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It's been almost a whole month since you've heard from me! I took a little break to focus on some summer classes and enjoy the World Cup matches.
I'm here to tell you I have some WIPs, and I'll give you a little glimpse at what they'll be.
Short Leon x Reader World Cup (gn reader, any country)
Song fic: Lips of an Angel by Hinder
Leon x High School English Teacher!Reader: Girls in your class fangirl over Leon when he brings you lunch
Convincing Leon to go on vacation
Lips of an Angel by Hinder Fic (pls listen to the song to understand!)
Leon x Reader: Ada calls Leon
Leon x Ada: Reader calls Leon
Voting ended onJun 29
I'm hoping to post some of these soon! Thanks for sticking with me, everyone. I got so many nice messages after the other stuff. Seriously, I'm so grateful to those who sent me kind submissions, requests, DMs, and comments on both posts. I appreciate all of you so much. <3
Summary: Leon drinks to cope with retirement, and you aren’t sure how to cope with his drinking.
Pairing: re9!Leon x wife!reader
WC/Tags: 1,721 / implied alcoholism, swearing, drunk behavior, hurt no comfort, car accident, married au
A/N: for day 17 of @juneofdoom ‘I’m worried about you’ title from ‘Gods Country’ by Ethel Cain
“Hi Mrs. Kennedy,” Grace’s voice is light and hopeful, like always. “Is Leon there?”
You glance to the living room where he sits, his feet propped on the coffee table that’s littered with several beer cans, and swallow thickly.
“I’m sorry sweetie,” you say into the receiver. “he’s already asleep.”
At first, the drinking had been light. A beer with dinner, maybe one to watch the game. A few on the weekend. But then they game at odd times. Right after his run or before he brushed his teeth. You had begun to notice when he kissed you good morning, and the alcohol was on his breath, but you hadn’t said anything. You weren’t sure how to approach it, how to tell a man like him that maybe he was drinking a little too much, and now you stare at him, passed out in front of the tv, surrounded by empty cans.
Putting down the phone, you crouch beside him. “Leon?”
The TV casts a blue glow over his face, half-lit, slack-jawed. He doesn’t stir at first, just breathes slow and deep like the dead weight of someone who’s been drinking alone for hours.
His brow furrows slightly before his eyes blink open, unfocused at first, then locking onto you crouched there beside him. For a second, he looks confused, like he forgot where he was. Then shame flickers across his features before he can mask it.
“Hey,” is all that comes out, quiet, rough from sleep, or maybe from beer.
“We need to talk.” You whisper, and reach for the remote, shutting off the screen. Leon sits up, grunting as he moves and you sit on the opposite end of the couch, crossing your legs.
“What is it baby?” He murmurs, running a hand down his face.
You purse your lips. “The drinking, Leon. I’m…you never used to drink like this. I’m worried about you.”
The room goes silent without the TV humming, and suddenly it feels too still, too heavy. Leon’s hand drops from his face. He doesn’t get defensive. Doesn’t laugh it off or say ‘It’s just beer, relax’. He just looks at you. Like he’s been waiting for this talk but hoped it wouldn't come.
His jaw tightens once, just a twitch, and then he exhales through his nose, slow like someone bracing themselves before stepping into cold water.
“Yeah,” he finally says, voice low and careful. “I know.”
It’s a quiet admission, the first real crack in the wall between you tonight. He looks at the floor, and the bottles and you nervously clench your fingers.
“What…what’s going on?” You ask. “Is it retirement? Some people say it can be hard, the empty time.”
He nods slowly, staring at his hands- calloused, scarred from years of combat and police work. The kind of hands that always knew what to do.
Retirement had been quiet. Too quiet. No sirens. No calls in the middle of the night. No tactical briefings or partners yelling over comms. Just mornings with coffee he didn’t know how to enjoy anymore because there was no urgency behind it.
“I miss it,” he admits after a beat, honest, raw in a way Leon rarely is about emotions unless they’re forced out. “Not just being busy… but feeling useful.”
Your fingers loosen. “Baby you are useful.”
“What would you know about it?” He snaps and you blink. “You’ve never done a job like that. Saved fucking lives.”
You inhale slowly, exhale quietly. “Leon.”
“What?” His voice is sharper than you’ve ever heard it, and you try not to flinch. He stands up, knocking into a can. “You have no god damn idea.”
The room tightens like a fist. Leon’s breathing is sharp, uneven, anger flashing in his eyes, but beneath it? Hurt. A deep, gnawing kind of shame that he doesn’t know how to fix.
He towers over you, all six feet of him vibrating with something unspent, and then he turns abruptly toward the kitchen. The fridge door slams open hard enough to rattle the magnets inside. You hear another beer can crack open before your brain even catches up: he's doing it again.
But this time right in front of you. Defiant almost, like if he drinks more now while pissed off at himself, maybe nothing will change because at least alcohol still works for five minutes after everything else fails.
“Leon-”
“What?” He cuts you off, storming back into the room. “What could you possibly have to say?”
Your jaw tightens as you stare at him. “You need to get this under control.”
The beer can crumples slightly in his grip, cold condensation dripping onto his fingers. Leon just glares, like you've challenged him in a way no one has dared. Like the woman who loves him is now standing against him instead of beside him. Then something cracks. Not anger this time, but something worse. His face falls, and suddenly he looks exhausted. Defeated. He sets the beer down on the table with deliberate care, his untamed hair falling over his eyes.
“I know,” he says quietly again, but softer now. “Fuck… I know.”
His voice wavers for half a second before he clears his throat hard and turns away to hide it from you. You approach him slowly, and place a hand on his shoulder.
“I’m here to help, baby,” you say softly. “I’m not judging or…I just want to help.”
His eyes flick to yours, and they’re redrimmed. Standing straight, he brushes his knuckles down your cheek, and then he steps away. “You can’t.”
You try to stop him.
You grab his wrists, trying to tear the keys from his grip as he toes on his shoes. He ignores you, easily stronger, and when he steps onto the porch you’re crying.
You beg him to stop, to stay with you, but he ignores your cries. He gets into his car as you pound on the window, reversing with jerky movements as you stumble back. Your heart pounds as he squeals from the driveway, leaving black marks in the asphalt, and you run inside, searching for your phone.
The house is too quiet when you get back inside.
Not the soft quiet it usually has at night, the kind where you can hear the fridge humming and Leon shifting in his sleep, but something sharp. Wrong. As if the air itself has been cut.
Your hands shake as you unlock your phone. Once. Twice. It slips slightly in your grip before you finally get through, thumb hovering over his contact.
It rings.
Once, twice, straight to voicemail. You try again immediately, and no answer.
The third time, you don’t even hear the voicemail greeting finish before your stomach drops so hard it feels like you’ve been pulled out from under yourself.
Something is wrong.
You don’t know how you know it, but you do.
The world becomes a blur after that, keys, shoes, the front door swinging open too hard as you stumble outside, breath shallow and uneven as you try again.
Call. Call. Call.
Nothing, and then your phone buzzes with an unknown number. You answer before it even finishes ringing. “Hello?”
A voice, careful and steady in that practiced way people use when they’re trying not to break something with words. “Is this Leon Kennedy’s emergency contact?”
Your knees almost give out.
“Yes,” you whisper. “Yes, I’m his- what happened?”
Another pause. Papers shuffling on the other end.
“There’s been an accident,” the voice says gently. “He was involved in a single-vehicle collision. He’s been transported to the hospital. He’s alive, but he’s in critical condition.”
The rest of the words don’t land right, they float. Detached, like they’re happening to someone else.
You’re already moving before the call ends.
-
The hospital lights are too bright. Everything smells like disinfectant and exhaustion. The kind of place where time doesn’t feel like it belongs to anyone anymore.
You barely remember getting there. Parking. Running. Asking questions you don’t hear the answers to, and then you’re standing in front of a nurse who’s looking at you like she already knows what you’re going to ask.
“Room 314,” she says softly.
That’s it, just a number that feels like it’s splitting your life in half.
-
When you reach the room, you stop in the doorway, because it doesn’t look like Leon.
It can’t.
There are wires everywhere. A monitor blinking in steady, indifferent rhythm. His face is pale in a way you’ve never seen before, stripped of everything familiar. No smirk. No tired half-laugh. No sarcastic comment waiting at the edge of his mouth.
Just stillness, far too much stillness. Your hand goes to your lips without thinking, like you’re trying to hold yourself together physically.
“No,” you breathe.
The sound is so small it feels disrespectful. You move forward anyway, with each step feels heavier than the last.
When you reach him, you don’t even sit at first. You just stand there, staring at him like if you look long enough, he’ll wake up angry at you for worrying.
But he doesn’t.
A nurse passes quietly behind you at some point, murmuring something about sedation, about stability, about waiting. You don’t hear most of it, all you hear is the monitor.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Like it’s mocking how badly you want him to just open his eyes.
Finally, your legs give out and you sink into the chair beside him. Your hand hovers over his for a long moment. It’s warm, which means he’s still here. That’s what they said, alive, But it doesn’t feel like enough.
Your fingers finally touch his, and that’s when it breaks.
It starts small, just a tremor in your breath, a sharp inhale that turns into something you can’t control. Your chest caves in completely, grief hitting you so hard you fold forward, gripping his hand like it’s the only thing keeping you tethered to the world.
“Leon…” you choke out, voice cracking apart. “Please… please, I need you to come back.”
Your tears land on his skin and you don’t even bother wiping them away. You just hold on tighter, his hand is still in yours.
And you stay there, sobbing quietly at his bedside, worried that if you let go for even a second, he might disappear completely.
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Ahhh, I didn't know soft, sick Leon was something I needed in my life, but I stumbled on your fics last night and couldn't help but read them several times over! They were very sweet. Thank you for sharing!
Waaahhhhh thank you!! I’m happy you enjoyed💚 always up for writing soft sick suffering Leon. A little busy atm but if you have any reqs, my askbox is always open :)
CHAPTER 2: touch
PAIRING: ghost!leon x fbiagent!reader
SYNOPSIS: When an overworked FBI analyst like you gets aggressively blindsided by a rogue box of data in a dimly lit archive room, you expect a splitting headache, not a face-to-face confrontation with a ghost. Standing over you is Leon S. Kennedy, a renowned agent who has been legally dead for five years and who is now trapped as an invisible phantom in the cold halls of the bureau. He had long since accepted his silent, numb eternity, but all of that calm acceptance goes right out the window the moment you open your eyes, point a finger, and thoroughly panic him by looking right at him, where the boundaries between the living and the dead begin to blur under the warm glow of forbidden feelings.
CONTENT WARNINGS: MDNI, afab!reader, spoilers for re6, post re6 leon, slight age difference (reader is in her mid 20s and the story takes place in 2018, 5 years after the events of re6 but leon is a ghost, so take that how you will lol), minor physical injury / blunt force trauma, depictions of isolation and loneliness, existential dread/numbness, grief and death, angst, lots of teasing from leon (sorry), leon calls you sweetheart, smut, soft dom leon, fingering, unprotected p in v, creampie, oral (f receiving), slight temperature play, praise kink, porn with too much plot, aftercare, unestablished relationship, complicated feelings
WORD COUNT: 32.7K
AUTHOR'S NOTE: i definitely had a lot of fun with this chapter! i do apologize if the ghost mechanics are a bit weird! the next chapter may take a bit longer as I try to build a better structure of where I want the direction of the story to go. currently, the ending i had planned is a sad one, but i could make an alternative ending if that is something you guys want, so let me know! i can definitely do two endings to this story
MASTERLIST
CHAPTER 1: ghost in archives
To those who work in any sort of job, whether it be in corporate, the service industry, or any colored collared job, the one thing that many never look forward to is the alarm in the morning that annoyingly pulls you away from any dream world your consciousness has taken you to the night prior. The phone that sat on your nightstand buzzes, and if the ringing alone from the ringtone you had set for your alarm wasn’t enough to wake you up, the pure vibration from it was already annoying enough to get you to reluctantly stir from your slumber.
You turn to the side so that you face your nightstand, and your hand reaches out mindlessly to feel for the phone. You groan as the ringing continues, and finally, the tip of your finger finds the charging cord attached to your phone. Tracing it up to where your phone sat, you reach for it and bring it to your face, peeking one eye open to see where your hand was on your phone.
You shut off the alarm with a definitive tap of your thumb, plunging your bedroom back into a blissful, silent dimness. For a few agonizing seconds, you considered simply staring at the ceiling and letting the morning pass you by. Your body felt heavy, still deeply anchored to the warmth of the mattress, and your eyelids felt lined with lead. The reality of your job at the Bureau, the impending mountain of paperwork, the redacted files, and the grueling desk hours all loomed over you like a dark cloud.
With a long, dramatic groan into your pillow, you finally forced your body to move. You threw the heavy duvet off your legs, instantly shivering as the cool morning air of your apartment hit your bare skin.
Sitting up on the edge of the bed, you paused for a moment just to let your brain catch up with your body. Your hair was a wild, bird's-nest disaster, completely disheveled from a night of restless tossing and turning, and your oversized t-shirt hung loosely off one shoulder. Dragging your feet, you slipped back into your plush slippers and walked toward your bedroom door, opening it the rest of the way to head toward the bathroom directly across the hall. You were essentially a zombie, your eyes half-closed and your shoulders slumped as you practically dragged your feet across the flooring.
Meanwhile, out in the living room, the peace of the morning had been shattered in a much more violent fashion.
Leon had actually managed to drift off. He hadn't expected to, since ghosts didn't need sleep, and for five years, his consciousness had remained permanently hyper-vigilant. But wrapped in the quiet comfort of your apartment, resting his head against the plush pillow with the soft aroma of vanilla in the air, his spectral form had settled into a deep, heavy state of rest.
Until your phone alarm went off.
Even through the cracked door, the sudden, sharp blare of your digital ringtone cut through the silence like a gunshot. Leon’s survival instincts, which had been hardwired into his soul through years of surviving bioterrorist hellscapes, had flared instantly. He bolted upright on the couch, his bright blue eyes wide and glowing with adrenaline, his ghostly hands subconsciously reaching for a weapon that wasn't there.
"What the—" he muttered, his deep voice thick and gravelly with sleep.
He blinked against the soft daylight filtering through the floor-to-ceiling window, his chest rising and falling in a rapid, phantom panic attack before he realized there was no threat. There was no ambush. It was just a standard, civilian morning.
As his heart rate settled, he heard the soft, dragging sound of footsteps. Turning his head, he watched through the hallway threshold as you emerged from your bedroom.
The sight immediately melted the last of his tactical tension, a soft, surprised look crossing his face. He had seen you as a sharp, guarded investigator, and he had seen you as a panicked, apologetic host, but he had never seen you like this. You were a complete, adorable mess. Your bedhead was definitely a sight to see, with strands of hair sticking up wildly in every direction, and your eyes were barely open as you blindly navigated the tiny distance to the bathroom door, completely oblivious to his existence in your half-awake state.
A low, rumbling chuckle escaped Leon’s throat, the sound rich with a sudden, overwhelming fondness. He leaned his shoulder against the back of the couch, watching you disappear into the bathroom with a lazy, amused smirk tracing his lips.
"Good morning to you too, sweetheart," he murmured softly to himself, his blue eyes crinkling at the corners as the sound of rushing water started up from behind the bathroom door. Seeing you so completely unshielded and human in your own space was quickly becoming his favorite part of the day.
You locked yourself away in the sanctuary of the bathroom, relying entirely on muscle memory to get you through your standard morning routine. You squeezed toothpaste onto your brush, mechanically scrubbing away the lingering sleep while staring blankly at the mirror. Next came a splash of ice-cold water to the face, a sharp, freezing jolt that finally forced your eyes to open fully and knocked the remaining cobwebs from your brain. Snatching a comb, you did your absolute best to tame the wild, gravity-defying bird's nest of your bedhead, smoothing it down until you at least looked presentable enough to face the world.
With a deep, cleansing breath, you unlocked the door and stepped back out into the short hallway. Your mind was already drifting toward your standard workday checklist, which consisted of grabbing the keys off the console, making coffee, and surviving the commute.
You rounded the corner past the kitchen island, heading straight toward the living room.
And then you froze.
Leon was sitting there. He had shifted from his panicked stance and was now lounging back against the cushions, his long legs stretched out casually, one arm draped over the back of your couch. Under the soft morning light filtering through the floor-to-ceiling window, the faint, otherworldly blue luminescence outlining his sharp jawline and broad shoulders practically glowed.
Your heart skipped a violent beat, a sudden gasp catching in your throat as your brain short-circuited. For one terrifying second, your survival instincts screamed intruder.
But then, the sheer weight of reality crashed into you, hitting you like a physical wave. The fourth-floor archive room. The falling box. The frantic drive home. The deeply emotional conversation on the couch under the amber lamp. It hadn't been a hyper-vivid, exhaustion-induced fever dream. You hadn't lost your mind.
There was quite literally an impossibly handsome ghost living in your apartment.
Leon watched the realization play out across your face in real-time, your eyes widening and your mouth parting in a small 'O' of shock. A slow, highly amused smirk tugged at the corner of his lips, his bright blue eyes crinkling with pure delight.
"Morning, sunshine," he drawled, his deep, gravelly voice carrying that effortless, rhythmic charm that made your pulse do a frantic little dance. He tilted his head, his gaze sweeping over your freshly combed hair and oversized t-shirt. "Glad to see you survived the involuntary stress test of waking up. For a second there, I thought I was going to have to remind you who I am all over again."
A hot, sudden flush of embarrassment crept up your neck, breaking you out of your trance. You narrowed your eyes at him, crossing your arms over your chest as you walked past the threshold and into the kitchen area.
"I knew who you were," you grumbled defensively, though your voice lacked any real bite. You stepped behind the kitchen island, reaching for the coffee maker. "My brain just takes a business day and a half to process existential anomalies before 7:00 AM."
Leon let out a rich, rumbling chuckle that vibrated pleasantly through the open space. He didn't stay on the couch; instead, his weightless form fluidly rose, drifting over the back of the cushions to hover just a few feet away from the kitchen island. He rested his spectral forearms against the opposite side of the counter, leaning in slightly as he watched you scoop coffee grounds into the machine.
"Fair enough," he teased, his gaze tracking your movements with an attentive, warm focus that felt entirely too heavy for this early in the morning. "Though I have to admit, I'm a little disappointed. You tamed the hair. It had a lot of character five minutes ago."
You nearly dropped the coffee scoop, your eyes snapping up to meet him. "You saw that?"
"Oh, absolutely," Leon countered smoothly, his smirk widening into a devastating, boyish grin. "You dragged your feet over to the bathroom, looking like you’d just wrestled a typhoon and lost. It was adorable, sweetheart. Truly."
Your face burned a bright, furious crimson as you quickly turned your back to him, pretending to be deeply invested in pouring water into the coffee reservoir. You grabbed a skillet from the cabinet, trying to mask your racing heart behind the sudden, clattering noise of preparing breakfast.
"You're a menace, Kennedy," you muttered, trying to sound stern but failing as a small, helpless smile tugged at your own lips.
"Just keeping you on your toes, Agent," he murmured back, his voice dropping into a softer, lower register that felt incredibly close, wrapping around you like a warm blanket in the quiet morning air.
The soft, rhythmic click of the igniter filled the room until a ring of blue flame flickered to life. From the fridge, you pulled out a carton of eggs and a tub of butter, grabbing a slice of bread from the counter. The kitchen quickly filled with the comforting, domestic sounds of a normal morning, the rich, nutty aroma of brewing coffee, the gentle sizzle of butter melting in the pan, and the scraping of a spatula.
As the whites of the egg began to curl and whiten in the heat, you looked up, the spatula hovering over the pan. Curiosity, sharp and analytical, nudged at your brain.
"Hey, Leon?" you asked softly, glancing from the sizzling egg back to his translucent form.
"Yeah?" He tilted his head, his blue eyes capturing the morning light.
"Have you... I mean, since you became a ghost... have you ever tried eating anything?" You frowned slightly, trying to visualize it. "Can you even do that? Or does it just... pass right through you?"
Leon let out a soft, amused breath, leaning his chin into his hand. "Honestly? I have. Ghost mechanics are weird, sweetheart. I don't entirely know how the science works… Well, if there is any science to it, but I can technically ingest things. It doesn't just fall through my chest and land on the floor, if that's what you're picturing."
You paused, dropping a slice of bread into the toaster. "Really? Then what happens to it?"
"It just... disappears," Leon said, waving a hand vaguely in the air with a helpless smirk. "The second it passes my lips, it’s like it dissolves into vapor. I don't get full, I don't get hungry, and I don't really taste it the way I used to. It's more like a phantom memory of the texture. I tried stealing a fry off a junior agent's plate in the breakroom a few years ago just to see what would happen. It vanished, he got confused, and I realized I couldn't even enjoy the salt. Total waste of a fry."
A delighted laugh bubbled out of your chest. The mental image of a legendary, highly trained government weapon covertly stealing french fries as an invisible entity was entirely too much to handle.
"A total waste, huh?" you teased, your eyes crinkling with amusement.
You looked down at the skillet, then back up at him, a sudden, playful spark of curiosity lighting up your face. Without a word, you reached into the carton, grabbed a second egg, and cracked it right into the pan. You pushed down the lever on the toaster again, adding a second slice of bread.
Leon raised an eyebrow, his smirk widening. "What are you doing?"
"An experiment," you declared solemnly, though your lips were twitching. "You said you haven't tried it in a while. Maybe your ghost tastebuds have evolved. Besides, I need to see this firsthand."
"You're making a ghost breakfast?" Leon chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound that vibrated pleasantly in the space between you. "I'm honored, sweetheart. Truly."
A few minutes later, you slid an egg and a piece of toast onto your own plate, and plated one up for Leon as well, pushing the plate across the kitchen island, right in front of him.
"Alright, Kennedy. Show me how it works," you said, leaning your elbows on the counter, resting your chin in your hands as you watched him with rapt attention.
Leon stared at the plate, then up at you, completely amused by your sheer fascination. "Alright, sweetheart, prepare to be amazed."
He reached out. Because he was actively focusing, his translucent fingers managed to wrap around the piece of toast, lifting it from the plate. It looked entirely surreal, a solid piece of bread floating in mid-air, held by a hand you could faintly see through. He took a small bite.
You leaned in closer, your eyes wide.
The second the piece of toast entered his mouth, it didn't drop down his throat. There was no chewing, no swallowing. It literally dissolved into a faint, microscopic wisp of vapor that vanished into his spectral form within a fraction of a second. The rest of the toast remained perfectly intact in his hand.
"Holy god of ghost physics…," you whispered, completely fascinated. "It literally just... Poofed."
"Told you," Leon said, a triumphant, devastatingly handsome grin breaking across his face as he set the rest of the toast down. He looked at you, his blue eyes softening with an unmistakable, quiet fondness that completely bypassed his usual playful defenses. "Still no taste, unfortunately. But I have to admit... having someone actually make it for me? That part feels pretty damn good."
Your heart did a sudden, chaotic flip against your ribs, the playful atmosphere instantly shifting into something thick, warm, and entirely too romantic for a Thursday morning. You quickly looked down at your own plate, taking a sudden interest in your eggs to hide the massive smile spreading across your face.
Leon took his time with the rest of the meal, methodically reducing the fried egg and toast into microscopic wisps of disappearing vapor. He didn't need the fuel, and his phantom senses still couldn't register the buttery, rich flavor of the yolk, but as he watched you enjoy your own breakfast across the counter, a completely different kind of fullness bloomed behind his ribs.
For five long years, he had been a cosmic afterthought, a non-entity drifting through a world that had moved on without him. Food had just been a cruel reminder of what he could no longer touch. But this morning, it wasn't about the taste. It was about the fact that someone had intentionally cracked an extra egg for him. Someone had toasted a piece of bread, plated it, and pushed it across a clean kitchen counter just to watch him smile. The simple, beautifully mundane act of being cooked for did something to his spectral chest that he couldn't scientifically explain. It made him feel heavy in the best way possible. It made him feel like a man again, anchored to a home, rather than a vapor floating in the dark.
He set the empty saucer down, a quiet, intensely soft expression smoothing out the sharp lines of his face. "You know, for an involuntary experiment, you're a pretty damn good chef."
"Don't get used to it, Kennedy," you teased, hopping off your barstool and gathering the plates. "The ghost catering service has a strictly limited menu."
The kitchen quickly filled with the comforting, domestic sounds of your morning wrap-up with the rush of warm tap water, the gentle sudsing of a sponge, and the soft, rhythmic clink of ceramic as you set the dishes in the rack to dry. Leon didn't move from his spot by the island. He leaned his weightless hips against the edge of the counter, his bright blue eyes tracking your movements with a lazy, content focus.
"Alright," you said, wiping your damp hands on a dish towel and tossing it onto the counter. "Give me ten minutes to look like a functioning member of the federal government instead of a couch potato."
Leon offered a slow, mock-salute with his translucent hand, his trademark smirk returning. "Take your time, Agent. I’ll just stay here and look hauntingly handsome."
"Emphasize on the hauntingly," you shot back over your shoulder, laughing as you hurried down the short hallway into your bedroom.
You closed the door to change, shedding the oversized t-shirt and loose sweatpants for your sharp, structured work attire. Stepping in front of the vanity mirror, you zipped your slacks, smoothed down the collar of your button-up shirt, and checked your hairline. The pink mark from last night's rogue box was still slightly visible, but a little bit of concealer did the trick. You clipped your hair back, took a deep breath, and opened the door, officially transitioning back into professional mode.
You stepped into the entryway, audibly running through your mandatory mental checklist.
"Keys?" You snatched the ring off the console table, the metal jangling loudly in the quiet space.
"Check," Leon’s deep voice answered from the living room threshold. He was already waiting for you, leaning casually against the wall with his hands shoved into his pockets, his glowing blue frame contrasting beautifully with the morning sunlight streaming through the windows.
"Work bag?" You slung the heavy leather strap over your shoulder, adjusting your blazer.
"Check," he murmured, his eyes sweeping over your uniform with an attentive, appreciative glint. "Suits you, by the way. Very professional."
"Flattery won't get you out of your ghost duties," you teased, reaching for your waistband. "ID badge?" You clipped the laminated Bureau credentials to your hip, checking your photo.
"Check," Leon drawled, tilting his head as he drifted a few inches closer, his gaze locked onto yours. "And what about your classified, supernatural stowaway? Did you double-check his paperwork?"
You looked up, a genuine, breathless smile breaking across your face as you met his bright eyes. Your heart did a sudden, cinematic flutter against your ribs, completely shattering the rigid reality of the workday ahead. Yesterday morning, you were just an overworked analyst dreading the daily grind. Today, you were walking out the door with a renowned agent by your side, a dead one on top of that.
"I think he's accounted for," you whispered playfully, your hand resting on the doorknob. "Just promise me you won't make faces at the director if we pass him in the hall."
Leon let out a rich, rumbling chuckle, stepping right up next to you, his translucent shoulder hovering just a hair's breadth from yours. "No promises, sweetheart. Let's go to work."
—
Entering the office building, the main lobby was humming with activity, a sharp contrast to the eerie, cavernous silence of the night prior. Agents in tailored suits, tech division staff clutching coffee cups, and security personnel created a bustling sea of movement. You spotted a few familiar faces near the elevators and offered them polite, practiced smiles and quick nods as you navigated your way toward the electronic badge readers.
Behind you, Leon followed suit. Because of the heavy volume of morning commuters, the lobby was a minefield of oblivious foot traffic. People walked straight through his translucent frame, entirely unaware that they were stepping through someone who once walked the very halls they did. Every time a hurried junior analyst or a frantic legal clerk passed through his chest, Leon would lightly dodge, throwing his hands up in mock offense or executing a dramatic, weightless sidestep to clear the way. The sight was incredibly endearing and more than a little funny, making you bite the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing out loud in front of the front-desk guards.
Luckily, you were prepared. Before you had even turned off the ignition in the parking garage, you had slipped a single wireless earbud into your right ear, exactly as the two of you had planned last night. If you needed to talk to your supernatural shadow, passersby would just assume you were on an early morning briefing call rather than casually conversing with thin air.
"You know, a little heads-up would have been nice," Leon’s deep voice suddenly rumbled directly into your free ear with an earbud, rich with playful irritation. "That guy just walked through my left lung. I'm pretty sure his hot latte left a phantom burn."
You pressed your badge against the electronic reader, waiting for the familiar, high-pitched beep and the green flash of the light before pushing through the turnstile.
"Oh, stop whining, Kennedy," you murmured under your breath, keeping your gaze fixed straight ahead as if you were listening to a highly serious legal deposition. "You're a lethal government weapon. I'm sure you can survive a run-in with a tech-support intern."
"It's a matter of professional dignity, sweetheart," Leon drawled back. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him glide effortlessly past the security turnstile without scanning a thing, a smug grin plastered across his face. "Besides, I used to be the one commanding the room. Now I'm getting aggressively t-boned by a guy carrying a box of glazed donuts."
"Did he at least leave a phantom donut behind?" you teased, stepping into an open elevator cab and spinning around to face the doors.
Leon glided into the elevator right after you, occupying the small space in the back corner. As three other agents piled into the car, pressing the buttons for their respective floors, Leon shifted closer to you. The elevator cab was packed to maximum capacity, a claustrophobic cage of starch-stiff suits and heavy briefcases. As the last two agents squeezed inside, forcing everyone to shuffle backward, you found yourself pushed entirely into the back corner.
Because the living occupants couldn't see or touch Leon, they backed right through him, oblivious to who they were compressing against. But Leon didn't let himself simply dissolve into the crowd. Instead, he intentionally solidified his presence right where you were pinned, pressing his broad, translucent frame flush against your front to act as a protective barrier between you and the suffocating crush of the morning commuters.
Suddenly, you were completely trapped between the cold metal wall of the elevator and the ethereal, breathtaking expanse of Leon's chest. Even without true physical mass, the sheer proximity of his glowing blue frame sent a dizzying, thrilling spike of warmth straight to your core. He was so close you could trace the familiar lines of his toned body under his top… So close that his bright blue eyes seemed to capture every bit of ambient light in the small space.
He leaned down slightly, his jaw brushing past your free ear without the earbud, his deep voice dropping into an incredibly low, gravelly whisper that vibrated right through your bones.
"No donut," he drawled, a wicked, boyish amusement dancing in his eyes. "But if the Director gets in this elevator, I'm definitely hovering right over his shoulder. Give him a little haunting to jumpstart his morning."
You quickly looked down, your face burning a brilliant crimson as a helpless, radiant smile tugged at your lips. You tried to focus intently on your shoes, desperately trying to ignore the chaotic, frantic hammering of your heart against your ribs.
Then, the elevator lurched hard as it began its ascent.
Up at the front of the elevator, an agent shifted their weight abruptly to adjust a heavy box of files. The sudden movement triggered a domino effect in the tightly packed car, causing the crowd to surge backward. The unexpected weight of the person in front of you shoved against your shoulder, knocking your feet out from under you in the cramped space. With your work bag catching on your arm, you completely lost your balance, your heel slipping as you started to tumble sideways.
Before your brain could even process the fall, Leon reacted with the fast tactical instincts of a man who spent his life surviving the impossible.
His weightless hands shot forward, locking firmly around your waist. The moment his fingers met your hips, that strange, impossible magic of your connection flared to life. As to the rest of the world, he was nothing but air, but to you, his grip was entirely solid, unyielding, and powerful. With an effortless tug, he braced his core and hauled you back upright, anchoring your body securely against his chest until your feet found their footing on the elevator floor.
The crowd settled, completely oblivious to the near-catastrophe in the back corner, but your entire world had narrowed down to the phantom agent holding you together.
"Whoa—I've got you, sweetheart," Leon murmured, his voice losing every trace of its previous teasing edge, replaced by a sudden, fierce protectiveness. His hands lingered on your waist for a fraction of a second longer than necessary, his thumbs brushing against the fabric of your blazer with a reverence that stole the remaining breath from your lungs.
You swallowed hard, your fingers tightening around the strap of your work bag as you looked up, your eyes locking onto his. The raw intensity in his gaze was staggering, a beautiful, cinematic heat stretching between your souls in the absolute silence of your shared bubble.
Slowly, as he realized you were safe, the tight lines of his face relaxed, and that devastating, heartachingly handsome smirk crept back onto his lips. He leaned in just an inch closer, his eyes shimmering with a quiet, undeniable fondness.
"Careful, Agent," he teased softly into your ear, his breath a phantom warmth against your skin. "I know I’m hard to resist, but you don’t have to literally fall for me in front of the logistics division."
Your heart did a violent, spectacular flip, and you had to bite your lip to keep from letting out a breathless laugh as the elevator chime echoed, announcing your arrival at the fourth floor.
The packed crowd inside the elevator cab slowly began to thin out as the doors slid open on the fourth floor, people pooling away from the exit to allow the analysts and investigators to filter out. Once a clear path was made through the sea of dark suits, you stepped out of the suffocatingly close space, taking a deep, quiet breath of the cooler hallway air to settle your racing pulse. You walked down the familiar carpeted corridors of the Bureau, navigating the massive layout of uniform grey cubicles toward your own desk, with Leon floating effortlessly just a half-step behind you.
"Don't you dare scare anyone this early in the morning," you murmured, keeping your voice exceptionally low, barely moving your lips as your eyes remained fixed straight ahead. You adjusted the heavy strap of your work bag, treating the hallway like a tightrope.
Leon merely let out a low, amused huff, “Please, sweetheart. Give me a little credit. I’m a professional shadow. I only terrify people when the paperwork gets truly unbearable.”
As your specific cubicle came into view, you entered the small, fabric-walled enclosure and finally unslung your heavy leather bag, letting it settle onto your desk chair with a dull thud. You went right into your routine, trying to force your brain into strict, professional work mode to distract from the surreal reality of your new living situation. You organized your desk space, taking out your notebook, a couple of pens, and a tablet, laying them out in precise, orderly lines before you headed down the hall to the coffee room.
"Morning, Agent."
The cheerful, steady voice belonged to Daniel, your cubicle neighbor. He was currently settling into his own identical workspace just across the low, fabric-lined partition that divided your desks.
"Morning," you greeted back, forcing a polite, standard-issue coworker smile onto your face as you looked up.
“Morning, Danny-boy,” Leon chimed in smoothly. He didn't just stand there; instead, he fluidly crossed his arms and leaned his weightless hips right against the edge of your desk, invading your personal space with an effortless, casual grace. Of course, there was absolutely no response from Daniel. Your neighbor simply unbuttoned his suit jacket and hung it over the back of his chair, completely oblivious to the glowing DSO agent, the same one you and he were speaking of the day prior, practically hovering over his mousepad.
"Hey, any luck down in the archive closet last night?" Daniel asked, leaning back in his mesh chair and gesturing vaguely toward the eastern wing of the floor. "I saw your name on the late-night sign-out sheet when I logged off. Did you actually find what you were looking for in that dusty nightmare, or was it a total bust?"
Your hand paused over the cover of your notebook for a fraction of a second, your fingers tensing against the cardboard. You certainly hadn't found a standard paper trail, but you had found a ghost who was currently occupying your workspace.
"Oh, yeah. I found what I needed," you said, forcing your voice to stay entirely casual, even-toned, and unbothered. "Just a few old, misplaced files regarding the regional case backlog. I’m probably just going to slowly look through them over the span of the week so I can write up the summary report."
Thankfully, the heavy layer of concealer you had carefully applied in your bathroom mirror was doing its job perfectly, so Daniel didn't even blink at your forehead, entirely oblivious to the fact that a heavy cardboard box had aggressively blindsided you just the night prior.
“Oh, she found a treasure trove, Daniel,” Leon interrupted, his deep voice dripping with wicked, playful sarcasm. He shifted away from your desk, his translucent form gliding effortlessly through the fabric partition to stand directly in Daniel’s line of sight. “A highly classified, devastatingly handsome anomaly, to be exact. Though she did take a quick nap on the floor, courtesy of a storage box first. You should ask her about her highly rigorous stress test.”
You bit the inside of your cheek so hard you were surprised it didn't draw blood. Keeping your face completely stoic, you forced yourself to maintain steady eye contact with Daniel, even as Leon stepped directly into the space between your neighbor and his computer monitors.
Leon began pulling the most ridiculous, exaggerated faces which were not limited to crossing his eyes, sticking his tongue out, and mimicking Daniel’s exact, straight-laced, stiff-necked posture right in front of the man's face. It was a completely absurd, cinematic sight as a deadly government weapon that had survived global bio-crises, behaving like a chaotic toddler just to get a rise out of you. Your vision blurred slightly as you tried desperately to hold your composure, your knuckles turning white against the edge of your desk partition.
"That's good," Daniel nodded, entirely unaware that a phantom hand was currently hovering two inches from his nose, giving him a playful, weightless flick. "The Director has been breathing down our necks about the backlog from last quarter. If you need any help sorting through the older field reports or cross-referencing the dates, just let me know. I've got some free time before lunch."
“Yeah, let us know, Daniel,” Leon added, suddenly leaning his upper body completely over the cubicle wall. He brought his face inches from yours, his bright blue eyes dancing with pure, unfiltered mischief as he invaded your vision. “I can give you a firsthand report on how terribly boring your filing system is. Also, please tell him his tie is crooked. It’s physically hurting my eyes. Is that a clip-on? It looks like a clip-on.”
A tiny, choked sound nearly escaped your throat, a hybrid of a gasp and a laugh. You quickly disguised it as a quick, awkward cough, raising a fist to cover your mouth while shooting Leon a sharp, burning glare that you hoped Daniel would interpret as standard, pre-caffeine morning fatigue.
"Thanks, Daniel, I really appreciate it," you managed to squeak out, your voice remarkably steady considering the internal panic. "I think I've got a decent handle on the layout for now. I'm just going to go grab some coffee before I dive into the actual nightmare of reports."
