#lavender100

ok ngl i love that song so much because it's SO ME it fits me and my past lives so much but i never really looked into what the song was actually about, so i looked into it and i found out it's about ranni from elden ring and i looked into her and now I'm kinsidering her..... i am NOT surprised.

ANYWAYS!!!!!! yeah i always wanted to make a personal moodboard based on this idea :3 just a quick explanation about my kintype! basically i was (in a past life) a deity of some sort. i was a deity of many things, but mainly the moon and the sea. one of my favorite pastimes was writing about the lives of characters as if they were real people, sculpting those characters using raw materials from the environment, and then giving them life with a small piece of my soul. and they would go on to live the life i wrote for them, like an unfolding destiny.

and then my happy carefree life went away after my soul got shattered into hundreds if not thousands of pieces. whoopsies! three main pieces of my soul would go on to be reborn as separate people in separate worlds. these people would be my "3 biggest fiction kintypes," moonlight cookie, ocean queen Lizzie, and sunny omori. the first two makes sense, as i was a deity of the moon and sea, and those two are technically deities of the moon and sea as well. as for sunny i cannot tell you!

i know all of that sounds really fantastical, and some might think it's just fiction borne from the wildest dreams of some random girl on the internet, but i don't fucking care what i think this is who i am!!!!!!

in terms of this current life, I've always been drawn to moon/space and sea aesthetics, but moreso the moon. i remember looking up at it and seeing it as an extension of myself and kinda crying.

although I'm ngl i don't know very much about space and the sea because i have trouble doing research and learning things but i guess we can't have everything

anyway yeah we got a lil personal there but that's okay i LOOOVVEEE yapping about myself if that's not already obvious

Harmonix is my fav transformation song <3

first time doing an event omg

Winx club was a foundational basis of my childhood, and musa and Stella were my favorite characters! Musa turned out to be one of my fictionkintypes, and well, Stella can do no wrong if you ask me. although they did her personality so dirty in some of the seasons...

i intended to make just Musa graphics but i was like FUCK IT let's make Stella graphics too. idrk how i feel about the masks i use on the Stella graphics on the left and right? but whatever! it's done now and I'm ok with it.

here's the extras <3 the ones with the square frames but without the blur and lens flare, and another Stella graphic!

omg what else was i going to say. whatever

i edited these icons while cleaning the house

please watch this edit pls pls pls pls pls pls pls it's so good PLEASE

anyway yeah i love sousou no frieren sm it's my type of series fr i love fantasy i love stories that focus more on the characters' lives and arcs RAAAAAHHHH

i just had to edit frieren and himmel too yk yk <3 they're so QPR coded but i also love the unrequited elements

fun fact! Sunny OMORI is literally me. HWUAHSHJAXUJAYDNDHJDHKADHJADHHDH he's like one of the first fictionkin i kinfirmed (basically the first one I realized was actually a fictkin) and even before that i felt such a strong and profound connection to him when i learned about omori and eventually played it. so of course, i selected him for this theme because it's so fitting! god he's so me

i associate this song with him a lot (partly because of the lyrics mentioning a violin, lolz) so yeah

honestly I'm starting to feel like my graphics are a bit plain compared to others but it's not fair to compare myself to them because they've been editing for longer (i edited stuff before, for my rentrys, but they were really simple lol) so i will just allow myself to learn and improve :3

also omg here's an extra of the middle graphic w/o the text