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vocal line ⥠fake love at arirang world tour in goyang - day 3 cr. movewithsope

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Summary: Jin finally comes back from the tour but you feel something has changed..
Pairing: JinĂ fem!reader; established relationships
Tags: hurt/comfort but pure fluff, lil suggestive at the end
WC- 2.6k
You were just about to fall asleep when your phone rang loudly so you had to pick it up wondering who was calling you so late at night.
"Hello?" Your voice cracked a little.
"Hi, Babe, am I late? I tried to call as soon as I could?" You immediately knew the soft voice that you'd been missing all day.
Jin has been away on tour and he was going to come back in a few days but with him being away you constantly missed him, not in a desperate way but in sweet little ways like if you walked past a bouquet shop or when you walked past your favourite bakery and all your memories with Jin would come flooding in.
You guys had a stable relationship, of course you guys had your fair share of misunderstandings and fights but nothing ever too serious. Never one too demanding, never one not understanding so when Jin had to leave for tour you were incredibly happy that he gets to be with the members and you knew how much he actually loved being on tours with seeing armies all around the world except the problem of missing each other a lot. So, to make up for your distance you guys would always make it obvious how much you missed each other by texting and calling each other randomly during the day or sharing random food pictures (more him than you). So, just like that, he called you at 2 am only this call had a purpose.
"Jin? Wasn't it a concert night?" You asked immediately sitting upright to talk to him properly since you had not been able to the whole day.
"It was but I ran to the car as soon as I could. How could I not wish you good luck for tomorrow before you went to bed?"
This is the Jin you've always been in love with. The one who always remembered all the little details.
Your heart fluttered when you realized he remembered your important project meeting in morning but you hadn't expected him to call you as soon as he was free.
"Jinie, you didn't have to," You replied just as affectionately.
"Are you kidding? My girl has such a big day ahead, how could I not!" He chuckled lightly on the other end.
"But Jin-"
He clicked his tongue, "No more. I'll let you sleep since it's late but you're going to ace your meeting, I believe in you okay. I'll see you soon. I lo-"
"Wait. Talk to me," you immediately interjected.
"Are you sure? Shouldn't you sleep?"
"Shouldn't you rest?" You countered. In a defeat Jin surrendered making you chuckle.
And you both ended up being on the call for nearly an hour before you forced him to stop talking unless he wanted to lose his voice. With sweet adorations you went to bed dreaming of the day when Jin finally comes back home.
ďžâ .â *â シâ ・ďžâďžâ .â *â シâ ・ďž
You practically ran up the stairs of Jin's home to meet him since his tour was over but you only entered a light out. Of course he had fallen asleep, it was past midnight after all.
You had been waiting desperately for the day when Jin finally came back and all the things that you'd do with him. You knew he wouldn't want anything glamorous, just the two of you alone at last at home where you would run into each other's arms, stay like that for a while, play games together, order takeout from your favourite place and have your own candle light dinner then go to bed cuddling with each other but unfortunately, universe had cursed you with the worst possible day in your history of working or so you felt.
It was in the morning when you were just about to prepare lunch for Jin that you got an urgent call from your office calling you in immediately and you went with no other option but hoping to be back in time before Jin arrived but little did you know that your boss would hold you up for the entire day. So, now here you were, entering a dark bedroom with Jin's sleeping figure in the bed.
Your heart immediately shattered as you sat down besides the bed on the ground to look at him.
"Hi, Baby," you whispered but you heard no response or just maybe a sigh if you were being hopeful.
You brushed his hair from his face, stroking his face very lightly so as not to disturb his sleep but your guilt set in heavily because even though you had told him that you'd be late, you didn't expect that you'd be so late that you'll miss each other completely.
You sat there for a while with your guilt until you decided that you weren't going to let your horrible work day from ruining the fact that the love of your life was back home. And so, you planned on calling in the sick the next two days just so that you could be with him. Was it the wisest decision? No, but did you miss being with him, very much.
ďžâ .â *â シâ ・ďžâďžâ .â *â シâ ・ďž
Maybe you were wrong or maybe you had done something wrong but this isn't the welcome home you planned. You had taken your two days off just like you had planned but the morning after Jin came back he spent most of his day gaming since he missed his PC so much and sleeping at odd hours. You understood his jet-lag, he woke up when you were asleep so when you'd wake up he would gaming and you wouldn't want to disturb him but then when you would be free in the evening Jin would fall asleep and you were starting to feel worried? You guys talked, of course you did but you knew Jin had struggled with jet lag a lot on this tour and you were never one to intervene when he liked to play his games but you were worried because you guys hardly shared any meals together since he came back, or cuddled together for that matter or did anything together actually and you would be lying if you said you didn't feel insecure about the whole thing even though you were always secure in your relationship but you started thinking that maybe, just maybe you guys had grown indifferent or detached, maybe he had grown apart, if that made any sense but it didn't. All you knew was that you missed him even though he was right there, you just couldn't reach him just yet.
Caught up with the thoughts in your head you weren't able to fall asleep and it was 3 in the morning. You could not stop overthinking even if you tried and you knew all you needed was just to talk to Jin but talk to him about what exactly? There were no issues, right?
In defeat you got up from the bed and went to the kitchen to get some water.
As you stared out of the window thinking about everything while drinking water you could feel yourself choke up with your tear. What was there to cry for? You missed Jin but he was right there, wasn't he?
You ultimately went to the couch staring blankly at the window hoping for sleep to come but it didn't. You had just closed your eyes trying to stop your brain from overthinking loudly when you heard light footsteps and you saw Jin rubbing his eyes entering the living room.
"Y/n" his voice hoarse reaching you, "what are you doing here?"
"Couldn't sleep," you shrugged. He nodded.
"Do you need some water? I was about to get some," he asked sweetly and you shook your head and you couldn't explain why but tears threatened to spill your eyes as Jin touched your shoulder before going into the kitchen.
"Were you sleeping well?" You asked, your voice cracking.
He nodded coming to sit beside you,"tell me what happened?"
You frowned, "what do you mean?"
He kept his glass of water on the table and took your hands in his, "you rarely have trouble falling asleep and since you're up at this ungodly hour there must be something that's bothering you. Is it your work? Is it family?"
You paused, physically paused. What did you ever do to be blessed with a man like him. You took your hand away from his, choking up on your emotions but you didn't want him to know nor see you cry over something that was probably just in your head.
You shook your head, "Nothing. Just one of those days," you tried forcing a smile.
Jin looked at you puzzled, bringing his hand to tuck a strand of your hair behind your head and you lost it. You immediately closed your eyes breathing shakily because you knew if you looked at him long enough you'll end up crying.
"Jagiya, what's wrong?" He asked scooting closer to you.
You let out another shaky breath trying to refuse your tears from spilling but one slipped anyway and before you could even turn away from him, he noticed it.
"Love, look at me," his voice was laced with such affection that you couldn't resist it anymore. You watched him gaze at you with such worry and fondness that you pulled your face in the palm of your hand and let your tears spill.
Jin immediately shifted close enough to hug you and stroke your back which made it worse but now you knew you had to let it out, if you didn't, you wouldn't know what would happen.
"Y/n, talk to me," he spoke softly.
After a while you finally calmed yourself down and looked up at him wiping your tears with the corner of your shirt and finally said, "It's stupid."
"then talk stupid but talk to me," Jin replied.
You took a pause, evening your breath before taking his hands in your own and finally started,
"It's so stupid, but I miss you even though you're right here."
"I've missed you since you've been back from the tour but I don't know what to do about it. How can I miss someone who's there in front of me? But I do. Lately I just feel that you and I haven't talked, spent time together and I know it's my fault, I've been too caught up with work and I know you're mad at me for not being there the day you came back home but Jin, I miss you, I really do, I miss talking to you, laughing with you and now I just feel like that maybe there's this space that I don't know how to fix."
Jin looked at you for a moment before he stroked your face lovingly, "Babe, I've been jet lagged-"
"I'm not blaming you. Oh god, no, I know it's my fault-"
"Will you let me?" He interjected raising his eyebrows. You looked at him for a moment before you nodded.