"Smart move. Get a cup for me if the pot is fresh," Daniel joked, turning his attention back to his dual monitors, his face passing right through the edge of Leon's translucent sleeve.
The second Daniel looked away, you let out a long, silent breath, your shoulders dropping significantly as you snatched your mug from the desk. You turned around only to find Leon grinning victoriously at you, his chest shaking with silent, triumphant laughter.
"You are a menace," you hissed under your breath, spinning on your heel to march toward the breakroom.
“Hey, I told you,” Leon’s voice echoed warmly as his weightless frame glided right alongside your pace down the row of cubicles. “I have a duty to keep things entertaining around here. You're doing great, Agent. Your poker face needs a little bit of work, but I'll give you an A for effort.”
You rolled your eyes at him playfully, a soft huff escaping your nose as the two of you made your way down the quiet corridor toward the breakroom. Walking into the communal kitchen area, the atmosphere was exactly what you’d expect on any given Thursday morning. A couple of agents from the financial crimes division were huddled around the small dining table, silently chewing on their bagels while scanning the news on their tablets, entirely trapped in their own early morning zones.
But this time, you weren’t alone. You were accompanied by a lethal, five-year-old ghost story who was currently tailing you like a shadow, his glowing blue frame casting invisible ripples through the fluorescent-lit room.
You made your way straight to the counter where the coffee pot sat. A quick glance at the digital display confirmed it was freshly brewed, a rich, dark stream having just finished dripping into the glass carafe. The robust, earthy aroma filled the room, bringing a small, genuine smile to your face. You pour some into your mug, the steam rising up and warming your face. Remembering your promise to Daniel, you snatched a disposable paper cup from the stack, filling it up just as high. You grabbed a couple of individual sugar packets and a few half-and-half creamers from the spinning organizer, dropping them into your blazer pocket so he could adjust the sweetness to his own liking.
Turning back to your own mug, you added your usual morning fixings, adjusting it exactly the way you always did to jumpstart your brain for a long day of work.
Behind you, the heavy, rhythmic thud of polished dress shoes echoed against the linoleum floor. You didn't even have to turn around to know who it was. The sharp, overwhelming scent of expensive, suffocating cologne announced him before he even spoke a word.
Collins.
He was a senior investigator on the floor, notorious for his complete lack of a sense of humor and his agonizingly long-winded lectures about Bureau protocol. But more importantly, he was the guy currently acting as the entire floor's favorite joke. Ever since Wednesday morning, when he recounted how the fourth-floor archive room claimed a phantom had attacked him, he had been on a warpath to prove his sanity.
Leon, who had been lazily leaning against the vending machine, instantly perked up the second Collins stepped through the threshold. His bright blue eyes locked onto the senior investigator, a highly dangerous, devious smirk slowly spreading across his handsome face as he remembered the glorious moment he had shifted a thirty-pound box just to watch Collins jump out of his skin. He looked from Collins back to you, his eyebrows dancing in a silent, chaotic challenge.
“Oh, sweetheart,” Leon’s deep voice purred directly into your mind, wrapping around your senses with effortless clarity.
His spectral voice echoed right in your ear, rich with pure, unadulterated mischief, “Look who it is. My favorite customer was from Tuesday night. Please tell me I have permission to cause a little harmless workplace chaos. I think he’s finally recovered his dignity, and frankly, it doesn't suit him.”
You shot him a fierce, panicked glare, your eyes widening in a silent plea for mercy as you held your mug tight. You shook your head just a fraction of an inch, desperately trying to signal him to stand down before he made you burst out laughing and got you fired.
But Leon S. Kennedy didn't survive Raccoon City and global bio-terrorism by backing down from a challenge.
“Too late, Agent,” he whispered with a low, rumbling chuckle that vibrated pleasantly against your consciousness.
Before you could even utter a breath of mental protest, he was already moving, his translucent form gliding effortlessly across the linoleum straight toward the unsuspecting, rigid senior investigator who was currently waiting for the secondary microwave to beep.
Collins was frowning at his plastic container of oatmeal, completely oblivious to the fact that the very same "ghost" from Tuesday night was now circling him like a shark. Leon glided right up behind him, peering over Collins' shoulder with a face of mock gravity, studying the oatmeal as if it were a highly classified bio-weapon dossier.
“You know, for a guy who takes himself this seriously, his breakfast choices are incredibly depressing,” Leon commented casually to you, tilting his head. “No wonder he’s so uptight. Hey, look closely.”
You desperately tried to focus on pouring the creamer into your own mug, but your eyes kept darting toward the microwave.
Leon braced his core, focusing his spectral willpower onto the physical world just enough to make an impact. He didn't move a thirty-pound box this time. Instead, he reached out a single translucent finger and lightly tapped the plastic clip on Collins' badge, which was attached to his breast pocket.
The badge flicked upward with a sharp snap.
Collins froze instantly, his entire body going rigid as a board. His eyes widened, darting down to his chest where the badge was still slightly swinging. The poor man looked like he had just heard a gunshot. He violently spun around, looking left and right, his hand instinctively flying to his hip where his holster sat.
"Who did that?!" Collins demanded, his voice cracking slightly as he glared at the financial crimes agents by the table, who just stared back at him like he had lost his mind.
Right in front of him, Leon was standing with his arms crossed, throwing his head back in a silent, ecstatic laugh, his chest shaking with pure joy at the man's sheer, unadulterated panic. He leaned right in next to Collins' ear, whispering, “Told you I’d hide your stapler next, Collins. Consider this a warning shot.”
You bit your lip so hard it went completely numb, forcing a cough to hide the breathless, choked laugh that threatened to explode from your chest. You quickly snatched up your mug and Daniel's paper cup, determined to flee the scene before Collins noticed your burning red face.
—
You managed to slip out of the breakroom before Collins could fully process his swinging badge, though you had to press your lips into a tight line the entire way down the hall to keep from bursting into a full, breathless laugh. Leon glided right at your shoulder, looking immensely proud of his morning’s work, his deep, silent chuckle vibrating in the back of your mind.
When you returned to your cubicle, you slid Daniel’s coffee onto his desk with a quiet, "Here you go. Cream and sugar are in the tray."
"You're a lifesaver," Daniel mumbled, already half-buried in an Excel sheet.
You gave him a quick nod and stepped into your own space, your demeanor shifting instantly as you settled into your chair. The lighthearted morning banter faded away, replaced by the heavy, familiar weight of Operation: Broken Mirror. You pulled a stack of physical, manila-folder archives out of your locked bottom drawer, the very files you had braved the fourth-floor storage room for the night before. After five years as an analyst, you knew the digital PDF versions were always the first to be scrubbed, sanitized, and stripped of context by the higher-ups.
You cracked open the thickest folder, the musty scent of old paper and fading ink rising into the cool air of your cubicle.
Leon’s playful smirk vanished the moment his eyes fell on the stamped header at the top of the page:
Lanshiang, China - 2013 // Task Force Report // Maximum Classification
The casual distance he usually maintained evaporated. His weightless form drifted around the back of your chair, his presence hovering directly over your right shoulder. He leaned down, his broad chest aligning just an inch behind your back, his head tilting close to yours so he could read the text alongside you.
Even though he was entirely composed of energy and air, the sheer, sudden proximity of him sent a fierce shiver down your spine. You could clearly see the faint, ethereal blue outline of his sharp jawline out of the corner of your eye. The space inside your small cubicle suddenly felt incredibly small, thick with a quiet, undeniable tension that made your pulse hitch.
"Look at the third paragraph," Leon murmured softly. His voice echoed directly into your consciousness, low and gravelly, so close that it felt like a physical breath brushing against the sensitive skin of your neck. "The digital brief claims the local militia in the Poisawan slums was just a random anti-government uprising. But look at what the original field notes say."
You focused your eyes on the page, your pen hovering over your legal pad. You noticed that while the online PDFs had entire blocks completely blacked out, this original paper copy had only been lightly censored with a thin marker. If you held the page up to the harsh fluorescent light of the cubicle, you could make out the words underneath.
"It says the militia was actively organized by Neo-Umbrella," you whispered, barely moving your lips, tracking the words with the tip of your finger. "They weren't rioting for political reasons. They were intentionally infected with a pathogen called the C-Virus to create a massive, localized distraction."
"Exactly," Leon confirmed, his spectral form shifting slightly closer. As he reached out to point at a specific line on the page, his translucent hand casually brushed against yours.
A sudden, sharp jolt of warmth snapped across your skin. It wasn't the cold numbness you expected from a ghost because of the terrifyingly intense connection growing between you. His touch felt remarkably solid for a split second; it was a heavy, lingering pressure that sent a wave of heat straight to your core. Your breath hitched, your fingers trembling slightly against the paper. You looked up, your eyes locking onto his gaze just inches away. There was a sudden, heavy silence between you, a cinematic heat stretching between the living analyst and the weary ghost, before Leon softly cleared his throat and nodded toward the file, silently urging you back to the safety of the data.
"The distraction was meant to cover up their primary doomsday project," Leon explained, his tone turning clinical, though his eyes lingered on your face for a fraction of a second longer. "A global pandemic. My partner, Helena, and I were tracing Derek Simmons, the National Security Advisor at the time, straight into Lanshiang. He was working with a shadow cabal known as 'The Family' to orchestrate the entire outbreak."
You jotted down the names Simmons and The Family on your pad, your analytical mind quickly connecting the historic data to your modern smuggling pipeline.
"According to the public files, Simmons was killed, Neo-Umbrella was completely dismantled, and the C-Virus was suppressed using an Anti-C vaccine engineered from the blood of a man named Jake Muller," you murmured, cross-referencing your notes. "But if the virus were entirely eradicated, it makes no logical sense why my modern black-market investigations keep pulling up fragmented samples of it. Look at these customs raids from last month.”
You pull up multiple tabs on one of your monitors to show Leon the reports of the raids that were conducted and information and pictures of the samples of the vials that contain samples of the C-Virus: “These glass vials containing trace amounts of the exact same pathogen."
Leon leaned lower, his shoulder pressing lightly against yours as he studied the reports on your screen, then back down to your desk, which had modern portrait photographs you had spread out across the desk.
"Because it wasn't fully eradicated," Leon stated grimly, the lines of his face hardening as the dark memories resurfaced. "The Anti-C vaccine worked, but it had a zero-percent survival rate for anyone who had already fully mutated. It saved the uninfected, but it couldn't wipe out the genetic data. When Simmons died, he didn't just burn up. He was injected with an elite, enhanced strain of the virus…. Something engineered by a geneticist named Carla Radames using the old t-Veronica and G-Virus strains."
You looked up at him, fascinated by the sheer, terrifying complexity of the bio-weapon. "An enhanced strain?"
"Yeah. It allowed him to mutate back and forth into monstrous shapes without his cellular structure collapsing," Leon said, a bitter, humorless smile touching his lips. "And when the crisis ended, 'The Family' recovered its mutated corpse. They didn't bury him out of respect, sweetheart. They harvested his remains. They preserved the genetic blueprint of the enhanced C-Virus."
A cold dread settled deep in your stomach as the missing pieces of Operation: Broken Mirror finally began to click into a horrific, coherent picture.
"The structural firewalls," you whispered, your eyes widening as you looked at the complex financial labyrinth on your monitor. "The independent couriers, the anonymous forums, the shell companies that vanish overnight... It’s not a messy collection of small-time, independent criminals. Someone with massive infrastructure has been systematically cultivating Simmons' remaining genetic data and selling it off in fragmented, unviable pieces to rogue scientists across the globe."
"And they're making an absolute fortune doing it," Leon added, his blue eyes shimmering with a fierce, dangerous intensity. "But they ran into a problem. An undercover agent stationed in Hong Kong got too close to their marine transit network eight months ago. Right before he went dark, he managed to transmit those two lines to your database: Lanshiang, China. 2013."
You leaned back in your chair, your shoulder brushing fully against Leon's chest as you stared at the paper file. The official Bureau stance was that Lanshiang was a closed case. Simmons was dead. Neo-Umbrella was gone.
But looking at the raw evidence, and feeling the solid, protective presence of the agent hovering right behind you, you knew the terrifying truth. The historical matter wasn't settled at all. The U.S. government hadn't closed the case to protect the public… They had buried it to cover up the fact that a massive, wealthy shadow organization within their own borders was still actively profiting off the world's most dangerous biological weapon. And five years ago, when Leon S. Kennedy had tried to look too closely at the truth... they had made sure he became a ghost.
The revelation settled over you like a physical weight, cold and suffocating. You kept your gaze locked onto the manila folder, your eyes tracing the faded ink of the Lanshiang report without actually seeing the words anymore.
You didn't dare say it out loud. You couldn't. To utter a theory that massive, that treasonous, inside the very walls of an FBI field office would be a death sentence for your career, and maybe for you, too. Besides, it was still just a theory. A terrifyingly plausible, completely logical truth that fits every missing puzzle piece perfectly, but a theory nonetheless. You needed proof. Hard, undeniable, digital, or physical proof.
But God, the realization hit you like a punch to the ribs.
You looked down at your hands, resting flat against the desk. They were trembling slightly. You had spent years working late nights, drinking stale breakroom coffee, and sacrificing a normal life because you genuinely believed you were one of the good guys. You believed the Bureau stood between the public and the monsters of the world, even if they had their flaws in many other aspects of operation. But looking at this file, feeling the phantom warmth of Leon's chest pressing against your back, the ugly truth lay itself bare. The agency you wore a badge for wasn't just failing to catch the suppliers; they were actively obscuring the path to them.
They hadn't assigned you Operation: Broken Mirror to stop the pandemic. They had assigned it to you because you were a thorough, quiet analyst who would map out the small-time buyers and intercept the fragmented samples, keeping the contamination contained without ever looking high enough to see who was pulling the strings. Your literal job description was to chop off the outer branches while leaving the poisoned root completely untouched.
Going beyond that... digging into the shadow cabal that weaponized the government's own oversight... That wasn't your job. It was a line no sensible analyst would ever cross.
But as you stared at the paper, a quiet, fierce resolve began to burn away the initial shock. You weren't doing this for the Bureau anymore. You were doing this for the man hovering over your shoulder. Leon had given his entire life to protecting people, only to be betrayed, erased, and left to wander these halls as a forgotten spirit. He deserved justice. He deserved to have his name mean something again, even if you were the only living soul who knew the truth.
A heavy silence stretched between you, the air thick with a raw, unspoken emotion. Leon seemed to sense the sudden downward spiral of your thoughts. The spectral weight behind you shifted, and out of the corner of your eye, you saw his expression soften from his usual hardened, tactical mask into something deeply human, weary, and remarkably gentle.
He didn't know exactly what you were thinking, but he knew the toll this realization took on an idealist. He had been there himself, decades ago, when he first discovered what Raccoon City really was.
Slowly, his translucent hand moved, hovering just a fraction of an inch above yours on the desk. He didn't close the gap, knowing that the sudden jolt of energy might startle you, but the proximity alone cast a comforting, steady heat over your fingers.
"Hey," he murmured softly, his voice a low, gravelly hum that vibrated directly behind your ear. "Don't let the weight of it crush you. I know exactly where your head is right now. It’s an ugly picture when the mirror finally cracks, isn't it?"
You forced your breathing to steady, squeezing your eyes shut for a brief second before opening them and staring straight ahead at your monitor. You didn’t want to say anything that may be out of the blue that didn’t sound like a conversation you typically have on a phone call or a meeting out loud with Daniel sitting just a few yards away, but you took a slow, deliberate breath, letting your shoulder lean back just a fraction of an inch more against his spectral chest, a silent sign of solidarity. A silent promise.
I’m going to find them, Leon, you thought fiercely, hoping whatever tether connected your minds could carry the weight of it. I’ll follow the samples like they want. But I’m not stopping there.
Leon’s presence seemed to expand, a protective barrier closing out the low hum of the office fluorescent lights and the distant sound of Daniel tapping away at his keyboard. A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched the corner of his lips.
"Alright," Leon said quietly, his tone shifting back to the steady, reliable rhythm of a man who had survived a dozen hells. "If we’re going to find the people supplying these vials, we have to look at the money trail. The Bureau thinks they’re buying these C-Virus fragments with standard cryptocurrency, but 'The Family' doesn't use public blockchains. Look back at the customs raid from last month. Let's see how those buyers actually paid for the cargo."
"Copy," you whispered under your breath, a tiny, teasing smirk finally breaking through the heavy tension wrapping around your chest.
It was a field command you had picked up during your few rare excursions outside the office walls, those long, exhausting trips where you were deployed to document the aftermath of major operations, stepping over yellow tape and photographing evidence in the wake of the primary field agents. Hearing the crisp, tactical jargon over the comms had always made you feel a little detached as an analyst, but saying it now, directly to a past operative like Leon? It felt right. It felt like a declaration that you were in this fight together.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Leon’s eyebrows shoot up in surprise, a soft, genuinely amused chuckle rumbling in his chest. "Copy? Look at you, getting fluent in the lingo," he murmured, his blue eyes crinkling at the corners.
Your fingers flew across the mechanical keyboard, cutting through the heavy atmosphere as you pulled up the financial audit reports from last month's customs raids. You bypassed the surface-level ledgers that the Bureau’s automated system generated and dug straight into the raw, unredacted banking data.
As you traced the currency flow, your brow furrowed. "You weren't kidding," you muttered, leaning closer to the monitor.
The transactions were masked behind a dizzying labyrinth of ghost servers and shell corporations, but the real dead-end came at the routing numbers. They were completely fabricated; they were ghost strings designed to look like legitimate European institutions that simply didn't exist when you pinged their databases. The money vanished into a black hole.
But as your eyes scanned the shipping manifests paired with those ghost transactions, a clear, rhythmic pattern began to emerge from the chaos.
"They aren't just sporadic, desperate deals," you murmured, your analytical brain locking into place. "Look at the timestamps, Leon. This cargo is moving on a strict, bi-monthly schedule. At least twice a month, like clockwork."
Your mouse hovered over the most recent delivery log, and your breath caught. The destination wasn't some far-flung international black market.
"The next drop is happening right here on the East Coast," you whispered, tracking the GPS coordinates on the manifest. "A private, industrial port in a city just two hours away. And according to the bi-monthly timeline... the next exchange is scheduled for this weekend."
Leon leaned in so close that your hair slightly shifted from the kinetic energy of his movement. His eyes narrowed as he memorized the terminal number and the name of the shipping vessel. "A local port means localized distribution. If they're moving live pathogens that close to a major metropolitan area, they're getting confident. Or sloppy."
A sudden, reckless spark of adrenaline flared in your chest. This was your chance. You couldn't expose the entire shadow government from behind a desk in a cubicle, but you could catch the suppliers in the act. If you could physically get to that port, intercept the exchange, and secure a physical sample or a piece of local hardware before the Bureau's clean-up crews arrived to sanitize the scene... you’d have the undeniable proof you needed.
"I need to get out there," you thought fiercely, the decision hardening inside you before you could talk yourself out of it.
You clicked open the Bureau's internal portal and brought up a blank Form 202, which was a Field Operations Request. If you played your cards right, you could frame it strictly within the boundaries of Operation: Broken Mirror. You could tell your superior and director that you picked up a localized anomaly in the shipping data and needed a temporary field clearance to conduct a preliminary, on-site physical audit of the port's digital logbooks. They thought you were a compliant, thorough paper-pusher, so they'd likely grant the routine clearance without a second thought, completely unaware that you intended to go way beyond checking a few barcodes.
You began typing out the request, your fingers steady as you drafted the formal justification.
Beside you, Leon’s expression grew intensely serious, a heavy mix of protective instinct and grim pride darkening his features. "Going out into the field after a live bio-weapon isn't a joke," he warned softly, his voice dropping into that commanding, gravelly tone he used when a mission turned lethal. "It’s messy, it’s unpredictable, and if those suppliers realize someone is watching, they won't hesitate to pull a trigger. Are you ready for what happens if this goes sideways?"
You didn't look back at him, keeping your eyes locked onto the glowing screen as you hit Submit on the clearance request, but you let out a slow, resolute breath that carried all the unspoken weight of what you were willing to risk for him.
"I'm ready," you whispered.
You finally turned your head, breaking your gaze from the monitor to look directly into his bright blue eyes. A small, tentative but entirely real smile touched your lips. "Besides, I'm not exactly going out there blind anymore. I’ve got a seasoned DSO agent by my side. Even if you're a ghost... You can be my guide."
Leon’s breath caught in his spectral chest. For a moment, the hardened tactical mask he had worn for decades completely slipped, leaving behind an expression of profound, quiet awe. To hear you place that kind of unyielding trust in him, not as a historical footnote, not as a haunting inconvenience, but as a partner, it anchored him to the living world more than any spell or science ever could.
Slowly, the surprise melted away, replaced by a devastatingly handsome, deeply fond smirk. He leaned down, his face hovering just inches from yours, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that sent a thrilling, electric heat straight to your core.
“Copy that, Agent,” his deep voice rumbled directly into your mind, thick with a fierce, protective warmth that made your heart skip a spectacular beat. “If we’re doing this, then I’m not letting anything happen to you. Consider me your personal eye in the sky. Now, let’s see how fast your director signs off on that paperwork.”
—
The steady, mechanical hum of the office began to shift as the clock crept past 5:00 PM. Around your small cubicle, the collective exhale of the fourth floor was almost audible as analysts and investigators began packing up their briefcases, shutting down their monitors, and pooling toward the elevators to escape for the weekend.
You, however, remained firmly glued to your desk.
The last several hours had passed in a blur of focused intensity. Outwardly, you looked like a model employee deeply engrossed in a standard data-entry backlog. Inwardly, your world has become a private, high-stakes tactical briefing. You and Leon had spent the entire afternoon quietly mapping out the logistics of the East Coast port facility, logging vessel schedules, and cross-referencing security guard rotations.
But mostly, Leon had been teaching.
With his weightless form casually draped over the top of your cubicle partition, looking entirely too relaxed for a dead guy, he had spent the last two hours running you through essential field pointers. His deep voice, echoing directly into your mind with absolute clarity, had stripped away the rigid, sterilized theories of your textbooks and replaced them with the raw, brutal reality of survival. He taught you how to read the shadows of an open shipyard, how to blend into the background of a bustling industrial terminal, and how to spot a counter-surveillance team by the subtle, unnatural way they checked their mirrors.
“When you're on a cold floor like a shipping dock, your eyes are your life insurance,” Leon murmured, his bright blue eyes fixed on you with an intense, unwavering focus that made your chest tighten in the best possible way. “You don’t look at people; you look at their hands. You don’t watch the perimeter; you watch the exits. And if things go south, you don’t think about the protocol—you think about the nearest piece of solid steel you can put between yourself and a muzzle flash.”
You jotted down a quick, disguised shorthand note in your ledger, a small smile playing at the edge of your lips. "Understood, coach," you whispered under your breath, pretending to clear your throat as Daniel walked past your desk to say his goodbyes.
Once the footsteps faded and the floor fell into a quiet, after-hours hush, Leon fluidly shifted, sliding down the partition to sit cross-legged on the edge of your desk. He leaned forward, resting his translucent forearms on his knees, his face suddenly dropping into a deeply amused, slightly challenging expression.
“Alright, Agent. We’ve covered the mental tracking,” he drawled, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “But let’s talk about the physical side. If a supplier catches you poking around a container and decides to make it personal, what exactly am I working with here? How are your combat skills?”
You leaned back in your squeaking office chair, crossing your arms defensively as a sudden flush of heat warmed your cheeks. "Hey, I'll have you know I survived Quantico. I am a fully certified federal agent."
Leon raised a skeptical, perfectly sculpted eyebrow, his blue eyes shimmering with pure, unfiltered mischief. “Quantico, huh? The legendary Basic Field Training Course. Twenty weeks of intensive residential fun in Virginia. Break it down for me, sweetheart. How did the analytical track handle the pressure?”
"I handled it just fine, thank you," you shot back playfully, leaning your elbows on the desk and lowering your voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "We spent a massive portion of our time in the classroom doing academics and intelligence tradecraft. I passed both of my comprehensive legal exams on constitutional law and rules of evidence without breaking a sweat. I can draft a flawless search warrant in my sleep."
“Fascinating,” Leon teased, leaning in just an inch closer, his face hovering tantalizingly near yours. “So if a bio-terrorist attacks you, you’re going to read them their rights and slap them with a beautifully formatted subpoena?”
"Shut up," you muttered, a breathless laugh escaping your throat as your heart did a sudden, chaotic flutter against your ribs. The sheer, effortless comfort that had bloomed between the two of you over the course of a single day was staggering. The initial fear and shock of his existence had completely evaporated, replaced by a warm, intoxicating domesticity that felt entirely too natural. When he leaned in like that, his glowing blue frame casting a subtle, thrilling heat over your senses, it took every ounce of your analytical willpower to remember how to breathe.
"We did practical exercises too," you defended, trying to regain your composure. "We spent weeks operating inside Hogan’s Alley. I ran the mock town, dealt with the professional role-players, built case files, conducted surveillance, and made tactical arrests. I even survived the Moot Court testimony."
Leon chuckled, a rich, rumbling sound that resonated deep within your chest. “Hogan’s Alley is a good controlled environment. But what about the operational skills? The heavy lifting?”
"I spent over a hundred hours at the firing range, Kennedy," you said, tossing your head back with a tiny, triumphant smirk. "I qualified on the Bureau-issued handguns, the shotguns, and the carbine rifles. And I did the defensive driving courses, the high-speed pursuits, evasive maneuvers, the whole nine yards."
Leon’s smirk widened into a slow, intensely attractive grin. He tilted his head, his gaze sweeping over your structured blazer and the sharp line of your collarbone before locking back onto your eyes with a lazy, heavy focus that felt incredibly intimate in the quiet, empty office.
“And the defensive tactics?” he asked softly, his voice dropping into a lower, slightly gravelly register that made your pulse do a frantic little dance. “Hand-to-hand combat? The grappling, the boxing, the weapon retention? How did you do on the Physical Fitness Test right before graduation?”
You opened your mouth to answer, but the words momentarily caught in your throat under the sheer weight of his gaze. You swallowed hard, shifting slightly in your chair.
"Well..." you mumbled, your confidence suddenly turning into a self-deprecating chuckle. "Let's just say I met the baseline. I did my maximum sit-ups in a minute, survived the 300-meter sprint without collapsing, hit the required number of continuous push-ups, and dragged myself across the finish line for the timed 1.5-mile run. I passed… Barely.... I’m an analyst, Leon. My brain is my primary weapon. I’m built for spreadsheets, not a twelve-round boxing match with a J'avo."
Leon let out a soft, incredibly fond laugh, his expression melting into something so deeply tender it made your lungs ache. He reached his translucent hand out across the desk, hovering his fingers just a fraction of a millimeter above yours. The proximity alone casts a heavy, comforting warmth over your skin, a silent, electric current linking your souls.
“Hey. Meeting the baseline at Quantico is still a hell of an achievement, sweetheart,” he murmured, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that completely bypassed his usual playful defenses. “And you’re right. Your brain is brilliant. The way you mapped out this entire pipeline from a mountain of redacted garbage is incredible. Don't worry about the heavy lifting. Like I said... you've got a seasoned agent by your side now. If anyone tries to put their hands on you, I’ll show you exactly how a DSO operative breaks a wrist, even from the passenger seat.”
Your heart thudded violently against your ribs, a radiant, helpless smile spreading across your face. The subtle, flirtatious edge to his voice was intoxicating, sending a thrilling shiver straight down your spine. You were completely trapped in his orbit, the empty cubicles around you fading into absolute nothingness.
Ping.
The sudden, sharp electronic chime of your computer inbox shattered the silence, pulling you abruptly out of the trance.
You jumped slightly, your eyes snapping back to the dual monitors. You clicked open the blinking notification at the bottom of the screen, your breath catching in your throat as the official text populated the window.
FROM: Office of the Director
SUBJECT: Form 202 - Field Operations Request
STATUS: APPROVED
MESSAGE: Request for temporary field clearance and localized digital audit at Sector 4 Industrial Port Facility is hereby granted, effective immediately for 7 days. Maintain standard operational boundaries. Report all physical discrepancies directly to leadership.
You stared at the screen, the reality of the situation suddenly washing over you. The paperwork was signed. The clearance was real. This weekend, you were leaving the safety of your desk behind.
Leon leaned over your shoulder, his eyes scanning the approved mandate before a sharp, confident smirk returned to his handsome face.
“Well, look at that,” he whispered directly into your ear, his breath a phantom, thrilling warmth against your skin. “Pack your bags, Agent. We’re going to the field.”
—
The drive back to your apartment had been a quiet, meditative blur. The Thursday evening traffic crawled along the asphalt arteries of the city, a sea of glowing red taillights that usually would have frayed your nerves after a long week. But tonight, you had barely noticed the delay. You had simply focused on the road; the cabin of your sedan had been filled with nothing but the comfortable, low hum of the engine and the quiet, occasional observations from the passenger seat. Leon had spent the ride simply watching the city pass by, his profile illuminated by the rhythmic flash of streetlights, looking content just to watch the world move.
Now, back within the safe, secluded walls of your apartment, the stifling veneer of the federal bureaucracy could finally be shed.
You had gone straight to your bedroom to wash away the day, peeling off the restrictive, stiff layers of your work blazer and slacks. After a long, hot shower that eased the tight knots in your shoulders, you changed into an oversized, worn-in grey sweatshirt and a pair of soft fleece shorts. Your hair, still slightly damp at the ends, fell loosely around your shoulders, the pieces of hair framing a face that looked significantly less guarded than it had a few hours ago.
Stepping into the living room, you found Leon exactly where you expected him to be. He was waiting by the couch, but he wasn’t lounging on the armrest or hovering mid-air this time. He was already sitting down on the plush cushions, his broad shoulders relaxed against the backrest.
When you approached, you didn't choose the opposite side of the sofa like you had the night prior. Without a single word, you walked over and sank into the cushions right next to him.
The distance between you had shrunk drastically. Your thigh was resting just a scant fraction of an inch away from his leg. Because of the impossible, magnetic tether pulling your souls together, you could feel the distinct, heavy radiation of his presence, which provided a profound, comforting warmth that seemed to seep right through the fabric of your sweatshirt. It wasn’t a physical heat, since he is cold to the touch as a ghost, but rather a deep, emotional resonance that settled over your nervous system like a heavy blanket, instantly grounding you.
You leaned your head back against the cushion, letting out a long, slow sigh as you stared up at the ceiling. "I think my brain is officially fried," you murmured into the quiet room. "Three weeks of digging through data, and today felt like a marathon."
Leon shifted slightly, turning his head to look down at you. In the dim, ambient glow of your living room lamp, his translucent features looked remarkably soft, the sharp, hardened lines of his jaw and brow relaxed into an expression of pure tranquility.
“You survived,” his deep voice rumbled, echoing softly within the quiet chambers of your mind. “And you walked out with an approved field clearance. I’d say that’s a win for the analytical division.”
You let out a soft, breathless chuckle, turning your head on the cushion so you were looking right back at him. Up close, the sheer depth of his blue eyes was dizzying. Internally, your heart was doing that familiar, erratic flutter, a sweet, aching tension tightening in your chest. You were hyper-aware of how close you were sitting, hyper-aware of the fact that twenty-four hours ago, he was just a ghost story, and now, he was the only person in the world who truly saw you.
"I still can't believe I used a field command," you admitted, a small, self-deprecating smile touching your lips as the embarrassment of that moment finally caught up to you. "I must have sounded ridiculous to a guy who actually ran black ops."
“Hey, I told you, I liked it,” Leon murmured, a slow, incredibly gentle smile spreading across his face. He shifted his arm, resting it along the back of the couch behind your shoulders. He didn't actually touch you, but the weightless boundary of his sleeve was close enough that the static energy of his presence tickled the hairs at the nape of your neck. “It showed intent. You were locked in. Honestly... watching you work today? It brought back a lot of things I thought I’d completely buried.”
"Like what?" you asked softly, your voice dropping into a quiet, intimate register.
Leon looked away for a moment, his gaze drifting toward the dark windows where the city lights twinkled in the distance. He let out a soft, phantom breath, a wistful, contemplative shadow crossing his features.
“I’ve been drifting through those hallways for five years,” he explained quietly, his voice dropping into a low, gravelly hum. “When you're a ghost, time doesn't really move the same way. Days bleed into months, and after a while, you start to forget the rhythm of being alive. You forget what it feels like to have a destination. To have a morning routine. I’d completely forgotten what it felt like to actually go to work normally.”
He paused, a faint, humorless chuckle vibrating behind his ribs. “Don’t get me wrong. There are plenty of things I definitely do not miss. I don't miss the stale, burnt coffee from the DSO office’s breakroom. I don't miss the stifling, passive-aggressive emails from HR. And I absolutely, under no circumstances, miss the mountains of agonizing paperwork I used to have to fill out after a mission. If I never see a post-operation budget ledger again, it’ll be too soon.”
You laughed quietly, the sound rich and warm in the small apartment. "So you're saying you didn't miss the bureaucracy?"
“Not even a little bit,” Leon agreed, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he looked back down at you. But then, the teasing glint in his eyes softened, replaced by a raw, heavy sincerity that made your breath catch. “But experiencing it with you today... watching you cross-reference those files, seeing the way your mind works when you're chasing a lead... It made it all completely enjoyable. I spent my whole career dreading office days. But today? Today was the most fun I've had in five years. I actually looked forward to seeing what you'd do next.”
Your heart swelled, a sudden, powerful wave of emotion rushing through you. You kept the feelings tightly locked inside, too nervous to let them show on your face, but internally, you were reeling. To know that your mundane, ordinary workspace had given a legendary hero a sense of purpose again was entirely overwhelming.
You wanted so badly to reach out. Your eyes darted down to his hand, which was resting on his knee just inches from your own fingers. The urge to close the gap, to feel that strange, solid spark of his energy against your skin again, was a physical ache in your chest. You didn't do it—too afraid to break the fragile, perfect safety of the moment—but you allowed your body to relax completely, leaning just a fraction of an inch closer until the warmth of his spectral frame felt like a protective shield against the rest of the world.
"I'm glad I could make the paperwork exciting for you, Kennedy," you whispered playfully, your eyes locked onto his.
“You make a lot of things exciting, sweetheart,” Leon countered softly, his voice sliding into that low, flirtatious register that always sent a delicious thrill straight down your spine. He leaned his head down slightly, his bright blue eyes holding yours captive in the dim light. There was a thick, heavy heat building between you on the couch, an unspoken, electric pull that had nothing to do with the case or the Bureau. It was just the two of you, tucked away from the world, learning how to be close.
He let out a soft, contented sigh, the tight lines of his broad shoulders relaxing completely as he settled deeper into the cushions next to you. “Tomorrow, we worry about the logistics of the port… Tomorrow, I will teach you how to handle a live extraction. But tonight... let’s just sit here for a while. Tell me more about those terrible legal exams at Quantico.”
A radiant, helpless smile broke across your face. You shifted slightly, pulling your knees up onto the couch so you were completely facing him, your shoulder resting securely against his as the quiet, comforting rhythm of his voice filled your mind, carrying the two of you deep into Thursday night.
"You really want to hear about code annotations and administrative law?" you teased softly, looking up at him through your eyelashes.
“Sweetheart, after five years of listening to fluorescent lights buzz, I would gladly listen to you read a refrigerator manual,” Leon murmured, his eyes crinkling at the corners with that heartaching warmth.
As the conversation flowed into the late hours, a sudden realization hit you, bringing a wave of profound relief. You glanced down at the illuminated screen of your phone to double-check the calendar. "Oh, wait. It’s Thursday."
Leon tilted his head, watching the tension drain from your shoulders. “And that means?”
"That means tomorrow is Friday, and my division has a mandatory work-from-home policy on Fridays," you explained, a genuine grin spreading across your face. "I don't have to go back to that building tomorrow. I just have to log in to my laptop, answer a few emails, and clear my desk for the weekend."
Leon let out a rich, rumbling chuckle that vibrated right through your bones. “No morning elevator crushes? No dodging hot lattes from tech interns? Sounds like a luxury.”
"Exactly. Which means..." You tapped your fingers against your knee, an idea rapidly forming in your mind. You pulled up your apartment building’s resident app, clicking over to the community amenity tracker. "We have the perfect window. My building has a private resident gym on the second floor. According to the daily traffic logs on the app, it completely empties out after the morning rush. By 10:00 AM, everyone is either at their offices or working locked away in their units. We’ll have the whole place to ourselves."
You looked up, your eyes locking onto his. "You were asking about my baseline combat skills earlier. Tomorrow, after I finish my morning check-ins, you can take me to the gym. You can give me a real physical walkthrough. A warm-up. Just in case I actually need to pull out any tactical skills if things go sideways this weekend."
The playful, teasing look on Leon’s face slowly shifted. The casual, relaxed posture he held on the couch grew subtly more rigid, his broad shoulders straightening as the professional operative within him instinctively took over.
Internally, a complex storm of emotions flared behind his bright blue eyes. A part of him, a dormant, locked-away part that had been starved for five long years, he felt a sudden, electric spark of pure adrenaline. The mere prospect of action, of a mission, of planning a live extraction and analyzing a hostile perimeter, made his spectral heart race with a familiar, intoxicating rush. It was the thrill of the hunt, the reason he had survived for so long. For the first time in half a decade, he wasn't just a passive observer of life; he was a participant. He was a protector again.
But right alongside that fierce excitement came a heavy, suffocating wave of anxiety.
