#ldtr

LDTR (GENÈVE) from Mark Kugel on Vimeo.

So our story doesn’t have a happy beginning… but I (amy) was on a website called ask.fm and i got a lot of hate on it telling me to go kill myself etc. Then a random person sent me a question sticking up for me and he looked sooo gorgeous, so i decided to send him a message saying thank you etc; and surprisingly he replied. Then he started talking to me over ask and i started getting more questions about him, like people where going mental because he was talking to me and how i was the luckiest girl ever because he was ‘tumblr famous’. But i shrugged it off because nobody ‘tumblr famous’ would talk to me. So i was having suspicions, so i messaged him because i truly believed that he was fake, until he showed me some proof and he showed me how many followers he had on tumblr…. AND I WAS IN SHOCK.  so we started talking more and more and people found out and tried to stop us from talking by making hate pages and threatening us both, but we just ignored it. 

Next my ex and everybody was telling me he was fake but i just ignored them because i had really fallen for this guy. So we carried on talking saying that we liked each other but the only problem was that he lived 158 miles (2 and a half hours) away from me so i figured he would never ask me to be his girlfriend. Then one night he said to me that he had a surprise for me and that i should answer my phone so i did and in front of his friends he asked me to be his girlfriend and i was so happy i said yes please haha. 

After that when he had his camera back on his laptop so we started skyping each other and i began to like him more and more because he was hilerous. But most importantly this was the time when i realized that he really cared about me because i have depression and at that time i self harmed and had to go to hospital a lot, and no matter what he was always there for me, he was literally my life saver. 

So now we had been skyping and talking over the internet for about 4-5 months and finally we where going to meet in person, which i had doubts about. But he actually came over to my house and we completely fell in love and something happened which i never thought it would in person, he saw my scars and kissed every one better and looked me in the eye and said you’re beautiful just the way you are. He was more amazing than i could have imagined, AND HE ACTUALLY LOVED ME BACK!  

don't have to shave

don't have to do my hair all nicely and whatnot

don't have to wear cute underwear / bras

doesn't suck as bad when you have your period