"I will not lie and tell you that I'm not jet-lagged, I am. My whole sleep schedule is messed up and you know it but I also would not lie to you when I say I've been missing you too," He smiled at you and in that moment the relief that washed over you was indescribable.
"You have?"
He nodded, "I've missed you so much that I play games just to stop myself from thinking about you all the time."
"but you could have just talked to me whenever I was around."
"Yes, I could have but allow me to say I was being a little petty," he pouted and made such an apologetic face that you couldn't help but chuckle.
"I was being petty at first because the one person I wanted to come back home to the most was busy but then I hated myself more when I realised that I'm being petty about you going to work which is so stupid because I know how much you love your job and every time you'd be around that's all that I could think, me and my pettiness. I wanted to come back home to you and I still do, I always do but I was a little mad and upset to know you wouldn't be home that day but I made my peace with it but when I watched you take the day off just to be with me, I thought that maybe I come with an alternate option, that you'd always have to take your day off from the work you love doing just to be with me. Does that make sense? And it's only because of this that maybe I've been avoidant but I didn't realise it must have been affecting you as well. I'm so sorry love, I never meant for that to happen-"
You immediately shut him up with a finger on his lip, "don't you apologise for something that makes so much more sense than my stupid reason," you smiled, making him smile.
"Jin, you're not an alternate option. You're the only option, always. I don't know what made you think otherwise but it's always you. There are just times when I have to do what I have to do."
He sighed taking your hand in his own rubbing circles with his thumb,"why couldn't we have just told each other that we missed each other?"
You shook your head, chuckling at your own stupidity.
He looked in your eyes so fondly before leaning forward at an appropriate distance to ask, "Can I kiss you, my love?"
You blushed at his sensualness and nodded.
He smiled before leaning forward and kissing you with such love that you thought you could combust, worse, melt into the couch had your hand not been holding Jin's collar. He hummed sweetly into the kiss as if asking you to deepen the kiss.
And you lightly pull on his collar dragging him closer to you and his hand that was resting in your cheek finally traces your jawline before reaching into your hair pulling you closer to him deeping the kiss with such a moan that you couldn't help it. His plump lips grazed softly along your lips but his hand in your hair commanded your movement.
His lips leave yours only for a moment before he attacks you with another anticipated kiss and this time he grazes his other hand down your back and pulls you close enough to his body to straddle him. You carefully sit on top of him as if scared to take it further but Jin pushes your body further into him making you gasp. Taking it as an opportunity he slips his tongue past your lip and immediately after tugging at your lower lip.
You didn't realise when things got too heated until you separated taking a moment to breathe with your head resting on his forehead.
His face had the most delicious smile on his face as he opens his eyes and looks at you and your swollen lips.
You knowingly smile at him, and finally say "Welcome back my love. I missed you."
His hand strokes gently down your back settling on your ass pulling you closer if it was even possible anymore tugging a small smirk at his lips, "I missed you too, Baby."
And with that he kissed your lips once more and you knew in the way that he moaned that the night was going to be a long one.
A/n: In the honour of Jinkook's recent live that has me overflowing with emotions and Jin's recent jet-lag revelation inspired this. I have tried my best to write in the most natural form (didn't want y/n to be typical), I'm absolutely unsure how people might take it but I hope you liked it. <3
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It's Always You (KSJ) | Chapter One
Pairing: Y/N Ă Kim Seokjin
Genre: Friends-to-lovers, Angst, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Second Chance, Emotional Romance, Smut
Sypnosis: Youâve always been in the background, quietly loving him while he shined in the spotlight. One drunken night, everything changed â a single, impulsive moment between you that left your heart tangled and your world uncertain. By morning, he pulled away, leaving you to wonder⌠can you keep loving someone who will never choose you?
A/N: Hi lovelies! Iâm so excited to share Chapter 1 of Itâs Always You. Just a quick note: minors please do not interact, as this chapter contains smut. If you read it, Iâd really love to hear what you think, your comments truly mean a lot to me and always make my day. Chapter 2 will be posted tomorrow on kofi, and it will be shared here on Tumblr on the 14th. Thank you so much for reading and supporting my stories. I hope you enjoy this one. đ¤
Chapter One
The pension house sat near the edge of the sea, warm lights glowing against the dark blue of the evening. Laughter spilled out from the open windows, music humming through wooden walls that smelled faintly of pine and salt air. It felt intimate. Safe. The kind of place meant for memories that would be replayed years later.
It was Hobiâs idea, of course. He said he wanted something simple this year. Just family. Just close friends. Just people who felt like home.
You stood outside the gate for a second before going in, smoothing your dress down, fingers brushing through the newly dyed strands of your hair. A softer color than before. Braver. You told yourself it was just for a change. You knew better.
The moment you stepped inside, someone screamed your name.
âThere she is!â
Hoseok was the first to reach you, arms wrapping around you so tightly your heels nearly slipped on the stone path. He smelled like expensive cologne and vanilla cake.
âYou came,â he said dramatically, holding your shoulders and looking at you like you had just saved his life. âAnd you look insane. Why do you look this good at my birthday?â
You laughed, pushing at his chest. âItâs your birthday. I have to outshine you a little.â
He gasped. âBetrayal. On my own day.â
But he didnât let go. He never really did. Hoseok had always been affectionate with you, naturally clingy, naturally warm. The others were used to it. His friends were used to it. Even his family.
You greeted his mother with a respectful hug, bowed slightly to his father, let his sister squeeze your hands and tell you she loved your hair. You were introduced to a few of Hoseokâs childhood friends, and you slipped into conversations easily, smiling, laughing, fitting into spaces that once felt intimidating.
It hadnât always been like this. You met Kim Taehyung and Park Jimin in university. Same elective class. Same row. Taehyung had borrowed your pen and never returned it. Jimin had apologized for him and bought you coffee the next day.
Somewhere between group projects and late night convenience store runs, you became theirs. And one night, Taehyung said casually, âYou should meet the others. Theyâll like you.â
You still remember how nervous you were the first time you stepped into their dorm. How loud it was. How chaotic. How alive. And how your eyes landed on Kim Seokjin.
He was arguing about food portions in the kitchen, animated and dramatic, shoulders broad, laughter loud. He turned when Taehyung called his name, and for a second, he just stared at you. You had smiled. That was the beginning of everything.
Now, years later, you were no longer just Taehyung and Jiminâs classmate. You were invited to birthdays. Holidays. Family dinners. You knew their parentsâ favorite dishes. Their childhood stories. Their habits. You belonged. And that was the problem.
Inside the pension house, music played softly from a speaker. Fairy lights were strung across the ceiling beams. A long wooden table was set with food and bottles of alcohol waiting to be opened.
The members were gathered near the corner of the living room. Hoseok still had an arm around your shoulders. From across the room, you felt it before you saw it. His gaze.
Seokjin stood slightly apart from the group, drink in hand, phone resting loosely in his other palm. He wasnât smiling like the others. He was watching. Jungkook leaned toward him and muttered something. You caught the words, barely.
âHyung, Hobiâs not letting her breathe.â
Seokjinâs lips twitched faintly. âItâs his birthday.â
Taehyung suddenly appeared beside you, sliding in smoothly and tugging at your hand. âI reserved a table for you. Come on.â
âFor me?â
âFor us,â he corrected, winking. âBut mostly for you.â
Hoseok finally released you with exaggerated reluctance. âDonât steal my favorite guest.â
âIâm not stealing,â Taehyung said. âIâm relocating.â
When you reached the table, Jiminâs eyes widened.
âWow.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âYou lookâŚâ He searched for the word, shaking his head. âDifferent. In a good way.â
Jungkook nodded enthusiastically. âNoona, you look really pretty tonight.â
You laughed softly, feeling heat crawl up your neck. Seokjin was the only one who hadnât said anything.
He was sitting down now, phone in hand, thumbs moving as he typed something, screen reflecting against his face. Jungkook nudged him with his knee. Hard.
âHyung.â
âWhat.â
âSay it.â
âSay what.â
Jungkook gestured toward you. âUse your eyes.â
Seokjin finally looked up.
His gaze traveled slowly, taking in your hair, your dress, the way you were trying not to look like you were waiting. âYou look nice,â he said simply.
Nice.