His eyes swept over you, taking in your cozy, oversized sweatshirt, your soft hair, and the gentle, innocent vulnerability of your features. You were a brilliant analyst, yes. You were sharp, intuitive, and brave enough to defy a shadow government for him. But you weren't a hardened combatant. You hadn't seen the horrors he had seen. You hadn't watched partners die in the mud, and you hadn't faced the unfathomable, brutal ruthlessness of the organizations that traded in viral samples. The thought of a live pathogen being moved on a cold, dark shipping dock just two hours away made his protective instincts flare to a near-deafening pitch.
If anything happened to you because he encouraged you to chase his ghost... He would never forgive himself.
He leaned down a bit closer, his face coming so near that the ethereal blue light of his frame cast a soft glow over your skin. The flirtatious smirk was gone, replaced by a raw, heavy intensity that made your breath catch in your throat.
“A training session, huh?” he murmured, his deep voice dropping into a low, fiercely protective register that resonated straight to your core. “Alright. If we’re doing this, we’re doing it right. I’m not going to give you a light cardio workout, sweetheart. If you’re stepping onto that dock this weekend, I need to know exactly how you move. I need to make sure your muscle memory is locked in.”
He paused, his gaze dropping to your hands before locking back onto your eyes with a weight that felt entirely physical.
“I’ll admit... A part of me is itching to get out there. It feels good to have a target again,” he confessed softly, the raw honesty in his voice laid bare in the quiet room. “But you need to understand something. I’ve lost a lot of people in my life to weapons like the C-Virus. A lot of good agents who thought they were ready. I’m going to be hard on you tomorrow. Not because I doubt you, but because I’m going to ensure, with everything that I am, that you walk off that port completely safe. Do you trust me?”
A powerful, emotional ache bloomed in your chest at his words. The sheer, unyielding scale of his protectiveness wrapped around you, making you feel safer than you ever had in your entire life. You didn't flinch from the intensity in his eyes. Instead, you leaned an inch closer, your back pressing fully into his arm that rests behind you on the head of the couch.
"With my life, Leon," you whispered honestly.
A soft, breathless sigh escaped him, the fierce tension in his jaw melting into a look of profound, quiet reverence. He didn't move away, letting his spectral presence envelop you completely on the couch, the silent promise of partnership anchoring the two of you together as the night finally settled into a deep, peaceful quiet.
You pulled your gaze away from his, your face feeling incredibly warm as the gravity of your words hung in the quiet space between you. To break the sudden, overwhelming intensity of the moment, you reached over the arm of the couch and grabbed the soft throw blanket you had left out for him the night prior. Unfolding it, you shook it out and draped it across your lap, naturally pulling it over his legs too—even if he couldn't technically feel the chill of the room, the domestic gesture felt entirely right.
Reaching for the remote on the coffee table, you clicked the TV on, flipping to a random streaming channel just to get some ambient background noise into the apartment. A crime procedural show started playing, the low hum of dialogue and dramatic television scores filling the silence.
As you settled back against the couch cushions, your body instinctively sought out the comfort you had just found. With your knees still tucked securely against your chest, you leaned back, letting your shoulder and the back of your head rest fully against the broad, steady boundary of his arm draped behind you.
The moment you leaned into him, a heavy, almost suffocating wave of awareness crashed over the small space between you.
You had meant the gesture to be comforting, but now that the immediate adrenaline of discussing the mission had passed, the physical reality of your positioning set in. You were practically tucked into his side. Because he had solidified his presence to brace you, the sensation of his upper arm pressing against your shoulder blade was intoxicatingly real. He was massive compared to you, his chest broad and his frame imposing, completely eclipsing your smaller frame against the cushions.
Underneath the shared blanket, you could feel the distinct, magnetic vibration of his leg resting a mere hair’s breadth from yours. Your mind, usually so disciplined and analytical, was completely derailed. You found your eyes tracking the sharp, rugged slope of his jaw, the way the dim blue light of his form caught the casual mess of his hair, and the distinct, powerful shape of his shoulders. A sudden, unbidden thought flashed through your mind, a vivid, entirely inappropriate wonder of what it would feel like if he were completely flesh and blood right now, if those heavy, capable hands on his knees actually reached down to pull you onto his lap. Your chest tightened, your breath hitching as a sharp, tingling pull of desire bloomed deep in your stomach.
Leon wasn't faring any better.
The moment you leaned back against his arm, his entire frame caught a sudden, electric jolt. He kept his eyes glued to the television screen, but he wasn't processing a single frame of the show. All he could focus on was the soft, delicate weight of you resting against him. He could see the gentle rise and fall of your chest beneath your oversized sweatshirt, the faint scent of your shampoo from the shower drifting up into his phantom senses, and the absolute, unbothered comfort in your posture.
For five years, he had been a weapon without a hand to hold it, a soldier with nothing left to guard. But having you this close, wrapped in a blanket with him in the dark, stirred a fierce, primal hunger that he hadn't felt in a lifetime. His eyes covertly darted down to your lips, dark thoughts clouding his mind. He wanted to shift his arm, to slide his hand down the slope of your shoulder and cup your face, to lean down and find out if the impossible magic of your bond would let him taste you. The sheer, torturous frustration of his spectral existence flared up, mixed with a deeply possessive, primal urge to anchor you to him completely before you ever set foot onto that dangerous dock.
He swallowed hard, his jaw tight as he forced his gaze back to the TV screen, though his fingers twitched against his knee.
"You, uh..." Leon cleared his throat, his voice dropping into an incredibly low, gravelly pitch that vibrated right through the cushion and directly into your spine. "You think the detective is going to figure out the blood splatter pattern, or should we call it in for them?"
You let out a shaky, breathless laugh, your fingers tightening around the edge of the blanket as you tried to suppress the chaotic hammering of your heart. You didn't move away from his arm. In fact, you let yourself sink just a fraction of an inch deeper into his warmth, your eyes fixed on the screen while your entire universe remained centered entirely on him.
"I think they're doing a terrible job," you whispered, your voice slightly strained from the thick, dizzying tension in the air. "They clearly didn't look at the routing numbers."
Leon let out a soft, low chuckle that sounded entirely too close to your ear, the deep rumble of it sending a spectacular, delicious shiver straight down your arms. "Yeah. Amateurs," he murmured softly.
Neither of you looked at each other, both completely aware of the heavy, intoxicating pull stretching between you under the cover of the flickering television light, the silence of the apartment growing thicker and sweeter by the second.
You stared intently at the television screen, where the fictional detectives were currently arguing over a fingerprint lift, but your brain was running a completely different, wildly unscientific simulation.
Now that your shoulder was pressed firmly against Leon’s arm and his leg was practically touching yours under the blanket, your hyper-analytical mind did what it always did when faced with a brand-new anomaly: it started calculating the logistics. Except this time, the logistics were so profoundly, deeply inappropriate that you felt a sudden spike of panic.
You began to ponder the sheer physics of your situation. Could a ghost even... Well… Fuck?
Your mind spun out of control, throwing up questions that absolutely no FBI manual or Quantico training seminar could ever prepare you for. To the rest of the world, Leon was nothing but air, but to you, he had mass. He felt cool, almost chilly to the touch on the outside, yet every time he solidified his presence near you, it sparked a roaring, intense heat deep within your chest. So, if your connection could make his hands solid enough to haul you upright in a crowded elevator, what did that mean for the rest of him?
Your eyes darted down toward the blanket for a fraction of a second before you violently forced your gaze back to the TV. Is it even anatomically possible for a ghost to get an erection?
The thought hit your brain like a freight train, and a sudden, violent wave of heat rushed straight to your face. You bit the inside of your cheek so hard it hurt, your knuckles locking white as you gripped the edge of the throw blanket. You prayed to whatever higher power was listening that ghosts didn't have telepathic powers, because if he could see inside your head right now, you would have to pack your bags and move to a different hemisphere immediately.
You tried desperately to maintain a completely blank, professional face. You were a federal analyst. You dealt with cold, hard data. You do not sit on a couch on a Thursday night, wondering about the spectral anatomy of a renowned black-ops operative, especially not when technically he would be considered your senior by his status, even if he were alive.
But the imagery was already there, vivid and entirely unbidden. How would it even feel? Would it feel like that heavy, electric static warmth that currently tickles your skin, or would it be completely, breathtakingly solid? Your chest felt incredibly tight, your breathing shallow as a deeply localized, furious blush crept up your neck, painting your cheeks a brilliant, undeniable crimson. You were practically radiating heat, the sheer embarrassment and dark curiosity turning you into a walking radiator.
Leon, who had been trying his absolute best to focus on the crime show, suddenly caught the drastic shift in your temperature. He didn't even have to look at you to feel the sudden wave of heat coming off your skin, or the way your breathing had gone from a steady rhythm to a short, frantic hitch.
He slowly turned his head, his bright blue eyes dropping down to study your face. When he saw the rich, vibrant pink dusting your cheeks and the way you were staring at the television with a rigid, near-comical intensity, as if your life depended on the dialogue, a slow, knowing amusement began to curve his lips.
"Hey," Leon murmured softly, his deep voice dropping into a teasing, gravelly rumble right beside your ear. "You alright over there, sweetheart? You look like you're about to combust. If the air conditioning is broken, you can just say so… Though it is the fall and not that hot around this time of year."
Your heart did a violent flip against your ribs, and you had to squeeze your eyes shut for a brief second to force the scandalous thoughts out of your mind before looking up at him.
You swallowed hard, keeping your eyes trained forward as you managed a tight, squeaky nod. "Fine. Just... a little warm, yeah. The building's radiator must be acting up."
"Right. The radiator," Leon murmured.
He didn't push it, turning his face back toward the television screen. But outwardly cool as he seemed, Leon was currently fighting a desperate, losing battle inside his own head. If you had even the slightest inkling of what was running through his mind right now, you wouldn't just be blushing, you'd probably jump right off the couch.
His thoughts were entirely, unrepentantly impure.
The moment you had leaned your head back against his arm, letting your smaller frame sink completely into his side, a severe jolt had gone straight through his system. For five years, he had been completely numb. He had forgotten the basic, human sensory details of proximity, the way a woman's weight felt shifting against a cushion, the delicate scent of clean skin and shampoo, the soft friction of cotton clothes. But with you, it wasn't just abstract phantom logic. You were warm. Unbelievably, beautifully warm.
And right now, that warmth was seeping straight through his translucent frame, bleeding directly into his core.
He didn't want to move his arm. In fact, he had to actively restrain himself from tightening his grip, from sliding his hand down the curve of your shoulder and hauling you flush against his chest just to absorb more of it. He wanted to bury his face in the crook of your neck, to feel the frantic, fluttering pulse he could see beating against your skin, and to find out if his hands would feel solid if he slid them underneath that oversized sweatshirt of yours.
The realization hit him like a physical blow… He hadn't thought about a woman like this in a lifetime.
As a ghost, his desires had been stripped down to the barest, most basic psychological survival needs, which consisted of the hunger for a voice, a glance, and a simple acknowledgment that he existed. The primal, raw sexual appetite of the man he used to be had long since gone dormant, locked away in the dark. But sitting here with you under a shared blanket, the sheer proximity was violently dragging those instincts back to the surface.
Then, he felt it. A sudden, undeniable pooling of heavy, throbbing heat trailing sharply down south.
Leon froze, his entire body locking up in a state of sheer, unadulterated shock. His blue eyes widened slightly as he stared blankly at the TV. No way, he thought, a sudden spike of internal panic flaring through him. That shouldn't even be anatomically possible. He was a spirit, a manifestation of energy bound to a case file. He didn't have blood flow. He didn't have a pulse. And yet, the impossible bond of your connection was defying every law of the supernatural universe. The hard, heavy ache growing beneath his waistband was entirely, shockingly real.
He let out a slow, silent breath through his nose, his jaw clenching so hard the muscle ticked. He adjusted his legs under the blanket, shifting slightly to try to conceal the sudden, highly inappropriate predicament he had found himself in.
He was a renowned DSO operative. He had kept his composure while staring down mutated monsters, corrupt dictators, and collapsing buildings. He could handle a little sudden friction on a Thursday night. But as he covertly glanced down at the top of your head, watching the way your hair caught the light of the screen, he knew he was completely lying to himself. He was in deep trouble, and the weekend hadn't even started yet.
"Yeah," Leon cleared his throat again, his voice dropping into a register so thick, low, and gravelly it was practically a growl. "Must be... a really strong radiator."
The silence that followed was heavy, thick with an unspoken friction that seemed to dry the very air in the room. On the television, the crime show had faded into a commercial break, the flashing colorful lights illuminating the quiet apartment in rhythmic waves, but neither of you was watching anymore.
You could feel the sudden, rigid tension in the arm resting behind your head. Leon’s entire posture had turned stone-still, his jaw clamped tightly shut as he stared straight ahead. It wasn't the relaxed, casual stance of the ghost who had been teasing you all afternoon; it was the hyper-focused, coiled stillness of a man trying desperately to keep himself under control.
The heat radiating between you beneath the shared blanket was getting unbearable, blurring the lines of logic your analytical brain usually clung to. You knew it was crazy. You knew the parameters of this reality were completely off the charts. You were 26, a living, breathing analyst with a career and a future ahead of you. Leon was a piece of history, a man who had technically lived to 41 but had been frozen in this spectral, 36-year-old prime for five years. He was a ghost. A phantom tied to a case file.
But right now, looking at the sharp, rugged edge of his jaw and feeling the massive, protective weight of his presence, none of those numbers mattered. The age gap, the line between life and death—it all felt completely trivial compared to the agonizing pull dragging you toward him.
And yet, a sharp spike of hesitation pierced through the fog of your desire. We only met last night, your internal voice reminded you, trying to claw its way back to rationality. It was insane to feel this intensely, this quickly, for a spirit you had only known for a little over twenty-four hours.
Your mind frantically cataloged every single interaction you had shared with him since he materialized in your living room. From that very first, heart-stopping moment he appeared out of thin air, there had been an undeniable, magnetic gravity between you. It was there when he playfully lounged on your office cubicle partition today, completely invisible to the rest of the world while pushing your buttons. It was there in the crowded elevator when he solidified his presence just enough to steady you against the crushing morning rush. Every look, every low-timbered tease, every brush of his spectral energy had been building a silent, cumulative pressure. You had been caught in his orbit from the second your eyes lay on his in the closet, and no matter how much your logical mind screamed that this was moving too fast, your body and soul were already miles ahead.
Leon was fighting an identical battle, his internal timeline feeling just as warped and dangerously fast. He knew the logistics. He knew he had just arrived in your life last night, a literal specter from a dark past disrupting your neat, organized world. By all accounts of his old training, he should be keeping his distance, maintaining the professional boundary of a partner on a case.
But five years of absolute sensory deprivation had made him weak against a force as bright as you. From the moment you had looked him in the eye last night after the panic had settled within you, you were face to face with a literal ghost, not with horror, but with fierce determination to help him. Since then, he had been sliding down a frictionless slope. Every time he teased you today, watched you work, or felt your stubborn resilience, the tether anchoring him to you grew thicker and more terrifyingly real. He didn't just want to protect you anymore; he wanted to possess you, and the sheer speed of that realization was making his protective instincts war violently with his primal desires.
Slowly, deliberately, you turned your head on the cushion, breaking the safety of the television screen to look up at him. "Leon," you whispered.
The sound of his name split the quiet room like a lightning strike.
Leon’s head turned instantly, his bright blue eyes locking onto yours. The gaze he leveled at you was dark, heavy, and completely stripped of his usual playful defense mechanisms. He saw the rich blush still painting your cheeks, saw the slight, inviting tremble of your lips, and the sheer, unadulterated desire pooling in your eyes.
A deep, troubled shadow crossed his features. He didn't move away, but his fingers twitched against his knee, the internal battle raging behind his eyes entirely transparent.
"Sweetheart," Leon said, his voice dropping into a rough, gravelly register that was so thick it sent a violent shiver straight down your spine. He didn't look at you like an elite agent right now; instead, he looked at you like a man who had been starving in the dark for five years, suddenly staring at the sun. "You need to be careful. If you keep looking at me like that, I'm... I'm having a real hard time remembering my manners."
"I don't care about manners," you breathed, the confession slipping out before you could stop it. You shifted on the cushions, uncurling your legs from your chest and turning fully toward him, the blanket pooling around your hips.
"Right now, every second since last night feels like an eternity," he confessed, his voice dropping into a fierce, raw whisper. "I spent five years in a vacuum, sweetheart. Then I wake up in your apartment, and you're treating me like a human being. You're fighting for me. Every time you look at me, every time you laugh at one of my terrible jokes... it feels like I'm being dragged back to life by my throat. I know it's fast. I know it's crazy. But I am down so incredibly bad, and I don't know how to slow this car down."
Your heart did a violent, spectacular flip in your chest at his honesty. The sheer vulnerability of his words stripped away the last of your hesitation, the lingering fear of the quick timeline melting into the background light of the television.
"I don't want to slow it down either," you whispered back, the admission final, locking the two of you into the inevitable crash.
Leon’s breath hitched, a sharp, ragged sound breaking from his chest. The teasing, confident agent who had spent the afternoon lounging on your office partition vanished, replaced by a man looking down at his own hands with a profound, agonizing hesitation. The space between you on the cushions suddenly felt tightly coiled, heavy with a historical weight that neither of you had explicitly named until now.
Behind his quiet exterior, a violent storm was tearing through him. Every single instinct he possessed as a man was screaming at him to close the distance, to pull you against him and drown in the intoxicating, vibrant warmth you were offering so freely. He craved it—God, he craved you with a terrifying, primal hunger that scared him to his core. For five years, he had been a ghost, a hollow echo trapped in the freezing void of isolation, but looking at you right now, the dormant, passionate fire of the man he used to be was roaring back to life. He wanted to feel the soft friction of your skin, to hear your breath hitch because of him, to find out if the impossible magic of your bond could bridge the gap between life and death completely.
But a crushing weight was holding him back, wrapping around his throat like iron.
It wasn't just the fact that he was dead. It was the devastating reality of who he was compared to who you were. He looked at your bright, beautiful face, young, brilliant, with a whole lifetime of possibilities stretching out ahead of you. You had a future. You had a career, a heartbeat, a life to live in the sun. And what was he? He was a 36-year-old phantom whose memories were stained with blood, ash, and betrayals. He was a weapon that had finally shattered. The protective instinct that defined Leon S. Kennedy was turning inward, weaponizing his own guilt against him. He was terrified that by reaching out, by letting his selfish desires win, he would taint your innocence. He didn't want to become a parasite, draining your vitality just so he could feel alive again. He didn't want to anchor you to a graveyard.
He swallowed hard, the internal battle raging behind his eyes entirely transparent as he forced himself to look back up, his jaw clenching so hard the muscle ticked fiercely beneath his stubble. The angst in his chest bled through the cracks of his composure, raw and bleeding, yet the desperate pull of your proximity kept him completely anchored to your side.
"Look at me," he murmured, his voice laced with a raw, emotional ache that seemed to vibrate directly through the fabric of the couch. "Look at what I am. I’m 36 years of scar tissue and bad decisions, and I don't even have a heartbeat anymore. You're 26, you're alive, and you have your whole life ahead of you. I shouldn't be... I shouldn't be wanting to drag you into the dark with me."
"You're not dragging me anywhere," you countered fiercely, your eyes burning into his, refusing to let him retreat into his usual protective isolation. "You're the only warm thing in this entire building, Leon. Ghost or not. Please."
As you stared up at him, your heart ached with a profound, consuming intensity that completely drowned out his logical protests. You could see the immense weight of the universe he carried on his broad shoulders. You saw the deep, weathered tiredness that had carved itself into the fine lines around his bright blue eyes and the tense set of his jaw, the physical manifestations of a lifetime spent fighting losing battles for a world that ultimately betrayed him. To the rest of history, he was a hardened agent, a cold myth frozen in time. But to you, he was just Leon. A man who had given everything until he had nothing left but the crushing, absolute silence of these apartment walls.
And you didn't care about his ghosts. You didn't care about the blood on his hands, the decades between your ages, or the impossible boundary separating the living from the dead.
Looking at the tragic, beautiful contour of his face, a fierce, maternal, and fiercely protective instinct flared within your chest alongside the heat of your desire. You didn't want to run from his darkness; you wanted to pull him entirely into your light. You wanted so desperately to wrap your arms around his massive frame, to pull him down against your chest and hold him so tightly that the five years of freezing, hollow isolation would finally melt away. You wanted to lean up and gently kiss every single one of those tired lines on his face, to trace the rugged edge of his jaw with your lips, and remind him of what it felt like to be cherished. He had spent his entire existence protecting everyone else, discarding his own humanity in the process. He deserved to be held. He deserved to feel the profound, unyielding warmth of another soul, the exact warmth he had been starved of for far too long.
You leaned an inch closer, your knees shifting beneath the heavy throw blanket as you tilted your chin up, completely baring your throat and your heart to him in the dim, flickering light of the television.
"I don't care about the dark, Leon," you whispered, your voice a soft, trembling vow that shattered the final remains of the quiet room. "Let me show you."
He closed his eyes for a fraction of a second, his jaw clenching so hard a muscle ticked fiercely beneath his stubble. When he opened them, the blue was darker, stripped of all the safe, ironic distance he used to shield himself. He didn't close the gap between your lips yet; instead, he leaned down just enough that his face hovered a mere inch from yours, forcing you to look at the sheer, terrifying intensity of his focus.
"You don't know what you're asking for," he whispered, his breath a phantom, tingling current that brushed against your mouth, mocking you with its lack of physical heat while sending a violent spike of adrenaline through your veins. "There is no manual for this, sweetheart. If I touch you—if I let myself actually take what I want right now—I don't know how to do it halfway. I don't know how to be a casual distraction."
The guilt in his voice was thick, a heavy layer of old grief and a sudden, terrifying possessiveness that he was actively trying to crush for your sake. He was trying to give you an exit, trying to be the disciplined professional, but his broad shoulders were already leaning over yours, his massive frame completely blocking out the flickering, colorful light of the television. He was casting you in his private, electric shadow, and your body was responding to the trap with a desperate, hammering pulse.
"I don't want a manual," you breathed, your knees shifting beneath the blanket as you angled yourself completely toward him, your throat tight with a desire that felt entirely reckless. "And I don't want an exit, Leon. Stop trying to protect me from yourself."
"I've spent five years being nothing," he rasped, his eyes dropping to your mouth, tracking the slight, inviting tremble of your lower lip with a hunger that was borderline dangerous. He raised a hand, his large, calloused fingers hovering just half an inch from your jawline, the static energy radiating from his palm making the small hairs on your neck stand on end. "Just a whisper in a hallway. And now you come along, looking at me like I'm still a man, treating me like a human being... It's making me selfish. If I let myself feel how soft you are, I'm never going to want to let you go back to that desk."
The air between your lips was dizzying, thick with an intoxicating friction as you both danced around the terrifying reality of what was happening. Neither of you was asking what this meant for tomorrow, or how a living agent and a dead operative could ever find a baseline that didn't end in heartbreak. You were just two people trapped in a room, entirely consumed by a quiet, mounting panic of want.
"Then don't let me go," you challenged softly, your voice dropping into a quiet, breathless plea.
That was the absolute breaking point. The final, fragile thread of his legendary restraint snapped entirely.
"God help me," Leon growled, the last of his hesitation melting away into pure, unbridled instinct.
He finally pressed his palm firmly against your jawline. The contact was explosive. A sharp jolt of static heat erupted where his skin met yours, turning entirely, breathtakingly solid beneath his touch. His hand was large, his fingers rough from a lifetime of holding weapons, but the way he cupped your cheek was so unbelievably tender it made a whimpering sigh escape your throat. His thumb stroked over your cheekbone, his palm cool against your burning skin, yet sending a wave of absolute fire straight down to your core.
Leon let out a low, primal groan at the feeling of your skin against his, his fingers tangling into the damp strands of your hair at the nape of your neck, tilting your head up to meet him. "You are so beautiful," he rasped, his face descending, his eyes darkening to a dangerous, midnight blue. "So beautiful, sweetheart. I'm done being good."
You reached up, your hands instinctively flying to his chest, your fingers bunching into the fabric of his dark shirt, shocked by how firm and real his muscles felt beneath your palms. You pulled him down, closing the final, agonizing inch between you.
When his lips finally met yours, the universe outside the apartment completely dissolved. It wasn't a soft, ghostly brush because of the sheer intensity of your shared desire. The kiss was heavy, deep, and fiercely demanding. His mouth slid over yours with a practiced, devastating hunger, his lips parting yours with a low rumble that vibrated directly into your chest. The cool, electric rush of his energy mixed with the roaring, desperate heat of your body, creating a dizzying, intoxicating friction that left you completely breathless as he pulled you closer into his solid, unyielding embrace.
That last thread of his restraint didn't just snap; it disintegrated entirely.
With a low, ragged growl that vibrated from deep within his chest, Leon reached out. His large, calloused hands slid under the shared blanket, locking securely around your waist. The sheer strength in his grip was breathtakingly solid, anchoring you completely as he effortlessly lifted you up and pulled you straight onto his lap. Your legs naturally draped over his thighs, your knees tucking into his sides as your hips pressed flush against his broad, firm lap.
The heat between you flared instantly into a roaring blaze.
Leon didn't waste a single second. His hands, hungry and desperate after five years of hollow numbness, began to slide hungrily over your body. His palms traced the soft, smooth curves of your waist, dipping into the narrow contour of your lower back before expanding over the flare of your hips. Every dip, every soft line of your body beneath the oversized sweatshirt was a revelation to him. He squeezed your waist tightly, his large fingers molding to your skin through the fabric, pulling you so close that there wasn't a single inch of space left between you.
His mouth chased onto yours hungrily, completely abandoning the hesitant caution from before.
The kiss was heavy, deep, and utterly intoxicating. To Leon, your soft lips felt like a miracle. For five agonizingly long, freezing years, he had tasted nothing but static air and absolute silence. But now? The rich, sweet taste of you, warm, living, and entirely yielding to him, was driving him completely out of his mind. He drank you in like a dying man stumbling upon an oasis, his tongue sliding against yours with a practiced, devastating hunger that left you completely dazed. Every soft gasp you let out against his mouth only fueled the fire, making him groan into the kiss as his lips fiercely chased more and more of your taste, completely intoxicated by the sheer reality of you.
You whimpered into his mouth, your senses spinning in a dizzying blur of electric static and roaring heat. Your left hand flew to his broad shoulder, your palm flat against his firm, unyielding muscle, feeling the rhythmic, desperate hitch of his chest as he held you. Your other hand shot up, your fingers tangling desperately into the messy, soft strands of his hair at the back of his neck, pulling him down even closer to ensure he couldn't pull away.
Leon’s lips softened for a fraction of a second, shifting from a fierce, demanding hunger into a kiss that was deeply, achingly tender. It was a silent, desperate confession of how much he needed this, how much he needed you. He cradled your jawline with his thumb, his lips sliding over yours with a slow, heavy pressure that made your entire core ache with a furious, throbbing desire, the flickering light of the television completely forgotten as you both drowned in each other's touch.
Your mind was completely shattered under the sheer, tactile onslaught of his presence; nothing in your 26 years of life could have prepared you for the reality of being held by him.
To you, it felt like the laws of physics were rewriting themselves just to accommodate the desperate intensity of your connection. Beneath your thighs, his lap was entirely solid, a broad and unyielding foundation that felt safer than any fortress you had ever known. You were completely enveloped by him, drowning in the heavy, electric static of his energy. He felt cool against your skin, but the internal heat he ignited inside you was a roaring, beautiful fire that melted away every shred of your carefully constructed discipline.
You felt one of his massive, calloused hands slide up the side of your torso, the rough texture of his palm dragging over the soft fabric of your oversized sweater. He mapped out the curve of your ribs with a reverent, heavy pressure, his touch firm enough to leave you breathless. But it was his other hand that truly made you come undone. Because you were wearing soft loungewear shorts, the skin of your thighs was completely exposed, and Leon’s large fingers slid down to wrap around the soft flesh of your upper leg. He squeezed, his fingers sinking into your warmth with a possessive, grounding grip that made a jolt of pure, liquid desire shoot straight to your core.
At the same time, his older, scarred hand came up to cradle your face. His thumb stroked over your burning cheekbone with an agonizing, heartbreaking tenderness, holding you as if you were the most fragile, precious thing he had ever laid eyes on.
You completely melted against him. The sheer emotional weight of his touch, the raw, desperate worship from a man who had been starved of affection for a lifetime, all overwhelmed your senses. A soft, breathless whimper broke from your throat, followed by a quiet, uncontrolled moan as his thumb brushed the sensitive skin beneath your ear.
The sound echoed in the quiet, dim living room, and a sudden flash of self-consciousness flared in your chest. You instinctively tried to pull back, your lips parting from his as you ducked your head, trying to swallow the embarrassing noises. Your face burned with a fresh, deeper flush. You were an adult, a professional, you weren't supposed to be making such raw, needy sounds.
But Leon wouldn't let you hide.
His hand on your face tightened gently, his thumb anchoring your jaw to keep you close. He didn't let you turn away. Instead, he leaned down, his forehead resting gently against yours as his bright blue eyes locked onto your face with an intensity that was dizzying. His breathing was ragged, a rough, gravelly sound that vibrated directly against your lips.
"Hey," Leon murmured, his voice dropping into a register so low, thick, and devastatingly tender it made your heart ache. "Look at me, sweetheart. Don't."
He kissed the corner of your mouth, a soft, slow brush of his lips that felt like a quiet plea. "You're so good for me," he rasped against your skin, his thumb wiping away a stray tear of sheer sensory overload from your eyelid. "So beautiful. God, you have no idea what you do to me."
He slid his hand down to the nape of your neck, his fingers tangling back into your dark hair to gently tilt your head back up. His blue eyes swirled with a dark, heavy affection that completely laid his soul bare.
"Don't hide those sounds from me," he whispered, his gravelly voice thick with a fierce, protective warmth that anchored you entirely to his frame. "I've been in the dark for years, listening to nothing. Hearing you... Knowing I'm making you feel like this? It's the only real thing I have. Let me hear you, baby…"
The raw honesty of his words shattered whatever defenses you had left. The vulnerability in his expression, the sheer, profound gratitude of a man being brought back to life by your touch, was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen.
You let out a shaky, emotional breath, your fingers tightening convulsively in his hair as you pulled his face back down to yours. When your mouths met again, the kiss deepened into something deeply sacred, a soft yet fiercely hungry exploration. You opened up to him completely, your soft whimpers spilling directly into his mouth as your tongues tangled in a slow, intoxicating rhythm. He drank in every sound you made, groaning low in his chest as he held you tightly in his unyielding embrace, the two of you completely anchored together in a universe that existed only on that couch.
“My room… please,” you managed to whimper out between his relentless attacks on your mouth. He was leaving you utterly breathless, barely granting you a single second to catch your breath before his lips would claim yours all over again, desperate and consuming.
Without a word, driven by the sheer, unadulterated need to stay connected to you, Leon reacted. His large hands trailed smoothly down the backside of your thighs, his grip firm and secure against your bare skin. Swiftly, and with that effortless, terrifying strength you were quickly growing used to, he lifted you up into his arms. Your legs instinctively wrapped tightly around his waist, locking you against his broad torso as he stood up from the couch.
Even as he moved, he didn’t break the connection. He kept his mouth pressed fiercely against yours, carrying you down the short, shadowed hallway of your apartment by memory alone. He navigated the turn into your bedroom with a soldier's spatial awareness, his heavy form casting a massive, protective silhouette in the doorway.
Stepping into the room, the atmosphere shifted instantly. The ambient, chaotic glow of the living room television was replaced by the warm, dim amber of your bedside lamp. It cast long, soft shadows across the walls, making the secluded space feel infinitely more intimate, like a sanctuary tucked away from the rest of the world.
Leon walked over to the side of the mattress and carefully leaned down. With the utmost gentleness, a stark, heartbreaking contrast to the raw power vibrating through his frame as he lay you down onto the bed.
As your back sank into the soft mattress, he finally, slowly pulled his mouth away from yours. The sudden separation of his lips from yours felt like a cold shock, a tiny whimper escaping your throat at the loss.
Leon propped himself up on his forearms, hovering directly over you, his massive chest completely eclipsing your view of the ceiling. In the soft lamp lighting, he looked completely breathtaking. The warm amber glow caught the messy, golden-brown strands of his hair falling into his eyes, and the intense, midnight blue of his gaze swirled with a possessiveness that was entirely intoxicating.
He stayed perfectly still for a long moment, his chest heaving with a ragged, heavy breath as his eyes slowly swept over your face, committing the sight of you to memory.
You were a beautiful, chaotic mess beneath him. Your lips were slightly swollen, a deep, flushed crimson from how deeply and hungrily he had been kissing you. Your hair was delightfully disheveled, fanning out across the soft pillowcase. Your face was painted with an obvious, radiant blush that crept all the way down the exposed skin of your neck, your breathing just as shallow and frantic as his.
A slow, profoundly soft look crossed Leon's rugged features; the hardened edge of his face was completely melting away into the vulnerability of a man entirely in love. He leaned down just a fraction of an inch, his thumb reaching out to gently trace the contour of your lower, swollen lip.
"Look at you," Leon muttered, his voice dropping into a thick, gravelly register that was barely more than a rough whisper in the quiet room. "Look what I did to you, sweetheart. You are so beautiful like this. Completely ruined for me."
He leaned down to press a soft, lingering kiss to your burning cheekbone, his breath a warm, tingling current against your skin. "So perfect. You have no idea how long I've dreamed of having someone look at me the way you're looking at me right now. You're too good for me, sweetheart... Way too good."
He was settled heavily between your legs. Even with his forearms propping his massive upper body up to keep from completely crushing you, the solid, undeniable weight of his lower half was pressed firmly against yours, his hips locked you down against the mattress.
Driven by the torturous, throbbing ache building deep in your core, you shifted. You wiggled just slightly beneath him, an instinctive, desperate attempt to create any sort of friction you could to ease and tend to the roaring arousal pooling between your legs. Your hips brushed against his, and the sudden, electric spark of contact made your toes curl into the sheets.
Leon noticed the tiny, restless movement instantly. He froze for a fraction of a second, his entire body tightening over yours as a heavy, primal surge of satisfaction rippled through his frame. He found the sheer, unbridled need in your body incredibly endearing. A low, rich chuckle vibrated deep in his chest, a sound so thick and dark it sent a thrill straight down your spine. He leaned down, pressing a row of soft, lingering kisses along your jawline, his stubble scraping delightfully against your sensitive skin.
“Please… Leon…,” you pleaded, your voice breaking into a breathless, desperate whimper. You threw your head back slightly, sinking deeper into the pillow so that he could get better access to the smooth expanse of your neck.
Immediately, Leon was on it. He didn't need to be told twice. He buried his face in the crook of your shoulder, his lips trailing a path of fire across your skin. He left a chaotic mix of bruising kisses and soft, deliberate bites here and there, precisely marking the sensitive spot right where your neck met your shoulder. Every time his teeth grazed your skin, a sharp gasp left your mouth, your fingers tightening convulsively around the hard muscles of his upper arms.
The hand that wasn’t propping his weight up began to move, trailing slowly up from your bare thigh. His large, rough palm glided over the soft fleece of your shorts before reaching the hem of your oversized sweater. He paused there, his fingers hooking into the fabric.
With a heavy, ragged breath, he broke away from your neck, lifting his head to look down at you. His bright blue eyes were dark, blown out with a dangerous, intoxicating hunger, yet they held a profound reverence that made your lungs lock up.
“Can I…?” he asked softly. His voice was a rough, gravelly murmur, completely stripped of all his usual agent bravado. He was asking for your permission, needing to ensure you were entirely with him in this lawless, uncharted territory.
Your chest heaved as you looked up into his beautiful, tortured face. You couldn't even form words if you tried, so you simply nodded, your eyes locked onto his in absolute, unyielding approval. The moment you consented, Leon’s gaze darkened to midnight. His hand slid fluidly beneath the hem of your sweater, his broad palm making direct contact with the bare, sensitive skin of your stomach.
His skin was cool; it was cold to the touch compared to the feverish heat radiating from your body, and the sudden, stark contrast made you jolt violently against the mattress. A soft, high-pitched squeal escaped your throat at the delicious shock of it.
But the sound was instantly absorbed by Leon. He swooped down, his lips finding their way back onto yours with a sudden, fierce, demanding hunger. He caught your cry directly in his mouth, tongue sliding deep past your lips to claim you all over again, while his hand traveled higher up your torso, mapping the soft curve of your ribs and erasing the chill with the roaring fire of your shared desire.
Moving his hand higher, his broad palm glided over the smooth expanse of your ribs until his knuckles gently met the underside of your breast. He froze right there, his fingers curling slightly, not daring to fully shift his hand up onto the soft weight. Even consumed by the roaring hunger driving him crazy, the protective, deeply respectful soldier in him refused to force a single boundary. He wanted to make sure anything and everything he was going to do was completely, undeniably alright with you.
Feeling exactly where his hand had stalled beneath the heavy fleece of your sweater, your own hand came up over the outside of the fabric. You felt for the distinct, firm outline of his large hand beneath the cotton, locking your fingers over his. Slowly, deliberately, you guided his palm upward, pressing his calloused hand directly over your breast, letting him know with absolute certainty that it was okay to touch you in any way he wanted to…
“Please touch me, Leon…” you assured him between breathy, fractured kisses, your heart hammering wildly against his palm.
That was all the reassurance he needed. Leon pulled back from your mouth with a sharp, ragged inhale, his eyes dropping to the hem of your top. Sensing his intent, you sat up slightly on the mattress, your hands coming up to help him pull the oversized sweater up and over your head. He threw it blindly into the shadows of the room.
As you settled back onto the pillows, your hair fell in a beautiful, disheveled manner around you. Leon stayed perfectly still, his breath catching completely in his throat. Because you had gone straight into your loungewear after your shower, you hadn't worn a bra. You were entirely topless in front of him, your skin flushed a delicate, radiant pink under the warm, amber glow of the bedside lamp.
