i should be able to pick up these new meds next monday or tuesday. needed to be signed off first. they are said to be fine with my current other meds :D

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i should be able to pick up these new meds next monday or tuesday. needed to be signed off first. they are said to be fine with my current other meds :D

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in good news, finally
for any confusion, this is the main medication usually recommended for anyone on the epilepsy spectrum. i deal with petit mal, or absence seizures
people who take lamotrigine are so funny because any time we see a mention of lamotrigine anywhere else theyre like "LAMOTRIGINE MENTION" so excitedly like we saw a celebrity like thats our princess thats are our babygirl #ourlamotrigine
I graduated from mental health care services to general healh care with good grades. Over a year without mood episodes, imsomnia and bad anxiety. Of course I've had times when I've had to listen the warning signs and act to prevent situation from escalating, but it has worked. So far so good. (edit: my last bad anxiety funky floor time was in last september, my mood fluctuated too, but I managed to calm it down)
The nurse called for the last time and said "I think that being chill about the future is your true nature.". What a delight to find out that adjectives like chill or calm can be associated with me too. Who would have thought? I feel like crying fr.
everything feels so suffocating everything is literally grabbing me by my throat and choking me

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this blog is probably going to start becoming more active once more because it is summer and I am very lonely.
I barely leave my house and I've spent the last few days not even knowing what I'm doing. Time is passing so weirdly and I don't know what day it is. My dissociation is terrible. I think I'm going to up my lamotragine tomorrow to see if it helps
Im definitely no longer questioning being a system. I used to sometimes doubt it but I can't deny it anymore. The identities have become genuinely distinct. So that's a thing. I'll try and update soon.
love is such an overused word like shut up u dont mean that shit
I got put on lamotrogine and the only thing I want to eat is fruit and granola. Everything else is disgusting. What is this medication doing to my brain to make this happen. Side effects: you mighttt turn into a bird