You smiled anyway. âThank you.â
Taehyung groaned. âNice? Thatâs all you have?â
Seokjin shrugged faintly, but there was something unreadable in his expression. âWhat. She does.â
The party officially began not long after. The cake was brought out, candles glowing warmly against Hoseokâs smiling face as everyone sang off key. You stood between Jimin and Jungkook, clapping, laughing, watching Hoseok squeeze his eyes shut to make a wish. You wondered what idols wished for when they already had everything.
Later, music grew louder. Shoes were kicked off. Someone turned the living room into a dance floor.
You danced with Hoseok first, of course. He spun you around dramatically, dipping you so low you shrieked. Jimin joined. Taehyung followed. Jungkook tried to teach you a new move and failed halfway through because he started laughing too hard.
Seokjin stayed seated for a while. He drank slowly. Checked his phone. Watched. Every now and then, he stood up and joined briefly, clapping to the beat, singing loudly for a verse, making everyone laugh before retreating again. You told yourself he was just tired.
As the night deepened, some guests began leaving. Hoseokâs parents hugged him tightly before heading out. His friends said their goodbyes. The house grew quieter, warmer.
Hoseok was eventually so drunk he could barely stand.
âBest birthday ever,â he mumbled as Jimin wrapped an arm around him. âI love you all. Especially her.â
He pointed at you dramatically.
âGo to bed,â Taehyung laughed.
Jimin guided him down the hallway toward one of the rooms, Hoseok still rambling about how everyone should stay forever.
When the door closed, silence settled differently. Now it was just you, Jungkook, Taehyung, and Seokjin. Four glasses. One half empty bottle.
Jungkook sprawled on the floor, back against the couch. Taehyung leaned back in his chair, legs stretched out lazily. Seokjin sat across from you, one arm resting on the table.
âDo you remember,â Taehyung began suddenly, grinning, âwhen she cried for three hours straight because of that guy?â
You froze.
Jungkook perked up immediately. âOh my god. That night.â
âDonât,â you warned softly.
Seokjinâs expression changed, subtle but noticeable.
âThe tall one,â Taehyung continued, merciless. âThe one who thought he was mysterious.â
âHe wasnât mysterious,â you muttered. âHe just never texted back.â
Jungkook laughed. âThatâs worse.â
Seokjin finally spoke, voice calm. âI told you he wasnât good.â
You looked at him.
âI remember,â you said quietly.
âHe was my friend,â Seokjin continued. âI knew how he was.â
âAnd I thought you were overprotective,â you replied, attempting a smile.
âYou never listen to me.â
There was no teasing in his tone.
You swallowed. âHe seemed nice at first.â
Taehyung softened slightly. âYou liked him a lot.â
You shrugged. âI liked the idea of him.â
Seokjinâs gaze didnât leave your face. âHe never made time for you.â
You laughed softly, though it sounded thin. âHe had a busy schedule.â
âSo did you,â Seokjin said.
Silence followed. Jungkook cleared his throat, sensing the shift. âDating is hard for us anyway.â
Taehyung nodded. âPeople think itâs glamorous.â
You looked at them. âIs it?â
Jungkook snorted. âItâs stressful.â
âYou know about mine,â he added, pointing at you. âOn and off. On and off.â
âYou complain to me every time,â you teased gently.
He grinned sheepishly.
You looked at Taehyung. âYou too.â
He raised his hands in surrender. âNo comment.â
Your eyes moved slowly. And landed on him.
âWhat about you,â you asked, keeping your voice light. âAre you dating anyone?â
Seokjin leaned back slightly, swirling the liquid in his glass.
âWeâre just talking,â he said after a moment. âSeeing where it goes.â
Your heart dropped so quietly no one heard it but you.
âOh,â you said, nodding.
Taehyung looked between you both carefully.
Jungkook reached for the bottle again. âPour her more.â
You didnât protest. The alcohol burned more than it had earlier.
You forced a smile. âThatâs good.â
Seokjin studied you for a second. âYouâre drinking fast.â
âItâs a celebration.â
âFor Hobi,â he said.
âRight,â you agreed.
Laughter returned, but softer now. Stories about trainee days. Old dorm fights. Burnt ramen. Broken furniture. You laughed at the right moments. But every word echoed differently.
Just talking. Seeing where it goes.
Later, when Jungkook finally slumped against the couch half asleep and Taehyung went to check on Hoseok, it was just you and Seokjin left at the table. The house was quiet. He looked at you for a long moment.
âYou donât have to drink like that.â
You smiled lazily. âIâm fine.â
He didnât look convinced.
âYou always pretend youâre fine,â he said quietly.
You met his eyes.
âAnd you always pretend you donât notice.â
The air between you shifted. Neither of you looked away.
From down the hallway, Hoseokâs muffled snore echoed, almost comical in the silence. Seokjin exhaled slowly, fingers tightening slightly around his glass.
âYou should get some rest,â he said finally.
You nodded. But neither of you moved.
The pension house that had been loud with celebration now felt suspended in time, wrapped in soft darkness and the distant sound of the sea brushing against the shore.
Seokjin leaned back in his chair, sleeves rolled slightly, collar loosened. He had stopped pretending to check his phone. He was watching you openly.
âStop drinking,â he said.
You tilted the bottle slightly, pouring the last of it into your glass. âYou should too.â
âI stopped.â
You smiled faintly.
He studied you carefully. âYou donât have to finish it.â
âI want to.â
The words were soft, but there was something underneath them. A quiet defiance. A quiet ache.
He stood first when you tried to get up. The room swayed just enough for you to grab the edge of the table.
âIâm fine,â you insisted.
âI know,â he replied, already beside you. His hand settled at your waist, steady and firm. âBut youâre not walking alone.â
He guided you down the hallway slowly. The wooden floors creaked softly under your steps. Your shoulder brushed his chest once, twice. Neither of you commented.
Inside the guest room, the air felt warmer. You sat at the edge of the bed, staring at nothing in particular. He crouched in front of you to remove your heels, fingers careful as if you were something breakable.
âYou donât have to do that,â you murmured.
âI know.â
âBut you always do.â
He didnât respond. When he stood, you were already looking at him.
âYouâre really handsome,â you said quietly.
His ears flushed immediately. âYouâre drunk.â
âAnd you hide behind that every time I say something real.â
His expression shifted.
âYou donât mean that.â
âI do.â
The room felt smaller suddenly.
He stepped back slightly. âYou need to sleep.â
He turned toward the door. Your hand shot out before you could think. You caught his wrist.
âStay.â
His body went still.
âDonât,â he warned gently.
âJust until I fall asleep.â
âYou wonât remember this clearly.â
âI remember everything about you.â
The confession slipped out so easily it frightened you. He looked at you differently then. Like he was seeing something he had tried very hard not to see.
After a long pause, he exhaled and lay down beside you, stiff and cautious, staring up at the ceiling. You turned toward him instantly.
âStop looking at me,â he muttered.
âWhy.â
âBecause you look like youâre about to say something reckless.â
You smiled softly. âI like you.â
The words hung there. Heavy. He closed his eyes briefly. âYouâre drunk.â
âIâve liked you for years.â
His breathing changed.
âYou donât get to say that like itâs nothing.â
âItâs not nothing,â you whispered. âItâs everything.â
Silence stretched between you.
You moved closer, close enough to feel the warmth radiating from his skin.
âCan I kiss you?â you whispered.
Seokjin didnât even look at you. âNo.â
You frowned and shifted closer, your knee brushing his. âJust one.â
âI said no.â
You propped yourself up on your elbow, hovering near his face. âI wonât sleep until you kiss me.â
âThat sounds like a you problem,â he muttered, but there was no real bite in it.
You tried again, softer this time. âPlease?â
He finally turned to look at you, eyes tired but amused. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd youâre avoiding the question.â
He sighed when you leaned in again, stopping just inches away. âYouâre not giving up, are you?â
âNo.â
A long pause. He studied your face like he was weighing something dangerous.
After a few more seconds of your stubborn silence and his failing resolve, he exhaled.
âIf I kiss you,â he said slowly, carefully, âyou go to sleep.â
You nodded immediately. âPromise."
He hesitated. You could see it. The war in his eyes. The restraint he had built over years of proximity and stolen glances and choosing distance.
