovelier still by use. A well-loved sea shanty with lyrics that keep time out on the water, a handsome medicine chest with fanciful carvings of beasts on each wooden panelâŚoooooh maybe a set of three nesting clay pots/jars! The first one is big and solid, rough gray-green with a fitted lid and decorations like barnacles and limpets, and below that is one with blue and brown glazes, pooling and mixing into each other, and the last (smallest) one is delicate and porcelain, almost opalescent from within where the light hits it, with the most simple, graceful curved shape Itâs meant to house something rare and precious.Â
5. How does Tanith express sheâs comfortable?
She doesnât like to sit in her emotions or thoughts, and spends a lot of time trying to transmute them into practical action. Youâd know sheâs comfortable if she let herself be still, taking in the world with quiet acceptance, and told you what was on her mind-- what she saw, or remembered, or was thinking about, without worry, just being.Â
6. How does Fen express that theyâre uncomfortable?
Fenestra argues about stupid shit-- pedantry in particular is such a refuge. Having a hill to die on helps her feel slightly in control, since feeling powerless is definitely one of the things that makes her most uncomfortable. Sheâd never admit to it, but itâs also a way to knock Threats down a peg or two.Â
17. Does Leucien swear? Whatâs his favorite phrase/word?
For sure, but since Leu is 3 feet tall, he almost certainly got the âohhhh i had no idea, youâre so iiiiinnocent~â treatment after saying one (1) fuck word. I was tonight years old when I learned heâs partial to âoh balls,â which is decidedly not one of my (Sketchâs) phrases, but I guess it makes sense intrinsically? Most swear words are either profane, sexual, or insulting/derogatory. Gnomes in this campaign arenât religious, culturally speaking, and heâs not the kind to start a fight.Â
Now that means thereâs actually a good chance that he has at least once, in a fit of extreme frustration, blurted out âAerumâs b--â before very hastily correcting to âface, face, I was gonna say face.â
Iâm shocked I have so much to say about this, but...he was an academic, and I also have a strong hunch that he had a terrible little pretentious phase where all his swear words came from Old Gnomish or Dwarvish or oooh, maybe languages his old friend Aza had picked up, but...at this point he reasons itâs better to say the things in Everendian/Common if you want people to know what youâre saying.Â
22. What kind of person would Finch never side with?
Finch would never side with a landlord cop bully. Well, definitely not a landlord or cop either. But man, the kind of leader who throws their weight around for the sake of it and intimidates innocent people into carrying out their orders? They really, truly despise âem. And leaders who treat the individuals under their wing as pieces of a calculated risk rather than full people. Theyâd honestly rather die than become that kind of leader.Â
24. Whatâs a controversial food opinion Leucien would have?
Pineapple on pizza is good actually you guys are just mean
Leu thinks the fact that thereâs such a thing as âcontroversial food opinionsâ is fascinating. Heâll try anything once, so point-blank disregarding something as disgusting feels like snobbery to him. And even badly-cooked food can tell you so much about the people who make it, so and that learningâs a pleasure in and of itself.Â
26. What would Tanith want for her funeral?
In Tanithâs culture, dying orcs are dressed in burial clothes, shrouded, and left to make their âfinal voyageâ on their own in quiet contemplation. She would uphold this tradition. Burial and scattering of ashes at sea are common, but I actually think Tanith might want to be buried at the âinterfaithâ shrine she established on the mainland post-campaign-- Ishka willing, to be its guardian and perhaps, in a way, guide the lost on their journeys after her death.Â
She would certainly want her dear friends and party members to speak in her memory at a ceremony, especially Cae and Avris, who saw her through so much. Nothing prepared. Just what comes from the heart in the moment. Perhaps she has also transcribed an old Orcish lullaby for her beloved Anya to play at the end, with the music drifting through the air and quietly dissipating, like sea foam as it hits the shore.Â
27. If they were a ghost, how would Solace haunt in the afterlife?
Solace would be such a chaotic asshole ghost but heâd have the time of his (after)life. He already has such a great time being a local cryptid as it is, convincing people that an abandoned amusement park or shopping mall might be haunted. Itâd be even worse in death. The thing is, if he was a ghost and knew nothing could hurt him, heâd be even more unsubtle, heâd really want to see the impact of his tricks and shenanigans for once after a lifetime or lurking.Â
39. What does Finch believe their party lacks?
Finch knows that their squad has each otherâs backs in the practical way-- theyâve seen teammates trauma out or take major damage protecting each other. But they think that what the Intrepid is missing is emotional vulnerability, and itâs important? If weâre not honest with ourselves, how can we be honest with each other? It keeps them up at night sometimes.Â
51. What makes Tanith a hypocrite?
Sheâll forgive everyone except herself, obviously. Since she was able to get some closure with her ex Kleiya, who didnât die but was transported to another plane, she hasnât been nearly as consumed with guilt over who she used to be, but still? Sheâll tell someone not to burn out all at once, sheâll tell someone theyâre good just as they are, and never believe it herself. :/Â
57. How does the way Leucien acts seemingly contradict his ability scores?
FitD scores donât translate as well, so...Leu it is!Â
Heâs got +3 charisma, but heâs the most awkward man in all of existence and canât be normal for even two seconds. I actually donât think itâs that contradictory; charisma is a force of personality, after all, and Leuâs got that. He became an object of cult worship in a matter of months, after all...But also I do think heâs got an endearing, bookish, understated charm, and hey, thatâs a kind of charisma. D&D often makes charisma out to be the smooth-talking seduction stat, but I really enjoy when it can be more than that.
Heâs also got decently high wisdom, but Iâve been playing him with small dog energy. Weâll figure it out, I suppose.
60. Who does Fenestra go to when she needs to bounce ideas off of someone?
Fenestra has a littol greyromantic wtf-is-this crush on Eli, another of the Oracleâs apprentices. :3 They have honed different ways of seeing the future. Fen captures big fragmented portents that donât make sense until later, whereas Eli is a lot more scrupulous, and tends to focus on details and possibilities, mapping out the pieces of a butterfly effect. They really respect his different way of thinking; itâs been incredibly helpful, and if she were feeling mentally stuck Fen would go to him, no question. Heâd listen.
played my new warlock for the first time tonight...didnât expect him to end up in a jail cell after being accosted by his cult of worshippers, but man, sometimes itâs like that. at least he got new socks out of it.