Leon took a heavy, silent second just to admire the staggering beauty in front of him. His midnight blue eyes swirled with a mixture of raw, possessive heat and a profound, quiet reverence that made you feel completely worshipped. To him, you looked like an absolute masterpiece, your soft curves and vulnerable posture anchoring him to the living world more than any case file ever could.
"God, sweetheart..." he rasped, his gravelly voice thick with awe as his gaze tracked the slow, frantic rise and fall of your chest. "You are absolutely perfect."
Unable to tolerate a single layer of separation between your skin and his any longer, Leon backed off his knees slightly. His large hands flew to the buttons of his own dark shirt. With an impatient, fiercely focused energy, he stripped off his clothes, pulling the shirt over his broad shoulders and unbuckling his belt, pulling it off his pants, discarding them somewhere onto the floor without a second thought. He didn't care where they landed.
When he loomed back over you, completely bare to the waist, the sight of him made your breath hitch. His chest was massive, a rugged expanse of hard-earned muscle and distinct, silvered battle scars that told the tragic story of his past. But in the dim, intimate lighting of your bedroom, those old wounds didn't look frightening; they just looked human. The impossible, electric warmth of his bare torso hovered inches from yours, the sheer, raw proximity of his naked skin sending a thrill of pure, lawless anticipation straight down to your core.
Seeing Leon with nothing but his pants on, his bare body completely exposed to you, left you utterly breathless. He was so beautifully sculpted, his broad shoulders tapering down to a lean, rigid waist, every muscle honed by a lifetime of survival. It wasn't fair. The sheer, devastating sight of him only made the heavy, throbbing heat at your core so much more unbearable.
Pushing yourself up off your pillow once more, you couldn't stay apart from him for another second. You leaned forward, pressing your bare chest directly against his. The contact was an absolute shockwave of sensation, the cool, electric static of his skin meeting the feverish, burning heat of yours.
Slowly, hesitantly, you lifted a hand, your fingers tracing the pale, jagged line of a silvered scar cutting across his ribs. You leaned in closer, your breath hitching as you pressed a soft, lingering kiss right against the marred skin.
Leon froze entirely. His whole body went rigid, his breath hitching in a sharp, fractured gasp that rattled deep within his chest.
For a man who had spent his entire life being treated like an unbreakable weapon, being handled with such tenderness and care was completely disarming. He was used to his scars being examined by medical staff, or ignored in the dark, or weaponized against him as reminders of his failures. No one had ever looked at the map of his trauma and treated it like something sacred.
You didn't stop at just one. You slid your hand up to the hard contour of his shoulder, tracing another faded mark from a long-forgotten mission, before pressing another soft, adoring kiss there.
"I want to kiss every single one of them," you whispered against his skin, your voice trembling with a raw, emotional intensity that shook him to his very core. "I want to take care of you, Leon. All your ghosts, all your worries... let me carry them for tonight. You don't have to be anyone else or anything for anyone… just you…"
The words shattered him. The unyielding restraint of Leon didn't just break; instead, it completely dissolved into the warm, amber light of your bedroom. He was down so incredibly bad for you, completely defenseless against the overwhelming tide of your affection.
A low, shaky groan escaped his throat, a sound thick with a raw, emotional ache he couldn't possibly conceal anymore. The rigid, coiled tension in his muscles completely melted under your touch. He collapsed forward slightly, burying his face in the crook of your neck, his forehead resting heavily against your shoulder as he let himself sink entirely into your warmth. He felt practically heavy in your arms, anchoring himself to your living, breathing frame as if you were the only thing keeping him from drifting away into the dark.
"Sweetheart..." Leon rasped, his voice breaking, rough and heavily strained as his large hands came up to wrap around your waist, pulling you so close that your hearts might as well have been beating as one. He squeezed you, his fingers digging into your hips with a desperate, possessive reverence. "God... you're killing me. You have no idea what you're doing to me."
He lifted his head, his midnight-blue eyes in the darker setting of your room, swirled with a fierce, intoxicating mix of desire and profound gratitude. He looked at you like you were his salvation, his large, calloused hand coming up to cup your jaw with a trembling tenderness. He leaned in, his lips brushing against yours in a slow, achingly deep kiss that tasted like a quiet surrender.
The slow, achingly deep kiss lingered between you, a heavy and quiet surrender that seemed to suspend time itself within the amber-lit sanctuary of your bedroom. The boundaries of reality had completely blurred; there was only the frantic, rhythmic hammering of your heart against your ribs and the solid, intoxicating weight of Leon pressed over you.
Reluctantly, Leon pulled his mouth away from yours, though he didn't go far. His breathing was a ragged, shallow rhythm against your skin as he looked down at you, his eyes darker than midnight, brimming with a fierce and desperate need. He could feel the residual warmth of your lips where you had kissed his scars, a phantom heat that was sinking deeper and deeper into his soul, making him ache for a closeness that went far beyond the physical.
Slowly, deliberately, he shifted his weight, his large hands sliding up from your waist to gently grasp your shoulders. With a quiet, reverent pressure, he guided you back down onto the soft sheets, your head sinking into the plush pillow. You looked up at him, your bare skin flushed a delicate, radiant pink under the lamp's glow, completely exposed and completely trusting under his gaze.
"My turn," Leon rasped, his voice dropping into a thick, gravelly murmur that sent a spectacular shiver rushing down your spine. "Let me look at you. Let me feel you."
He loomed over you, a massive shadow of hard-earned muscle, completely eclipsing the rest of the world. He wanted to learn from you. He wanted to memorize the soft contours, the subtle dips, and the breathtaking warmth of your body as if it were a sacred text, engraving every detail into his memory so deeply that even death could never erase it.
Leaning down, he buried his face in the sensitive crook of your neck, his lips pressing a slow, heavy kiss against your skin. You let out a quiet, trembling whimper, your hands instinctively flying to his broad shoulders, your fingers digging into the firm muscle to hold him close. Leon let out a low groan at the sound, a primal vibration that you felt directly against your pulse point. He began to trail his mouth downward, his kisses turning hotter, more demanding as he mapped the elegant slope of your collarbone.
As his lips chased the taste of your skin, the hand that wasn’t supporting his weight slid down the expanse of your stomach, his rough, calloused palm a delicious, thrilling contrast against your softness. His fingers traveled higher, tracing the curve of your ribs until his hand securely cupped the underside of one breast. He didn't hesitate this time as his fingers squeezed gently, massaging the soft flesh with a heavy, possessive rhythm that made your breath hitch violently.
A ragged, breathless moan escaped your lips, echoing softly in the quiet room. The sound was raw, filled with an unadulterated longing that drove Leon completely out of his mind. He caught the sound with a low, answering rumble in his chest, his mouth migrating from your collarbone down to the soft, aching slope of your other breast.
The atmosphere in the room turned thick and heavily intoxicating, charged with a profound, lawless lust that was beautifully tangled with emotion. You were entirely consumed by the static, electric energy radiating from him, melting beneath a touch that felt both incredibly tender and fiercely hungry. Your back arched slightly off the mattress, your hips subtly shifting against his in a silent, desperate plea for the friction you couldn't quite reach yet.
Leon’s tongue flicked against your skin, tracing a slow, agonizing path toward your peak, making you gasp out his name into the dim light. He wanted to remember the exact sweetness of you on his tongue, to drown out the five years of freezing, hollow silence with the beautiful, chaotic symphony of your soft sighs and whimpers. Every touch was an anchor, and every sound you made was a vow, locking the two of you together in a deep, intoxicating rhythm where the line between the living and the dead simply ceased to exist.
Leon’s mouth closed over the aching peak of your breast, his tongue swirling against your skin in a slow, wet rhythm that made your entire body shudder. A high, fractured gasp left your throat, your fingers tightening convulsively into the golden-brown strands of his hair, pulling him closer as he licked and suckled against you. He was relentless, his hunger entirely unchained now, drinking in the sweet taste of you as if it were the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.
While his lips and tongue worshiped one side, his other hand kept up its heavy, possessive massage on your other breast. His thumb brushed over the sensitive skin with an agonizing, slow friction that had you weeping into the quiet room.
Then, slowly, deliberately, that large, calloused hand began to creep downward.
His palm glided over the tight contour of your ribs, tracing the dip of your waist before his fingers hooked firmly into the elastic waistband of your sweat shorts. At the exact same moment, the torturous ache between his own legs became too much to bear. Driven by pure, unadulterated instinct, Leon shifted his weight, his broad hips pressing down to grind slowly, heavily against your core.
The friction was electric. Through the thin fabric of your shorts, you could feel the unmistakable, massive ridge of his arousal. It was thick, throbbing, and shockingly hard underneath his pants. A loud, desperate whimper broke from your lips as your back arched completely off the mattress. The sheer reality of his desire, the impossible, solid heat of him pressing right where you needed it most, sent a wave of liquid fire straight down your spine.
Leon let out a low, ragged groan against your skin at the contact, his chest heaving as he fought to keep from losing his mind completely. He broke away from your breast, lifting his head so he could look down at you. His face was flushed, his jaw clenched hard, and his blue eyes were completely blown out with a dark, primal lust that made you tremble.
His hand remained hooked in your waistband, the static energy radiating from his fingers making your skin tingle.
"Sweetheart," Leon rasped, his voice dropping into a register so thick and gravelly it was practically a plea. He didn't just want to take, even now, down this bad; he needed to know you were completely with him. "Can I take these off? I need to see all of you."
You were so dazed, your mind so thoroughly melted by the sensation of him grinding against you, that you could only manage a frantic, desperate nod against the pillow.
But Leon stayed still, his gaze burning into yours, demanding more than just a silent gesture. "I need to hear it, baby," he murmured, his thumb rubbing a comforting, heavy circle against your hip. "Tell me it's okay."
Shyly, your voice trembling with a mixture of raw vulnerability and overwhelming desire, you forced the word past your swollen lips. "Yes... Please, Leon."
The verbal approval snapped the final thread of his control.
"God, you're so good for me… Good girl," he whispered fiercely.
Slowly, reverently, his large hands gripped the elastic, dragging your sweat shorts down past your hips in one smooth, deliberate motion, taking your underwear along with them. He slid them down the length of your thighs and over your knees, tossing the fabric somewhere on the floor of the bedroom. When he loomed back up, settling his thighs between yours, you were left completely bare under his heavy, worshipful gaze, the warm amber light painting every soft curve of your body just for him.
Under the unyielding intensity of his gaze, a sudden, overwhelming wave of vulnerability washed over you. The raw reality of being completely bare beneath him, with the warm amber light exposing every soft curve and flushed inch of your skin, suddenly felt incredibly loud in the quiet room. Instinctively, a defensive reflex took over; your elbows tucked in as you crossed your arms over your chest, and your knees began to tremble, shifting inward to close your legs and shield yourself from his piercing blue eyes.
But Leon wouldn't let you retreat into the safety of your shell.
Before your thighs could snap shut, his large, calloused hand slid down the smooth line of your inner thigh to wrap firmly around the curve of your knee. With a gentle but entirely unyielding pressure, he held your legs apart, anchoring your lower half in place and completely blocking your attempt to hide from him. His touch was an absolute shockwave, a violent, thrilling jolt of static heat that rippled straight up your legs, leaving you entirely open, exposed, and vulnerable under his shadow.
Leon’s breath hitched completely, a sharp, ragged sound rattling in his chest as his gaze traveled downward. In the dim, golden glow of the lamp, his eyes locked onto the glistening wetness of your core. You were weeping for him, your body practically aching for any shred of touch or attention, and the sight of how thoroughly undone you were for him drove him completely out of his mind. A deep, primal growl rumbled in the back of his throat, the muscles in his broad shoulders flexing as his jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked fiercely beneath his stubble.
He leaned forward, shifting his massive weight so his bare torso hovered just inches above yours, the intoxicating scent of him, leather, rain, and pure, electric energy, enveloping you entirely. His other hand came up, large and heavy, to gently but firmly pry your crossed arms away from your chest. He didn't use force, but the sheer, commanding presence of his touch made you give in instantly. He slid his fingers down to lock with yours, pinning your wrists softly to the mattress beside your head, spreading you wide for his eyes.
"Hey," Leon murmured, his gravelly voice dropping into a register so thick, low, and devastatingly tender it made your heart ache. "Look at me, sweetheart. Don't hide from me. Please."
Your eyes locked onto his, your chest heaving with shallow, frantic breaths as you looked up into the swirling midnight blue of his gaze. The safe, playful agent from the afternoon was entirely gone; this was a man laid completely bare by his own desperate need.
"I want to see everything," he whispered fiercely, his thumb beginning to caress the ultra-sensitive skin of your inner knee, tracing slow, heavy circles that made your core throb in a desperate rhythm. "Baby... Let me have this. Let me commit every single inch of your beautiful body to my memory, so no matter what happens, I never have to be in the freezing cold again."
The raw, aching honesty of his words completely shattered the last remains of your embarrassment. His words weren't just compliments; they were a worship, a confession of how much power you held over him. He looked at you like you were his salvation, his eyes tracing the soft slope of your stomach, the curve of your hips, and the wet, glistening heat between your thighs with an expression of absolute reverence.
"You are so stunning, baby," he rasped, his face descending into the crook of your neck. His lips brushed against the sensitive skin just beneath your ear, his warm, tingling breath sending waves of goosebumps cascading down your spine. "So perfect. Look at how wet you are for me... look at how much you want me. You're driving me absolutely crazy, sweetheart. I can feel you trembling."
His heavy, low praises and the deep, possessive rumble of his voice acted like a direct match to a fuse. The lingering shyness melted into pure, liquid heat, replaced by a desperate, throbbing surge of lust that turned your core into a roaring furnace. You let out a soft, broken groan, your head rolling back into the pillow, your hips instinctively hitching upward against the mattress as his words pushed your arousal over the absolute edge, leaving you shaking and entirely at his mercy.
His free hand traveled down once more, leaving a trail of agonizingly slow, lingering touches along your inner thigh. His eyes tracked the path of his large, scarred hand, watching the stark contrast of his rough, calloused palm against the sensitive skin of your leg.
The closer his fingers got to the center of your heat, the more your mind completely unraveled. Unable to take the torturous tease any longer, your hips buckled blindly off the mattress, a desperate, instinctive tilt of your pelvis reaching up in a silent plea for his hand to finally close the distance and touch your aching core.
Leon let out a low, rough growl of approval at your compliance, his fingers sliding fluidly into the slick, dripping heat pooling between your thighs. Slowly, deliberately, he gathered the slick, his two fingers gliding upward to spread the slick heat entirely across your sensitive clit and the opening of your core.
The direct, heavy friction made your entire body short-circuit. You let out a loud, unbridled moan, throwing your head back into the pillow as a wave of pure, unfiltered bliss crashed over your senses. Your fingers tangled desperately in the bedsheets, your toes curling as he used your own slickness to massage the throbbing center of your pleasure with an expert, agonizingly perfect pressure.
Leon paused for a fraction of a second, his head snapping up to look at you. His breathing was incredibly ragged, his chest heaving as he drank in the beautiful, chaotic sight of you completely undone beneath him. He watched the tight arch of your back, the deep flush on your chest, and the needy, breathless sounds tearing from your throat, hoarding them like a man who had finally found water in a desert.
"Let me taste you, baby..." he whispered, his rough voice cracking with a raw, desperate reverence that made your heart flip.
Without waiting a single second, Leon shifted his weight, his massive frame sliding down the length of your body. He pressed hot, wet kisses down the center of your chest, trailing his mouth along the soft slope of your ribs and down to the trembling expanse of your stomach. Every brush of his lips sent a violent shiver through your core, your lower half twitching in frantic anticipation as he moved lower and lower.
Finally, his broad shoulders parted your thighs completely, and he landed right between your knees, hovering directly above your weeping core. He propped himself up on his hands, his head tilting up just enough so that his eyes, blown out with a dark, consuming, and lawless hunger, were locked entirely on your face, waiting for the exact moment his tongue would bring you to life.
You let out a desperate, broken plea, the words tumbling past your lips as a breathless command for him to finally continue. You couldn't handle the agonizing distance for another second.
Leon didn't hesitate. With a smooth, practiced shift of his massive weight, he hooked your legs up, draping your thighs over his broad shoulders. His powerful arms came around your legs, one hand locking securely behind your thigh to hold you completely open and anchored in place under his gaze. His other hand traveled forward, his large, calloused fingers finding the throbbing center of your pleasure and beginning to rub heavy, deliberate circles over your clit.
Then, Leon leaned down, and his tongue finally licked upward against your weeping core.
A loud, unbridled moan tore from your throat, your back arching violently off the mattress. The sensation was an absolute shock to your system. Because his spectral body was naturally cool, the sudden, cold contact of his tongue meeting your feverish, burning heat created a sharp, electric contrast. A violent, delicious shiver rippled straight down your spine, your toes curling tightly as the temperature play sent a jolt of pure, liquid adrenaline straight to your core. It was a freezing fire, an impossible sensation that made your head roll back against the pillow in sheer, unadulterated bliss.
Leon groaned low in his chest against your skin, the vibration of his voice sending a thrilling pulse through your sensitive flesh. He lifted his head just a fraction of an inch, his midnight-blue eyes burning into your face to watch your reaction. Seeing your eyelids flutter, your lips part in a needy gasp, and the deep flush spreading down your throat only fueled his hunger.
"God, you're so hot, baby," he rasped, his voice a gravelly whisper in the quiet room. "Look at what you're doing to me."
He buried his face back into your warmth, completely devouring you. His tongue swirled and lapped against your slick opening in long, heavy strokes, drinking you in greedily while his fingers maintained that relentless, torturous rhythm on your clit. He was eating you alive, mapping out every sensitive fold with a fierce, ravenous devotion, using the cold edge of his touch to drive the feverish heat of your arousal to an absolute, maddening peak.
One of your hands shot down desperately, your fingers tangling into the soft, messy strands of his hair, gripping tight as if to anchor yourself against the tidal wave of sensation. Leon didn't care in the slightest as the sudden tug only seemed to fuel him, driving him to go down on you like a starved man finally given a taste of life. He lapped at your core with a relentless, heavy devotion, his cool tongue moving over your burning, oversensitized skin in deep, soaking strokes.
Your other hand shot upward, your fingers clawing at the fabric of your pillow for any shred of support as your back arched completely off the mattress. You felt like you were flying apart, the electric, freezing-hot friction of his mouth threatening to snap your remaining sanity. You tried to shift, to twist away from the sheer intensity of it, but Leon's effortless strength kept you perfectly in place. His powerful arms locked your thighs against his broad shoulders, anchoring your lower half firmly against his mouth so you couldn't escape a single second of the pleasure.
Soon, he shifted his angle, pressing closer until his lips parted and he slipped his thick, flat tongue directly inside your weeping pussy.
The sudden, deep invasion made your entire body short-circuit. You felt a tight, heavy pit instantly forming in your lower abdomen, that delicious, agonizing ache that signaled you were rapidly approaching the point of no return. The impossible contrast of his cool, smooth tongue moving inside your feverish, tight walls was too much to bear.
"Leon... Leon!" you cried out, your voice breaking into raw, loud moans of his name that echoed through the quiet room.
You whimpered, your head thrashing against the pillow as he began to mimic a slow, rhythmically deep thrusting motion with his tongue, simultaneously using his thumb to ruthlessly pressure your throbbing clit. You were completely, utterly ruined beneath him, stripped of all control and reduced to a shaking, desperate mess as he relentlessly drove you closer and closer to the edge of a shattering climax.
“Let go on my mouth, baby… please…” Leon pleaded against your skin, his gravelly voice muffled and vibrating directly into your slickest folds.
The desperate command was the absolute end of your restraint. Your hips buckled violently, lifting entirely off the mattress as the tight, heavy pit in your lower abdomen suddenly ruptured into a shattering, blinding climax. You fell apart completely, your body tightening around his tongue in fierce, rhythmic spasms that flooded his mouth with your heat.
At this point, Leon could have been suffocating beneath the sheer, desperate pressure of your thighs locking against his face, but he didn't care in the slightest. He was already a dead man, a ghost anchored to this world by nothing but the raw intensity of your connection. If it were possible, he would have gladly remained trapped between your legs forever, drowning in the taste of your surrender.
Instead of backing off to let you breathe, your release only drove his hunger into overdrive. He stayed locked against you, his powerful arms keeping your legs securely draped over his shoulders as he continued to ruthlessly lick and suckle through your orgasm. He swallowed every drop of the sweet, slick heat pouring out of you, his cool tongue lapping against your overly sensitive pussy with a heavy, possessive rhythm that turned your final moans into high, breathless screams of pure bliss.
You were completely ruined, your hands shaking in his hair as he devoured your release, anchoring you to the bed until the very last tremor rippled through your body.
“T-too much, Leon—” you whined, your voice breaking into a high, breathless sob as he continued to lap at your throbbing heat. Your release had left you painfully, exquisitely oversensitive, and every slick swipe of his cool tongue felt like an electric shock straight to your nervous system. Your legs shook violently against his broad shoulders, your fingers weakly tugging at his hair to pull him away from the agonizing pleasure.
Leon finally took mercy on you, slowly pulling his mouth away from your dripping core. He slid his body upward, the heavy, solid weight of his torso settling back between your trembling thighs. He hovered over you for a long moment, his chest heaving as he watched your breasts rise and fall in frantic, shallow pants. His blue eyes were dark, completely blown out with an unholy mix of pride and raw hunger as he drank in the sight of you catching your breath from the high.
Leaning down, he captured your lips in a deep, wet kiss, deliberately letting you taste the sweet, intoxicating trace of your own release on his tongue. You let out a soft, dazed whimper into his mouth, your hands migrating up to grip his sculpted biceps for balance.
As he kissed you, his large hand glided down your side, his palm rubbing soft, grounding circles over the curve of your hip before dipping lower. His long fingers brushed against your sensitive clit, gathering the rich slickness coating your skin, and slowly... he pressed the pad of his finger against your opening, testing your compliance before sliding one thick digit entirely inside you.
“So tight, baby… relax for me, can you? My good girl… so good for me,” he cooed roughly against your ear, his gravelly whisper vibrating through your entire body as he pressed a soft, lingering kiss to your flushed cheekbone.
You let out a low, strained groan at the sudden invasion. It had been a long time since you had done anything with anyone, and the sheer thickness and coldness of just one of his fingers felt massive, enough to tear you completely apart. His finger felt so much longer and broader than your own, stretching your tight walls and hitting a deep, heavy ache in your lower abdomen that made your hips instinctively twitch.
You whimpered, your fingers digging into the hard muscles of his shoulders as you forced your muscles to uncoil, slowly relaxing around him under the soothing weight of his praise.
Leon noticed the exact moment you gave in to him. A dark, satisfied rumble started in his chest as he began to slowly pump his finger in and out of your tight warmth. The slick friction of his movement created a series of loud, incredibly lewd squelching sounds in the quiet room—a vivid, acoustic reminder of exactly how thoroughly ruined you were for him.
“So wet for me, baby… you’re sucking my finger in so well, look at that…” he murmured, his eyes dropping down to where his hand was rhythmically disappearing inside you, watching your slick flesh clamp desperately around his finger with every slow, deliberate stroke.
His eyes were entirely on you, his pupils so completely dilated that the brilliant blue of his irises was reduced to a thin, sharp ring of electric color. He looked at you with a consuming, single-minded focus, tracking every hitch of your chest, every desperate flutter of your eyelashes, and the way your lips remained parted, breath rushing past them in needy, fractured gasps. There was no room for anything else in his universe right now; he was fully submerged in the intoxicating reality of your body reacting to his.
Slowly, deliberately, he pressed the tip of a second finger against your oversensitized opening. You let out a warning whimper, your hands tightening instinctively on his broad shoulders, but Leon just cooed low in his chest, a soothing, deep vibration meant to unlock your tension. With a steady, practiced ease, he slid the second digit inside, scissoring you open for him, stretching your tight walls to accommodate the thick, unyielding length of his fingers.
You groaned out loud in pure, unadulterated pleasure. The sensation of him opening you up, stretching you so thoroughly while the spectral, electric chill of his skin sent waves of goosebumps rippling through your core, was almost too much to process. The lewd, wet sounds between your legs grew louder, heavier, echoing in the quiet bedroom as he began to pace his movements, curling his fingers slightly to hook against your most sensitive, aching spots.
The atmosphere in the room had shifted into something incredibly thick, heavily charged, and dangerously lustful. Every breath felt weighted; the very air was saturated with the scent of your shared arousal and the raw, electric static humming off Leon’s bare skin.
As he continued to pump his fingers inside you with a heavy, rhythmic focus, his lower half shifted, and the obvious, massive tent in Leon's pants pressed firmly against the outside of your thigh. It was completely unbearable now. The thick, throbbing length of him was rigid, straining desperately against the fabric of his trousers, radiating a heavy, demanding heat that told you exactly how close he was to breaking. He was completely at your mercy, driven to the absolute brink of his sanity by the tight, wet vice of your body clamping around his fingers, his jaw clenching so hard a muscle jumped violently in his cheek as he fought to keep himself from losing control completely.
“Please, I need you, Leon… inside me, please… need your cock…” You whined out in utter desperation, the last of your filters completely burning away in the heat of the moment.
His fingers felt incredibly good, stretching you so perfectly, but you wanted to be greedy. You wanted more from him; you wanted the unyielding reality of him completely filling the empty ache between your thighs.
Leon let out a low, rough chuckle against your skin, the dark sound vibrating with a heavy, possessive pride. Slowly, deliberately, he pulled his fingers away from your wet core. The sudden loss of contact left you feeling instantly cold and empty, a sharp whine escaping your lips as your hips instinctively hitched upward to chase his hand.
"Patience, baby," he murmured, his voice a gravelly whisper.
He pulled back, his powerful frame shifting as he slid off the edge of the mattress. Standing beside the bed in the warm, amber glow of the lamp, his eyes never left yours as his hands flew to his waist. You watched, your breath catching in your throat, as he unzipped his pants and dragged them down along with his briefs, kicking the clothing carelessly into the shadows.
When he stepped back into the light, he was completely bare, walking back toward the bed with a slow, confident stride. His hard-on was now in full view, and you found yourself completely taken aback by the sheer size of him. A sudden spike of nervous anticipation hit you, your eyes widening slightly as your mind tried to process how you were going to take all of him.
Leon caught that cute, overwhelmed expression on your face, and a soft, incredibly tender chuckle rumbled in his chest. The dangerous, ravenous look in his eyes softened into something deeply protective, though the dark pool of lust remained.
"Don't worry, sweetheart... I'll take care of you," he murmured, his voice thick with an absolute, unwavering devotion.
He climbed back onto the mattress, his massive, sculpted weight settling right back between your trembling thighs. The raw, electric proximity of his bare skin made your core throb instantly. Reaching up, he cupped your jawline, his thumb rubbing your cheek lovingly to soothe the nervous tension in your shoulders, grounding you completely before he took you to the edge.
Leon leaned forward, his massive frame shifting as he propped himself up with one arm right next to your head. The sheer proximity of him was overwhelming, a heavy, protective wall of muscle completely eclipsing the rest of the bedroom. Your own arm on that same side came up instinctively, your fingers wrapping around his thick bicep, bracing yourself against his solid weight as your eyes locked entirely onto his.
The air between you was thick with an agonizingly sweet tension. Leon looked down at you, his midnight-blue eyes soft, swirling with a profound, quiet reverence that made your throat tighten. Even with his hard-on straining desperately between your thighs, his ultimate focus was entirely on your comfort, his protective instincts overriding the primal hunger clawing at his chest.
"Hey," Leon murmured, his voice a low, gravelly vibration that brushed against your skin. He paused, his large hand coming up to gently brush a stray lock of hair away from your forehead. "Is this okay? Still with me, sweetheart?"
You could only nod, your chest heaving in shallow, rapid breaths as the raw reality of the moment settled over you.
Leon didn't move yet. He needed more than a nod; he needed to be absolutely certain he wasn't pushing you too fast. "Are you sure you want to continue, baby?" he asked, his tone dropping into a deeply tender, serious register. His thumb stroked your cheekbone, grounding you. "We can stop right here if you need to. Just tell me. I mean it."
The utter selflessness of his words, especially when you could feel just how hard he was pressing against your thigh, completely shattered any lingering hesitation. You didn't want him to stop. You wanted to be filled by him, to anchor his spectral soul to your living warmth.
"No... don't stop. Keep going, Leon," you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. To assure him, you tilted your head up slightly, pressing a quick, soft kiss against his lips, a sweet, lingering vow of your total trust in him.
Leon let out a low, shaky breath against your mouth, his eyes darkening with a fierce, intoxicating gratitude. "God, you're so perfect, baby…" he breathed.
Slowly, deliberately, he shifted his weight, his lower half moving directly between your open, trembling thighs. He reached down between your bodies, his large, scarred hand closing around his length, guiding the thick, rigid length of himself downward. He pressed the smooth tip against your wet, glistening entrance, slowly smearing it against your sensitive folds, coating the crown in the hot aftermath of your climax that had been mixed with some of his own spit.
The sheer, raw proximity of his bare cock right at your opening made your pussy throb violently, a desperate whimper escaping your throat.
Leon looked back up, his eyes locking directly onto yours, wanting to read every expression on your face as he took the final step. Holding your gaze, he began to slowly, carefully ease the tip of his cock into your tight, weeping core.
As the thick width of him began to part your walls, your face instinctively frowned, a soft gasp tearing from your lips. It was a complex, overwhelming sensation, the slight, stinging burn of being stretched open after so much time, beautifully tangled with the unnatural, spectral coldness of his body. The electric chill of his skin meeting your feverish, burning heat sent a violent shockwave straight up your spine, making your hips subtly tense beneath him.
The moment your breath hitched, Leon stopped completely. He froze, keeping just the tip inside you, refusing to push a single millimeter further until he knew you were adjusting.
"I know, I know... just breathe for me, baby," Leon cooed softly, his voice an incredibly tender whisper in your ear. He leaned down, his lips pressing a warm, lingering kiss against your flushed cheek, then another along your jawline, distracting you with his mouth. "You're so tight, sweetheart. Just relax for me. Let me in…"
Your fingers dug deeper into the hard muscle of his arm, your heart hammering against your ribs as you focused on his voice. The comforting weight of his body and the soft, adoring words he muttered against your skin acted like a balm to the slight ache. Slowly, deliberately, you let out a long, shaky breath, allowing your thighs to loosen and your tight walls to uncoil, melting around the cold, thick invasion of his presence.
Leon felt the exact moment you relaxed for him, a low, rumbling groan of absolute bliss vibrating deep within his chest. He looked back down at you, his features softened with an overwhelming amount of affection and desire. "That's it, my good girl," he whispered reverently, his lips brushing against yours as he prepared to slowly slide the rest of his length inside you. "So good for me..."
Once he had bottomed out completely inside you, Leon let out a low, gravelly grunt, a deep sound of pure, unadulterated relief that seemed to shake his entire frame. The thick, unyielding length of his cock filled you to the absolute brim, stretching your tight walls so thoroughly that your breath caught in your throat, your fingers tightening convulsively into the hard muscle of his back.
He didn't move. Despite the agonizing, demanding throb of his arousal, Leon stayed completely still inside you, anchoring his hips down to give your body time to adjust to the massive, stretching fullness. Slowly, his upper body collapsed forward, and he melted into the crook of your neck, his heavy forehead resting against your shoulder as his ragged breaths fanned across your skin.
He buried his face into your skin, inhaling sharply, taking in your scent, the sweet, familiar fragrance of your soap mixed with the intoxicating, musky heat of your shared arousal. To a man who had been a literal phantom, a frozen piece of history lost in a sensory vacuum for five long years, the radiating, feverish warmth of your body was an absolute miracle. It made him feel completely, undeniably grounded. Through the tight, pulsing vice of your pussy clamping around him, he wasn't a ghost anymore; he was alive, anchored to the earth by the living, breathing woman beneath him.
"God, you feel so good," Leon rasped against your skin, his voice cracking with a raw, emotional vulnerability that sent a violent shiver down your spine. "So warm. Wrap your legs around me, baby. Hold onto me."
You did exactly as he asked. Your trembling thighs lifted, your legs wrapping securely around his broad waist, locking him flush against your pelvis. Your arms came up to hold him tight, your fingers tracing the hard ridges of his spine, offering him the same silent, fierce assurance he was giving you. You wanted him to know that you were right here, that you weren't going anywhere, and that you wanted every single bit of him.
For a long, tender moment, the two of you just held each other in the amber light of the bedroom, your hearts beating a frantic, synchronized rhythm against each other’s chests. The initial sting of his size completely dissolved, replaced by a deep, pulsing ache that demanded movement.
"I'm gonna move, sweetheart," Leon whispered reverently, lifting his head just enough to press a soft, lingering kiss to your lips. "Tell me if it's too much."
"Don't stop," you whined softly, your hips subtly twitching beneath him in a silent plea. "Leon, please... move."
The tender restraint in the room instantly cracked, the tone shifting rapidly into something intensely sensual, dark, and heavily charged with pure, unadulterated lust. Leon let out a low growl, and with a slow, deliberate pull, he withdrew his length until he was almost entirely out before plunging back in, burying himself deep within your weeping heat.
The sensation was absolutely intoxicating. Because of his spectral nature, the contrast between the feverish, burning heat of your tight walls and the smooth, electric chill of his cock created an unfamiliar feeling of friction, yet it felt so good. Every time he slid out, the cool air hit your oversensitized flesh, only for his thick, rigid length to plunge back in, bringing a wave of liquid fire that made your head thrash against the pillow.
The wet, lewd squelching sounds of his rhythmic thrusts filled the quiet bedroom, a loud, acoustic testament to how soaked you were for him. Leon began to pick up the pace, his thrusts losing their initial caution as the overwhelming tide of lust took complete control. He was driving into you with a heavy, possessive rhythm, his hips slamming against yours with a bruising, desperate hunger.
"Look at you... " You're taking all of me so well, baby," Leon groaned, his pupils completely blown out as he watched the breathless, ruined expressions crossing your face. He reached down, his large hand finding your throbbing clit and ruthlessly applying pressure with his thumb with every downward stroke of his hips.
The dual sensation of his thick cock stretching you from the inside and his calloused thumb frictioning you on the outside pushed you completely over the edge of sanity. You let out loud, unbridled moans, your voice echoing in the room as you got utterly lost in him. Your fingers clawed at his shoulders, your back arching wildly off the mattress as he ruthlessly devoured your mouth, catching your breathless screams into a wet, deeply possessive kiss. There were no boundaries anymore, no logical parameters, no line between life and death, as there was only the wild, chaotic symphony of your bodies colliding in a desperate, beautiful attempt to consume one another entirely.
The rhythmic, friction-filled heat between your thighs was reaching a breaking point as Leon’s pace widened, his thrusts turning deeper, longer, and utterly relentless. His eyes had darkened into a shade so intense they were practically black, completely consumed by an unholy, lawless lust. The tender caution from before had burned away entirely, leaving behind a raw, primitive hunger that hung heavy in the air. The bedroom itself felt stiflingly hot, the atmosphere thick with the intoxicating, musky scent of your shared arousal and the static, electric energy radiating off his bare skin.
Every time his thick, unyielding length bottomed out inside you, a high, fractured sound was ripped from your chest.
"Ah—ngh! Leon... Leon!" you wailed out loud, your voice echoing in the quiet room as your head thrashed against the pillow. Your toes curled tightly, your fingers clawing at the bedsheets as the friction of his smooth, spectral chill sliding against your burning, feverish walls sent sharp jolts of liquid fire straight to your brain.
Leon let out a low, guttural grunt in response, his jaw clenching so hard a muscle jumped violently beneath his stubble. The breathless, ruined sounds you were making were driving him completely insane. His words lost all restraint, turning deeply sensual, dark, and raw as he leaned down to whisper right against your ear.
"You like that, don't you, baby? God, look at how loud you're screaming my name," he rasped, his gravelly voice dropping into a dirty, possessive murmur that sent a violent shiver down your spine. "Tell me how good it feels. Tell me how much you need me to ruin you."
His talk acted like a direct match to gasoline. Hearing this rugged, typically stoic man completely undone, speaking to you with such unbridled desire, made your core throb with a renewed, desperate intensity. You let out a broken, pathetic whine, your hips instinctively bucking upward against his to chase the heavy, bruising friction. "F-feels so good—ah! Please, harder... harder..."
Leon groaned fiercely at your compliance, a low, primal rumble vibrating in his chest. Needing to take you even further, he suddenly pulled his upper body back up, his powerful arms sliding under your knees. He gripped the smooth, soft backside of your thighs and pushed them forward, folding your body slightly and pinning your knees closer to your chest.
The adjustment completely changed the angle. As he lunged forward again, his cock plunged in at a devastating slant, driving much deeper into your tight, wet pussy than he had before, hitting a deep, electric spot that made your entire vision go white.
"Oh my god! Ah—ah—ngh!" you moaned out, your back arching violently off the mattress as your tight walls clamped around him in a desperate, suffocating vice.
Leon didn't stop. From his elevated position, his gaze dropped down, locking entirely on the raw, beautiful sight of where your bodies were violently connecting. In the warm, amber light of the lamp, he watched the glistening wetness of your open core tightly swallow him down, coating the entire length of his cock in a heavy layer of your clear, dripping slickness with every relentless stroke. The lewd, wet, splashing sounds echoing between your legs were incredibly loud, an undeniable testament to how thoroughly soaked you were for him.
"Look at you, baby... look at you," Leon praised, his voice a dark, rough growl of pure, unadulterated lust as he stared down at your dripping heat. "You're soaking my cock... you're drowning me in it, sweetheart. You're so wet, it's making so much noise for me. You're stretching so perfectly around me."