When he leaned in, it was cautious. Gentle. A mistake he intended to keep small.
The second your lips met, something inside him gave way. The kiss deepened without permission. Charged with everything that had been unspoken for too long.
His hand found your waist, pulling you closer instead of steadying you.
He pulled back slightly, forehead resting against yours.
âYouâll regret this.â
âWill you,â you asked.
He didnât answer. Instead, he kissed you again. And this time, there was no pretending it meant nothing.
It was slow. Exploring. Careful. Years of tension unraveling in the space between breaths.
You shifted closer, your fingers sliding into his hair. He inhaled sharply at that, his composure cracking just enough.
âYou donât know what youâre doing to me,â he murmured.
âI do.â
âSay it tomorrow.â
âIâll say it tomorrow too.â
The honesty in your voice unsettled him more than the alcohol ever could.
His hand traced along your side, hesitant but hungry, like he had imagined this before and hated himself for it.
âYou should stop me,â he said quietly.
âDo you want me to.â
The silence that followed was the loudest thing in the room.
He kissed you again, deeper now, slower, as if memorizing the shape of you.
His lips moved slowly along the curve of your neck, warm and unhurried, leaving a trail of heat that made your pulse flutter beneath his touch. Every kiss lingered, not rushed, not careless, but full of intention. The closeness felt overwhelming in the quiet room, your fingers tightening in his shirt while a shiver traveled down your spine, each brush of his mouth drawing you deeper into him.
You arched beneath him, your fingers gripping his hair, pulling him closer as your voice broke into something raw and unguarded.
âGod,â you breathed, your nails grazing his scalp as you held him there.
Your chest rose and fell unevenly, eyes half-lidded as you looked at him, âIf you stop now,â you whispered, voice thick with heat, âI swear I wonât forgive you."
The words spilled from you without restraint, heavy with want and stripped of caution, your thoughts blurred by the intensity of it all. And yet, beneath the haze, one truth stood painfully clear, the way he made you feel was undeniable. Alive in a way that scared you. Aching in a way that felt inevitable. Completely, helplessly consumed by him.
He paused for a moment, his breath warm against your skin, his eyes locking onto yours with a mix of hesitation and something deeper that made your heart race.
âYouâre really sure about this?â he murmured, his voice low, steady â not from doubt, but from the weight of the moment.
The question lingered between you, fragile and unspoken, like a promise waiting to be made.
You nodded, pulling him closer, your hands sliding down to the broad expanse of his shoulders, feeling the taut muscles beneath his shirt, the way they flexed under your touch as if he were holding back a storm.
"I mean it," you said, your voice steady despite the whirlwind inside you, "I want this. I want you." The room around you faded into a hazy backdrop. The dim glow of the bedside lamp casting shadows that danced across the walls, the faint scent of laundry detergent from the sheets mingling with the heady aroma of his cologne, a mix of wood and spice that made your head spin.
He searched your face for a long moment, as if making sure he could read every flicker of emotion there. His thumb brushed gently over your cheek, a touch so tender it contrasted sharply with the heat building between you.
Then, slowly, he leaned in.
His lips met yours again in a kiss that deepened unhurriedly, deliberate and exploratory, as though he wanted to memorize the feeling instead of rush it.
As his tongue slipped past your lips once more, you moaned into his mouth, the sound escaping unbidden, a soft, needy echo that filled the quiet room.
He tasted of mint and something uniquely him, a flavor that made your toes curl against the cool sheets.
Your bodies pressed together, his weight a comforting anchor as he shifted, his hips grinding against yours in a rhythm that was both tentative and insistent. "Fuck, I want more," you breathed against his lips, your hands roaming lower, tugging at the hem of his shirt until it rode up, exposing the warm skin of his abdomen.
The muscles there were hard and defined, a testament to the strength you could feel in every movement, and you traced the lines with your fingertips, savoring the way his breath hitched at your touch.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his cheeks flushed, his eyes dark with an intensity that made your pulse stumble.
âI donât want you to wake up tomorrow and hate me for this,â he said quietly.
There was vulnerability in his voice, a small fracture in his composure that revealed the man beneath the restraint, the one who cared far more than he ever let on.
You shook your head immediately, almost fiercely, and cupped his face in your hands, pulling him back to you. The faint scrape of his stubble grazed your palms, grounding you, making this achingly real.
âI wonât,â you whispered, but there was nothing fragile about it. Your voice trembled with emotion, thick with urgency, with truth.
Your thumbs brushed along his cheekbones as if you needed him to understand, to feel it. The promise wasnât light. It came from somewhere deep, somewhere raw and unguarded, from the part of you that had already chosen him long before this moment.
His expression softened, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, and in that moment, you saw the shift, the way his reservations melted into something more profound.
He kissed you again, slower this time, his hands sliding down your sides to the edge of your clothes, fingers hooking into the fabric with a gentle urgency.
"Then let me show you," he whispered, his voice a husky promise that sent shivers down your spine. You lifted your hips instinctively, helping him as he peeled away the layers between you, the cool air kissing your exposed skin and making your nipples harden into tight peaks.
He paused to admire you, his gaze roaming over your body like a caress, and you felt a flush of heat spread across your chest, your breath coming in shallow gasps.
When his hand finally slid lower, settling between your thighs, your breath shattered in your chest. The touch was warm, deliberate, and the shock of it sent a sharp pulse of heat through you.
You gasped, back arching instinctively as electricity rippled beneath your skin. Every nerve felt suddenly alive, hypersensitive to the slow, possessive weight of his palm.
The room seemed to tilt, the air thickening around you as the space between restraint and surrender disappeared completely.
"Oh, God," you murmured, your voice breaking as his fingers explored with a careful precision, tracing the slick folds of your pussy with a touch that was both reverent and ravenous.
The slick heat between your thighs was impossible to hide, and when he felt it, a low groan slipped from his throat. The sound alone made your stomach tighten.
His thumb found your clit with slow, deliberate intent, tracing measured circles that sent waves of sensation spiraling through your body. Each movement was unhurried, almost torturous, building a deep, aching pressure that coiled tighter and tighter inside you, leaving you breathless beneath his touch.
"Youâre already drenched for me,â he breathed, his voice rougher now, stripped of restraint. There was something almost reverent in the way he said it, but beneath that, hunger.
You bit your lip, nodding, your hips bucking against his hand as he slid a finger inside, the intrusion stretching you in the most delicious way, filling you with a fullness that made your eyes flutter shut.
"More," you pleaded, your voice a whisper turned plea, the word echoing the desperate need coiling in your belly. He obliged, adding another finger, thrusting slowly at first, then picking up a rhythm that had you moaning louder, the wet sounds of his movements filling the room like a symphony of desire.
His free hand roamed upward, palming your breast with a firm grip, his thumb brushing over your nipple until it peaked even harder under his touch.
"Tell me what you want," he urged, his voice rough with his own restraint, his cock pressing hard against your thigh through his pants, a rigid reminder of his own arousal. You opened your eyes, meeting his gaze, and in that shared look, you saw the raw emotion, the longing, the fear, the unbridled passion that mirrored your own.
"I want you inside me," you confessed, the words tumbling out like a vow, your hands working to undo his pants, freeing his throbbing dick from its confines. It sprang free, thick and veined, the head glistening with precum that you couldn't resist touching, your fingers wrapping around the shaft and stroking slowly.
He hissed at the contact, his hips jerking involuntarily, and you felt a surge of power in that moment, the way you could make him unravel.
"Fuck, that feels good," he groaned, his head dropping to your shoulder as you continued, your hand moving with increasing confidence, feeling the heat and pulse of him in your grip.
As he positioned himself above you, lining up at your entrance, the anticipation was almost overwhelming, a slow burn that made every nerve ending sing.
He paused, his tip teasing your opening, and you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him closer. "Please," you whispered, your voice laced with need, and with a deep, shuddering breath, he pushed inside, inch by inch, stretching you in a way that was both painful and exquisite.
The fullness was intoxicating, his cock filling you completely, hitting spots that made stars burst behind your eyelids. "Oh, fuck," you cried out, your nails digging into his back as he began to move, his thrusts deep and measured at first, building a rhythm that had you both gasping for air.
