In the last years I learned: Humans have much more power and capabilities than we are aware of. In my case, I did never expect that a disease-induced handicap is able to open my heart and my senses for the true satisfaction in life. My companion is  (or was?) called 'multiple sclerosis'. In the last 20 yrs, I managed (and succeeded in) some challenges in my and in others' lifes and never lost my positive attitude. A source of positive energy lives in my soul, I was guessing!
Though besides this, hardness in life has its positive functions. We grow from there. I will demonstrate it in the following posts. Some of my learnings were a big surprise for me. How to lose much and feel free on the other side – I did not expect such a positive impact of loss.
The way the environment, the background shaped us ... makes it difficult to stay authentic, to be really who we are. After some years, I could accept that I was in a state of constant loss – losing body functions due to small damage in the neurologic system. Was it really the reason or is there more behind it. In future posts, I will cover this question. After accepting my fate, I draw my conclusions about what the doctors (and science) say: You can't get better anymore. You can be happy if you stay in your current state. More likely is that you will lose more and more. OK. Let's play a good match with a bad set of cards – my conclusion out of this.
Since I started to trust in my own healing and restoring power, things change more and more to a better side: nutrition changed, self love improved (later, I will write a lot about self love and its importance), started to feel my body better, supporting this by physiotherapy (I call it sports), every day training and hearing more and more my inner voice saying:
It was the old You, who learned to accept and to adapt. But now there is the new You starting – the new You is the one who learned that we can heal ourselves if we carefully consider our environment and our energy levels. The new You is caring about getting better, not about to slowly disappear completely. My travel just started – I don't know where the flow of life is carrying me.
Find your inner self and listen to it. The environment is a reality that tries to create us – but the inner voice should be your guide, not the words of others.
