@leo_jungtw

This smile. This is THE smile that can get me through even the roughest of days. On days where my mind isn’t at ease, when my chest feels too heavy from just worries about life. It’s crazy to think that someone else’s smile could make me happy, especially coming from someone who doesn’t know I even exist. Yes, this is reality. This is the life of a fan girl.

I focus more on him than guys around me. I have more pictures of him than I ever did of any boyfriend I ever had. I watch him and listen to him everyday and never get sick of it. I spend hundreds on this man, but I don’t regret any of it. It’s a crazy concept to most people, being a fan girl, but they won’t understand. They say things like,

“he doesn’t even know who you are, you won’t even be with him, why do you invest so much time and money into someone that doesn’t even care about you?, you don’t even understand him or the songs he sings, you’re fucking crazy.”

Yeah. You can call me crazy, but this man is what keeps me sane. When dealing with hard times, he was like a beautiful distraction that I could turn to when I needed relief from my stressful life. He was like a distant friend that was always rooting for me while working hard in his own way to show me that I shouldn’t give up.

Which is why he holds a special place in my heart. Without him, I’d still be mourning over a shit boyfriend, crying over a failed attempt to get into nursing school or just crying about life in general.

His voice is like sweet honey, his cuteness makes me laugh and just him being him makes my heart flutter. My cutie main vocal, I’m so happy to be your fan and please never change.