I'm going to the doctor tomorrow for something that worries me quite a bit and I'm... well, scared. Let's hope it isn't as serious as I'm afraid it might be ... tbh I have been unable to think too much about other stuff because of this worry ;;
I just... somebody please hold my hand and tell me everything will be okay
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Gods. 2025 was such a shitshow that I'm actually impressed that I survived that. During the whole year I was facing upsetting and unfair situations without a single break. A class full of pro-AI people, a teacher that said to my face that my work was shittier than anything AI can do. Later a really shitty job with only one day off per week and co-workers that seemed to hate my guts. I felt lonely, tired, hurt and frustrated to a point that I fell literally ill for months. A really long cold that doesn't seem to get away even now...
And on top of that, a really important friend decided to leave my side without giving me a single opportunity to say anything back, or at least try to defend myself or give a solution to save a friendship that was... really important to me.
A couple of weeks ago the contract I had with said shitty job finished, and just by that I feel like a new person. Like myself again. I have to deal with the aftermath of the stuff that happened while I was that busy and not myself at all, but little by little... I'm fixing things.
I don't know what awaits me ahead, but I really, please, hope that 2026 is better than 2025. It isn't hard, but who knows.
Anyhow...! I'm back!! It's weird drawing again after a year without touching my pentablet and traditional tools, but I'm having fun reconnecting with my artistic side...!
Gods. Tomorrow I start in a new job and I'm not sure how it will go, what they explained was pretty simple but we also only had very rushed conversations because they needed a person to start very fast, so... I'm not even sure if I'm what they are looking for or what are exactly my tasks ;;;; The job sounds rather perfect for me, it's marketing and design but... Argh who knows how it will go.
I'm so scared, I really need to keep this one >>;;;; I hope it goes well
I hope I can sleep tonight just enough...
Man, I need a hug (Or a conversation with myself from next week so know how is stuff lol)
I tag @nooterino @apostatehamster @leporidactic @meekhaylart
Questions & Answers below the cut!
Were you named after anyone?
Yup! My mom's grandma and her own mom. She kind of mixed both their names making a strange combo that isn't very usual and people get confused by it. A week ago somebody told me that only by my name I sound like a person mean to be famous HSHD
When was the last time you cried?
I don't cry very often... Yesterday I cried a bit from laugh while talking about OCs 'tho??
Do you have kids?
Cactis and a cat counts?
Do you use sarcasm?
That's my first language
What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Their eyes and height
What’s your eye colour?
Dark brown!
Scary movies or happy endings?
Happy endings!!!!!!
Any special talents?
I have very good sight, in a way that I can difference colors that people usually can't that easily
Where were you born?
Ironically, in the city I live now! although I've lived in other three before of that... (And I wish to move soon)
What are your hobbies?
Drawing, reading, doing nothing, cooking, baking, playing videogames, taking walks and looking for sales in food! <- I really like the last one, it gives me serotonine
Have any pets?
A cat! She's my angel
What sports do/have you played?
I used to swin as sport until my teens. I also joined a football team when I was around 13, but nowadays I don't play any sport, I just ride my bike and go to a lot of walks
How tall are you?
1,65m!
Favorite subject at school?
Philosophy, History and Arts
Dream Job?
Librarian..... /ugly cry
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During Dec and Jan I've been working in a shoe shop, and I learnt a lot + had lots of fun!! It was a new and refreshing experence! Yesterday was my last day because I was there only to help in Christmas + Jan sales, but I will treasure these memories and how nice all the clients were with me!! (Kinda surprised, I didn't get yell at and I had a lot of insteresting convos with random people! Happy Owl)
So, it seems like we are here forever :D... I will try to be more active on tumblr from now on. Sadly, this isn't my main acc so I can't follow people with this username (Like, literally, I can't. I used the same acc to do different blogs and this one is a secondary one oof) if you see @theowlreblogs following you, that is me too! Only with my personal acc. This one is purely for my own art.
You can follow me there 'tho! I try to tag stuff + everything is super chill
It was my birthday today!!! I spend a very good time with my family and I had tons of cake, love and pizza... Ah! it's so unfair how I am getting older instead of younger