#learntoloveagain

Lost and confused,

I was ready to end it,

Feeling shattered and abused,

My dreams were torn,

Confidence gone,

Mind like a cracked mirror,

A million pieces and one,

But then with every storm,

There's an eye in the midst,

The calm and the quiet,

Like a hole in a fist,

Like the sun in the morning,

Rising up into the sky,

Like heat after rain,

The tears, they dry,

After the darkness,

I am reborn,

I found serenity,

And it feels so warm,

Free from the shackles,

The pain of the past,

Rose from the ashes,

To a place where i'll last,

I miss it all I'll admit,

I'm not afraid to say,

But now I've found closure,

My true self is out to play,

You may have broken me,

But my will is strong,

I'm not a lost cause,

Don’t Blink

After a short hiatus, I reflected on the moments of decompression I attempted to take my mind through. Getting away from work for the long weekend and spending it with family was so welcomed. As I went through the weekend, my mind and challenges I kept creeping up. Everything is changed or effected in a snap decision. I handle so many things with emotion versus logic. It is good to be passionate…

In search of me

As the weeks have gone by since I started this journey with all of you, I have really started to reflect on where I started. For lack of better terms I “HATE” who I have become. There is a lot of bitterness and frustrations that have built over time. I don’t want to be this person any more and that is why I started all of this. To go backwards does bring up some uncomfortable events in my life,…