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KVS Teacher Notification Update:केंद्रीय विद्यालयों में शिक्षक बनने की तैयारी कर रहे उम्मीदवारों के लिए एक महत्वपूर्ण अवसर सामने आया है। शैक्षणिक सत्र 2026-27 के लिए देशभर के अलग-अलग केंद्रीय विद्यालयों में संविदा (Contract Basis) पर शिक्षकों और अन्य स्टाफ की भर्ती शुरू हो गई है। हर विद्यालय अपनी आवश्यकता के अनुसार अलग-अलग नोटिफिकेशन जारी कर रहा है, इसलिए उम्मीदवारों को नियमित रूप से अपडेट चेक…

KVS Teacher Notification Update:केंद्रीय विद्यालयों में शिक्षक बनने की तैयारी कर रहे उम्मीदवारों के लिए एक महत्वपूर्ण अवसर सामने आया है। शैक्षणिक सत्र 2026-27 के लिए देशभर के अलग-अलग केंद्रीय विद्यालयों में संविदा (Contract Basis) पर शिक्षकों और अन्य स्टाफ की भर्ती शुरू हो गई है। हर विद्यालय अपनी आवश्यकता के अनुसार अलग-अलग नोटिफिकेशन जारी कर रहा है, इसलिए उम्मीदवारों को नियमित रूप से अपडेट चेक…

Du hast einen hohen Preis gezahlt für deine Arroganz, deine Homophobie, deine Frauenverachtung und deinen Nazismus! Du bist entmannt und entmenscht!

Würdest du dein altes Leben wählen, wenn du die Wahl hättest? Würdest du gehen, wenn KvS dich gehen lassen würde?

Peter

Nein, ich würde nicht gehen. Wir gehören zusammen und bleiben zusammen.

Allerdings würde ich ihr dann die Leine wieder um den Hals legen, diesmal enger und fester als beim letzten Mal ... und die Leine nicht mehr aus der Hand geben.

I was (or still am) one of those men who thought they could have it all, take it all and would suffer no consequences because I had a right to it. A right given by birth and my sex.

Because of this god giveb right I perceived myself an Alpha male. 

I considered myself as superior to anyone because of my "being a MAN", my heterosexuality, color of skin and because of my masculinity. 

I was misogynistic, homophobic, and used to treat all people as inferiors to me who were not like me. 

All of them, especially women, I considered to be inferior, subordinate and that they had to bow to my will. 

I thought I run the world and it was my right to let anyone feel it in a multitude of ways, 

from groping to slapping to not giving that job unless they let me use them and swallow all this down like a blowjob dessert, 

because they were considered inferior and expected to do this.

Especially to my wife, who was my submissive then, i was rude and merciless. I used her in any way and whenever I liked. I treated her like an Object, not an a woman of value.

Well one day she trapped me, turned the tide and forced her will on me. But this is another story.

She never explained to me why she has ringed me, but i guess

i am now in the position that i reserved for my submissives, generally for women. Maybe i was mysogynistic, also homophobic and sexist. Maybe i still am. That is not for me to decide. i understand that i am now in a position where it is wrong to have the believe or attitude that i might be superior to anyone, no matter what sex, race or attitude. i try to respect the women, also the submissives. And now i shall learn that i am the lowest rank, i have to respect every woman, even if it is hard sometimes and in different situations. ALL people are different from me as i am slave now and not equal to "people" anymore.

My Owner says my submission is far away from being as deep and complete as it should be.

Yes, She might be right, i am not submitting totally. When i first submitted it was kind of a play and somehow interesting and arousing to experience a new perspective. But i had been trapped and that way she has forced me into submission and keeps me there. As i am not bi or gay You may imagine that it is a problem for me to open myself to a dominant male. It is very humiliating and degrading to submit to another person, either female or male, and not only in a sexual way.

Well i have to admit that i am definitely treated how i treated other people and how i still think they should be treated if they are weak and submissive. i do not think my "punishment" (my new life as She calls it) is disproportionate. Maybe i earn it because i was weak for a moment and got into her trap. Maybe it is the punishment for my own inconsequence. perhaps the tide will turn again one day and then i will always know not to get weak again. Not for only a minute. i don’t think She is unfair, no. She has forced me into a position, enforced her control and power and now she uses it. It thrills her to do things i do NOT WANT TO BE DONE TO ME. There is nothing to blame her for. I would do the same. Maybe i will again one day.

As i said i deserve this because of my own weakness. i treated people the way i am treated now. What i did was not paying attention and walk into a trap. Now i am stuck in it and cannot escape. i think my Owner did not submit me because of what i did but because of my attitude, because of what i was. i think for them it's a kind of competition, like a test of strength. Like bullriding. she forces me to throw myself under while i try to throw off the rider.

In respect to submitting to Lady Kristin von Stahlschmerz, She owns me now. When i first submitted it was kind of a play and somehow interesting and arousing to experience a new perspective. But i had been trapped and that way she has forced me into submission and keeps me there.

As i am not bi or gay You may imagine that it is a problem for me to open myself to a dominant male. It is very humiliating and degrading to submit to another person, especially male, and not only in a sexual way.

She loves to have her slave, me, on a cross. i can understand that because there is nothing more degrading than being on display on a cross. She also loves to invite guests to some of these crucifixions. The process then is long and brutal. i am fighting against it. i am stronger than her. She might humiliate me but she will not finally break me. One day the tide will turn again and then i will be stronger than ever.