The dirty, heavy praises, combined with the impossible, deep stretch of his angled thrusts, pushed you completely over the absolute edge of sanity. A tight, heavy knot formed instantly in your lower abdomen, a roaring furnace of pleasure that rapidly built up toward your second climax. You were completely helpless, entirely ruined under his weight.
From his view, Leon drank in every single micro-expression of your undoing. He watched your eyelids flutter shut, your lips part in a high, trembling whine, and the deep, beautiful flush spreading across your chest and throat.
And from your dazed, blurred view looking up at him, Leon looked like an absolute god of hunger. His golden-brown bangs hung down in messy, sweat-dampened strands around his face, framing features that were sharp, tense, and utterly consumed by desire. He didn't look away from you for even a fraction of a second, his eyes locked onto yours with a terrifying, beautiful intensity as he continuously, ruthlessly pounded into you, using his effortless strength to hold you folded open as he drove you straight into a shattering, blinding explosion of release.
"That's it, cum for me, baby... let it go," Leon rasped, his voice a gravelly, commanding whisper that cut straight through the haze of your pleasure. He didn't slow down for a single fraction of a second. Even as the first violent tremor of your second climax ripped through your core, his hips kept up their heavy, bruising rhythm, continuously thrusting deep into your tight, pulsing warmth.
Your walls clamped around him in fierce, desperate spasms, flooding him with a fresh wave of your hot release. You were coating the entire thick, rigid length of his cock with your release, the frictionless heat between your thighs creating a loud, incredibly lewd splashing sound that filled the entire room.
You were so utterly overstimulated, your nervous system completely short-circuiting from the relentless, deep friction of his smooth, spectral chill. Every single stroke felt like a shock straight to your spine, pushing you past the brink of sanity, and yet Leon was still going, ruthlessly riding the wave of your orgasm. Your head thrashed wildly against the pillow, your fingers weakly clawing at his shoulders as you tried to process the pure, overwhelming fullness of him.
"S-so... full... ah! L-Leon... so much—ngh!" you whined out in sheer desperation, completely lost for words, your analytical mind reduced to nothing but raw, fractured syllables. You couldn't even form a coherent sentence, your voice breaking into breathless, needy whimpers as he continued to pound into your oversensitized flesh.
Suddenly, a shocking gasp left your lips as you felt an abrupt, freezing emptiness. Leon pulled his length completely out of you, the sudden lack of contact leaving your dripping core twitching and weeping in the cool air.
Before your dazed mind could even form the question to ask him why he stopped, you felt his large, calloused hands grip your waist. With a surge of his effortless, terrifying strength, Leon flipped you around on the mattress as if you weighed absolutely nothing. In one smooth, dizzying motion, you found yourself pressed face down against the sheets, the soft fabric cool against your flushed front.
Leon didn't give you a single second to recover. His massive hands locked onto the curves of your hips, his fingers digging possessively into your skin as he pulled your lower half upward. He arched your back, forcing you into a vulnerable position with your face down, ass-up , completely exposing your trembling, wet core to his dark, hungry gaze.
Standing over you, his bare thighs framing your hips, Leon didn't hesitate. He guided the heavy, dripping crown of his cock right back against your opening, which was still pulsing and slick from your recent release, and with one heavy, merciless lunge, he reentered you completely from behind.
"G—God… Fuck!"
A loud, unbridled shriek of pure, scandalous pleasure was ripped from your throat, your muffled face burying into the pillow as he bottomed out inside you at this new, impossibly deep angle. The thickness of him stretched your walls to an absolute breaking point, the sudden, fierce re-entry sending a violent shockwave straight to your heat. It was incredibly raw and completely lewd as your hips were pinned firmly in his iron grip, completely at the mercy of his heavy, dominant thrusts as he began to ruthlessly drive into you from behind, the loud, wet slaps of his pelvis colliding against your backside echoing through the quiet bedroom.
The sheer filth of the bedroom was completely intoxicating now, the air thick, hot, and heavy with the scent of raw, lawless lust. Pinned face-down against the mattress, your hips held in a brutal, iron grip by his massive hands, you were completely at the mercy of Leon’s relentless, punishing pace. He was driving into you from behind with a terrifying, primal rhythm, his pelvis slamming heavily against your backside with loud, wet, echoing slaps that filled the quiet room.
"Ah—ah—ngh! Leon…!”you screamed into the sheets, your voice sounding completely ruined, broken down into nothing but breathless, needy wails.
At this angle, his cock was burying itself deeper than humanly possible, ruthlessly reaming out your pussy. Every single downward lunge hit a deep, electric spot that made your entire body shiver violently, your internal walls clamping around him in tight, desperate spasms that were slicked entirely with the heavy torrents of your own release. The lewd, squelching sounds of him plunging in and out of your soaked flesh were incredibly loud, an acoustic sin that told him exactly how thoroughly ruined you were for him.
Leon was reaching his own high now, the tight, suffocating vice of your body pushing him straight to the absolute brink of his sanity. His veins were pumping with pure adrenaline, his chest heaving as his jaw clenched so hard a muscle ticked fiercely. As his climax began to build up, his words turned completely explicit, his gravelly voice dropping into a low, commanding growl right above your ear.
"You want it, baby? Want me to fill you up?" Leon rasped, his breath hot and tingling against your oversensitized skin as he gave a particularly deep, bruising thrust that made your hips buckle. "Want me to stuff you completely full, baby? Tell me."
You let out a loud, pathetic whimper, your fingers clawing desperately at the bedsheets, your mind too thoroughly melted by the friction of his smooth, spectral chill to form a single coherent thought. You could only let out a breathless, desperate gasp. "L-Leon—ah! Please—"
"Use your words, my good girl," he commanded heavily, his large fingers digging deeper into the flesh of your hips, anchoring you in place as he continuously, ruthlessly pounded into you without a single shred of mercy. "Tell me exactly what you want me to do to this tight, wet little pussy of yours. I need to hear it."
Driven entirely mad by the agonizing fullness and the sheer, wicked weight of his words, you forced the words past your trembling lips, screaming your surrender into the mattress. "Fill me—ah! Stuff me, Leon… I want it inside me, please!"
A dark, triumphant growl erupted from the depths of his chest, the final thread of his control snapping entirely at your verbal submission.
"Yes... yes... keep saying my name... you're mine... all mine, baby," Leon groaned out, his voice a lawless, gravelly rumble as he picked up the pace to a terrifying, blinding speed. He was pounding into you with everything he had, his broad shoulders flexing in the amber light as he ruthlessly used your body for his own pleasure, drinking in the loud, wet, scandalous sounds of your bodies colliding. "You're my good girl... fucking taking all of me, stretching so perfect for me, god, you're so tight, baby, you're milking me so fucking well..."
You were completely lost in a blinding haze of pure bliss, your vision going white as his filthy, possessive praises pushed you into a chaotic, drifting high. You couldn't think, you couldn't breathe,you could only feel the impossible, massive ridge of his arousal ruthlessly driving into you, claiming every single inch of your warmth as he prepared to completely lose his mind and stuff you full of his own desperate release.
The relentless, punishing rhythm of his hips didn’t slacken for even a fraction of a second, driving his thick, rigid length into your thoroughly wrecked core with a primal, lawless focus. Leon’s gravelly voice remained a constant, wicked murmur against the shell of your ear, his words turning into a stream of pure, unadulterated filth that completely dismantled whatever remained of your sanity.
"Look at how you're taking it, baby... so fucking deep," he growled, his hands anchoring your hips with a bruising, possessive intensity as he ruthlessly reamed you out from behind. "You're squeezing my cock so tight... you're trying to drain me, aren't you, sweetheart? You want every single drop."
The sheer, wicked weight of his dirty talk, combined with the impossible, deep slant of his thrusts, acted like a direct current to your nervous system. Your internal walls, already raw and incredibly overstimulated, began to tighten in violent, rhythmic tremors once more. A sudden, blinding wave of heat erupted in your lower abdomen, and you let out a high, broken shriek into the mattress as you crashed into your third climax.
Your desperate sounds continue to be pulled from your lungs as your body short-circuits entirely, as your tight walls clamped around him in an agonizingly sweet, suffocating vice.
Your fierce, pulsing release was the absolute end of his restraint. Leon let out a loud, guttural roar of pure, animalistic surrender, his chest heaving as the tight, milking contractions of your core snapped his final thread of control. He gave one last, deep, desperate lunge, burying himself to the absolute root inside you, and finally finished off too.
As he completely emptied himself into you, a shocking sensation rippled through your body. Though his body had been defined by a striking, electric chill throughout the entire encounter, the feeling of his release filling you up was surprisingly, beautifully warm. It was a sudden, thick rush of heat that flooded your sensitive, aching depths, creating a stark, breathtaking contrast against his cool skin that made your toes curl, and your eyelids flutter heavily.
Leon stayed completely still inside you for a long, heavy moment. His powerful frame was entirely draped over your back, his chest rising and falling in violent, ragged pants against your shoulder blade. A low, exhausted groan rumbled deep within his chest, a sound of total, blissful defeat as he held his hips firmly pinned against your backside, letting the last of his pulsing release coat your internal walls.
Slowly, reluctantly, he began to shift his weight. He let out another rough sigh as he carefully pulled his length completely out of you. The sudden, freezing emptiness made your core twitch in a lingering spasm.
Without the support of his iron grip holding your hips up, your knees gave out completely. You collapsed onto the mattress, your limbs heavy and completely spent. With a weak, involuntary whimper, you rolled over onto your side, curling your knees slightly toward your chest as you lay there, utterly ruined. Your chest heaved as you tried to catch your breath from the high, and your cheek pressed against the cool fabric of the pillow.
Leon didn't move away immediately. Still hovering on his knees beside your hips, his eyes, slowly returning from the dark, lawless void of lust, dropped down to trace the lines of your body. In the soft, amber glow of the lamp, he watched as a thick, milky trail of his own release began to slowly drip out of your open, weeping entrance, glistening against the flush of your inner thighs. The sight alone was incredibly, outrageously lewd, the vivid, physical mark of exactly how thoroughly he had possessed you, how deeply he had stuffed you full of his need. A dark, fiercely satisfied smirk tugged at the corner of his lips, a muscle in his jaw finally relaxing as his heavy breathing began to even out.
As the frantic adrenaline of the encounter fully simmered down, the atmosphere in the room underwent a profound, beautiful shift. The lawless, ravenous ghost from moments ago vanished completely, replaced by a version of Leon that was so attentive. His protective instincts roared back to life, his gaze softening into an expression of such profound, tender devotion it was almost overwhelming.
Seeing your eyelids flutter, barely able to stay open as the exhausting weight of three climaxes pulled you under, Leon leaned down. He pressed a soft, lingering, incredibly gentle kiss against your flushed cheekbone.
"Stay right there, baby," he murmured, his gravelly voice dropping into a thick, comforting whisper that brushed like velvet against your skin. "Don't worry about a thing. I've got you."
You let out a faint, dazed hum, your eyes already seconds away from closing completely. Your mind was a soft, drifting cloud of bliss, your muscles feeling like lead as you yielded entirely to his care.
Leon slid off the bed, his bare feet making no sound against the floor. He walked into your bathroom, the soft glow of the light filtering through the door as he grabbed a clean, soft towel and ran it under the faucet, ensuring the water was perfectly warm.
When he returned to the bedside, he knelt down beside you with an almost sacred gentleness. He began to wipe you up, using the warm, damp cloth to carefully clean the sticky, glistening moisture from your inner thighs and your sensitive, aching core. He was incredibly meticulous, his hand moving with a light, feather-soft touch to ensure he didn't aggravate your overstimulated skin. Every stroke of the towel was an assurance, a silent apology for how ruthlessly he had treated you just minutes before. Once you were clean, he quickly and efficiently wiped himself down, tossing the towel aside.
Climbing back onto the mattress, Leon settled himself beside you. With an effortless, practiced ease that made you feel completely safe, he slipped his arms under your waist and shoulders, shifting your heavy body into a far more comfortable position in the center of the bed. He guided your head to rest gently on the plush pillow before reaching down to grab the heavy comforter.
With a smooth, sweeping motion, he pulled the covers all the way up over the two of you, instantly sealing in the radiating, feverish warmth of your bodies and shutting out the cool night air.
Leon immediately shifted closer, his large frame bracketing yours from behind. He slid one thick, powerful arm underneath your neck, letting you use his bicep as a pillow, while his other arm came around your waist, his large palm resting flat against your stomach, pulling you flush against his chest. Even through the fabric of the sheets, the contrast of his cool, solid front against your burning, relaxed back felt incredibly grounding.
By then, your eyes were completely shut. The soothing, repetitive rhythm of his steady heartbeat against your shoulder blades was the ultimate lullaby, and you were already drifting deep into a peaceful, unbroken sleep.
Leon, however, remained wide awake. He had no desire to close his eyes just yet. Holding you tight against his chest, he rested his chin lightly on the top of your head, his midnight-blue eyes completely soft as he just admired your features in the quiet, golden light. He watched the peaceful rise and fall of your chest, the soft, relaxed curve of your parted lips, and the lingering, beautiful flush on your cheeks. He traced the shape of your face with his gaze, hoarding the sight of you like a man who had finally found his home after a lifetime in the dark, entirely content to just hold you in the quiet warmth until the morning came.
He stayed awake a while longer, the quiet ticking of the clock on the nightstand the only sound breaking the silence of the room. You had already completely drifted off to sleep, your body heavy and totally relaxed as you held onto him, your small hand resting loosely against his chest.
The radiating, feverish warmth of your body was something he had yearned for during those five long, agonizing years in the dark. It was a tangible, beautiful heat that he would gladly fight a whole lifetime to protect. But as the frantic adrenaline of their passion fully faded, leaving only the soft, amber glow of the lamp and the steady rise and fall of your chest, a familiar, cold ache began to creep back into the hollow of his chest.
Holding you flush against his frame, Leon couldn't help but wonder what any of this even meant now.
He was a ghost. A phantom tied to this earth by a violent end and an unresolved past. While the sheer force of his desire and your undeniable connection allowed him to feel solid, to hold you, and to fill you up with a surprising, temporary warmth, the harsh reality of his existence never truly vanished. He was an anomaly. A spirit anchored to a world he no longer truly belonged to.
Worse than the mystery of his current state was the terrifying uncertainty of the future. He could stay a ghost forever, trapped in this liminal space, or he might just... disappear. He didn't know if one day he would simply cease to exist, fading out of the world entirely without a single trace or warning. All ghosts went somewhere eventually; the universe didn't let things out of place remain that way forever.
As his hand gently smoothed over your hair, tracing the soft strands damp with sweat, a heavy wave of guilt washed over him. The thought of leaving you absolutely devastated his soul. He was pulling you so deep into his world, letting you fall for a man who didn't even have a heartbeat, and if the day ever came when he vanished into thin air, he would be leaving you behind to mourn a phantom. He knew that solving the case, uncovering the dark, buried truth of how and why he died, was the ultimate goal. But a dark, terrifying instinct warned him that the truth would come with a steep price. When the mystery was finally unraveled, the anchor holding him to this earth would shatter, and he would disappear from your life forever.
Leon’s jaw clenched tightly, a fierce, suffocating grief rising in his throat as he looked down at your peaceful, sleeping face. You looked so innocent, so entirely safe, wrapped in his arms, trusting him completely with your body and your heart. The thought of being the source of your eventual heartbreak cut him deeper than any blade ever could.
But as he looked at the soft curve of your lips and felt the steady, trusting rhythm of your breathing against his skin, the agonizing doubt in his mind began to solidify into a fierce, unwavering resolve.
Whatever time he had left, whether it was a few days, a few months, or a fleeting echo of a second, he promised himself he would use every single breath to keep you safe. He would help you in any way he could, pouring his spectral strength into being your shield. He wouldn't let anything or anyone hurt you. If he was destined to fade into the freezing cold of the after, he would make damn sure that while he was here, you were wrapped in the absolute safety of his shadow.
Leaning down, Leon pressed one final, agonizingly tender kiss to your forehead, his lips lingering against your warm skin as if trying to imprint the sensation directly onto his soul.
"I've got you, baby," he whispered into the quiet dark, his voice a barely audible, fractured promise as he pulled you just a fraction closer against his chest, holding onto his salvation for as long as the universe would allow.
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sneak peak into the next chapter of ARCHIVED: SOMEWHERE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH
MDNI!!!
up to this point there’s already well over 20k words again… might of underestimated how much I wanted to write for this story but it shall be finished!!!
CHAPTER 1: ghost in archives
PAIRING: ghost!leon x fbiagent!reader
SYNOPSIS: When an overworked FBI analyst like you gets aggressively blindsided by a rogue box of data in a dimly lit archive room, you expect a splitting headache, not a face-to-face confrontation with a ghost. Standing over you is Leon S. Kennedy, a renowned agent who has been legally dead for five years and who is now trapped as an invisible phantom in the cold halls of the bureau. He had long since accepted his silent, numb eternity, but all of that calm acceptance goes right out the window the moment you open your eyes, point a finger, and thoroughly panic him by looking right at him, where the boundaries between the living and the dead begin to blur under the warm glow of forbidden feelings.
CONTENT WARNINGS: afab!reader, spoilers for re6, MDNI, post re6 leon, slight age difference (reader is in her mid 20s and the story takes place in 2018, 5 years after the events of re6 but leon is a ghost, so take that how you will lol), no smut in this chapter, minor physical injury / blunt force trauma, depictions of isolation and loneliness, existential dread/numbness, grief and death, angst, lots of teasing from leon (sorry), leon calls you sweetheart
WORD COUNT: 23.9K
AUTHOR'S NOTE: oopise... sorry for disappearing for a bit! been hit with a busy schedule nearing the end of the semester, but i finally got some time to sit down and write. this came into production after a weird ass dream i had, so i'm mostly just going with the flow and may keep this a short story with 3 chapters max, probs. there will be smut in the next chapter! just trying to figure out how it even works with a ghost... oh well... enjoyyy
i will also finish up with the next part to SAY YOU'LL REMEMBER ME i promiseee
MASTERLIST
When it came to workplace gossip, it was never really something that surprised you anymore. There was always a new story circulating through the bullpen every single day. Whether it was about someone from another department getting caught cheating on their spouse during an out-of-state conference, someone getting fired after completely failing a critical performance evaluation, or rumors of two agents secretly sleeping together despite the Bureau's strict policy against fraternization, there was always something to talk about.
At this point, those stories had become a form of entertainment you oddly looked forward to every morning. They served as a welcome distraction, offering a few precious minutes of shared laughter and ridiculous speculation before everyone returned to their respective cubicles to drown in endless reports and grueling paperwork.
Working as an FBI agent wasn't nearly as glamorous as the movies made it out to be. Especially not for you.
Assigned to the highly specialized division responsible for investigating acts of bioterrorism and crimes involving illegal bioweapons, your days were rarely spent chasing armed suspects down dark alleys, kicking down doors, or engaging in dramatic shootouts under flashing sirens. Instead, your life consisted of navigating endless stacks of case files, analyzing gruesome crime scene photographs, cross-referencing conflicting witness testimonies, studying clinical autopsy results, and squinting at heavily redacted documents that seemed to multiply faster than you could ever hope to clear them.
With the steady global rise of bioweapon-related crimes over the years, your division has definitely not been lacking in work. If anything, each case seemed to become increasingly more difficult, legally convoluted, and increasingly more gruesome than the last.
Some files involved entire remote villages or foreign towns that had seemingly disappeared off the grid overnight due to localized testing of experimental pathogens. Others detailed underground, dark-web auctions where rogue organizations bid millions for illegal viral samples. Many left behind crime scenes so horrific and biologically altered that even veteran agents, who had been in the Bureau for decades and thought they had seen it all, found themselves utterly unable to sleep for days afterward.
You had seen those reports far more times than you cared to admit. By now, you thought you would be completely desensitized to those sorts of things, but they still hit you very close to your heart. To know that these acts of unmitigated brutality were executed by the hands of humanity, the exact same kind that you were, was profoundly terrifying. Due to the sheer weight of what your division dealt with, you respected the hell out of the field agents from the Division of Security Operations (DSO), as well as the specialized field agents from your own Bureau division. They were the ones who mostly had to deal with these dangerous biological issues and highly unpredictable cases head-on.
You’ve had your own fair share of field work over your five-year career, but your role was strictly investigative and analytical in the aftermath. You only came in for the clean-up once the immediate physical threat had been dealt with and neutralized by tactical teams. You were merely there to take forensic photographs, collect on-site physical evidence, and interview surviving witnesses or the traumatized agents who had fought on the front lines.
Needless to say, it was not exactly the type of work one casually brought up over a nice family dinner. Perhaps that was exactly why the small, mundane moments of workplace normalcy had become so incredibly important to everyone on the floor. That is, the occasional coffee room gossip, complaining about the broken industrial printers, arguing over who had stolen the last jelly donut from the breakroom box, or making friendly bets on how long it would take for Brian from accounting to realize his wife was clearly having an affair with their personal trainer.
It was the little things. Normal things. Ordinary, boring things that reminded everyone that despite the unnatural horrors they investigated for a living, they were still regular people at the end of the day. They were still human.
So, like every morning, the breakroom had become the unofficial gathering place before everyone begrudgingly returned to their desks to face the dark reality of their files. The rich scent of freshly brewed coffee filled the room as agents from various overlapping divisions lingered around the counters. Some were still half-awake, staring blankly into their mugs, while others were already deeply engaged in animated conversations that were probably far more interesting than the static reports waiting for them on their monitors.
Most of the discussions were nothing out of the ordinary. At least, most of them.
Since today's topic was a little different. In fact, judging by the unusually serious expressions on everyone's faces and the hushed, intense whispers being exchanged over steaming coffee cups, it was safe to say today's gossip was far from ordinary.
Apparently, someone had started a rumor that the archive storage room down on the fourth floor was haunted.
"You sure you guys don't get a weird vibe from the archive storage closet?!" you heard a fellow coworker ask the group as you walked toward the coffee machine to make yourself your second cup for the morning.
Some people were sitting around the breakroom couch, some sat on the edges of the side tables while eating their breakfast, but all of their eyes were locked onto Agent Collins. He was currently telling everyone, with immense dramatic flair, about his unsettling experience in the basement storage closet the night prior.
"You guys are laughing, but I'm completely serious!" Collins insisted, pointing accusingly at everyone around him with his plastic breakfast fork. "I was down there around nine last night trying to find some old, misfiled archives from 2006, and I swear to God I saw a heavy box move right on the shelf."
Immediately, a wave of groans and skeptical laughter erupted around the room.
"Oh, here we go again."
"Collins, man, you seriously need to get some sleep."
"Didn't you tell me you were running on four hours of sleep yesterday because of the caseload?"
"You work in bioterrorism, man. You've probably seen so much messed up stuff on your computer that your brain is just trying to entertain itself at night."
A couple of people chuckled loudly while Collins looked thoroughly offended. He ran a frustrated hand through his hair, combing it back as he aggressively continued to defend himself.
"I'm serious!" he shot back, his voice rising. "There was absolutely nobody else down there! I was completely alone in that aisle, and I know for a fact I saw it shift!"
Agent Murphy nearly spat out his coffee laughing. "Maybe a rat moved it."
"A rat isn't moving a thirty-pound, tightly packed archive box, Murphy!" Collins snapped.
"Maybe the building's air conditioning?"
"There is literally no ventilation vent in that specific quadrant of the room!"
Someone else snorted from the couch. "Maybe you finally snapped after five years with the Bureau."
The room burst into another round of laughter, though Collins remained entirely adamant, his posture rigid.
"You guys can laugh all you want, but the whole room just felt weird. Like..." He paused, visibly grasping for the right words to describe it. "Cold. Unnaturally cold."
A few eyebrows raised around the breakroom. "Cold?" Agent Sanchez repeated, tilting her head.
"Yeah, cold," Collins nodded vigorously, looking around for an ally. "Like, one second I was completely fine, and the next, I got this incredibly weird, freezing shiver straight down my spine. It wasn't a normal draft from a doorway. You know that distinct feeling when somebody is standing right behind you in the dark and you can just tell they're there? It felt exactly like that."
He rubbed his arms through his uniform at the mere memory of it. "It felt exactly like that."
"Oh my God," Murphy laughed, shaking his head. "You're telling me you got haunted by old paperwork."
"Maybe it was the ghost of the paperwork we've killed over the years," someone joked from the couch, drawing more snickers.
"No, seriously!" Collins protested, frustrated. "I swear something was in that room with me!"
You quietly listened to the entire conversation while slowly pouring sugar into your mug, trying your best not to laugh at his increasingly dramatic storytelling. The sound of the coffee machine humming and the sharp smell of fresh espresso mixed with the loud, casual chatter of the room.
Truthfully, looking closely at him, Collins looked genuinely bothered. He wasn't necessarily terrified, but he was deeply unsettled about his experience in that closet. It was like he himself wasn't entirely convinced of the supernatural explanation, but he knew what his senses had registered, and that alone was incredibly strange. After all, everyone in your division had seen things in forensic reports that would give ordinary civilians nightmares for a lifetime—the kind of gruesome, real-world things that completely desensitized you to just about anything that wasn't directly related to the crimes and biological works of bioterrorism.
Ghost stories were hardly something that would shake seasoned federal agents, and yet Collins looked like a man who knew exactly what he had witnessed, and he was visibly upset that nobody believed him, making him thoroughly frustrated.
"You know what?" Collins huffed, standing up abruptly from the counter. "Fine. Laugh all you want. But when one of you gets dragged into the afterlife by a heavy metal filing cabinet, don't come crying to me."
With that final declaration, he left the breakroom with a sharp huff, taking his half-eaten breakfast with him back to his cubicle, which earned another round of parting laughter from everyone left behind. You yourself couldn't help but smile into your coffee cup, thinking to yourself that the workplace gossip was really getting creative these days.
Though... as you stirred your coffee absentmindedly, you couldn't help but think back to the basement archive room. Because now that Collins had explicitly mentioned it... it did always feel strangely colder down there whenever you had to pull physical files.
Once Collins left the room, everyone else naturally returned to their own separate conversations and breakfasts. You threw away your plastic stir stick, grabbed your hot coffee along with a granola bar from the snack cabinet, and made your way back down the quiet hallway to your desk.
In front of you, your large monitor displayed the digital files and sprawling reports of the specific case you were currently assigned to. As always, the physical mountain of unorganized paperwork sitting on the side of your desk greeted you like a demanding old friend.
On paper, this case looked like nothing special. At least, that was how everyone else in the division chose to see it.
Officially, the file was logged under the internal Bureau designation:
Operation: Broken Mirror
According to the standard administrative brief, the file concerned the illegal trafficking of fragmented viral samples through localized black-market networks. It was a broad, systemic problem that the DSO, the FBI, and several international agencies had been dealing with for years.
To understand the logistics of the case, you had to look at how these underground networks operated. Most of the viral samples recovered during recent customs raids, port seizures, and warehouse stings were incomplete, highly degraded, or unviable. They often contained only trace amounts of known bio-organic agents, rendered useless for a mass-casualty attack but highly valuable as research samples for rogue scientists. Annoyingly, the quantities were so small and the samples were degraded, individual field offices treated them as isolated incidents. They were simply added to the ever-growing, generic pile of cases involving low-level smugglers, rogue researchers, and opportunistic criminals trying to turn a quick profit from leftover bioweapons.
But after three weeks of intensely reviewing the comprehensive data, you had begun to notice a highly sophisticated pattern that the other analysts had overlooked.
Undercover agents across multiple global agencies had spent years slowly infiltrating buyers and suppliers, posing as illegal brokers and wealthy investors while carefully documenting every transaction and tracing complex financial records. Joint operations with local international authorities had resulted in dozens of high-profile arrests across Europe, Southeast Asia, and South America. Warehouses had been raided, active laboratories had been shut down, and entire local smuggling routes had been systematically dismantled.
Yet, every single one of those separate investigations seemed to reach the exact same operational point before abruptly stopping.
The people being arrested at the borders or in the warehouses were never the ones actually manufacturing or cultivating the biological material. They were always middlemen, independent couriers, or localized brokers. They were people hired through heavily encrypted forums and anonymous, untraceable accounts who often knew little more than the next anonymous person in the smuggling chain.
Furthermore, the financial logistics were perfectly insulated. Payments were routed through a labyrinth of phantom shell companies and untraceable cryptocurrency wallets that completely disappeared within days of a transaction. Shipping manifests contained entirely false destinations and forged corporate identities. Even when investigators managed to seize communication records from confiscated burner phones, they usually found nothing but dead-end email addresses and encrypted routing numbers.
It was almost as if someone had deliberately, brilliantly designed the entire global operation with structural firewalls to prevent investigators from ever tracing the supply line back to its primary source. This was precisely what bothered you so much. Despite originating from entirely different countries, involving entirely different criminal organizations, and targeting completely unrelated buyers, every single investigation somehow ended with the exact same frustrating conclusion.
Nobody knew where the raw viral samples were actually coming from. There was no listed manufacturer, no identifiable central supplier, nor any known bio-terrorist organization claiming responsibility for the supply.
Literally nothing.
Which made absolutely no logical sense. In the world of bioterrorism, highly volatile viral samples did not simply appear out of thin air. Someone with massive infrastructure had to be actively producing them, maintaining their temperature-controlled stability, and transporting them across international waters, and most likely, someone very powerful was using and making an enormous amount of money ensuring they safely reached the right buyers.
Your monitor displayed the compiled evidence gathered over the years. Photographs from recent port raids showed confiscated glass vials containing trace amounts of the notorious C-Virus, the highly dangerous pathogen responsible for global terror events years prior. Shipping manifests recovered from seized cargo containers sat beside complex transaction histories and international financial records. There were autopsy reports of low-level couriers, surveillance photographs from international docks, and a list of local informants who had either mysteriously disappeared or turned up dead before they could ever testify in front of a federal grand jury.
Most investigators saw a messy collection of unrelated, small-time incidents but for you, these were clearly the fragmented pieces of something much larger, a single hidden pipeline spanning the globe.
The most recent and alarming addition to the file involved an undercover operative stationed in Hong Kong. His assignment had been simple and routine. He was to infiltrate a specific marine transit network suspected of facilitating the movement of biological materials through East Asia. For nearly eight months, his transmitted intelligence reports had been entirely routine, offering minor names and small-time logistics.
Then, all communication suddenly stopped. There had been no distress signal transmitted, nor any emergency extraction request logged. Just absolute, dead silence.
Three days after his disappearance, a heavily corrupted, fragmented transmission was automatically recovered from one of his automated backup channels. Most of the data file had been completely lost or destroyed during transmission.
Most of the transmission was entirely unrecoverable. Only a single line of text remained intact:
Lanshiang, China
2013
That was all. There had been no accompanying explanation as to what those specific parameters could possibly mean, and no other additional notes could be recovered from his server. Those brief, cryptic words had eventually landed the case file right onto your desk. Truthfully, nobody else in your division thought much of it.
Lanshiang had already been investigated extensively by international task forces after the catastrophic C-Virus outbreak back in 2013. Derek Simmons, the corrupt National Security Advisor who had orchestrated the attack, was dead. Neo-Umbrella, the bio-terrorist organization responsible, had been thoroughly dismantled and scattered to the wind. International inquiries had been formally conducted, massive final reports had been written, and the surviving records had long since been moved to archive databases.
As far as everyone else in the Bureau was concerned, the historical matter of Lanshiang had been settled years ago.
Case closed.
At least, that was what everyone desperately wanted to believe. And yet, something about those two lines continued to deeply bother you. Because the deeper you dug into seemingly unrelated, modern smuggling investigations, the more often those exact same three words covertly resurfaced in the metadata. Some involved a highly suspicious bank transfer linked to a shell company, a damaged hard drive recovered during a random raid in Singapore, the sudden disappearance of a port informant in Macau, or an encrypted message intercepted by intelligence in Eastern Europe. All of these cases were entirely different, expanding across different years and involving entirely different people, but somehow, their digital breadcrumbs all covertly pointed and referred back to the exact same place and date:
Lanshiang, China
2013
Again, and again, and again. Eventually, the repeating pattern forced your investigation toward the one thing modern federal investigators hated dealing with most: old, closed cases.
Specifically, you needed to look into the chaotic final weeks of the 2013 C-Virus outbreak to understand what had truly happened in the aftermath. Unfortunately, revisiting those historic events digitally proved to be nearly impossible. Many of the original records had been permanently classified under maximum national security protocols. Others had been so heavily, aggressively redacted by intelligence agencies that entire pages consisted of nothing but solid black bars and missing paragraphs. Some files simply no longer existed in the main frame, their contents listed as completely lost or destroyed during the chaotic administrative aftermath of the outbreak. Witness statements directly contradicted one another, timelines were severely fractured, and entire sections of physical evidence appeared to have vanished from the system entirely.
Despite spending the last three weeks trying to convince your superiors that there was something massive hidden beneath all the digital dead ends and missing pages, their administrative response never changed.
"Agent, Simmons is dead."
"Neo-Umbrella is gone."
"Don't waste Bureau time chasing ghosts."
You let out a small, tired sigh and took another slow sip of your lukewarm coffee as you leaned back in your squeaking office chair, thinking that maybe, just maybe, they were absolutely right. Maybe there really wasn't anything there. Maybe you were just wasting your time on a wild goose chase.
Still... you couldn't shake the nagging feeling that someone, somewhere high up in the system, had worked very hard to bury whatever had actually happened in China back in 2013. After working for the FBI for five years, having been recruited into an analytical track straight out of college when you were just twenty-one, there were obvious, predictable patterns of criminal behavior and systemic cover-up motives that you had sharp eyes for. You understood a fundamental truth about power and bureaucracy: people usually only bury things when they are absolutely terrified of what others might find if they look too closely.
"You're still working on that thing?"
The familiar, casual voice caused you to glance up from your glowing monitor to see Agent Daniel Gallagher, a fellow agent that joined the Bureau the same time as you, leaning heavily against the fabric divider separating your cubicle from his. A steaming cup of coffee sat in his right hand, while his left hand rested lazily in his slacks pocket. Unlike your exhausted state, Daniel somehow looked far too awake for someone who had only clocked into the building twenty minutes ago, which honestly annoyed you slightly considering you were already halfway through your second cup of coffee and still fundamentally contemplating the meaning of your life.
You let out a quiet, tired sigh. "Good morning to you, too."
Daniel chuckled, taking a sip from his mug. "So that's a definite yes."
Taking another sip of your own coffee, you rubbed at your straining eyes and leaned back slightly in your chair, keeping your gaze fixed on your monitors as you scrolled through the pages to show Daniel the ridiculous, insulting amount of black bars stretching across the text of the official files.
"It's been three solid weeks and I've gotten virtually nowhere," you admitted candidly. "Well... not nowhere, exactly."
Daniel raised an eyebrow, shifting his weight. "Oh?"
"I found another concrete connection." Setting your coffee down on a coaster, you turned one of your monitors slightly toward his side of the cubicle, displaying several international reports side by side for comparison.
"It's always the exact same thing, Daniel. Different cases. Different years. Completely different people. Yet somehow, if you map out the logistics, they all lead right back to Lanshiang in 2013."
Daniel frowned slightly, his casual demeanor slipping as his eyes scanned the data. "Again?"
"Again," you confirmed firmly.
"And the online database records are completely useless," you continued with a frustrated, heavy sigh, gesturing broadly at the screen. "Every file involving the immediate aftermath of the outbreak is so heavily redacted by the upper echelons that I can't make heads or tails of the timeline. Half the pages are just solid black ink and missing paragraphs. I swear, whoever classified these things was personally, deeply offended by transparency."
That earned a genuine chuckle from Daniel. He shook his head, taking another slow sip of his coffee. "Welcome to the United States federal government."
"No kidding." You shook your head right along with him, letting out a faint chuckle of your own.
"I understand keeping active tactical methods or informant identities classified for safety, but this?" You gestured aggressively toward the screen. "Entire legal sections are completely missing. It almost feels like somebody intentionally, meticulously went through these servers and manually scrubbed anything remotely useful."
Daniel remained quiet for a moment, his eyes scanning over the stark lines and lines of black bars on your screen, resting on the occasional unredacted words that meant absolutely nothing out of context.
"Yeah..." he murmured softly.
You looked over at him, catching the shift in his tone. "Yeah?"
He gave a slight shrug, looking down at his coffee. "Nothing."
"No, come on," you pressed, turning fully in your chair. "You had a look. What are you thinking?"
Daniel hesitated, looking around the quiet hallway before scratching the back of his head. "It's just... the whole historical narrative after China has always been weird."
"Weird how, exactly?"
Daniel rolled over the spare rolling chair sitting just beside your desk and sat down, leaning his elbows on his knees. "Look, everyone in the law enforcement community knows about Tall Oaks."
He motioned vaguely with his coffee cup to emphasize his point. "Everyone knows about Simmons and Neo-Umbrella. Hell, they cover all of that extensively during our initial training at Quantico. They cover President Benford's tragic assassination, the weaponized fog outbreak, Simmons being directly responsible for the treason, all of that standard textbook stuff."
You nodded, listening intently. "Right..."
"But the immediate aftermath in China?" Daniel gave a small shrug, though there was something oddly thoughtful and serious in his expression now. The easy, morning humor from earlier had completely faded away. "Nobody in the upper circles really talks about it."
You frowned, leaning forward. "What do you mean by that?"
"I mean exactly that." Daniel leaned back in the rolling chair, absently turning his coffee cup between his hands. "You hear stories. Bits and pieces from the older guys on the tactical squads. But nobody really knows what actually happened on the ground after Simmons was officially defeated."
That caused you to completely pause, your mind racing. "What?"