The room seemed to close in around you, the world narrowing to just the two of you, the slap of skin against skin, the musky scent of sweat and sex, the wet, rhythmic sounds of your bodies joining.
He leaned down, capturing your lips in a searing kiss as he picked up speed, his hips driving into you with a force that made the bed creak, each thrust pushing you closer to the edge.
But even through the haze of pleasure, the emotional current between you pulsed just as fiercely. His lips brushed your ear, his breath unsteady as he whispered, âMaybe tomorrow weâll have to face whatever this means⌠but tonight, youâre choosing me. And Iâm choosing you.â
The words werenât possessive, they were raw, almost aching. A confession wrapped in heat.
Your heart clenched at the vulnerability in his voice, swelling just as sharply as your body trembled beneath him. This wasnât just want. It wasnât just hunger. It was two people stepping over a line they both understood, and crossing it anyway.
He stilled suddenly, breath heavy, eyes dark as something shifted in him. Without a word, he guided you gently, turning you until you were on your hands and knees beneath him.
The change in position sent a new wave of heat through you, vulnerable, exposed, yet impossibly wanted. His hands traced down your spine, memorizing the curve of you as your back arched instinctively under his touch.
âLook at youâŚâ he murmured, voice rough with desire.
The air felt thicker like this, every sound amplified, your breathing, his shifting closer behind you, the quiet tension building all over again.
He moved closer behind you, his hands steady at your hips as he guided you back toward him. The anticipation alone made your breath shake.
Your body rocked forward with one powerful thrust, his thick cock slamming deep into your soaked pussy from behind, the force of it making your knees dig into the rumpled sheets.
He gripped your hips tightly, his fingers digging into your flesh hard enough to leave bruises, pulling you back against him as if he couldn't get deep enough, his massive length stretching you wide with every relentless stroke. The sound of skin slapping against skin filled the dim room, mixed with the wet, squelching noises of your cunt taking him in, your arousal dripping down your thighs and coating his balls as they smacked against your swollen clit.
You could feel every inch of him throbbing inside you, his girth filling you to the brim, hitting that perfect spot deep within that made your vision blur and your moans turn into guttural cries.
"Fuck, you're so tight like this," he growled, his voice rough and breathless, leaning over you to press his chest against your back, his hot breath tickling the nape of your neck as he pounded into you harder, the head of his cock dragging along your inner walls with a delicious, punishing rhythm.
You arched your back, pushing your ass higher to meet his thrusts, the position making you feel utterly exposed and vulnerable, yet the raw pleasure was overwhelming, a fire building in your core that threatened to consume you.
His hands slid up your sides, one cupping your breast roughly, squeezing your nipple between his fingers until it ached, while the other tangled in your hair, pulling just enough to make your scalp sting in the best way.
âTell me how badly you want this,âhe whispered harshly in your ear, his words sending a shiver down your spine as his hips snapped forward, driving his dick even deeper, the base of him grinding against your entrance.
You moaned loudly, the sound echoing off the walls, your pussy clenching around him involuntarily, milking his shaft as waves of ecstasy rippled through you. You could feel the heat radiating from his body, his muscles taut and straining as he fucked you with an intensity that left you breathless.
He slowed for a moment, teasing you with shallow, circular grinds that made your clit throb with need, his cock twitching inside you as if savoring the way your walls gripped him. "Fuck, you're dripping all over me," he muttered, his voice laced with a mix of awe and lust, his free hand slipping between your legs to rub firm circles over your sensitive bud, the added pressure making you gasp and buck against him.
You turned your head slightly, catching a glimpse of his face in the low light, his eyes dark with desire, his lips parted as he panted, sweat glistening on his forehead.
The emotional undercurrent hit you then, a rush of affection tangled with the primal hunger, remembering how he'd hesitated earlier, how he'd tried to be the responsible one before giving in to this. But now, there was no holding back; his thrusts grew faster again, each one jolting through your body like a shockwave, the head of his cock hitting your cervix with a deep, thudding pressure that bordered on pain but only amplified the pleasure.
Your moans escalated into desperate whimpers as he picked up speed once more, the friction building an unbearable tension in your core.
âLet go for me,â he breathed against your ear, his voice rough with urgency. âIâve got you.â
You could feel him swelling inside you, his cock pulsing with impending release, and the thought of him filling you while buried deep made your head spin.
Your hands fisted the sheets, knuckles white, as you pushed back against him, meeting his rhythm, the lewd sounds of your bodies colliding filling the room like a symphony of raw lust.
The sensation was all consuming, the stretch of his girth, the way he angled his hips to grind against your G-spot with every inward thrust, the hot slide of his skin against yours, it was as if he was claiming every inch of you, body and soul.
As the pressure mounted, your body trembled uncontrollably, your pussy fluttering around his cock in rhythmic spasms, signaling your approaching climax.
He sensed it too, his fingers still working your clit in tight, relentless circles, the added stimulation pushing you over the edge.
"That's it, fuck, you're gonna come all over my dick, aren't you?" he groaned, his words crude and filthy, spurring you on as he hammered into you with renewed vigor, his own breaths coming in ragged gasps.
The room spun around you, your world narrowing to the feel of him dominating you, the thick vein along his shaft rubbing against your inner walls, the salty taste of sweat on your lips as you bit down to stifle a scream.
Emotionally, it was a whirlwind, beneath the haze of pleasure, you felt a deep connection, a vulnerability from earlier that made this feel more than just sex, but you were too lost in the moment to dwell on it, your body surrendering completely as the orgasm crashed over you like a tidal wave.
He didn't stop, even as your pussy clenched and pulsed around him in the throes of release, his thrusts turning erratic and powerful, chasing his own peak with the same unyielding stamina that didnât surprise you.
"Fuck, you're squeezing me so tight," he rasped, his voice strained, his hands gripping your hips to hold you in place as he drove into you one final time, his cock throbbing violently inside you. The aftershocks of your climax made everything hypersensitive, each movement sending jolts of pleasure-pain through your overstimulated body, but you loved it, craved it, your moans dissolving into incoherent pleas for more.
He followed soon after, a deep groan escaping his lips as he buried himself to the hilt, his body shuddering against yours. Panting heavily, he collapsed over you for a moment, his weight pressing you into the bed, before slowly pulling out, the loss of him leaving you feeling empty and aching in the best way.
He lay down beside you afterward, the heat between you slowly settling into something quieter, heavier. Your head found his chest as if it had always belonged there, your breathing evening out, fingers resting loosely against his skin.
He stared up at the ceiling, eyes wide open, replaying every second of what had just happened. The room felt different now. Changed.
You shifted slightly against him, voice soft and drowsy. âYouâre crazy.â
A small, conflicted smile curved his lips. He slipped out of bed gently and went to the bathroom. When he returned with a damp towel, he cleaned you up with quiet care, movements slower than usual, almost thoughtful.
âGo to sleep,â he murmured.
You smiled faintly, eyes barely open. âThank you.â
He stayed longer than he should have, sitting at the edge of the bed, listening to the rhythm of your breathing, feeling the warmth you left behind on his skin. He let himself memorize it. The weight of you beside him. The softness of your voice. The way you had said his name.
Then reality began to press in.
Hoseok asleep in the next room. Taehyung just down the hall. Years of friendship balanced on a single night neither of you could take back.
Carefully, he stood. He pulled the blanket up around your shoulders and brushed your hair away from your face, his fingers lingering longer than necessary.
âYou donât understand what this changes,â he whispered into the quiet room.
But you were already asleep.
He stood by the door for a long moment, hand resting on the handle, torn between staying and leaving.
When he finally stepped out and closed it softly behind him, the silence in the hallway felt heavier than before, as if the house itself knew something irreversible had happened.
You woke up to sunlight. Soft. Unforgiving. For a moment, you didnât move. Your eyes stayed closed, your body warm beneath unfamiliar sheets, your mind still suspended somewhere between sleep and memory.
Then it rushed back.
The kisses. His voice in the dark. The weight of him beside you.
Your eyes flew open. The other side of the bed was empty. Cold.
You pushed yourself up too quickly and winced, your body sore in ways that made everything feel real all over again. The room was quiet. Too quiet.
