some of you may have noticed that i went mia for quite some time. i’m not sure if anyone wanted to know but i’ll be brief about why and where i’d been.
so it was in the middle of my finals that i started dabbling into new styles, namely first and third persons pov for characters besides bts - and i daresay, original characters. posted something on wattpad and had a wake up call that i’ve conditioned myself to 2nd person pov, scenarios/oneshots and a void entity whom i don’t even recognize the difference between in my many fics (supposed, you can’t associate anything to a nameless reader-character, not for me at least) - that i quite literally forgot how to write character developments, plot expansion and overall did not have the skills you need for writing a novel (the og kind of writing for me).
it’s not bad to do scenarios but it’s also not helping me practice on writing books either. i’m only speaking for me. other writers may benefit from writing scenarios/oneshots and may come out magnificent when they finally decide to write chaptered stories and i absolutely envy them.
and because of that, i’m now thinking of moving to wattpad to start a new writing journey. it’s scary and exciting and might even be a big disappointment (i’m pessimistic like that, unfortunately) and i might come back here and decide to stay where i’m most comfortable and familiar with. who knows?
but i won’t start right away as i have multiple series i started and have finally found the inspiration to finish here. but yeah, that’s the extent of what happened over the past few months.
until the next personal update, i suppose.