Daniel nodded, his brows lifting slightly as if he understood exactly how strange that sounded to an analytical mind. "Seriously... There are official summary reports in the system, sure. But most of them are incredibly vague as hell, and what little information there is has been buried under enough security redactions to make you wonder if the bureaucrats writing them were being paid directly by the black marker industry."
That earned a small, dry laugh from you. "But there had to be high-level field agents involved in a cleanup of that scale, right?" you asked.
"There were," Daniel nodded seriously. "A lot of them, actually... And one of the primary agents on the ground was Leon S. Kennedy."
At the explicit mention of that name, you blinked. Of course you knew exactly who Leon S. Kennedy was. Practically everyone in the federal government knew who he was; you'd have to live under a literal rock not to know his name. The man was a towering, mythical legend among federal agents and international operatives alike. He was a survivor of the horrific 1998 Raccoon City disaster, a former specialized secret agent directly under the President, a close personal friend of the late President Benford, and the list of his accomplishments went on and on.
He was the man who had spent nearly twenty years throwing himself headfirst into every unimaginable bioterrorism crisis across the globe. Hell, there were enough wild stories floating around the FBI and DSO bullpens regarding his missions to fill an entire library, and honestly, some of them sounded so ridiculous and cinematic that they couldn't possibly be true.
One veteran field agent swore up and down that Leon had held off an entire massive horde of infected by himself using nothing but tactical positioning and a knife. Another analyst claimed he hadn't taken a proper, valid vacation in over his entire twenty years of continuous service. And honestly? That last one you fully believed.
There had been countless little conversations over stale, lukewarm coffee and cheap vending machine snacks in the breakroom where older, graying agents would casually bring his name up. They didn't do it in the flashy way people talked about celebrities or comic book heroes, but almost like they were respectfully talking about a deeply admired old friend.
You still vividly remembered overhearing Agent Ramirez talking about his time working alongside some D.S.O. operatives years ago, and how Leon had once personally helped him carry heavy tactical equipment after a grueling mission because, according to Ramirez, "the guy was just too damn nice to let anyone else do all the heavy lifting alone."
Nobody in the room had laughed at the story, nor had anyone called him a liar or thought the story was made up. They had all simply nodded respectfully and continued eating their sandwiches, as though that behavior sounded exactly like something Leon S. Kennedy would do without a second thought.
One particularly drunk senior analyst during the department Christmas party last year had tearfully and loudly described him as, quote, "the nicest, most dedicated bastard you'll ever meet in this corrupt city," to which literally everyone in the room had nodded in solemn agreement.
From what you had gathered over your five years, Leon Kennedy was deeply respected by just about everyone, spanning from high-level field operators to entry-level analysts across the DSO, the FOS, the FBI, hell, even the meticulous people working in accounting in all those separate branches seemed to know exactly who he was and what he stood for.
Though... what people remembered most vividly wasn't just his unparalleled tactical accomplishments. Instead, it was his sudden, mysterious death.
Truthfully... you had always felt a profound sense of sadness for him. And it wasn't simply because he was famous or some highly decorated government hero, even though he undeniably was. It was because he had devoted nearly his entire adult life to protecting complete strangers from biological nightmares, sacrificing any semblance of a normal life.
Sadly, in the end... nobody outside of the highest security clearances even knew what had actually happened to him. There were no real public answers, nor was there any sense of closure provided to the people who were closest to him in the field. His sudden disappearance had just become another highly classified, closed report buried beneath a massive mountain of government secrets.
Daniel's expression softened slightly, his voice growing quieter now with absolutely no sense of joking left behind it. "My old supervisor used to work directly with some high-ranking DSO people back then. He told me Leon's sudden death hit everyone in the intelligence community incredibly hard... He was kind of the guy everyone looked up to when things went sideways."
Daniel chuckled softly, though there wasn't any real humor behind it. "Apparently, his long-time handler, who had been with him through almost every major mission for years, didn't leave her locked office for two solid days when the K.I.A. notice came through."
You frowned, a heavy feeling settling in your chest. "What exactly happened to him out there?"
Daniel gave a helpless shrug, his face twisting slightly in professional frustration. "Nobody knows the true specifics at all... Officially, the record states it was a routine, classified follow-up operation shortly after the China outbreak wrapped up. They were tracking down a lead."
That answer didn't sit right with your analytical brain. There were still so many glaring questions racing through your mind. "But what was the specific mission objective? Was there anyone else assigned to the team with him?"
"No clue whatsoever... I wish I had a real answer for you, but the file just says he went out and never came back," Daniel sighed heavily, taking another slow sip of his coffee. "They recovered just enough circumstantial evidence in the field to formally declare him KIA (killed in action), and that was that. Processed, archived, and forgotten."
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Daniel simply stared deeply into his coffee mug, while you found yourself looking back at the redacted files blinking on your monitor. You couldn't help but feel terribly sorry for him. He had been a living legend amongst the government branches, a man whose stories kept young agents motivated, but you felt sorry not for the legendary ending, but more so for the actual man himself behind it all. He had lived a life entirely dedicated to protecting people from the dark... He deserved so much better than disappearing completely into history with no answers.
"...That's just awful," you quietly murmured into the quiet cubicle.
Daniel nodded slowly. "Yeah... It really is."
A heavy silence settled between the two of you, and the usual background noise of the busy office, the phones ringing, the keyboards clacking, they all seemed strangely distant for a brief moment.
Then, Daniel suddenly blinked, his eyes widening slightly as a thought struck him. "...Wait a minute."
You looked over at him, noticing the sudden shift. "What?"
He sat up straighter in the chair, his eyes lighting up. "You know..." he began slowly, pointing upward with his coffee cup toward the ceiling, "back in 2013, most of this specific division still heavily relied on physical archives."
You looked over, your brow furrowing. "Hm?"
"Everything wasn't fully digital back then," Daniel explained, his voice gaining traction. "A lot of stuff got manually transferred over to the main servers over the years as technology updated, but a lot of things slipped through the cracks during the migration. You know how the bureaucracy is."
You snorted in agreement. "We lose enough physical paperwork annually to start our own underground black market."
Daniel laughed loudly. "Exactly! My point is..." He pointed down the long hallway toward the back of the floor. "There might be original physical files, raw field notes, or unredacted evidence logs down there that never actually made it into the digital database update."
That caused you to sharply raise an eyebrow, a spark of real hope hitting your chest. "Are you serious?"
"Hey, it's definitely worth a shot," Daniel said. Then, a massive, mischievous grin slowly spread across his face. "Though..." He paused dramatically, clearly trying his best not to laugh out loud, "didn't Collins spend the entire morning swearing the archive room is haunted?"
You stared at him completely flatly.
Daniel stared back, maintaining a deadpan expression for three seconds before promptly bursting out laughing.
"I'm totally kidding!" He paused, wiping a tear from his eye, then smirked, raising an eyebrow at you teasingly. "Mostly."
You rolled your eyes, letting out a huff. "You're an absolute ass, Daniel."
"I know I am."
Still chuckling quietly to himself, he stood up from the spare chair and grabbed his coffee mug. "But seriously... if there's anything left from the unredacted 2013 files... it'll probably be down there."
Down in the exact same dark storage closet Agent Collins had spent the entire morning swearing was haunted by a ghost.
Truthfully, the thought alone almost made you laugh as Daniel walked away. Somehow, despite all the genuinely horrifying, biological things your division dealt with on a regular basis, everyone had still managed to spend a good twenty minutes discussing supernatural ghosts over morning coffee and breakfast. You could still perfectly picture Collins' deeply offended expression as he desperately defended his sanity from the relentless ridicule of everyone in the breakroom. The poor guy had looked genuinely, deeply bothered by whatever experience he had down there, which in itself was highly unusual. Seasoned federal agents didn't exactly get shaken up over standard campfire ghost stories.
Yet, as ridiculous as the entire conversation had been, you found yourself involuntarily remembering the specific details Collins had described earlier. The sudden, strange coldness; the heavy, uneasy feeling of being watched; the distinct physical sensation that someone was standing right behind his neck; and of course, the moving archive box.
You quietly shook your head at the thought, clicking your mouse. Ghosts... Right. As if.
After five years of working with the Bureau, you had seen enough real-world horrors to know that there was almost always a perfectly logical, scientific explanation for absolutely everything. Most things ordinary people considered supernatural or paranormal usually boiled down to extreme stress, psychological exhaustion, poor basement lighting, or in Collins' specific case, surviving off four hours of sleep and unhealthy, massive amounts of caffeine.
Still... as your eyes drifted away from your monitor and toward the long hallway leading deeper into the back of the building, which eventually went down to the old archives, you couldn't help but feel slightly curious. Not because of a silly ghost story, of course, but because old, physical archives meant old, unscrubbed records. And old records meant things that people forgot about over time... or perhaps, things that people in high places intentionally wanted completely forgotten.
The thought suddenly made you remember a piece of advice your old field supervisor had once told you during your very first year with the Bureau. At the time, you had been helping him investigate a massive corruption case involving a prominent local politician, and you had spent weeks completely frustrated over missing reports, heavily redacted memos, and conveniently misplaced physical evidence.
You could still perfectly picture him leaning back in his creaking chair, looking at your frustration, and telling you with a tired, knowing laugh:
"People only bury things when they're afraid of what others might find."
At the time, you hadn't thought much of it, chalking it up to standard law enforcement cynicism. But after five years with the FBI, you had come to realize just how profoundly true those words actually were.
People buried mistakes to protect their careers. People buried secrets to protect their reputations. People buried crimes to stay out of federal prison. And sometimes... People buried entire, massive truths to protect the status quo.
Which was exactly why the more everyone in management explicitly told you to let the case go and move on, the more it deeply bothered your gut. Maybe there really was absolutely nothing down there, or it could just be that three continuous weeks of staring at glowing monitors and black redaction bars had simply made you entirely paranoid.
Or maybe... someone, somewhere, had worked very hard to ensure that whatever happened after Lanshiang in 2013 remained completely buried in the dark. If there was even the slightest, smallest chance that a raw, unredacted physical file had slipped through the electronic cracks... you fully intended to find it. Even if that meant spending your overtime evening digging through a supposedly haunted basement storage closet.
"Hmmm... I'll take a look down there later today," you sighed aloud to yourself, sinking a bit lower into your office chair. You pulled your keyboard closer to plan out your day. "I just need to organize my current notes first and try to plan out a cohesive timeline before I go digging..."
Daniel, hearing you from across the divider, let out another chuckle. "Alright, you have fun with that, Agent. Just do me a favor and don't come into the bullpen possessed tomorrow morning," he joked, sliding his rolling desk chair completely back into his own cubicle space.
In response, you playfully grabbed the nearest stray eraser on your desk and chucked it right over the divider at him, smiling as you heard it bounce off his cubicle wall.
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Five years.
To a living, breathing person, five years was a clearly measurable, tangible chunk of time. It was a period that could easily be mapped out by the steady accumulation of life’s milestones, whether it be climbing the corporate ladder, watching the younger members of your family grow up, changing your personal style, moving into apartments with better natural light, or keeping up with whatever television drama was currently capturing the public's attention. But to the spirit of Leon S. Kennedy, time had become a fluid, it was slippery, and had become an entirely meaningless echo.
Without a physical heartbeat to anchor his consciousness to the steady, mechanical ticking of the clocks on the office walls, days bled seamlessly into weeks. Months completely dissolved into years until the passage of time felt less like a moving river and more like a stagnant, frozen puddle he was permanently trapped in. He didn't sleep, he didn't eat, and he certainly didn't breathe because as a ghost those aren’t things he needed at all. He just... Existed.
In the very beginning, the sheer panic of his condition had been all consuming. Back in 2013, he had died at 36 years old, it was cynical, battle-weary, and he had been carrying an agonizing amount of emotional baggage. He had spent his final days on Earth watching the world burn, forced to pull the trigger on his close friend, President Adam Benford, and fighting through the blood soaked streets of Lanshiang. He had been exhausted down to his very bones. But when death finally claimed him, it hadn't brought peace, instead, it had brought a terrifying, invisible isolation.
He had spent the first few months of his afterlife in a frantic, screaming rage. He tried to shatter glass cups off tables, slammed his hands against walls, and did anything to force someone, anyone, to acknowledge that he hadn't just vanished off the face of the earth. He had traveled across the country to see the people who mattered most. He had stood directly in Ingrid Hunnigan’s private office, screaming her name until his phantom throat felt raw and torn, entirely forced to watch her tearfully package his personal desk effects into brown cardboard boxes. He had sat right on the edge of Chris Redfield’s desk, watching the battle hardened BSAA captain stare blankly into a glass of amber scotch, looking older, more broken, and more tired than Leon had ever seen him in life. He had even tracked down Claire, standing right beside her in a bustling, loud NGO office, reaching out a hand to touch her shoulder for comfort, only for his fingers to pass right through her like cold smoke through a screen door.
They couldn’t see him. They couldn’t hear him. They couldn’t feel him.
Eventually, the desperate, screaming rage had slowly dulled into a numbing, heavy acceptance. You couldn't spend eternity throwing a useless tantrum in an empty room. So, Leon did what he had always done best throughout his turbulent life… He adapted.
Strangely enough, the absolute isolation became a twisted kind of blessing. For fifteen years, Leon’s mind had been a hyper vigilant war zone, constantly calculating survival rates, bullet counts, and casualty lists. But as a ghost, the global threats were no longer his problem. He didn't have to carry the weight of the world anymore. His only fight was against his own consciousness which had become a daily battle to keep his mind sharp and prevent himself from fading into the void. Freed from the crushing stress of being mankind's protector, the grim, fatalistic armor he had worn in 2013 began to crack. The heavy, somber agent who had survived Lanshiang slowly dissolved, allowing the younger, more relaxed version of himself to resurface. The playful charm and dry, sarcastic wit of his twenties which involved the classic one-liners he used to throw around just to keep his spirits up, it had all come back to him. He was a ghost, yes, but he felt more like Leon than he had in a decade.
Over those five long years of trial and error, he had slowly figured out the strange, unwritten laws of this new metaphysical existence.
First and foremost, he learned that humans were an absolute no touch zone. He couldn't lay a finger on a living person, and they couldn't touch him, any attempt to grab someone or block their path resulted in him slipping right through them like cold mist. It was a rule that extended to almost every living thing, with a few bizarre exceptions. Animals, as it turned out, possessed a keen, uncanny sixth sense that humans lacked. Leon had spent hours wandering the streets of Washington D.C., discovering that stray cats would arch their backs and hiss as he walked past, and police K-9 units would tilt their heads, tracking his exact movements through the crowded lobbies. They could see him clearly, their wide eyes locking onto his translucent form, though they still couldn't physically interact with him. It amused him to no end as it proved the old wives' tale true that pets could see the supernatural.
Solid, inanimate matter, however, was a completely different story. If he didn't pay attention, Leon would naturally drift right through solid walls, steel doors, and concrete floors as if they were made of nothing but air. It was a handy trick for getting into highly classified government buildings without a security badge, but it made him feel completely unmoored from reality. To fight the feeling of being entirely hollow, Leon had spent years training his mind to interact with the physical world. He discovered that if he focused all his willpower, channeling a sharp burst of mental concentration into a localized area, he could briefly anchor his spiritual energy to solid objects.
In the beginning, he could barely manage to make a single piece of printer paper flutter. But with a lot of practice and sheer boredom, he had gradually built up his ghostly strength. Now, he could deliberately press down on a light switch, nudge a coffee mug, or slide a file across a desk. It took effort, and it always left him feeling a bit drained afterward, but it was his only way of proving to himself that he could still leave a footprint on the world.
Without much else to do to occupy his endless consciousness, he naturally fell into a daily routine, gravitating toward the familiar, busy halls of government agencies like the DSO and the FBI. It provided a strange sort of professional comfort. He would wander through the rows of cubicles, leaning casually over analysts' shoulders to read ongoing investigation reports, or sitting right on top of conference tables during high-level briefings about the latest black-market viral strains.
Over the years, the absolute silence of his isolation had given birth to a rather stubborn habit of talking out loud to himself. Since no one else was ever going to converse with him, he might as well be his own sounding board. He'd offer sarcastic, muttered commentary on poorly written field reports, criticize the tactical entry plans of overeager SWAT teams, and make dry, witty jokes that absolutely no one would ever hear or laugh at. It was a lonely, hollow existence, but to Leon, it was still far better than fading away entirely.
Which brought him directly to earlier this morning.
Leon had been lounging comfortably on the arm of the breakroom couch, ankles crossed, when Agent Collins had marched in, practically vibrating with sheer indignation. Leon, as it turned out, had been the exact one who followed Collins down into the fourth-floor archive storage the night before, mostly out of sheer, unadulterated boredom. Watching Collins completely jump out of his skin when Leon had concentrated all his willpower to lean his weight against a stack of files, causing one upper box to shift barely an inch on the metal shelf, it had honestly been the absolute highlight of Leon's entire week.
As Collins now stood in the center of the breakroom, wildly brandishing a plastic fork and fiercely defending his sanity to a room full of laughing agents, Leon stood right next to him, crossing his arms and practically doubling over with silent laughter at the spectacle.
"A rat isn't moving a thirty-pound archive box, Murphy!" Collins snapped to the room, his face turning a bright, embarrassing shade of red.
"Damn right it wasn't a rat, buddy," Leon chimed in instantly, tossing a classic, spectral smirk toward the laughing agents, his deep voice echoing only in his own phantom ears. He leaned in close to Collins' ear, whispering, "It was THE Leon S. Kennedy. Show some respect to the supernatural. Next time, I'm hiding your stapler."
When the breakroom finally cleared out and the entertainment ended, Leon casually drifted down the hallway, trailing lazily behind the agents as they returned to their respective cubicles.
As he walked, his lips moved in a faint, silent murmur, a continuation of a conversation that only he was participating in. Over the last five years, the crushing, absolute silence of his isolation had given birth to a rather stubborn habit of talking out loud to himself. In the beginning, it had started as a desperate psychological anchor, a coping mechanism to keep from losing his mind in a world where he had no voice. When you spend months on end without a single soul acknowledging your presence, your own voice becomes the only proof that you haven't entirely dissolved into nothingness.
Eventually, the habit evolved from a survival tactic into his primary source of entertainment. Since no one else was ever going to converse with him, he might as well be his own sounding board. He had essentially become a one man audience to the daily drama of the Bureau. He'd offer sarcastic, muttered commentary on poorly written field reports, criticize the tactical entry plans of overeager SWAT teams, and make dry, witty jokes that absolutely no one would ever hear or laugh at. It was a lonely, hollow way to live, but to Leon, keeping up a steady stream of internal and external dialogue was far better than fading away entirely into the dark void of nothingness. It kept him grounded. It kept him… Himself.
His eyes swept over the busy, chaotic bullpen, past the humming copiers and ringing phones, until they landed directly on you.
He’d seen you around the office before, of course. You were a permanent fixture in the bioterrorism division, usually completely buried behind a literal fortress of physical paperwork that looked entirely too heavy for your small desk. He had passed by your cubicle a few times over the past several months, occasionally lingering for a second or two to observe the sheer, radiating exhaustion weighing down your shoulders.
He knew from observation that you were meticulous. He knew you took the horrific details of the job straight to heart, and he could see it in the slight, troubled tightening of your jaw whenever you reviewed autopsy photographs from bioweapon attacks. It was a specific look he knew intimately. It was the look of someone who still cared about the victims, someone who hadn't let the cold bureaucracy of the Bureau turn their heart to stone yet. In a building full of people who viewed casualties as simple statistics on a spreadsheet, you actually looked at the faces in the photos. He respected that. More than you would ever know.
Though today, as he drifted past the fabric divider of your cubicle, something on your screen caught his eye. Leon leaned over your shoulder, his translucent form hovering just inches from your back, his face close enough that a living man would have felt the chill of his presence. He fully expected to see the usual dry financial data, boring shipping manifests, or routine tax audits.
Instead, his ghostly blue eyes widened slightly in absolute shock as he read the bold, stark text blinking on your monitor:
Lansiang, China
2013
Leon’s breath caught, or rather, the phantom memory of a physical breath caught sharply in his chest. His gaze flicked rapidly down your page, taking in the heavy black redaction bars, the chopped-up operational timelines, and the name Derek Simmons. A sudden, heavy wave of intense nostalgia and deeply buried, unresolved tension coiled tightly in his gut. It was his case. His death. The final curtain call of his living life, laid out on a monitor in a cramped FBI cubicle five years later.
"Well, sweetheart," Leon murmured softly, a bittersweet, melancholic smile touching his lips as he watched you let out a heavy huff and rub your tired eyes. "I hate to break it to you, but you're actively digging up a grave that the government spent millions of dollars pouring solid concrete over."
He watched intently as your fingers flew across the keyboard, carefully organizing scattered files into a cohesive digital timeline, completely unaware of the legendary ghost currently haunting your workspace. He watched the subtle play of frustration across your face, the way your eyebrows knit together in sheer, stubborn determination. Everyone else in this building was actively telling you to let it go. They were telling you to stop chasing a dead man's case.
And yet, here you were, completely refusing to back down.
"You're stubborn, I'll give you that," Leon said softly, a genuine spark of warmth flickering in his chest for the first time in five long years. It wasn't just a fleeting feeling, but instead, it felt like a tiny ember being struck in the dark.
He watched you grab a stray sticky notepad, quickly scribbling down a physical reminder to check the old fourth floor archives later that evening. A slow, boyish smirk gradually spread across Leon’s handsome face. The archive room. The exact same cold, creepy room he had just used to terrify Agent Collins the night before.
"Looks like I've officially got a date in the storage room tonight," Leon chuckled quietly to himself, running a spectral hand through his perpetually messy blonde hair as he stood up from your desk. He watched you take another determined, deep gulp of your lukewarm coffee, a newfound sense of excitement buzzing through his spirit. "Don't keep me waiting, Agent. Let's see just how good your investigative skills really are."
—
The thick, heavy silence of the fourth-floor archive room was broken only by the low, hypnotic hum of the flickering fluorescent lights overhead. Tucked away at the very end of a labyrinth of windowless concrete hallways, the room was a miserable excuse for a workspace. You stepped further into the aisle, immediately shivering as the ambient temperature plummeted. It smelled faintly of damp dust, deteriorating cardboard, old ink, and decades of forgotten, stagnant bureaucracy.
Just as Agent Collins had aggressively complained over his breakfast earlier that morning, the room was absolutely freezing. You pulled the edges of your cardigan tighter around your shoulders, your eyes scanning the imposing metal rows. Your sole focus was finding those files. Everyone above had told you to drop it, but the nagging discrepancies in the Lanshiang timeline had brought you down here, entirely determined to unearth whatever the Bureau had tried to bury.
Leon sat cross-legged atop one of the rusted metal shelving units, his translucent back resting casually against a heavy stack of unfiled federal tax records from the late nineties. He leaned his chin lazily in his hand, his piercing blue eyes tracking your every move with a mixture of quiet amusement and intense curiosity as you navigated the narrow, shadowy aisles below.
"I told you so, sweetheart," Leon murmured, a dry, spectral chuckle slipping from his lips. He ran a hand through his messy blonde hair, watching you visibly shudder against the chill. "Should’ve listened to Collins. The drafts down here are brutal. Though, I guess you wouldn't be an FBI agent if you actually listened to warnings."
He had been following you ever since you left your cubicle on the upper floor. For a ghost who had spent the last five years drowning in a sea of absolute, mind-numbing boredom, a stubborn analyst digging into the exact events that defined his life, and apparently, his mysterious death, was the most exciting thing to happen in half a decade.
Leon leaned his upper body forward, hovering precariously over the edge of the high metal shelf as you finally stopped in front of the section marked:
2013 - International Incidents
Tilting your head back, you squinted at the high shelves, your breath pluming faintly like a cloud of white vapor in the freezing closet air.
Leon leaned his upper body forward, hovering precariously over the edge of the high metal shelf as your eyes scanned the faded, handwritten labels until they locked onto a heavily taped, dusty cardboard box wedged tightly onto the very top shelf.
Lanshiang: Sub-Outbreak Data
Leon’s casual, teasing demeanor faltered for a split second. A sudden, heavy shadow crossed his handsome features. One of the unique, bizarre perks of his specific ghostly condition was that his spirit maintained the exact physical age he had been when he died, which was 36. Even though five long years had passed since his disappearance, meaning he technically should have been 41 by now, his reflectionless form remained frozen in the prime of his mid-thirties.
Lanshiang.
Even as a spirit, the mere mention of that name sent a profound, phantom chill straight down his spine. He looked from the box down to you, watching you push yourself up onto the very tips of your toes, stretching your arms as high as they could possibly go. Your fingertips barely brushed the rough, dusty edge of the cardboard.
You let out a frustrated huff, straining your muscles as you reached. You hated how poorly designed these old storage rooms were. Why did the most important files always have to be placed out of arm's reach?
"You're a little short for this ride, aren't you?" Leon teased, a familiar boyish smirk returning to his face as he shifted his weight, effortlessly floating down from the top of the unit to hover right beside you in the cramped aisle. He crossed his arms over his chest, tilting his head as he watched you struggle. "Come on, Agent. You're with the Bureau. Use some tactical ingenuity. Grab a chair. Or, you know, just keep stretching. From where I'm standing, it’s highly entertaining."
You couldn't hear his jokes, but you could certainly feel the frustration building in your chest. Deciding you had stretched enough, you firmly hooked your fingers around the bottom edge of the container and gave the stuck box a hard, determined yank.
Leon’s eyes widened instantly because from his elevated vantage point, he saw what your limited perspective couldn't. There was a sharp, rogue piece of rusted shelving wire that was caught firmly on the bottom seam of the cardboard. As you pulled with all your weight, the wire didn't just slide out, instead it snapped violently, pitching the heavy, thirty pound box of forgotten history straight off the edge of the top shelf.
"Whoa—hey, watch out!" Leon yelled instinctively. Driven by pure muscle memory from his years in the field, he reached out with both hands to catch the falling weight. But his fingers slid straight through the cardboard like cold smoke passing through a screen door. Even after five years as a ghost, he still occasionally struggled to interact with physical objects when caught completely off guard, requiring a deep level of concentration he simply didn't have time to muster in a split second.
There was a sharp rush of displaced air, a flash of wide-eyed panic as you looked up and realized too late that the box was free-falling directly toward your face, and then—BONK.
The heavy archive box collided squarely with the center of your forehead. The sheer force of the blunt impact knocked you completely off balance, instantly driving the breath from your lungs in a sharp gasp. Your shoes skidded uselessly on the slick linoleum floor, your arms flailed blindly in the air, and your world tilted violently sideways before your back met the hard ground with a breath-knocking, echoing thud.
The box crashed down right next to your head, exploding open upon impact and scattering classified folders, typed reports, and redacted crime scene photographs across the floor.
Leon froze in mid-air, his hands still extended where he had tried to catch the box. He stared down at your motionless form, his jaw dropping in horror. "Oh, great. Fantastic," he muttered frantically, floating down until he was hovering a mere six inches above your face. "Five years of absolutely nothing, and the second I find someone interesting, I end up killing them with a box of outbreak data. Come on, don't be dead. Wake up, please. I really don’t want to meet your ghost if that’s how this works."
You lay perfectly still for a long, agonizing minute. Your eyes were tightly shut as a blinding flash of white-hot pain throbbed behind your eyelids. Your head felt like it had been cracked open like an egg, and a dull, rhythmic ringing echoed loudly in your ears. Bringing a trembling hand up to your face, you winced as your fingers brushed against the center of your brow. A prominent red mark was already developing across your forehead where the box had struck, the clear beginning of a nasty bruise and a sizable bump.
But as the darkness swirling at the edges of your vision slowly began to recede, you realized the ringing in your ears wasn't a ringing at all.
It was a voice. A frantic, deeply masculine, and incredibly panicked voice that was far too loud to be coming from outside the room.
"Hey—hey, come on, stay with me, Agent," Leon was saying, his face twisted in genuine worry as he frantically waved his hands over your face, trying to create a draft or some kind of physical sensation to wake you up. "Please don't make me the reason an analyst gets a Darwin Award. I survived Raccoon City, the corporate greed of Umbrella, and the global collapse of Neo-Umbrella. I am not having 'involuntary manslaughter via paperwork' on my permanent afterlife record."
Your eyelids fluttered open, your vision blurry and swimming with sharp spots of light. You blinked once, then twice, trying to clear the haze.
As the room slowly came into focus, the breath caught completely in your throat.
Sitting right on his knees beside you, hovering over your fallen form with wide, panicked blue eyes, was a man. He had messy blonde hair parted down the middle, a sharp jawline, and wore a dark jacket. But he wasn't solid. The concrete floor and the scattered white papers were faintly visible right through his chest, his entire form casting a soft, ethereal glow in the dim aisle.
You scrambled backward in sheer shock, your back hitting the bottom shelf of the opposite row as you stared at him, your hand clutching your throbbing forehead.
Leon froze, his frantic pacing coming to a dead halt as he realized your eyes weren't looking through him anymore. They were locked onto his face. He blinked, slowly pointing a finger at his own chest.
"Wait," Leon stammered, his jaw dropping as a stunned, disbelieving laugh bubbled up from his chest. "Can you... can you actually see me right now?"
Leon, completely accustomed to being ignored by the living, kept right on rambling, his eyes scanning your face for signs of a severe concussion.
"Can you hear me? Look at my fingers—well, don't look at my fingers, they're kind of see-through right now, but just give me a sign you're alive so I can stop panicking. Because honestly, I don't think my heart can take this, which is ironic because I don't even have a—"
Slowly, painfully, you raised a trembling hand. Your muscles felt heavy, entirely unresponsive, but you managed to lift a single, shaking index finger, pointing it directly at his nose. Your breath stuttered in your throat as your mind violently tried to reject the reality of what your eyes were registering.
"...L-Leon... Scott… Kennedy...?"
Your voice cracked, barely a whisper, trembling as you stated his full, heavily classified government name.
Leon froze mid-sentence. His jaw went slack. He blinked once. Twice. He looked down at your pointing finger, then looked directly behind him to see if there was somehow another ghost standing in the narrow, freezing aisle, and then looked back down at you. His eyes blew wide open with absolute, staggering shock.
"Wait," Leon breathed, his deep voice cracking slightly as he pointed a finger back at his own chest, his entire posture stiffening. "You... Can you see me?"
For a solid, agonizing three seconds, the archive room fell into a dead silence. The only sound was the low, rhythmic buzz of the overhead fluorescent lights. Your heart was hammering against your ribs so violently you were certain it was going to burst. You couldn't take your eyes off him. Up close, you could see the way his form softly blurred at the edges, a faint, unnatural shimmer outlining his frame. Leon stared at your pointing finger, his translucent face frozen in an expression of sheer, unadulterated disbelief.
Then, the reality of what was happening finally crashed through his brain.
"Oh my God," Leon whispered, his eyes widening to the size of saucers. A frantic, stunned energy took over his features. "You can see me."
Your brain, already severely compromised by the thirty pound box of data that had just scrambled your gray matter, short-circuited entirely. A dead man, a literal national hero who had been formally declared KIA five years ago, was currently floating six inches above your face, staring at you like you were an absolute anomaly. Panic surged through your veins like a shot of pure adrenaline, cold and paralyzing. This was impossible. It was a hallucination. Maybe you were having a brain hemorrhage from the impact.
The sheer absurdity and terror of the moment finally broke through your physical paralysis.
"GHOST! AHHHHHH!" you shrieked.
The scream tore from your throat, loud and piercing enough to wake the dead, which, technically, it already had. Scrambling backward like a terrified crab, your shoes skidded wildly against the linoleum as you tried to put as much physical distance between yourself and the hovering apparition as humanly possible. Your limbs flailed, kicking up a storm of scattered papers and classified reports as you desperately retreated down the narrow aisle.
Leon, startled by the sheer, ear-splitting volume of your voice, jumped backward in mid-air, letting out a distinctly unheroic yelp of his own.
"Whoa! Hey! Stop screaming! Shut up, shut up, you're gonna bring the whole damn night shift down here!"
He frantically waved his hands in a downward motion, dropping down to his knees on the floor, or rather, hovering a millimeter above it, as he desperately tried to quiet you down. His hands were shaking, a look of pure, chaotic panic taking over his handsome face as he looked toward the heavy archive door, terrified your screams would echo down the concrete hallway.
"Get away from me!" you yelled, your back hitting the base of the opposite metal shelving unit with a hard, metallic rattle that vibrated through your spine.
You were trapped. The aisle was too narrow, and he was blocking your only clear path to the door. Panicking, your hand swung out blindly, searching for a weapon, a shield, just anything to defend yourself against the specter. Your open palm collided squarely with the center of his chest.
You expected your hand to pass right through him like cold fog. Instead, your palm hit something solid. It felt like striking a wall of dense, sculpted ice. A massive shockwave of freezing, static electricity shot straight up your arm, instantly making your hand go completely numb and causing your teeth to chatter violently. The coldness radiated into your chest, stealing the air straight from your lungs.
Leon froze instantly, his eyes dropping down to look at your hand. You froze right along with him, your fingers trembling against his jacket, the sensory overload making your head spin.
"What the..." Leon breathed, his voice barely a whisper. His jaw went slack as he stared at your hand firmly pressed against the center of his spectral leather jacket. He looked up at you, his blue eyes wide, completely overwhelmed by a mixture of shock and a sudden, terrifying amusement. "Did you... did you just touch me?"
"You're solid!" you gasped, quickly pulling your hand back as if you had just touched a burning stove. You aggressively rubbed your freezing, tingling palm against your cardigan, trying to chase away the numbing chill. "Why are you solid?! Are you a zombie?! Oh my God, I got bit by some mutating bug in the breakroom, didn't I? I'm turning!"
"I'm not a zombie! Look at my skin, do I look like a zombie to you?!" Leon shot back, his voice rising in pitch as he held his hands out defensively, gesturing to his perfectly intact, albeit glowing, face.
He looked like he was absolutely losing his mind, his usual cool, calculated secret-agent composure completely disintegrating into frantic chaos. For five years, he had been a ghost, a phantom who couldn't interact with a single living thing. And now, an overworked analyst was shoving him like he was a physical nuisance.
"And I'm not solid!" Leon continued, pacing back and forth in a tight circle, his feet hovering just above the floor. "I haven't been able to pick up a coffee mug in five years! I spent an hour last night just trying to move a box an inch to mess with Collins, and you just shoved me! With force!"
"You're Leon Kennedy! You're dead!" you yelled, pressing yourself as hard as you could against the metal shelving, your eyes darting frantically toward the exit door, calculating how fast you could run if you bolted. "There was a whole federal memorial service! I literally just read your redacted file! Am I dead? Did the box kill me? Is this the afterlife?!"
You blurted the questions out in pure, unadulterated panic, your hands flying up to touch your head where the box had bonked you, then down to touch your arms and torso to check if you were still a flesh-and-blood human or if you had joined him in the great beyond.
"I don't know! I don't know how any of this works!" Leon yelled back, throwing his hands in the air, his tone entirely frantic yet carrying a breathless, disbelieving laugh. He was losing his composure, but there was a spark of wild, desperate excitement in his eyes that he couldn't hide. "I've been wandering around this building and anywhere I could for half a decade talking to myself, and suddenly an overworked analyst gets bonked on the head by a thirty-pound box and starts using my full ass government name!"
"Don't yell at me, I have a concussion!" you shouted, clutching your throbbing forehead, where a prominent, angry red bump was officially making its debut.
"You're the one who started yelling!" Leon countered loudly.
But he immediately winced, his frantic expression softening into a look of guilty panic as he saw you wince and double over slightly in pain. The sharp volume of the shouting match was making the throbbing in your skull tenfold worse. Leon instinctively reached out to help, his hands hovering uncertainly just above your shoulders, looking completely torn between wanting to comfort you and being terrified that touching you again might trigger another static shock.
"Look, just... take a breath," Leon said, his voice dropping into a lower, calmer register, though it still vibrated with residual adrenaline. "Don't pass out again. Please. I don't know if my afterlife ego can handle another round of this."
You took a ragged, trembling breath, forcing yourself to stare directly at him. Your chest heaved as you tried to ground yourself. Up close, the translucency was undeniable. You could clearly see the blurred labels of the archive boxes right through his torso, yet the sharp lines of his face, the striking blue of his eyes, and the sheer, chaotic emotion radiating off him felt entirely too real to be a hallucination.
The archive room was completely soundproofed, tucked away in an isolated corner of the fourth floor where only the occasional night-shift agent lingered for overtime. No alarms were blaring. No coworkers had burst through the door to find you screaming at thin air.
It was just you and a very panicked, very dead, highly respected agent.
"This isn't happening," you muttered, closing your eyes tightly and squeezing your temples, trying to block out the impossible sight. "I'm asleep. I fell asleep at my desk because I've been working fourteen-hour days, and my brain is punishing me with a highly specific, historically accurate fever dream."
"Hey."
Leon's voice was much quieter now, carrying a strange, hollow sort of weight that resonated deep in your chest.
You opened your eyes. He had shifted, sitting cross-legged on the cold linoleum floor a few feet away from you, deliberately giving you your space so you wouldn't feel cornered. He looked down at his own hands, flipping them over back and forth, flexing his fingers as if he were seeing them for the first time in years.
"I wish it was a dream, sweetheart," Leon said, a self-deprecating, tired smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he looked back up at you. "But unless we're sharing the exact same delusion... I think you're stuck with me."
You sat there on the cold floor for what felt like an eternity, your knees pulled up tightly to your chest as you slowly waited for your heart rate to return to something resembling a normal rhythm. The initial, blind terror was beginning to recede, leaving behind a heavy, numbing exhaustion. Your head was throbbing violently, a sharp, localized spike of pain pulsing right where the cardboard box had made contact.