There was no trace of him. Exceptâ
Your clothes.
Folded neatly on the chair near the wall. Your heels placed carefully beside them. On the bedside table sat a glass of water and two tablets of medicine.
You stared at it for a long time. He had thought about your headache. He had left before you woke up. You swallowed, your throat suddenly tight.
âOf course,â you whispered to the empty room.
You got dressed slowly, each movement heavy with the awareness that something had changed and you didnât know how to name it. When you stood fully, your legs trembled slightly. You inhaled, steadied yourself, and practiced walking normally before opening the door.
The hallway smelled like coffee and garlic. And laughter. You stepped into the living room carefully.
Jungkook was in the kitchen, sleeves pushed up, humming to himself as he flipped something in a pan. Taehyung was sprawled across the couch, scrolling through his phone. Jimin was setting the table. Hoseok, miraculously alive after last night, was dramatically clutching his head.
âGood morning,â Jungkook sang, glancing over his shoulder. âLook who survived.â
You smiled faintly. âBarely.â
Taehyungâs eyes flicked up immediately, scanning you with mischief. âYou look tired.â
âI am,â you replied quickly.
âHead hurts,â you added before he could say anything else.
Jimin nodded sympathetically. âMine too. Hobi almost destroyed us.â
Hoseok groaned from the couch. âI regret nothing.â
You laughed softly, grateful for the distraction.
You walked carefully toward the table, aware of every step, every sensation. You prayed no one noticed. Taehyung noticed. He leaned closer as you sat down, lowering his voice playfully. âRough night?â
Your heart slammed against your ribs. You rolled your eyes dramatically. âYou all drank like it was the last day on earth.â
He grinned, unconvinced but amused. âSure.â
You forced yourself to relax into the rhythm of the morning. The clatter of plates. The smell of food. The easy teasing. It felt painfully normal. Too normal.
You kept your eyes off the empty chair across the table. The one he usually took. You didnât ask. You were afraid of how your voice might sound if you did.
Halfway through breakfast, the front door opened.
Namjoon stepped in, hair slightly messy, holding a jacket over his arm.
âMorning,â he greeted casually.
âHyung,â Jungkook called. âYou disappeared.â
Namjoon held up the jacket. âThis was left in the living room.â
Your stomach dropped before he even said the name.
âSeokjin left it,â Namjoon added. âHe headed out earlier. Said something came up.â
The room carried on.
âOh.â
âAlready?â
âHe didnât eat?â
But you heard nothing after that.
You forced your lips to curve upward. âHe left?â
Namjoon nodded. âYeah. He woke up early. Looked tired.â
You swallowed carefully. âDid he say where he was going?â
âJust that he had something to take care of.â
Something to take care of.
The phrase echoed too loudly in your head. You nodded as if it meant nothing. As if you hadnât woken up expecting to see him beside you. As if you hadnât hoped for even one awkward glance. One shared understanding.
Instead, there was folded clothes and medicine and distance.
Breakfast continued. Hoseok complained about his hangover. Taehyung and Yoongi argued with Jungkook about seasoning. Jimin insisted the eggs were overcooked.
You laughed at the right moments. You nodded when spoken to. Inside, something was unraveling slowly.
By late morning, everyone began packing. They had schedules in Seoul later that afternoon. The easy intimacy of the pension house dissolved into managers, calls, reminders, logistics.
You carried your bag outside with the others, the sun brighter now, harsher.
In the van, you sat by the window.
Jungkook plugged in his headphones almost immediately. Taehyung leaned his head back with a sigh. Hoseok was already asleep again.
You stared out at the road as the sea disappeared behind you. Your phone felt heavier in your hand. You unlocked it. Scrolled to his name. Your thumb hovered over the screen. What would you even say?
Are you okay.
Did you mean it.
Was it a mistake.
Do you regret it.
You locked your phone again. If you asked, you might get an answer. And you werenât sure you could survive it.
The van moved steadily toward Seoul, toward schedules and cameras and the version of him the world knew. You rested your head against the glass, watching your reflection blur with the passing landscape. You whispered softly, too quiet for anyone to hear.
âDid it mean anything to you.â
The city skyline appeared in the distance. And somewhere between the sea and Seoul, you realized the silence between you might hurt more than any rejection ever could.
The days passed in a blur of spreadsheets, phone calls, and deadlines. You immersed yourself in your work as an assistant at the company you had moved to after the pension weekend, convincing yourself that keeping busy would dull the ache of that morning. Even when messages from the members pinged your phone, carefully casual and full of friendly jabs, you avoided them. You told yourself you were âbusy,â though in truth, part of you just wasnât ready to face him. He hadnât reached out, not even a word, and the thought of seeing him without explanation twisted something tight in your chest.
Hours and weeks melted into routine, but inside you, the memory of that night, his hands, his lips, the moments of intimacy, refused to fade. You carried it like a secret, a weight only you bore. And yet, beneath the careful smiles at work, there was a simmering ache, a longing you didnât dare voice.
Then came the day of the concert.
You had managed to secure backstage access, something the staff never questioned. Everyone knew you already; it had become a given that you were part of their world. As you walked through the hallways, the familiar hum of preparation hit you: stylists fussing with costumes, assistants running between monitors, makeup palettes open, and hairdryers buzzing like electric bees. The scent of hairspray and energy drinks mixed with the faint tang of sweat from the dancers, creating a strangely intoxicating perfume of chaos.
You paused briefly at the greenroom door, taking a deep breath. Your heart raced, not from nerves, but anticipation. You had missed them. Seeing Taehyungâs playful grin, Jungkookâs exaggerated bow, and Jimin adjusting his jacket made your chest feel light, almost like a homecoming.
And then you saw him. Seokjin.
He was across the room, speaking softly to a stylist about the setlist, his tall frame leaned casually against a table. Your eyes met briefly, just a second, but it was enough. For a heartbeat, the entire room disappeared. You could see every line of his face, the way the light caught the subtle curve of his lips, the slight crease between his brows that appeared when he concentrated. Then, almost immediately, he looked away.
That split second, that simple avoidance, slammed into you like ice water. Your stomach tightened. You had expected him to glance, maybe even smile, maybe a hint of familiarity, but not this careful distance.
The greenroom hummed around you. You moved further inside, trying to shake off the tension. Every laugh, every shout from the members, felt layered and distant, as if you were underwater. Then, as if scripted to break something in your chest, the door opened.
She walked in.
Tall. Elegant. Famous. Effortlessly radiant, the kind of woman who made even the most ordinary room seem brighter. Every eye subtly acknowledged her presence as she moved forward, gliding through the space with grace and warmth. She greeted everyone, shaking hands, laughing softly, nodding, and then, your stomach twisted, you realized she was headed for him.
He looked up from adjusting his collar, and she leaned in, brushing her lips against his. A perfect, practiced kiss, lingering just long enough to mark a claim without effort. Her lipstick left a faint, glossy mark that she smoothed away delicately with her thumb.
âSorry Iâm late,â she said, her voice light, playful, confident.
Seokjinâs hands moved almost automatically, fixing the collar of his jacket, adjusting his tie. âYouâre fine. And thank you⌠you look incredible.â
Your vision blurred for a second. The room, the noise, the familiar chaos of laughter and conversation, it all felt muted, filtered through a veil of shock.
You wanted to disappear. Pretend the greenroom didnât exist. Pretend your heart didnât ache. Pretend your chest wasnât screaming with every casual smile he offered her, every laugh he shared, every brush of his hand against hers.
But you didnât. You stayed. You smiled. You joined the chatter as if nothing had happened. You commented on Jungkookâs ridiculous story, laughed at Jiminâs bad joke, nodded along when Taehyung teased Hoseok about his lingering hangover. You were a part of it all, moving and laughing as though nothing had shattered inside you.
And yet, every movement felt deliberate. Every laugh forced. Every word carefully measured.
You noticed the small things: the way his eyes lingered on her, the slight brush of fingers against her arm, the gentle tilt of his head when she leaned close. You saw it all, and it tore at you silently, like a slow, deliberate cut.
Jungkook nudged you at one point. âYou okay?â he asked softly.
