#lazycb

Here we go.

Doodle by @jenny626 and @jenniesart (both me).

Okay, so

I love Seven to pieces, and his emojis are precious

So i thought

What if i would draw Something based on one Of the emojis

A same day for everyone else but not for me

But why?

Because this is the day when me and the sweet @lazycb​ told each other our feelings qwq

Little thing why im writing this...

I will be honest with you guys i wasnt really happy before. My life sucked, i didn’t know what to do with myself i didnt have too much friend my day passed the same, i woke up i played games i got shouted down because of playing games i worked in the garden and felt nothing. I felt like a little leaf in the middle of the ocean. Then i found the UT fandom i started drawing i started to feel a bit different, found new people,i found Tumblr and all the wonderful people like @azy-arty ​ @xxmileikaivanaxx ​ @deusn  ​ and i could tell everyone but there is too many of you. But there was one special...and it was LazyCB. I first met her when i made an artraffle and she was the second winner. I made her prise and i thougth thats all i will go back and draw and hope i will feel a bit better. But somehow Lazy didnt stop chatting with me so i started to talk with her almost every day. The days passed the month go on but...i started to lose myself i still felt depressed i still didnt see myself in the world even with drawing i didnt know what i want to be how i will live. Then around 2017′s october’s endi got rolled over by a really hard depression wave...i layed down in the bed i didnt know what is happening i felt sick and tired...then my phone ringed...i got a messege. Lazy wrote on me she was worried and we started to talk again (i was making a big pause because i didnt know what to say to her). She called me on discord and we talked straigth 3 hours non stop sigging song we both like and then. Somehow...one day i made myself brave...i started to feel something even deeper somehow my mind told me “tell her”. Now dont get me wrong i felt this feeling in a long time before that time happened i just didnt know what to do with it afterall i was a really shy, antisocial bad looking boy. So i wrote on her and asked “can i tell you a really big secret?” She said “yes” so i took a big breath and told her “i...have a crush on you”...Then my heart stopped. I lost my bravery my shyness and sadness kicked in i was regreting writing that because i always told myself “no girl will ever like me im ugly and stupid”. So i smashed the phone down with screen and wait...Then my phone ringed again...she wrote the next “can i tell you also a secret...?” i was shocked “what she want to tell me?” so i wrote “yes”. The next line was the line that changed me forever “i have a crush on you too”...

Then thing happened after thing. We slowly slided into a realtionship that we didnt expect. After 7 month i was about to meet her. When i arrived at her town every step that i made forward the airstation’s door was heavy i wanted to fall. Then i saw her and her gorgeous smile. I knew it was the girl behind the screen.

So yeah

HAPPY FIRST ANNYVERSARY @lazycb