Leon remained right where he was, sitting cross-legged a few feet away. His initial panic had entirely faded, replaced by an intense, captivated curiosity. He watched you with an alertness that made you incredibly self-conscious, his blue eyes tracking every blink, every breath you took. For a man who had been starved of human connection for five years, you were the center of his universe right now.
"Man, that is going to be a nasty one," Leon suddenly remarked, breaking the heavy silence. A small, teasing smirk played on his lips as he pointed toward your face, his old, relaxed wit beginning to resurface now that the crisis had passed. "You've got a pretty impressive knot forming right in the middle of your forehead. It’s turning a lovely shade of purple already."
You glared at him, wincing as you lightly tapped the swelling skin with your fingertips. "Glad my physical trauma is amusing to you, Kennedy."
"Hey, I offered to catch it. Not my fault my hands currently have the consistency of morning fog," he joked, though his smile faded a bit, replaced by a look of genuine concern. He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, his eyes softening. "Seriously though... Are you okay? No blurry vision? Besides seeing dead people, I mean."
"My head feels like it was hit by a truck, but otherwise, I think I'm intact," you muttered, letting out a long, exhausted sigh.
You looked around at the scattered papers on the floor, the top-secret files on Lanshiang that had caused this entire mess, then back at the translucent man sitting across from you. The absurdity of the situation hit you all over again, but the investigator in you was slowly pushing past the fear.
"Alright. Let's talk," you said, trying to summon whatever professional dignity you had left while sitting on a dirty floor. "Because right now, absolutely nothing about this scene makes logical sense. What exactly is this? Why are you here?"
Leon let out a dry, humorless chuckle, running a hand through his messy blonde hair. "If you're looking for an official government briefing, I'm afraid I'm entirely out of the loop. I know I'm dead. I've known for five years. But as for why or how? Your guess is as good as mine."
"You don't know how you died?" you asked, your brow furrowing despite the sharp sting of the bruise.
"Nope." Leon shook his head, his expression turning distant and deeply thoughtful, a flash of old, serious agent crossing his features before it settled back into a melancholic calm. "One minute I was on a classified follow-up operation after China, tracking down some loose ends, and the next... I woke up in my old apartment. I thought I'd just had a really bad nightmare, so I got up and tried to go to work. But when I got to the office, nobody looked at me. Nobody said good morning. My handler, Hunnigan, walked right through my chest to grab a file, and that’s when the horror movie logic finally clicked."
He gave a small, helpless shrug, the movement strangely fluid for a man who didn't technically exist anymore. "I even attended my own memorial service a few weeks later. Empty casket, obviously, since they never recovered my body. So... For five years, I've been roaming these halls, watching everyone move on, completely invisible. Nobody has seen me… Nobody has heard me…And absolutely nobody has been able to touch me."
You listened quietly, the lingering annoyance from his previous teasing completely melting away into a profound, aching sense of empathy. To be trapped in a state of limbo for five long years, watching the world carry on around you while you remain entirely isolated in a frozen, eternal silence... It sounded like an absolute living hell. You couldn't even begin to comprehend the sheer strength it took to keep from entirely shattering under that kind of loneliness.
"I shoved you earlier, though..." you said softly, your voice barely carrying in the quiet room as you looked down at your own hands. "And it felt solid. Like ice, but completely solid."
"Yeah," Leon murmured, his solemn eyes locking onto yours, a sudden, heavy seriousness taking over his features. "That shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't be able to interact with people. Physical objects like paper or a box, sure, if I focus hard enough. But people? Never. It’s a hard rule. Or at least, I thought it was until a minute ago."
Driven by a sudden wave of curiosity that completely overrode your remaining fear, you slowly shifted forward on the floor, closing the distance between the two of you until you were sitting just inches apart. Leon watched your every movement intently, his body tensing slightly, his gaze dropping as you slowly reached your hand out toward him, palm up, offering an open invitation.
"Can I...?" you trailed off, leaving the question hanging in the air, your heart fluttering with a nervous anticipation.
Leon looked down at your hand, then up at your face, swallowing hard. The playful, confident agent was gone, replaced by someone entirely vulnerable, almost terrified of what might happen next. "Go ahead. Let's see if it was a total fluke."
Slowly, deliberately, you lowered your hand onto his.
The moment your fingers brushed against his, a soft gasp escaped your lips. Your hand didn't slide through him like morning mist. Instead, your fingers curled smoothly around his palm, and his translucent fingers instinctively closed tightly around yours. The sensory contrast was staggering. To you, holding his hand felt like holding a firmly sculpted piece of solid ice. It was freezing, a numbing and deep cold that sent a sharp shiver straight up your spine, but there was an undeniable, grounding firmness to his grip. He felt real.
But for Leon? The reaction was instantaneous, violent, and utterly overwhelming.
The exact second your warm skin made direct contact with his, Leon's breath hitched sharply, his entire body flinching as if a massive jolt of pure electricity had just been shot straight through his spiritual form. His eyes blew wide open, staring down at your intertwined hands in absolute, staggering shock.
For five years, his entire existence had been entirely numb. Cold. Boring. A monotonous, lonely blur of gray where nothing could reach him and he could reach nothing. He hadn't felt the brush of a shoulder, the warmth of the sun, or the comfort of another person's touch since the day he died. But the moment your hand clasped around his, a rush of blinding, radiant warmth flooded through his spectral veins. It felt like standing under a blazing sun after an eternity in the absolute dark. It was warm, so incredibly warm and alive, and it instantly shattered the crushing, heavy isolation he had carried for half a decade.
Leon's chest rose and fell in a heavy, ragged phantom breath. His jaw tightened, the muscles working furiously as a wave of intense, raw emotion washed over his face. His eyes shimmered with a sudden, breathless intensity. He didn't pull away. If anything, his grip tightened, his fingers locking firmly between yours, squeezing with a desperate strength as if he were utterly terrified that if he let go for even a fraction of a second, he would slide right back into the freezing, empty dark.
"You're..." Leon's voice cracked completely, a raw, vulnerable sound that tore through the quiet storage room and vibrated right in your chest. He looked up from your hands, his eyes searching yours with a wild, pleading focus. "You're so warm."
You stared at him, feeling the solid, freezing weight of his hand in yours, realizing in that exact moment that whatever was happening between you and the ghost of Leon S. Kennedy... your life was never going to be the same again. The boundary between the living and the dead had just blurred in the palm of your hand.
Slowly, you let out a soft chuckle at his breathless comment, the sheer absurdity of the moment finally overriding your residual panic and easing the heavy tension in the air. "Well, you're absolutely freezing," you countered teasingly, your voice still a bit breathless from the shock.
A genuine, amused chuckle rumbled deep in Leon's chest, the sound rich and warm despite the icy temperature of his skin. Without breaking eye contact, he slowly rose to his feet, his fingers still firmly laced through yours. With a gentle, deliberate tug, he anchored his energy and helped you pull yourself up off the slick linoleum floor.
"Thank you..." you murmured as you stood, swaying just a fraction as your center of gravity shifted. Thankfully, the intense dizziness from earlier had mostly subsided, leaving behind a dull, rhythmic throbbing centered right at the angry red bump on your forehead.
You looked down at your intertwined hands, realizing you were still casually holding onto a ghost, and cleared your throat slightly, a bit flustered. "By the way... I should probably introduce myself. I'm—"
"Sweetheart, I know who you are," Leon interrupted, his signature smirk returning full force as he finally let your hand slip from his grip, though his fingers lingered against yours for a fraction of a second, trailing over your skin as if he were loath to lose the warmth. He crossed his arms, leaning his translucent shoulder casually against the metal shelving unit. "I was hovering right at your desk earlier today while you were trying to make sense of all those black marker bars on your monitor."
Your eyes widened slightly, a sudden flush of embarrassment hitting your cheeks. "You were watching me?"
"Hey, don't make it sound creepy. I was supervising," he defended smoothly, flashing a playful, boyish wink that made him look entirely alive for a split second. "Besides, you're the only agent in this entire division currently chasing a five-year-old ghost story. Can you blame me for being a little curious?"
You rubbed the back of your neck, a sheepish smile tugging at your lips before the reality of your situation crashed back into your mind. The investigative instinct that had brought you down to this frozen archive room began to spark again. You looked down at the floor, where the contents of the Lanshiang box were still completely scattered. Redacted crime scene photos, chopped-up timelines, and classified transport manifests stared back at you.
"So..." you began, looking from the mess on the floor back up to the legendary DSO agent. "Where exactly do we go from here? Because officially, I am supposed to be solving a black-market viral smuggling case. But unofficially... I think I'm losing my mind."
Leon's playful demeanor softened, his blue eyes dropping to the scattered files before rising to meet your gaze with a newfound seriousness. The casual posture vanished, replaced by the sharp, calculating focus of a veteran operative.
"Maybe you aren't as crazy as you think," Leon said, his voice dropping to a low, gravelly register that sent a distinct shiver down your spine. He stepped closer, hovering just over your shoulder as his eyes scanned a specific page jutting out from the battered cardboard box. "What did you say the name of the official file on your desk was?"
"Operation: Broken Mirror," you answered, shifting slightly so he could get a better look, still trying to adapt to the bizarre reality of a ghost reading over your shoulder. "It’s a massive web of untraceable transactions and degraded C-Virus samples moving through East Asia. No central supplier, no paper trail. Just a bunch of dead ends that somehow loop back to Lanshiang in 2013."
Leon went entirely still, the faint luminescence of his form flickering ever so slightly against the dim lighting of the aisle. He stared intently at the unredacted header on the document—it was a comprehensive list of seized cargo ship manifests from a port in Macau.
"I remember that name," Leon murmured, a sudden, heavy shadow crossing his handsome features. He rubbed the back of his neck, his brow furrowing in deep frustration as he tried to claw back memories that felt just out of reach. "Broken Mirror. Right before things went dark for me five years ago, the DSO was picking up chatter about an off-the-books operation under that exact code name. I was sent to track down a rogue courier network trying to salvage what was left of Neo-Umbrella's research."
You blinked, the breath catching in your throat as the puzzle pieces you had been desperately fighting with for weeks suddenly threatened to connect. Your mind raced through the implications. "Are you saying your last mission was directly tied to the case on my desk?"
"I think so," Leon admitted, looking down at his own translucent hands with a bitter, self-deprecating smile. "The memories are hazy—like looking through a scratched lens. I don't remember how the mission ended. I don't remember getting hurt, or who was there, or how I ended up as a wandering ghost. But if your case is picking up the trail of the same people I was hunting... then the answers to what happened to me are buried somewhere in your paperwork."
He looked back at you, the heavy shadow lifting just enough to let a faint, determined smirk touch his lips. For the first time in five years, he wasn't just a passive spectator. He had a purpose again. "Looks like my unfinished business just walked right into my closet. You have the clearance and the physical hands to dig through the bureaucracy, and I have the first-hand tactical knowledge of what actually happened in 2013. You help me figure out how I ended up like this, and I'll help you break this case wide open."
You let out a long breath, looking at the handsome, translucent man who had just completely upended your entire perception of reality. The case on your desk wasn't just a routine smuggling investigation anymore. It was a lifeline for a man trapped between worlds, a chance to finally give a fallen hero the closure he deserved.
"A partnership with a ghost," you muttered, a small, wry smile forming on your lips as you looked down at the mess on the floor. "The Bureau definitely didn't cover this in training."
"Hey," Leon chuckled, stepping back into your line of sight with an appreciative glint in his eyes. "We're the perfect team. You do the paperwork, and I'll make sure nobody sneaks up on you. Deal?" He says with an raised eyebrow along with a proud smirk.
"Alright, Kennedy," you sighed, a breathless laugh escaping your lips as you stepped forward to carefully gather the scattered papers. Your fingers brushed against the smooth, classified manifests and redacted crime scene photos, sliding them back into the archive box with methodical care.
"First rule of our new partnership… When we're out in the bullpen, you cannot talk to me. My coworkers already think I'm losing my mind from working overtime.” She sighs while letting out a chuckle while lightly shaking her head, “I don't need them thinking I'm actively arguing with the air."
Leon let out a soft laugh, a rich, genuine sound that seemed to lack the physical resonance of a living voice but carried an unmistakable warmth. His boots hovered just a millimeter above the linoleum floor, completely weightless, as he watched you lift the heavy, battered box back into your arms.
"Fair enough, sweetheart. I can play nice," he chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners with an easy, boyish charm that felt entirely out of place in the dark, dusty basement. "But I'm warning you... your division's taste in breakroom coffee is an absolute crime against humanity, and I will be complaining about it on the ride home."
"Ride home?! You're coming home with me?!"
Your voice cracked slightly, the sharp exclamation echoing a bit too loudly against the enclosed concrete walls of the archive room. Panic flaring, you quickly clamped your free hand over your mouth, casting a wide-eyed glance toward the heavy metal door. You half-expected a security guard or an aggressive Agent Collins to burst in, demanding to know who you were shouting at.
Leon didn't even flinch. Instead, he leaned back against the shelving unit, locking his hands behind his head in a relaxed, effortless posture that completely defied the laws of gravity. "Well, unless you're planning on setting up a sleeping bag right here between the nineties tax records and the biochemical disaster reports, then yeah. I'm tagging along. I don't exactly have a lot of options, sweetheart."
"What do you mean you don't have options?" you whispered aggressively, lowering your hand but keeping your voice down to a sharp, frantic hiss. "You're a ghost! Can't you just... disappear? Go to a luxury hotel? Haunt a beach resort?"
Leon let out a dry, amused chuckle, shaking his head as a fleeting look of melancholy passed over his handsome features. "I wish ghost mechanics worked like that, but unfortunately, the afterlife bureaucracy is just as rigid as the federal government's. First off, I don't have a house anymore. The second the Bureau officially filed my KIA paperwork five years ago, the government moved in. All my assets, my bank accounts, my properties—all completely seized and liquidated. I'm broke in both life and death."
You stared at him, your brain violently trying to process the absolute absurdity of a legendary secret agent complaining about his frozen credit score. The stark, cold reality of his situation was beginning to set in. "So... where exactly have you been staying for the last five years?"
"Honestly? I move around," Leon said, shifting his weight as he floated a fraction of an inch higher off the ground, his boots drifting lazily over the scattered dust motes. "Most nights, I crash in my old handler's office. Hunnigan stays up so late doing paperwork that the background noise of her typing is actually kind of comforting. Or I'll just find an empty couch here in the FBI building. It’s a thrilling existence, really."
"Wait, you sleep?" you asked, your eyebrows furrowing in deep confusion as your eyes scanned his translucent form. "You don't have a metabolism. You don't get physically tired. Why on earth do you need to sleep?"
"Look, I told you, ghost mechanics are weird," Leon defended, throwing his hands up with a boyish, defensive grin. "Do I need to sleep? Mechanically? Probably not. But turns out, when you’ve spent your entire adult life running from biological weapons and survival situations, your brain builds up a pretty strong habit of napping whenever there's a quiet moment. It's more of a psychological comfort thing. It passes the time when the rest of the world goes dark and quiet."
You looked down at the heavy, battered archive box cradled securely in your arms, then back up at the translucent, homeless legend leaning casually against the metal shelf. A strange, completely irrational wave of protectiveness washed over you. Leaving a national hero to spend his eternity sleeping on squeaky leather couches in a lonely government building or on the hard floor of a dark archive room just felt inherently, deeply wrong.
"Alright," you sighed, finally giving in to the absolute madness of the situation. "Fine. You can stay at my place. I have a couch. It's not exactly a five-star hotel, but it doesn't smell like damp dust and old ink."
Leon’s eyes blinked open a little wider, a genuine, soft look of surprise breaking through his casual, playful facade. The snark vanished for a brief second, leaving him looking intensely human. "Seriously? You're offering a ghost your couch?"
"Don't make me regret it, Kennedy," you warned, though a small, genuine smile finally tugged at the corner of your lips. "But we have a major tactical problem. We have to walk through a building filled with trained federal investigators. If I start talking to a man who isn't there, I'm going to end up in a psych evaluation before I even reach the parking garage."
"Way ahead of you, Agent," Leon said, pointing a finger at your cardigan pocket.
You blinked, reaching down into your pocket until your fingers brushed against the tangled, familiar plastic cord of your phone accessories. You pulled out a single white earbud.
"Put that in," Leon instructed, his signature smirk returning full force. "Put it in one ear. If anyone catches you talking, just pretend you're on a hands-free call with a very demanding, incredibly handsome boyfriend. It works every time. I've watched half the tech division use that exact excuse to talk to themselves."
You rolled your eyes playfully at him, untangling the cord and securely clicking the bud into your right ear. "You're entirely too comfortable with this and damn, Kennedy, you really have a big ass ego."
"Ouch…," he winced sarcastically, throwing his hand over his non-beating heart and throwing his head back as if that single comment had been the final, fatal blow to his existence. "Right in the afterlife pride."
With a deep, centering breath to steady your hammering nerves, you carried the heavy archive box to the threshold, using your elbow to push the heavy door open. The transition from the isolated, frozen archive room back into the concrete hallways felt instantly jarring. Leon followed closely behind, effortlessly gliding through the air beside you, his form casting absolutely no shadow on the stark, white walls.
You made your way up the elevator, the heavy cardboard box weighing down your arms, and walked back out onto the main bullpen floor. The night shift had fully taken over by now, the bright overhead fluorescent lights turned down to a dim, muted glow. Only a few scattered desks were illuminated by the harsh blue light of computer monitors, casting long shadows across the floor.
You walked straight to your cubicle, setting the heavy Lanshiang archive box down on the floor right beside your desk, wedging it safely beneath the fabric divider so it would be ready for tomorrow's deep dive.
"Nice place you got here," Leon commented, casually leaning over your desk to inspect a small, slightly wilted succulent sitting next to your keyboard. He tried to tap one of the leaves, but his translucent finger passed right through the green flesh, leaving a faint, shimmering trail of frosty condensation behind on the desk. "A little bleak, but the paperwork fortress really pulls the room together."
"Shut it before I reconsider offering you the couch and make you sleep on the hardwood floor instead," you murmured under your breath, pretending to adjust the earbud wire near your jaw as you packed your laptop and notepad into your leather work bag.
"Fine, fine… I take that back," Leon chuckled, stepping back and crossing his arms as he watched you throw the heavy bag over your shoulder.
You began the long walk toward the elevators, your heart hammering frantically against your ribs. It was an incredibly bizarre, dizzying sensation. As you walked down the central aisle of the bullpen, you passed Agent Sanchez, who was intensely typing away at a late-night report. Leon casually strolled right past her desk, pausing to playfully wave his hand directly in front of her face. Sanchez didn't even blink. She just reached blindly for her coffee mug, completely unaware that a piece of living history had just passed within inches of her computer.
Your stomach did a weird, nervous flip. It was one thing to know Leon was a ghost in the absolute isolation of the basement, but seeing the absolute, total disconnect between him and the rest of the world out in the open was deeply surreal. Nobody could see him. Nobody could hear the slight, gravelly tone of his voice. To the entire world, he was completely gone. Obliterated from existence.
Except to you.
"Keep moving, sweetheart. You're staring," Leon reminded you softly. His voice echoed clearly perfectly audible in your free left ear as he began walking backward in front of you, fluidly navigating the layout of the desks without ever looking behind him, guiding you toward the elevator doors.
You quickly tore your eyes away from him, forcing your gaze straight ahead as the elevator doors opened and carried the two of you down to the main lobby.
The ground floor was quiet, the massive marble lobby echoing with the distant, muffled hum of the city streets outside. At the front desk, a veteran security guard named Marcus sat behind the bulletproof glass, a small television humming quietly in the corner of his station, casting a warm glow over his logbook.
As you approached the security turnstiles, a heavy wave of self-consciousness hit you. You reached out, sliding your federal ID badge across the electronic scanner. Beep.
"Heading out for the night, Agent?" Marcus asked, looking up from his logbook with a tired, friendly smile.
"Yes, sir," you said, forcing a normal, professional, and entirely calm tone into your voice while your fingers tightly gripped the leather strap of your bag. "Just finishing up some loose ends from the afternoon."
"Get some rest. You look beat," Marcus replied kindly, hitting the release button and waving you through.
"Goodnight, Marcus," you said.
Right as you stepped through the turnstile, Leon casually leaned over the security barrier, looking directly at the older guard. "Goodnight, Marcus. Take it easy on the night shift," Leon said, his tone incredibly natural, his expression soft, as if he fully expected the man to look up and answer him.
Marcus didn't move. He didn't even twitch. He just looked right through Leon's translucent torso, his eyes tracking you as you walked toward the heavy glass exit doors.
A heavy, aching feeling settled deep in your chest. It was so incredibly jarring—the sudden, crushing realization that you were walking alongside a man who had given absolutely everything to this country, yet he was completely dead to the very system he had sacrificed his life to protect. He was a phantom in his own home.
As the heavy glass doors hissed open and the cool, real-world evening air hit your face, you stepped out onto the concrete steps of the plaza. The city streets were alive with the distant sound of passing sirens, honking yellow cabs, and the steady, rhythmic hum of D.C. traffic.
Leon stepped out right beside you, shoving his hands deep into his jacket pockets as he paused on the top step. He looked up at the darkened sky, the brilliant neon city lights reflecting faintly in his ghostly, glowing blue eyes.
"You know," Leon said quietly, the teasing, sarcastic edge completely gone from his voice as he looked down the bustling street, a heavy tone of reverence taking over. "It’s been five years since I’ve actually left that building at night. I forgot how loud this city gets."
You adjusted your earbud, looking straight ahead as you began walking toward the parking garage a street down, but your heart felt strangely full, the fear completely gone.
"Well, Kennedy," you murmured softly into the open air, making sure it looked like you were speaking directly into your wired earbuds, "... Welcome back to the real world."
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The concrete structure of the parking garage was cavernous, casting deep, geometric shadows under the low-wattage yellow lights that buzzed overhead. The air here was vastly different from the stagnant dust of the fourth-floor archive room. Here, it tasted faintly of exhaust fumes, rubber, and the crisp evening breeze drifting in from the D.C. streets. Your footsteps echoed sharply against the oil-stained concrete, a stark contrast to Leon’s absolute, uncanny silence as he glided right in step with you.
You dug into your cardigan pocket, your fingers wrapping around your keys. With a quick press of the unlock button, your compact car chirped twice, its headlights slicing through the gloom of the dimly lit corner where you had parked.
As you approached the driver’s side, you automatically began to reach over to unlock the passenger door for your new, spectral hitchhiker. But before your hand could even touch the handle, you froze.
Leon didn’t even hesitate. With his hands still casually shoved deep into his jacket pockets, he strolled right up to the passenger side. Without reaching out, breaking stride, or opening the door, he simply stepped forward. His body fluidly dissolved through the solid steel panel and glass windows of the car, melting through the frame like a drop of ink in water.
A second later, he was sitting comfortably in the passenger seat, shifting his weight with an easy, practiced grace.
You stood outside the driver’s side door, your jaw dropping slightly as you stared at him through the windshield. It was one thing to see him floating in that cramped storage room just down the hall from your cubicle; it was another entirely to watch him effortlessly bypass a locked, solid vehicle door like it was nothing more than air.
"Are you just going to stand out there and catch flies, sweetheart, or are we actually going?" Leon’s voice drifted clearly through the glass, carrying that familiar, amused rasp.
You snapped out of your trance, quickly opening your door and sliding into the driver's seat. You twist your body towards the back, setting your heavy leather work bag on the floorboards of the backseats, you turn your head to openly gawk at him. "You just... went straight through the metal. No resistance at all?"
"Told you, ghost mechanics," Leon chuckled, leaning his head back against the headrest. He adjusted his position, crossing one leg over the other. "Though, I gotta admit, it's nice to sit in a vehicle again. Even if I'm not the one driving."
Your eyes dropped down to his lap, and then to the side of the seat. "Aren't you going to put on a seatbelt?"
Leon let out a rich, genuine laugh, turning his head to look at you with an incredibly amused smirk. He gestured to his translucent torso, where the dark texture of his leather jacket subtly blended with the fabric of your car seat. "What exactly do you think a seatbelt is going to do for me, Agent? If you hit a brick wall at sixty miles an hour, you're going to get a face full of the airbag, and I'm just going to gracefully drift through the dashboard like a bad smell. I think I'll risk it."
"Right. Logically, I know that," you muttered, a bit flustered as you slotted the key into the ignition and turned it. The engine roared to life, a steady, comforting vibration filling the small cabin. "It's just... a force of habit. I don't need my car aggressively beeping at me for the next twenty minutes because my passenger is a safety hazard."
You braced yourself, fully expecting the weight sensor in the passenger seat to trigger. In modern cars, even a heavy grocery bag could set off the relentless, high-pitched seatbelt warning chime. You waited for the familiar ding-ding-ding to start blaring through the dashboard.
The dashboard remained perfectly silent. The small digital display showed your fuel level, the time, and a completely clear passenger safety status.
You blinked, looking down at the empty, glowing space where a physical body should be pressing into the cushions. "Wow. It really doesn't detect you at all."
"See? Pure phantom. Zero footprint," Leon said proudly, leaning forward a bit to inspect your dashboard controls, though his hand hovered safely away from actually touching the buttons. "Your car thinks the seat is completely empty. No mass, no weight, no annoying alarms. Just a highly intelligent, incredibly charming co-pilot."
"Don't flatter yourself, Kennedy," you teased, shifting the car into reverse and looking over your shoulder to back out of the parking space. "You're less of a co-pilot and more of a supernatural stowaway. And remember the rules—once we get out on the road, if we stop at a red light, you can't be making any weird faces at the drivers next to us."
Leon let out a soft, delighted chuckle that seemed to vibrate pleasantly in the tight space of the car. "Hey, no promises. If someone is driving like an idiot in D.C. traffic, they deserve to be haunted a little bit."
As you guided the car down the concrete ramps of the garage and out onto the street, the drive quickly became fairly calming, as it typically was after a long day of work. You reached over and pressed play on the playlist on your phone, which was connected to the speakers of the car, filling the small cabin with some soft, mellow R&B music. The low, soothing bass immediately worked to dissolve the leftover adrenaline humming in your veins. After a long shift of staring at heavily redacted files and getting physically assaulted by a rogue box of data, the familiar, smooth melodies felt like a lifeline.
You kept your eyes firmly anchored to the road, but out of your peripheral vision, you can see Leon being surprisingly quiet. The restless, high-energy panic he had thrown around on the fourth floor had settled into a calm, almost reverent stillness. He had eased himself back against the passenger seat, casually propping his left elbow onto the small plastic ledge of the car window. He rested his jaw in his open palm, his fingers curling slightly against his cheek as he watched the city slip past, just enjoying the ride and admiring the brilliant city views.
Because his form was weightless, the bumps in the road didn't jar him the way they did you, instead, he simply swayed fluidly with the motion of the vehicle, completely at peace.
Through the glass, the vibrant neon storefronts, towering streetlights, and amber glows of passing vehicles sliced right through his torso, painting his pale, spectral frame in shifting hues of gold and deep blue. His glowing eyes followed the rhythm of the city, tracking a couple walking a dog on the sidewalk, watching a cab cut through traffic, lingering on the brightly lit canopy of a late-night diner.
It was just a 15-minute drive to your apartment complex, a route you usually drove in a mindless, exhausted blur. But tonight, seeing it reflected in the gaze of a man who hadn't seen the moonlit streets of D.C. from a moving vehicle in half a decade made the mundane commute feel entirely different.
"You have good taste," Leon murmured quietly, his deep, gravelly voice cutting through the soft vocals of the track playing through the speakers. He didn't turn his head away from the window, but a small, relaxed smile played at the corner of his lips. "It beats listening to the hum of the fourth-floor mainframe at two in the morning, that's for sure."
You glanced at him for a quick split second before looking back at the traffic light ahead. "I figured you'd be more of a classic rock guy. Or maybe hair metal."
Leon let out a soft, amused breath that didn't fog up the windowpane. "Hey, I can appreciate the classics, but after five years of absolute silence, anything with a good bassline feels like a luxury. Keep the music playing, sweetheart. I'm just enjoying the view."
Your fingers gripped the steering wheel just a fraction tighter as that final word hung in the warm, music-filled air of the car.
Sweetheart.
He had thrown the nickname around a few times back in the archive room on the fourth floor, but wrapped in the frantic chaos of your initial panic, your brain hadn't fully registered it. Now, sitting in the intimate, dimly lit cabin of your car with the low, velvet bass of the R&B track humming through the speakers, the word hit differently.
The way Leon said it wasn't just a casual, dismissive term of endearment. It was the way his deep, gravelly voice naturally dipped an octave lower when he spoke it, dripping with a smooth, effortless confidence. It was a lazy, low murmur that carried a faint touch of his signature, boyish playfulness—a sound so undeniably attractive it sent a sudden, treacherous jolt of electricity straight down your spine.
For a terrifying second, your knees felt entirely liquid, a soft flush of heat creeping up your neck and settling high in your cheeks. You were deeply grateful that you were currently sitting down, because if you had been standing, that low rasp alone might have genuinely made you wobble.
You forced your eyes to stay glued to the asphalt ahead, desperately trying to keep your breathing steady so he wouldn’t catch on. You were a professional federal investigator, for heaven's sake. You shouldn't be getting flustered over a piece of decades-old casual charm deployed by a literal phantom.
But God, you really, really liked the way it sounded coming from him.
"Something wrong?" Leon asked smoothly.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him finally pull his head away from the glass. He turned his torso toward you, shifting his weight against the passenger seat as his bright, ghostly blue eyes locked onto your profile, tracking the subtle tightness in your jaw with a look of sudden, quiet amusement.
"Nothing," you blurted out a little too quickly, clearing your throat to mask the slight crack in your voice. You aggressively flicked your blinker on to signal a turn. "Just... concentrating on the lane merge. D.C. drivers are notoriously feral at night."
Leon let out a low, rumbling chuckle that vibrated pleasantly in the small space, clearly not buying your excuse for a second. He leaned back, a smug, knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as he went back to enjoying the view, leaving you to fight the lingering warmth in your cheeks for the rest of the drive.
The car glided forward as the light turned green, pulling you closer to the safety of your apartment, the gentle melody filling the space between the living analyst and the phantom agent.
You navigated the car down the steep, curving ramp into the subterranean parking level of your apartment complex. The basement lot was notoriously bleak, cast in an eerie, flickering twilight by spaced-out halogen bulbs that buzzed like angry hornets. Deep shadows clung to the heavy concrete pillars, and the damp, cool air smelled faintly of stagnant moisture and old tires. Usually, walking through this creepy, isolated space alone at night made the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
You pulled into your assigned space, shifted into park, and killed the engine. The sudden absence of the car's rumble and the smooth R&B music left a heavy, echoing silence in the dim garage.
Unbuckling your seatbelt, you grabbed your leather work bag and stepped out into the chilly air, slamming the door shut. With a quick press of your key fob, the car gave a sharp, definitive beep, its lights flashing once before plunging the corner back into shadow.
Turning around, you watched as Leon casually drifted right through the solid passenger door. He didn't have to wait for the locks or push through heavy metal; his translucent form simply bled through the exterior paneling, stepping out onto the stained concrete floor as effortlessly as if he were walking through a heavy curtain. He paused, looking around the grim, shadow-drenched garage with a completely unbothered, alert expression, his hands tucked back into his jacket pockets.
As you slung your bag over your shoulder and gestured for him to follow, a sudden, bizarre thought struck you. You couldn't help but feel a warm, slightly ridiculous wave of amusement wash over your nerves. The way he was falling into step behind you, completely reliant on you for a dry place to crash, made you feel like you were secretly smuggling home a stray, homeless puppy you’d just scooped off the street. A very tall, incredibly lethal, and entirely translucent puppy with a devastating smirk, but a stray nonetheless. You were taking him home.
"Lead the way, boss," Leon murmured, his voice a low, comforting rasp that instantly shattered the creepy atmosphere of the basement.
You walked together toward the heavy metal doors that led to the residential elevators. You pressed the faded up-arrow button, the soft clunk of the machinery echoing through the empty garage. When the doors slid open with a dull chime, you both stepped inside the brightly lit elevator cab. You pressed the button for the 5th floor.
Leon stood beside you, leaning his shoulder casually against the mirrored back wall of the elevator. He watched the digital floor indicator tick upward, the bright fluorescent light above making his pale blue eyes catch a striking, ethereal luminescence.
Ding.
The doors slid open onto the quiet, carpeted hallway of the ninth floor. You led the way down the corridor, the rhythmic thud of your work shoes cushioned by the patterned carpet, while Leon glided along beside you in absolute, eerie silence. Finally, you came to a stop at the end of the hall, standing directly in front of your unit.
Mounted on the dark wood of the door were three polished brass digits:
520
You dug your keys out of your pocket, the metal jingling quietly in the silent hallway, and slotted the key into the lock. With a firm turn and a soft click, the deadbolt slid back, and you pushed the door open to welcome a five-year-old ghost story into your home.
You stepped across the threshold into the familiar, welcoming warmth of your apartment. Setting your heavy leather work bag down on the entryway console and turning on the lights, you let out a long, blissful sigh as you kicked off your stiff work heels. Slipping your aching feet into a pair of plush, incredibly soft slippers, you instantly felt the built-up tension of the long shift begin to drain from your body. There was truly no better feeling than shedding the rigid uniform of a federal investigator.
As you turned around to close the front door, you paused.
Leon was still standing out in the hallway. He remained perfectly still, hovering a fraction of an inch above the carpeted floor, his hands still shoved deep into his jacket pockets. He was looking at you through the open doorway, an uncharacteristically hesitant, polite expression crossing his handsome features as if he were waiting for an explicit invitation to cross the threshold of a living person's sanctuary.
A soft, amused smile tugged at your lips. After watching him casually phase through your locked car door like a rogue vapor, seeing him respect the boundary of your apartment doorway was oddly endearing.
"You can come in, Kennedy. It's alright," you assured him, gesturing toward the interior of your apartment.
When he still hesitated for a fraction of a second, you couldn't resist a playful roll of your eyes, letting out a soft chuckle. "Don't worry, I promise I'm not some secret psycho killer luring you into my trap." You tilted your head, your eyes crinkling with a teasing glint as you added, "And honestly, even if I was, it’s not like it would affect you. You're already dead. I don't think it's mechanically possible to kill a ghost twice."
Leon’s lips instantly twitched upward, the familiar, boyish smirk breaking through his brief hesitation. He let out a low, gravelly chuckle that vibrated pleasantly through the quiet entryway.
"Fair point, sweetheart. I guess my survival instincts are just hardwired at this point," he murmured, finally crossing the threshold.
He didn't need to take off any shoes or step out of the elements, effortlessly gliding past you into the main living area. The faint, crisp scent of frost and winter air seemed to trace his movement, a gentle reminder of his spectral nature as he began to take in the sight of your cozy home.
You scooped your work bag back off the entryway console and walked down the very short hallway, stepping fully into the main space.
Left to his own devices, Leon drifted a few paces behind you, his hands remaining tucked into his pockets as he took a slow, deliberate look around. For five years, his entire world had been confined to the stark, clinical walls of the federal building which housed monochrome cubicles, endless rows of gray servers, and cold fluorescent lighting that never turned off. Standing here, the mere layout of a real, lived-in apartment felt profoundly foreign, yet deeply grounding.
As he followed you past the open kitchen on the right, his eyes lingered on the sleek island. He noticed the three stools lined up neatly against the counter, easily deducing that this was where you sat to eat your meals, likely scrolling through your phone or reading over case files. Continuing straight, his boots glided over the transition from the kitchen floor to the softer texture of the living room rug.
When you reached over the plush couch resting against the right wall and clicked on the table lamp, Leon subtly blinked against the sudden change. A warm, rich amber glow bloomed through the space, reflecting softly off the coffee table and the television mounted on the opposite wall to his left. As you reached backward to flick off the harsh overhead switches, the room plunged into a cozy, relaxing twilight.
Leon watched the shadows soften, a quiet, almost imperceptible exhale escaping his lips. To your left, just before the threshold of the living room and past the kitchen island, he noted the small hallway that branched off into the rest of your apartment.
Straight ahead, the large floor-to-ceiling window overlooked the city. Even though the apartment wasn't exceptionally high up, the view of the D.C. streets through the slightly drawn curtains offered a comforting slice of the outside world he had been cut off from for so long.
More than the furniture, though, it was the sheer atmosphere of the space that caught him off guard. It smelled like clean laundry, vanilla, and home. For the first time in half a decade, he wasn't a phantom blending into the background of a bustling government office, entirely ignored by the living. He was being acknowledged. He had been explicitly invited across a threshold, given a designated spot on a couch, and brought into someone’s private sanctuary. The realization settled heavily in his chest, a strange, novel warmth blooming behind his ribs.
"Make yourself at home, Kennedy," you murmured softly, turning to face him. "Seriously. Sit on the couch, look out the window, do whatever you need to do. I’m going to go wash the workday off."
Leon pulled his gaze away from the floor-to-ceiling window, his bright, ghostly blue eyes locking onto yours. The usual quick-witted, sarcastic mask didn't slip back on right away, instead, his expression softened with a quiet, genuine reverence.
"Take your time, sweetheart," Leon replied, his deep, gravelly voice carrying a gentle sincerity as he gave you a reassuring nod.
He drifted toward the couch, his weightless form hovering just an inch above the cushions as he watched you turn down the small hallway to the left. You stepped into your bedroom adjacent to the living room to drop off your heavy leather work bag and grab a change of comfortable clothes which was a worn, oversized t-shirt and soft sweatpants.
Slipping into the bathroom directly opposite your room, you shut the door and place your change of clothes on the sink counter as you step into the shower and turn on the faucet. As the sound of rushing water filled the small bathroom, you finally took a breath, letting the exhaustion of the long shift wash away, leaving you alone with the surreal, strangely comforting reality of the legendary agent currently making himself at home in your living room.