âYeah,â you said too quickly, swallowing the tightness in your throat. âIâm fine.â
The day went on, the concert came closer, and the noise of the staff, the buzz of cameras, and the chaos of final preparations kept you distracted, but never enough to forget.
You had expected awkwardness. You had prepared for it. But nothing could have prepared you for the quiet devastation of seeing him with someone else, someone who wasnât you, someone who now held his attention in ways you had dreamed of holding it for years.
And as you moved among the members, laughing and helping where needed, you realized something painful and undeniable: he hadnât looked at you since that moment, and you understood immediately that some part of him was avoiding you.
It wasnât just the presence of another woman. It was you. You had been too close once, too vulnerable, too honest, and now, he was keeping a careful distance, hiding behind politeness and schedule and fame.
The night stretched ahead like a blade. You wanted to disappear before he noticed, before he remembered you were there.
And yet, you were here. Right in the greenroom, watching him laugh, seeing him move, and realizing that for all the years of closeness, for all the moments you had shared, some walls would remain between you unless someone dared to tear them down.
You swallowed hard, forcing another smile, and whispered to yourself: Just get through tonight.
The concert felt louder than any you had ever attended. Backstage was a world of motion. Stylists fixing microphones. Managers speaking into headsets. Assistants rushing past with water bottles and towels. The LED screens flickered with countdown graphics while the arena trembled with anticipation.
And there he was. Standing near the entrance tunnel, tall and impossibly composed, dressed in stage black that made him look untouchable. His girlfriend had been guided carefully to the VIP section with polite bows and quiet excitement from staff.
You had smiled when you saw her. You were proud of yourself for that. You told yourself you were mature enough for this. You told yourself you had always known this day would come. But knowing something is possible and watching it happen are two very different things.
He glanced toward you once while adjusting his earpiece. Just once. It lasted half a second. But it felt like standing in front of a fire and pretending you couldnât feel the heat. Neither of you smiled. Neither of you looked away quickly enough to call it accidental.
From the wing, you stood beside Taehyung, Jungkook, and Jimin. The boys were electric under the lights. Every move sharp. Every note strong. Years of practice shining through. But tonight, the backstage air carried something heavier.
Taehyung leaned close to you during a transition. âSo,â he murmured, nodding subtly toward the VIP section, âyou talked to her?â
You shook your head.
âSheâs nice,â Jimin said, folding his arms. âWe met her once. I was shocked, honestly.â
âHyung introducing someone like that,â Jungkook added quietly. âHeâs serious if he did that.â
The word serious pressed into your chest. You forced a nod. âShe seems lovely.â
Jimin studied you carefully. Too carefully. âWell,â he sighed, trying to lighten the mood, âthere goes all the teasing. No more Jin and Y N jokes.â
He nudged you playfully. It felt like someone had scraped a wound raw.
Taehyung tilted his head. âI donât know,â he said thoughtfully. âIâm not convinced.â
âConvinced of what?â Jungkook asked.
âThat itâll last.â
Jimin gasped softly. âTae.â
âIâm just saying,â Taehyung shrugged, eyes flicking briefly toward Seokjin onstage. âHyungâs heart is complicated.â
Jungkook rubbed the back of his neck. âI just hope no articles come out. First time he introduces someone like this. Heâs very private. If this turns messyâŚâ
He didnât finish the sentence.
You swallowed.
âIt wonât,â you said quickly. âIâm happy for him.â
The words tasted strange.
Taehyung looked at you again, that quiet knowing expression he had carried since high school.
âYou sure?â he asked gently.
You smiled wider. âOf course.â
And if your hands trembled slightly, no one pointed it out.
The concert moved in waves of fire and sweat and roaring fans.
You watched him from the shadows.
He was brilliant. He was glowing. He was someone elseâs.
And every time he drifted toward your side of the stage during choreography, your pulse reacted before your pride could stop it.
He never lingered, but he looked. Long enough for you to feel it. Not long enough for anyone else to notice. It was a silent conversation neither of you dared speak aloud.
During a short transition before his solo, he stepped offstage, breathing harder now. A staff member reached for him but he waved them off gently.
Then he walked toward you. You didnât move.
Up close, he looked unreal. Skin glowing under the stage lights, hair damp against his forehead, eyes darker than usual.
âYou came,â he said quietly.
You swallowed. âI always come.â
A flicker passed over his face. Silence stretched between you, thick and uncomfortable.
âYouâve been avoiding me,â you said.
It came out smaller than you intended.
He exhaled slowly. âI thought that was obvious.â
The words struck harder than shouting would have.
âWhy?â you asked.
He looked past you for a second, toward the empty hallway, then back at you.
âBecause staying wouldâve made it worse.â
Your throat burned. âWorse than what?â
âWorse than it already is.â
The crowd roared as the VCR began to play.
You barely heard it.
âYou left before I woke up,â you said. âYou couldnât even wait.â
His jaw tightened for a split second before he forced himself still.
âIf I had stayed,â he said carefully, âyou wouldâve looked at me the way youâre looking at me right now.â
âAnd?â
âAnd I wouldnât have been able to pretend it didnât matter.â
Your heart cracked open.
âSo it didnât matter?â you whispered.
His eyes softened then, and that was worse.
âIt mattered too much.â
You blinked rapidly, trying to steady yourself.
âThen why does it feel like I imagined it?â
He stepped closer, lowering his voice.
âBecause Iâm trying to protect what we have left.â
The words felt like ice water.
âBy pretending nothing happened?â
âBy not turning one night into something that ruins everything.â
âRuins what?â you demanded softly. âWeâre already ruined.â
He shook his head. âNo. Weâre not. We can still go back.â
âBack to what?â
âTo before.â
There it was.
Before.
Before you knew what his mouth felt like against yours. Before you learned the way he said your name when it wasnât a joke. Before you saw him unguarded.
âYou think I can go back?â you asked.
His silence answered you.
The stage manager called his name. Thirty seconds.
He didnât look at you immediately. When he finally did, his eyes were steady. Resolved.
âThat night,â he said, âwas a mistake.â
The word mistake echoed louder than the stadium.
You felt your face go still.
âA mistake?â you repeated.
âWe were drunk. Emotional. We crossed a line we shouldnât have.â
You stared at him, waiting for him to take it back.
He didnât.
âYou deserve something real,â he continued, voice controlled. âNot something that starts in confusion and ends in regret.â
âDo you regret it?â you asked, barely audible.
He hesitated.
And that hesitation shattered you.
âI regret that it complicates everything,â he said finally.
You nodded slowly, even though your chest felt like it was collapsing inward.
âSo leaving early,â you said, âthat was your solution?â
âYes.â
âSo I didnât have to see you walk away?â Your voice trembled now despite your effort. âOr so you didnât have to see me stay?â
His eyes flickered.
âI left,â he said, âbecause if I had stayed and you looked at me the way you did that night, I wouldâve chosen wrong.â
The words were quiet.
Devastating.
âWrong?â you repeated.
âYou.â
The syllable landed like a blade.
âI wouldâve chosen you,â he corrected, forcing the words out, âand that wouldnât be fair. Not to you. Not to anyone.â
Your vision blurred.
âSo you decided for me.â
âI decided for both of us.â
The VCR ended. Five seconds.
He stepped back.
âThis is the best decision,â he said, almost to himself. âYou might hate me for it now. But one day youâll understand.â
You felt something inside you finally give way.
âI donât hate you,â you whispered. âI just wish you had fought for me.â
His composure cracked for the first time.
But only for a second.
Then the mask was back.
âI donât get to want you,â he said.
And then he turned and walked into the light.
When he sang his solo that night, his voice was steady.
Controlled.
Professional.
No one would have guessed that backstage, away from the lights and applause, two people had just quietly shattered each other in ways neither of them knew how to fix.
Chapter Two
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Yours [Ksj ff]
Synopsis : When you stumble into Seokjinâs life as the almost-too-perfect solution to his biggest problem âgetting married to secure his inheritanceâ he jumps at the opportunity without a second thought. Of course, he conveniently forgets to mention that heâs absolutely terrible at this whole arranged-marriage thing. Or that, truth be told, he has no idea what heâs doing. But when things inevitably start going off the rails, one thing becomes painfully clear: he really needs your help. And itâs not like youâre going to say no⌠right?