Left completely to his own devices in the quiet apartment, Leon slowly drifted backward until the backs of his knees lined up with the edge of the cushions. He let himself drop, sinking back into your couch.
A soft, surprised breath hitched in his throat.
Even though he lacked the dense, physical mass of a living human, his spectral form still possessed a subtle weight that reacted to the world around him. As he leaned back, the fabric gave way, cradling him with a deep, pillowy yield. He rested his head against the top cushion, staring up at the ceiling as the distant, muffled hiss of the bathroom faucet echoed from down the short hallway.
It was incredibly soft. Softer than the stiff, squeaky leather couches in the FBI breakrooms. Softer than the ergonomic office chairs he’d tried to rest in, and infinitely softer than the cold, hard linoleum floor of the fourth-floor archive room.
Leon closed his eyes, letting his head loll to the side as he listened to the steady rhythm of the running water. He had spent the last five years in a state of hyper-vigilant suspension, a ghost wandering a hyper-secure government fortress, forever caught between the living world and whatever lay beyond. He had forgotten what it felt like to just exist in a space meant for comfort.
But it wasn't just the physical softness of the furniture that was getting to him. There was an undeniable, deep-seated warmth radiating through the entire apartment. It wasn't a change in temperature, his translucent skin was still faintly cool to the touch, but rather a profound, emotional heat that seemed to seep right into his core.
It was the exact same feeling he had experienced back in the archive room. The moment the rogue Lanshiang box had forced him into a violent, disorienting manifestation, you hadn't run away in terror. You hadn't called for security. Instead, you had reached out and wrapped your fingers tightly around his fading, translucent hand, grounding him to the real world when he felt himself slipping into the dark.
That same protective, fiercely kind energy was practically woven into the walls of this apartment. Leon opened his eyes, tracking the soft amber light of the table lamp as it danced across the coffee table, a quiet, genuine smile finally breaking across his face. He was actually safe. For the first time in five years, the weary agent could finally lower his guard.
The water from the bathroom soon stopped and soon replaced with the sounds of a hairdryer and when the rhythmic whir of the hairdryer down the hall finally went quiet, it left only the soft hum of the city traffic drifting through the floor-to-ceiling window. A few moments later, the bathroom door clicked open.
You stepped out into the hallway, your lungs expanding fully as you took a breath of cool, mist-tinted air. For the first time all day, you felt infinitely lighter. Your damp hair was casually tossed over one shoulder, still radiating a faint scent of your shampoo. Wrapped in an oversized, faded t-shirt and loose sweatpants, the rigid, tightly wound analyst who had been buried alive under classified paperwork on the fourth floor just hours ago had completely vanished. You looked entirely soft, comfortable, and settled into your own skin.
Leon’s head turned automatically as you drifted back into the living room. Seeing him there, just sprawled effortlessly across the fabric of your couch under the warm, amber wash of the table lamp, it sent a surreal, almost dizzying spike of warmth through your chest. Despite the faint, otherworldly blue luminescence tracing the contours of his jaw and shoulders, his presence in your apartment felt shockingly, devastatingly natural.
"Hold that thought," you murmured, offering him a small, sleepy smile that felt completely instinctual.
You pivoted back into your bedroom, your bare feet padding silently over the floorboards. Sliding your closet door open, you reached up to the top shelf and pulled down a spare, plush pillow and a thick, fuzzy throw blanket. Navigating the layout of your hallway, you carried the bundle back into the living room, approaching the edge of the couch. Gently, deliberately, you set the bedding down on the cushion right next to his hip.
"I know you said you don't technically need to sleep," you said softly, your voice dipping into a low, quiet register as you reached out to smooth down the edge of the blanket, making sure it didn't disrupt his weightless form. "But if you’re going to pass the time tonight, you might as well do it comfortably."
Leon looked from the fluffy white pillow up to your face, a look of profound, raw surprise melting the guarded, sarcastic mask he usually wore so tightly. His chest rose and fell in a slow, phantom breath, his broad shoulders relaxing into the couch as if the mere gesture had carried weight.
"Thanks, sweetheart," he murmured, his deep voice dropping an octave, carrying a gravelly, quiet intensity that made your heart skip a beat. "I appreciate it. Really."
Slipping into the empty space on the opposite end of the couch, you pull your knees tightly up to your chest, curling yourself up into a small ball under your shirt. You grabbed the remote from the coffee table, the plastic cool against your skin, and flicked the television on. You clicked the volume down until a random, low-stakes sitcom provided nothing more than a rhythmic, comforting murmur to fill the spaces between your breaths.
For a long time, neither of you spoke. The initial, suffocating terror of the archive closet felt like a lifetime away, dissolving into the cozy twilight of the room.
You stared at the TV screen, the blue light reflecting off your eyes, but the images blurred together. Your mind kept violently pulling back to the sheer, incomprehensible weight of his reality. Resting your cheek against your knees, you turned your head on the back of the couch, looking across the expanse of the cushions at the legendary agent.
"Hey, Leon?" you asked, your voice barely a breathy whisper cutting through the ambient noise of the television.
"Yeah?" He shifted, his heavy gaze tearing away from the screen to lock onto you. His blue eyes caught the amber glow of the lamp, shimmering like ice under fire.
"How... how did you do it?" You trailed off, a small, aching knot forming in your throat as a profound wave of empathy crashed over you. "The past five years. I just... I still can't entirely wrap my head around it. How does someone stay sane being basically alone for that long? Being entirely invisible to the rest of the world?"
The words left your mouth before your brain could filter them, hanging heavily in the warm, quiet air of the room. As the literal meaning of your question registered, a sudden, cold spike of panic flared in your chest. Your eyes widened, and you sat up a little straighter, horror washing over you at how incredibly insensitive, how blunt, that must have sounded to a man who had actually lived through that nightmare.
Worse, you were screaming at yourself inside your head and you thank the heavens that ghosts can’t read your inner mind. Did I seriously just ask a dead man how he kept from losing his mind? And oh my god, I just called him Leon. Ever since your chaotic encounter down the hall on the fourth floor, you had strictly stuck to "Kennedy" out of a professional, instinctual boundary of respect. Slipping up and using his first name in the middle of a deeply intrusive question made the heat in your face double in intensity.
"Oh my god, Leon, I am so sorry," you blurted out, your hands flying up in a flurry of anxious, apologetic gestures as your brain scrambled to fix the damage. "That was—I didn't mean it like that. I'm so incredibly sorry, that was so completely out of line and heartless of me to ask. Please ignore me, I'm just tired, and my mouth is running faster than my brain. I really didn't mean to poke at a sore spot—"
"Hey, hey, sweetheart—breathe," Leon cut in, his deep voice rich with sudden, effortless amusement.
You snapped your mouth shut, your face burning with a hot flush of embarrassment, your fingers twisting nervously in your lap. When you dared to look across the cushions, you found him leaning his head back against the couch, a genuine, delighted grin spreading across his face. He let out a low, rumbling chuckle that vibrated pleasantly in the quiet space, his broad shoulders shaking slightly as he watched you completely melt into a puddle of panic over using his name and asking your question.
"Relax," he teased, his ghostly blue eyes crinkling at the corners with pure affection. "I'm not made of glass. Well, technically, I'm not made of anything right now, but you get the point. And hey... I don't mind you using my first name, sweetheart. It’s been a really long time since I’ve heard someone say it."
The sheer, lighthearted amusement in his face instantly broke your internal spiral, turning your panicked horror into a sheepish, relieved sigh. You let your hands drop back onto your knees, muttering, "I still feel like a jerk."
"Don't," Leon chuckled, the smile lingering on his lips as his expression gradually softened, the playful edge settling into something much more intimate. He looked down at his translucent hands, turning his palms upward as the shifting light of the television danced across his pale skin like water.
"Honestly? In the beginning, it was rough," he admitted, his voice falling into a low, gravelly rasp… Leon chuckled, the smile lingering on his lips as his expression gradually softened, the playful edge settling into something much more intimate. He looked down at his translucent hands, turning his palms upward as the shifting light of the television danced across his pale skin like water.
"I spent the first few months screaming until my throat felt raw. I tried to get anyone—Hunnigan, old partners, total strangers on the street—to just look at me. To give me a nod. Anything. When you realize you're a ghost, the silence isn't just quiet, sweetheart. It's deafening. It feels like you're actively being erased piece by piece."
He let out a dry, soft chuckle, but the sound was entirely devoid of bitterness, it was just a tired, battle-worn acceptance. "But after a while, you adapt. It's what I was trained to do. I started treating it like an extended stakeout. I’d watch the junior agents crack cases, listen to the tech division gossip, wander the D.C. streets at night. You find these tiny, stupid little ways to tether yourself to the living world so you don't completely lose your mind."
Leon paused, his jaw tightening slightly as he pulled his gaze away from his hands. He looked up, locking his bright blue eyes directly onto yours. The intensity of his focus was so raw, so completely unshielded, that it felt like he was reaching right through the space between you.
"But the hardest part wasn't the silence," he whispered, his voice dropping so low it vibrated right in your chest. "It was the numbness. Not being able to feel a single thing. No heat, no cold, no touch. Just drifting through this endless, gray blur where you don't matter to anyone, and nothing matters to you."
Slowly, his translucent hand lifted from his lap, hovering just an inch above the plush blanket you had brought him. His fingers trembled ever so slightly against the cool air, tracing the texture of the fabric without actually making contact. A gentle, quiet silence settled over the room, thick with the unsaid, stretching between the two ends of the couch like a fragile thread.
Leon didn’t rush to fill it. He just looked at the blanket, a faint, reverent smile touching his lips before his bright blue eyes drifted back up to lock onto yours. The raw vulnerability from a moment ago didn't vanish, but it shifted, a spark of his signature, boyish playfulness cutting through the heavy atmosphere.
"You know," he murmured, his deep voice dropping into a low, gravelly rasp that felt entirely too close in the quiet apartment. "As much as I hated watching you get aggressively ambushed by a cardboard box in that closet... I'm starting to think that rogue file cabinet did me a massive favor."
A soft laugh caught in your throat, the emotional weight in your chest lifting just enough for you to let out a breath. "Oh, really? So my physical trauma is your lucky break, Kennedy?"
"Hey, silver linings, sweetheart," Leon chuckled, leaning his head back against the plush pillow you’d given him. He tilted his face toward you, his gaze lingering on your face with a sudden, focused attentiveness. "Speaking of which... How's the head? The warm shower looks like it did wonders, but I can still see a little bit of a pink mark right by your hairline."
Instinctively, your hand flew up to your forehead, your fingers gently brushing over the tender skin. The swelling had definitely gone down, eased by the steam of the bathroom, but your cheeks flared with a different kind of warmth under his steady, perceptive gaze.
"It's fine," you mumbled, offering him a sheepish, defensive look. "It barely even thumps anymore. And for the record, I didn't get ambushed. I was just conducting a highly rigorous, involuntary stress test on the storage equipment."
Leon let out a rich, rumbling laugh that vibrated pleasantly in the small space between you. "An involuntary stress test. Right. Is that what they're teaching analysts at the academy these days? Because from where I was floating, it looked a lot like a straight-up knockout round between you and a box full of decades-old manila folders where the box had won."
"Shut up," you teased, a genuine, radiant smile breaking across your face as you pulled your knees a little closer to your chest. "You're supposed to be a legendary agent, aren't you? Where's the professional courtesy? You're missing a serious opportunity to show some sympathy to your sole provider of a comfortable couch and blankets."
"Oh, I've got plenty of sympathy," Leon countered smoothly. He shifted his weight, lounging back into the cushions with an effortless, devastating grace, a smug, knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. "But I also have a duty to keep you humble, sweetheart. Can’t have you getting a big head. Though I suppose the box already handled that part for me."
You rolled your eyes, but the playful bickering felt like a warm shield, beautifully masking the deeper, terrifyingly intense fondness that was rapidly taking root between you. It was safer this way, hiding the sudden, breathless electricity of his presence behind sharp wits and easy smiles.
"You're terrible," you whispered, the teasing edge in your voice softening into something incredibly tender as you looked at him.
Leon’s smirk slowly faded, rounding out into a soft, genuine expression of peace. He stared back at you, the lingering shadows of his five-year isolation completely overridden by the light-hearted comfort of your living room.
"Yeah, well," Leon whispered, his gaze never leaving yours as the soft music of the city hummed outside the window. "You're still keeping me around, so I must be doing something right."
The soft, rhythmic murmur of the television continued to wash over the living room, a low-stakes backdrop to the quiet comfort that had completely enveloped the space. But as the minutes ticked by, the adrenaline that had carried you through the chaotic encounter on the fourth floor, the tense drive home, and the surreal transition into your apartment finally began to evaporate. The crushing weight of your fourteen-hour shift returned all at once, pressing heavily against your eyelids.
A tiny, involuntary yawn escaped your lips. You tried to smother it behind your hand, but it was too late.
Across the expanse of the couch, Leon didn’t miss a thing. His bright blue eyes, shimmering softly in the amber light of the table lamp, crinkled with quiet amusement. He shifted his weight fluidly, leaning his head back against the plush pillow you had brought him, a lazy, knowing smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
"Looks like the analyst is finally running out of steam," he murmured, his deep voice dropping into a low, gravelly rasp that felt entirely too intimate in the quiet room.
"I'm not," you lied, your voice cracking slightly with sleepiness as you blinked against the heavy haze settling over your brain. You pulled your knees closer to your chest, trying to force yourself to sit up straighter, but your body refused to cooperate. "I'm just... processing the data of the day."
Leon let out a rich, rumbling chuckle that vibrated pleasantly in the tight space between you. "Right. Processing data with your eyes closed. Is that another one of those top-secret Bureau techniques, sweetheart?"
The nickname, spoken with such effortless, casual warmth, sent a final, lingering jolt of electricity down your spine, but it wasn't enough to fight off the sheer exhaustion claiming your limbs. Uncurling your legs, you reluctantly let your feet slip back into your plush slippers. You reached for the remote on the coffee table, your fingers cold against the plastic, and clicked the power button.
The television screen went black, plunging the living room into a deeper, more profound quiet. The ambient light faded, leaving only the warm, golden cone of the table lamp to illuminate the space, casting long, soft shadows across the floorboards and catching the edges of Leon’s translucent, ethereal frame. Your bedroom sat just down the small hallway to the left, a quiet sanctuary waiting for you.
You stood up from the couch, your muscles aching with a deeply satisfying weariness. Turning back to look at the legendary agent, you smoothed down the front of your oversized t-shirt.
"I'm calling it a night, Kennedy," you said softly, your voice thick with sleep. You offered him a tender, tired smile. "The couch is all yours. Try not to haunt the place too loudly while I'm asleep."
Leon looked up at you from his position on the cushions, his expression softening completely. The playful, sarcastic armor he usually wore so tightly dissolved in the amber light, leaving behind a raw, exposed sincerity that made your breath catch.
"Goodnight," you added gently, the word slipping past your lips naturally, an instinctual courtesy extended to a welcome guest. "Goodnight, Leon."
The phantom agent froze. His chest remained perfectly still, his breath catching in his throat as the simple phrase hung in the quiet air between you. For a second, his glowing blue eyes widened slightly, a profound, heavy silence settling over him.
To you, it was just a standard phrase to end the evening. But to Leon, those two simple words carried the crushing weight of a lifetime. He stared at you, his mind frantically scrambling through the archives of his own memories, trying to find the last time someone had genuinely wished him a peaceful rest. He couldn't remember. He spent five years as a phantom, an invisible vapor drifting through the cold, clinical halls of the FBI building where no one even knew he existed. But even before that, back when he was alive, back when he was running from one world-ending bio-weapon to the next, surviving on adrenaline, cheap coffee, and cheap motels, there had been no one waiting for him at the end of the day. No one to turn off the lights with. No one to say goodnight to him.
The realization hit him like a physical blow, a sudden, devastating wave of emotion blooming right behind his ribs. It was an incredibly simple human interaction, yet it felt like the most profound luxury he had ever been granted.
"Goodnight, sweetheart," Leon whispered. His voice was lower than usual, thick with a gravelly, raw emotion that he couldn't completely mask. A genuine, heartachingly handsome smile spread across his face, rich with a newfound, terrifyingly deep peace. "Sleep well."
You nodded, your heart swelling with a tender warmth at the sheer gravity in his eyes. Turning away, you padded softly across the rug and turned down the short hallway to the left, stepping past the kitchen island and entering the privacy of your bedroom.
You closed the door halfway, leaving it cracked just an inch, a subconscious tether to the living room. Sliding beneath the heavy, cool sheets of your bed, you let out a long sigh as your head sank into the pillow. The room was dark, save for the faint sliver of amber light cutting through the cracked door from the living room lamp. You closed your eyes, fully expecting to drop into a deep, dreamless sleep within seconds.
But sleep didn't come.
Instead, your mind was violently alive, your thoughts spinning in a breathless, dizzying loop. Your chest felt tight, humming with a strange, sweet nervousness that made your heart beat a little too fast against your ribs. Every time you closed your eyes, all you could see was the way the gold light of the lamp had traced the sharp line of Leon's jaw. All you could hear was the low, rumbling resonance of his chuckle, and the dangerous, intoxicating way the word sweetheart had rolled off his tongue.
You rolled over onto your side, pulling the blanket up to your chin, a helpless, quiet smile breaking across your face in the dark. It was completely absurd. You were a logical, level-headed federal investigator, and you were currently losing sleep over a ghost. A man who was technically a classified anomaly, a phantom sleeping on your couch. Yet, the memory of his translucent hand hovering over the blanket, trembling with a raw desire to just be anchored to the world—to you—made your stomach flip in a way it hadn't in years. A fragile, beautiful warmth was taking root deep in your soul, and you knew, with a sudden cinematic clarity, that your life would never be the same again.
Out in the living room, the quiet was absolute.
Leon remained exactly where you had left him, leaning his head back against the plush pillow. He reached over, his weightless hand passing effortlessly through the fabric of the fuzzy throw blanket you had brought him. He couldn't physically feel the heat of the fleece, but as he stared at the folds of the material, that same emotional warmth he had felt in the archive room began to radiate through his spectral form.
He didn't need to sleep. He didn't need to close his eyes to rest. But tonight, he didn't care about the logistics of his ghost mechanics.
Slowly, Leon turned his head toward the small hallway on the left, his bright, glowing blue eyes tracing the faint, cracked line of light coming from your bedroom door. He could hear the faint, rhythmic rustle of your sheets as you tossed and turned, a sound so devastatingly human it made his chest ache with a sudden, fierce protectiveness.
He had spent five years wishing for an escape, wishing for a way out of the gray, numb limbo he had been cursed to wander. But sitting here in the quiet twilight of your apartment, surrounded by the scent of vanilla and clean laundry, Leon realized he didn't want to disappear anymore. He wanted to stay right here.
A lazy, tender smile spread across his face in the dark, his fingers curling slightly against the air as if he were still holding your hand in the dust of the fourth floor. For the first time in five years, he wasn't running, he wasn't fighting, and he wasn't alone. He was exactly where he wanted to be, anchored to the living world by the quiet breathing of the woman sleeping just down the hall.
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Leon had always been cold. Fearless. Detached. As a seasoned agent, you’d known him since your early days as recruits. You often wondered if the last bit of Leon’s soft side had faded since rising in the ranks. Or maybe, the rookie in him was just waiting for a moment to come back out.
Set between RE2R and RE4R. Can be read as pre-slash/romance or platonic. Whatever the heart desires.
Word Count: ~3.6k
Tags/Warnings: ptsd, flashbacks, hurt/comfort, reverse-comfort, agent!Reader, touch-starved!Leon, vulnerable!Leon, cuddling, crying, sharing a bed, Leon needs a hug (and gets a hug), references to RE2R, references to Tyrant/Mr. X, angst, gender-neutral reader.
A/N: I’m back! And I come with Rookie(ish) Leon as my offering. Been busy but I haven’t forgotten about all the tasty asks waiting for me (which are always open, by the way!) Thought I’d write a little warm-up to get me out of my block which eventually turned into a full-blown fic. Hope whoever reads enjoys it! 🖤🩶🤍
You didn’t really understand Leon. Not for the first few years of knowing him, at least.
When you first met, you often wondered what Leon had seen. You and your fellow recruits couldn’t ignore how Agent Kennedy was years younger—and doubly less experienced with a gun—than the rest of your training group.
Leon seemed determined, but tired. His soft expression was coupled with a look in his eye that was too weary for someone in such an advanced cohort of soldiers. He seemed to mean well, even if he seemed far from approachable. Leon wore the face of a cold, hardened agent, and it didn’t really fit such a kind face.
You wondered during those first few days if training would change that.
Krauser worked the whole team hard. He made sure to beat any look of uncertainty out of Leon within the first three weeks of boot camp. When weeks turned into months, Leon only escaped his hardened exterior after-hours, when you and the rest of the group went out drinking or stayed up in the bunks playing cards.
After a year, all Leon seemed to utter out in between drills was a mouthful of sarcasm and actions that spoke louder than words. He grew cagey and cynical, but still couldn’t shake that look on his face when asked if he’d had another rough night.
By graduation into the next rank, Leon was stone-faced and far too good at his job for someone his age. After months of separation, you and Leon were assigned the same detail. After spending so long from your old training team, you never thought you’d get to work with him so closely again.
While you both immersed yourself in your new team’s culture, you picked up on the whispers about the new, silent soldier that joined their ranks. The one who reacted oddly to pats on the back and hands on his shoulders. The one who never smiled, never laughed, never raised his voice. Leon was colder than when you’d last seen him, but he didn’t hesitate to greet you when you first stepped into the office. It wasn’t long before the rest of the team began to talk.
I heard he survived something unthinkable.
Doesn’t seem like the socializing type.
I bet he doesn’t hesitate to pull the trigger.
Can a guy so young lose his humanity so fast?
Sure seems like it.
You couldn’t blame the rest of them. If it weren’t for the few moments of tenderness you’d witnessed during training, you would have thought the same thing. You often wondered if the last bit of Leon’s softer side had faded since entering into the secret service.
Or…maybe it was just looking for a moment to creep back out into the open.
You woke up abruptly, with a jolt of energy that matched the thunder crackling somewhere outside. Your eyes fell open to a dark room, silent aside from the raging storm. You bit back your panic, trying not to jump to the worst case scenario.
No danger, you thought to yourself. No mission. No training. You were home. Or the closest thing to it, at least.
You were lying on the couch in your apartment, fully furnished and provided to you by the government until they inevitably sent you somewhere else. Your thoughts drifted toward earlier that evening. You had a stack of paperwork, reviewing a joint case between you and Leon, and—
Leon. Right. Leon had come over, hadn’t he?
You hadn’t talked with Leon much since you’d both been assigned to your new team. He kept to himself, apart from a few polite acknowledgements. But…you knew you both hated writing out your reports, so you grabbed a case of beers after you punched out and told him to come check out your new place.
You remembered the two of you eating boxes of takeout on your couch and doing work until the rain hit the windows too peacefully. With the stress of the day drowned out by the cozy weather, you remembered Leon’s stone-cold stare, him dryly commenting at every drawn-out yawn. Always something like, tired of me already? Didn’t know I was so draining.
You felt the warmth of the woolly throw blanket you kept on the couch over your shoulders. Gears turned in your head. The rain must have lulled you to sleep without realizing it, a blanket had “mysteriously” found its way atop you, and Leon had finished up his work and saw his way out before the storm got bad. That made sense, right?
“Fuck,” you whispered to yourself, sitting upright and stretching out your limbs. “My back is gonna kill me later.”
As you rose with another round of thunder, you caught sight of your pile of work…and realized there was far too much of it to only be yours. As lightning lit up the room, you drifted over to two metal briefcases, side by side, where you and Leon left them earlier in the evening.
A hint of dread bloomed in your chest. Leon wasn’t one to forget things. But…did that mean he was still here? If he’d left things so quickly, maybe he had to leave abruptly. Or…maybe he was taken by force.
You knew that was impossible—that the building had top-notch security and not just anyone could get access to the fob for your suite. It was most likely that Leon had a mission he couldn’t miss. Or maybe he trusted you enough to take care of his things so they wouldn’t get wet in the rain.
You stood up from the couch, tried to push down the growing anxiety that swirled in your stomach. You looked for any signs of life in your living room, your balcony, and over toward your bedroom. You didn’t expect Leon to turn up at all, which made it all the more surprising to spot his familiar silhouette when turning into the dining room.
You couldn’t exactly melt with relief just yet. You stayed frozen in place and observed him. He sat perched backwards on one of your chairs, shoulders hiked up to his ears and a pistol balanced shakily on the chair’s back frame. Leon stayed hunched forward, the rapid rise and fall of his chest betraying his attempts to stay still. He had the gun pointed at nothing. He was too wired, too vigilant to have it pointed at nothing.
What the hell was happening?
“Leon,” you whispered, your hands falling to your sides to draw fire on instinct until you realized you had your gun locked in the safe back in your room. When the he didn’t answer, you called out again, a little more forceful. “Leon.”
The pistol flew back around before Leon could, and you recognized the laser-red light pointed toward your chest. When Leon snapped forward and met your eyes, he looked caught in another world. His glassy gaze adjusted—the fear brimming in them just as intense—and he suddenly looked beyond mortified.
You felt that anxiety morph more into confusion when Leon lowered the gun and stood up from the chair. He didn’t look like himself. Not the cold-hearted agent he’d grown to become. Not even the quiet recruit you met on day one.
“I was leaving,” Leon breathed out, voice low and raspy, trying to block out any semblance of emotion. “I was on my way out.”
“Okay,” you nodded, still trying to figure all of this out. You didn’t want to scare him off. “Leon, what’s going on?”
Leon looked like he was ready to run right out the door, but something was stopping him. Rain pattered down on the windows and roof, and Leon couldn’t stop looking towards the door like it was a portal to Hell.
“The footsteps,” Leon forced out. The words clawed their way out of his throat in a sickened whisper. “Can’t tell if he’s coming from—from above or below this time. If he stopped outside the door, the room is safe. But—you can still never be sure.”
…what?
You stood there, unsure of what to say. Leon stared through you, acting like any of his words made sense. Your body still couldn’t decide if there was an intruder on the other side of the door. Full with adrenaline, you crept closer.
“I don’t understand,” was what you finally said. Leon seemed to have no problem jumping into things again. It only made you all the more confused. “Who are you talking about?”
“I should’ve just killed him. I keep trying but it’s like the bastard’s immortal. I don’t know how else to lose him. It’s like I…”
What the hell was he talking about? You didn’t cover immortal stalkers in training. Leon kept the gun raised, eyeing the door like someone might bust in at any moment. Looking at him felt like watching someone teetering off the edge of a tall drop. You tried not to get frustrated.
“I can call the lobby and get them to check the cameras if that’s what you want,” you reassured him. You still had your hands held above you on the off-chance he decided to shoot. And what an incident report that would be. “Can you please put down the gun?”
Leon didn’t look like a secret service officer. He looked like a man too shell-shocked to hold a pistol properly, as if he’d barely used the thing. Any instinct pounded into him from boot camp was gone.
“There’s no one to call,” Leon whispered back, desperate, “No cameras. Power’s out. There were other officers when I first came in, but I couldn’t—”
It clicked for you.
“Leon,” you cut him off, trying your best to keep his attention. “Look at me. Do you know where you are?”
Leon met your eyes intensely, now evidently disoriented. It felt like talking with someone who wasn’t fully awake. Something in his eyes changed, from threatened to utterly defenceless. Leon looked far too young to be an agent for a moment, then his body turned boneless. His shoulders drooped.
“I don’t…”
Leon ran one hand through his hair, covered his eyes with the other. A whimper left him, soft and vulnerable. You tried to internalize the shock that Leon looked like he was about to burst into tears in your dining room.
“You’re with one of your own,” you layed out the facts, slipped back into work mode. That was all you could do for him until he agreed to touch you. “You’re with an agent, Kennedy. Stand down. There’s no threat.”
Fully lucid, Leon let the gun hit the table softly. You moved swiftly and took it, hitting the safety lock and pushing it over to the other side.
“Sorry,” Leon choked on his words. His voice sounded higher, more emotive than the one you were used to. Despite trying to act more normal, Leon still looked like an absolute mess. “Shouldn’t have happened.”
You couldn’t help wondering if he meant that it shouldn’t have happened in general or just with you watching.
“You don’t have to worry,” you reached out toward his trembling shoulders. You let him step in and accept a hand on his back, even if it made him seize up. “What was that? A flashback?”
Leon’s lack of a response told you all you needed. You’d seen it in countless soldiers. The ones who’d really gone to war, the ones assigned to missions they weren’t meant to come back from. Flashbacks weren’t uncommon in your line of work. Neither was the paranoia and the shame that came with it.
You just…you didn’t expect Leon to experience them. Not this viscerally. Maybe you’d pegged him all wrong.
“Can I touch you again?” You asked. Leon barely nodded, head still in his hands. You cautiously rubbed at his shoulder, down to his bicep. He stared down at you with big, fearful eyes. “There you are. You okay? You with me?”
That question seemed to push him over the edge. You still didn’t regret asking.
“I’m an agent,” He muttered, as if he was trying to remind himself of the fact, “I’m an agent. It’s my job to do this. Why can’t I just do my job without—”
The younger, more doubtful version of Leon jumped out at you with such vulnerability, it made your heart want to break open. Like paper, he crumpled in front of you with a broken sound.
“Hey, hey. You’re okay. Take a few breaths,” you murmured, “Happens to the best of us. You don’t need to feel any shame about it.”
What you didn’t want to say was that you’d tackle anyone who tried to come in here. Leon’s breaths sounded heaving and wet and frustrated. You sat him down in one of the dining room chairs, pulling another one close to him. Leon’s heartbeat hammered away in his chest. He kept a flat hand pressed right above his diaphragm. He turned away from you, as if he couldn’t bear to have someone else seem him without his walls.
“You remember what they taught us during training?” You ghosted a hand over his shoulder. He shivered, but nodded. Without looking at you, Leon’s hand moved to grip yours. You assumed that was his way of asking you to lead. “On my mark, alright?”
The next 15 minutes was filled with grounding techniques designed for even the most wounded of soldiers. You tightened and released each muscle, let rounds of controlled breathing calm both your bodies down.
When Leon could sit in his chair without trembling, you snuck out of his iron grip and got him a glass of water. He still seemed too embarrassed to comment, too withdrawn and drowning in old memories to be more like himself.
Leon’s heartbeat still hammered against the palm of your hand on his back, even after he drank the water you gave him. Thunder rumbled steadily outside, keeping the two of you trapped in the bubble that defined your apartment.
“Feeling more grounded?” You asked cautiously. Leon let out a shaky breath, turned away from you like a wounded predator. He didn’t want you to see, even though you were far past that point.
“Yeah,” Leon swallowed his pride to respond. He sounded like he’d rather be swallowed up than perceived. “Thanks.”
A part of you wondered if he’d tell you about the immortal man he thought he heard outside your door. Perhaps Leon couldn’t sleep back at the camp because he was afraid of being pursued by something he couldn’t shake. If you asked, maybe it would open a part of him up.
Before you could, Leon stiffened under your arm’s length when rain rhythmically hit the windows. You decided against it.
“I think you should stay over,” you said instead. Leon looked up at you in disbelief. “It’s late. It’s pouring. And…” you stared at the gun sitting just out of reach. “I don’t think you should hold that thing right now.”
Leon laughed, soft and cynical, just a little too insecure. “I’ve already overstayed my welcome.”
“I’m your equal,” What kind of an agent would you be if you didn’t take care of a fellow soldier in need? “You don’t get to decide when you’ve overstayed your welcome. I want you to stay.”
“Why? Can’t leave me to lick my wounds by myself?” Leon was back to his colder persona. You could tell he was trying to push you away. It wasn’t going to work.
Because I care,” You tried to get it through his stupid, self-sacrificial skull. “Because I’m worried about you. I know you like to work alone. It doesn’t mean you have to do this alone, too.”
That seemed to strike a nerve. Leon’s face went from cynical to uncertain. You wondered about the last time someone had told him that. You wouldn’t ask about that, either.
“Fine,” Leon breathed out, eyes closed as he tried to wrangle his breathing under control. “Okay. Fine. Just—tell me when to go. I’ll go.”
Within one evening, your expectations of Leon had fizzled. Cold-hearted, quiet, arm’s-length Leon followed you into the bedroom more like a lost puppy than a trained agent. He dropped the scowl when he thought you weren’t looking, and never seemed to pick it back up.
As Leon stood behind you, the first thing you did was stick his pistol in the safe. As much as you wanted Leon to feel at ease, you didn’t want any bullets flying around so early after joining your new assignment. You passed him a pair of men’s shorts you didn’t remember having. Leon kept his t-shirt on. He turned his back while you changed.
Leon’s aura of uncertainty spoke louder than words. Your bed was big enough for two, and you were sure the two of you had slept in places far worse during your time in the military. Still, he stared at the bed like he’d never gotten into one.
“I can take the couch if it’s too weird,” you offered, knowing full well that the thing wasn’t nearly comfortable enough for that. Thankfully, Leon shook his head. You both settled under the covers and flicked the lights off.
Leon next to you looked stiff as a board. He stared up at the ceiling with stormy eyes, arms crossed tight over his chest. You wondered if he was still embarrased about earlier. He hadn’t said a word since he thanked you for the shorts.
After a few minutes of staggered breathing beside you, you realized sleeping next to him would be impossible without some kind of confrontation. You couldn’t take seeing him look so—you couldn’t put your finger on it—afraid? Alone?
“Come here,” you outreached your arms, and Leon rolled over, eyes crinkled with confusion.
“What?”
“Come here,” you repeated. A detached hand on his shoulder wasn’t going to cut it anymore. “You look like you need it.”
Leon looked ready to argue, but something about your tone of voice, the look on your face in the near-darkness shut him up. Hesitantly, he scooted forward until your arms filled up with his presence.
Leon gasped when you wrapped around him fully. You squeezed until he breathed back out again, a whine coming out with it. Your hands went to his neck, his hair, softly down his spine. His shoulders shook under your gentle grip, excess adrenaline escaping as his body as he finally started to relax.
“Was I right?” You asked knowingly. You paused when a pair of eyelashes pressed against the crook of your neck. They blinked something soft and wet onto your skin. “Hey…hey, I’m sorry. Too much?”
You didnt expect him to cry. You didn’t expect much of this at all, but here you were.
“I haven’t—” Leon hiccuped soft against you. You’d never seen him so fragile. “Haven’t felt like—no one’s done this in a long time.”
Leon dug himself deeper into your skin, hungry for it like oxygen. Was he really that touch-starved? You had your moments of feeling lonely, but you always had your fellow recruits. Hands on shoulders, pats on the back, huddling for warmth, visiting each other’s bunks when nights got to be too daunting.
But Leon never had that, hadn’t he? He’d closed himself off from day one. You always thought he didn’t want to be bothered. Your chest tightened. Right now, Leon seemed so lonely. How much of this had he weathered alone?
“You know I’m here, right?” You murmured into his hair, hands rubbing circles into his back. “You have people in your corner. People at the office wonder about you. They care. You can let us in.”
Leon squeezed his eyes shut, and uneven breaths turned to quiet sobs. You could tell he didn’t believe you. Or maybe was scared to. You rested your head against his and let him release it all into the darkened void of your bedroom.
“They all think I’m a monster,” his voice wavered, his breathing quick and wobbly. “I know what they think about me. I can tell.”
You had no idea that Leon was so worried about what people thought. He harboured enough guilt to tear him up, inside and out.
“There are professionals, too. Military doctors. Meds,” You tried to soothe him like you would a civilian caught up in the crossfire. “They can help with the flashbacks. If you get them often, it wouldn’t hurt to talk to someone.”
You could tell Leon didn’t like the idea before he even opened his mouth to speak. You hoped you weren’t making things worse. You just…you didn’t expect him to crumble so easily.
“They can’t know,” Leon muttered with defeat. “If they find out…if they have any leverage on me, they’ll throw me out. They can’t think I’m unfit. The people I’m trying to protect will…”
“Who?” You asked softly. You wanted so desperately to understand. Understand him. “Who’s they?”
Leon stiffened under your embrace. “It doesn’t matter. I shouldn’t have said anything. Forget it.”
“Leon—”
“Please just forget it. Please. I can’t drag another person into this.”
He sounded serious. You had no idea how much pressure he’d been under. He was cold and calculated for a reason. Leon had people he loved, people he thought were more worthy than his own life and comfort.
A surge of guilt rippled through you. If only the others knew.
“I won’t tell anyone,” you reassured him, “Your secret’s safe with me, okay?”
“Thank you,” he muttered back. “It’s not just you. I promise. I wish I could say, but—”
You realized tonight Leon was much more of a gentle soul than you first thought. A rookie with a heart of gold. A scared kid deep inside, as much as he was an agent.
“I’m here no matter what, though,” you made sure to tell him. “No questions asked. You can come over anytime.”
Leon almost cracked a smile at that.
“I’m sorry for dragging you into my shit,” He said quietly, though he didn’t pull away. Keeping his arms around you, Leon’s breathing finally slowed.
“What kind of an agent would I be?” You ran a hand through his dusty blond hair, scratching at his scalp until he let out a noise of relief. “No man left behind. Especially not tonight.”
The thunder raged on, but something about your room felt detached from the rest of the planet tonight. As Leon’s thoughts began to drift, you hoped the rookie in him was still listening.
A/N: Ahhhhh kicking Leon while he’s down and making someone take care of him NEVER gets old. Rookie Leon has a special place in my heart, poor baby :(( If you have any revolutionary ideas, do send them over. And please let me know if you enjoyed!🖤🩶🤍