Pairing : Kim Seokjin x Reader (one-shot) with Taehyungxoc on the side + brief Jungkook and Yoongi cameos.
Genre : strangers to lovers, fake marriage goes wrong, fluff, angst, slow burn, smut.
Word count : 26 k (I need help)
Warnings : angst, miscommunication, Seokjin is the sweetest, idiots to lovers because why not, a bitchy collegue on the side, SMUT (quickie in semi-public place, breast play, unprotected sex (stay safe kids), +big cock), really brief mention of a joint, minors dni !
Authors note : This fic is honestly a mess. I litteraly got cold sweat editing this because it wasn't supposed to get that long, but I'm way too fond of this Seokjin not to post it so here it is <3
Gentle reminder that all rights are reserved, so please do not copy, translate or repost my stories under your name. Also I do not own BTS or their actions, the stories are entirely fictionnal and does not depict real-life events or involve any actual member of BTS.
âIf we are gathered here today, it is to wish a safe journey to a man we all loved dearlyâŚâ
The words loop endlessly through Seokjinâs mind, echoing over and over again. Across from him, the large wooden coffin seems to be staring back, holding him in place, keeping him from moving. He canât quite put a name to what heâs feeling âa muddled mix of fear, grief, and distance. Taehyung says it might have something to do with his⌠less-than-perfect relationship with his grandfather. Seokjin prefers to think he just hasnât fully grasped it yet âand that, thankfully, itâll sink in eventually.
His mother chokes back yet another sob, and Nonnie âhis grandmotherâ suddenly elbows him in the ribs. When he turns to her, heâs met with her disapproving glare âthe old lady has never had much patience for crybabies. So, doing his best to hide a resigned smile, Seokjin reaches out to pat his motherâs back before pulling her into a hug when she clings to him, crying.
He has to physically stop himself from grimacing then âbecause not only is his mother soaking the shirt he ironed barely two hours ago, but Nonnie also looks like sheâs seriously contemplating murder. And strangely enough, the idea of getting smacked in the face with her cane only half-bothers him.
Clearing his throat awkwardly, the notary draws an irritated look from Seokjinâs father. âI apologize for gathering you all so abruptly,â he begins, tugging at his collar as though he canât breathe, while Mrs. Kim steps away from Seokjin and straightens up, regaining her proud, dignified posture despite the tears. âBut the reading of the will must take place as soon as possible. I hope you understandââ
âJust read the damn thing,â Mr. Kim snaps, clearly eager to be done with it. Without warning, Nonnie lifts her cane and brings it down on his head while muttering her complaints, and Seokjin has to bite back a laugh.
âTo my dear daughter, her idiot of a husband, and the others,â the notary launches into the will without delay âand this time, Seokjin outright snorts. That opening is so like his grandfather. âIf you are reading this, it means Iâve finally kicked the bucket âand damn, it was about time. Since I suspect youâre all here for one reason only, Iâll be brief. I, the undersigned, Kim Jeonwan, of sound mind and body, bequeath my entire estate to my family as follows. To my wife, whom I sincerely hope wonât be joining me anytime soon, I leave all of our houses, both in the city and by the sea, as well as all our land.â
Nonnie thumps her cane against the floor, muttering something that sounds an awful lot like âYouâd better hope so, you old fossil.â
âWhile I would have gladly left nothing to my idiot son-in-law,â the notary continues âhis face flushing violently as Mr. Kim clenches his jaw and glares at himââI entrust my daughter with full responsibility over my production agency, which she was already running. As for the rest ânamely my fortune, my titles, and the electronics company I founded and built my career onâŚâ
At that, Seokjin straightens, suddenly laser-focused. His relationship with the old man may not have been great, but if thereâs one thing heâs hoping to inherit, itâs that. Otherwise, he truly doesnât understand why heâs even here.
Ever since he was a child, heâd been told he would take over the company âhis grandfather hated his father so much he was willing to do anything to keep him from getting a single thing, so Seokjin was practically raised to inherit it.
Honestly, he would understand if the old man left him nothing âhe isnât expecting anything, to be frankâ but heâd be utterly baffled if he didnât get this, at the very least.
âThe idea of having only one grandson to shoulder this responsibility doesnât exactly delight me, but I have little choice. That said, it is out of the question that a lifetime of effort should be handed to a kid on a silver platter. Therefore, in order to receive the inheritance I leave him, I stipulate that my only grandson, Kim Seokjin, must first follow family tradition and maintain his union for at least one year. Should he fail to do so, everything shall go to my longtime associate, Kang Keeho.â
No one moves.
Seokjin can barely breathe. What the hell is this? You can put conditions on an inheritance?!
âThat is all,â the notary announces, carefully folding the paper. âThere are several⌠colorful turns of phrase that appear to be intended for your husband, Mrs. Kim, but if you agree, Iâll consider them unnecessary under the circumstances and take my leave.â
Seokjinâs mother nods with a small wave of her hand, and in the blink of an eye, the notary is gone, the door slamming shut behind him. Everyone remains frozen for a few seconds âuntil Seokjinâs father suddenly starts to chuckle.
âThe old man really thought this through, Iâll give him thatâŚâ he mutters, running a hand through his hair. âThat little shitââ
âJongwon, please,â Seokjinâs mother cuts him off with a disapproving look, smoothing her suit as she stands.
âHeâs trying to hand the whole company to that bastard Kang!â his father explodes, red with rage.
Seokjin had already been working at the family company when Kang Keeho âhis grandfatherâs longtime associateâ had tried to screw them over, embezzling massive amounts of money before pinning the blame on them and sparking a full-blown scandal that tainted the entire family.
For his grandfather to be willing to leave everything to Kang meant one thing: he truly didnât want Seokjinâs father to get anything. Which only leaves Seokjin more confused.
His mother sighs, choosing to ignore her husbandâs outburst as she turns to Seokjin instead. âCome on, Jinnie. Letâs go home. Nonnie and I could really use a nap.â
While his father continues to rage in the corner, Nonnie is already getting to her feet, her hand trembling slightly on the handle of her cane. She doesnât show it, but her husbandâs death has deeply shaken her âand Seokjin, who has always been close to her, feels compelled to stay strong, for her sake as much as his motherâs. When theyâre both worn down like this, he canât afford to fall apart.
âI donât get it,â he mutters, drawing the womenâs attention. âWhy would he do this? I thought he hated Kang too. And whatâs this âtraditionâ nonsense? Why have I never heard of it?â Suddenly, both women avoid his gaze.
And Seokjin hates that.
He may only be twenty-seven âstill considered young in the business worldâ but heâs worked at the company since he was sixteen, and he knows his family history inside and out. So why does it suddenly feel like theyâre hiding things from him?
âMom? Nonnie?â he presses after a few seconds of silence.
His mother is the first to react, a flush creeping up her cheeks. âForget it. Iâll talk to the notary âthereâs bound to be a way around it. Your grandfather was rambling near the end.â
âThatâs exactly it âhe wasnât,â Seokjin protests, bewildered. âWhat is this tradition?â
âAn old rule of the Kim bloodline,â Nonnie cuts in, frowning. âNo one follows it anymore, honestly ânot even your cousins. But you know him. That crazy old man loved standing out.â
âAnd what does this rule actually say?â Seokjin asks, unable to stop himself.
When Nonnieâs gleaming gaze meets his, he knows heâs not going to like the answer. His parents both try to hush her, but Nonnie isnât the kind of woman who can be silenced. Standing tall, she points the tip of her cane at Seokjinâs chest. He steps back âhalf from the force of the gesture, half from the words that follow.
âTradition says the eldest son must have experience in life before he has experience in business. Which means, my boy, that if you truly wanted to respect tradition, youâd have to start by building a family.â
The smile she gives him sends a chill down his spine. His grandmother can be downright sadistic at times.
âSo unless youâve got a nice young lady to introduce to us âwhich I highly doubt, considering the two left feet you were born withâ I wouldnât expect you to see your new office anytime soon.â
Itâs a disaster. How the hell is he supposed to deal with this?!
He can still see his grandmotherâs face âthe gentle smile she wore as she took his hand after dropping the bomb. âTraditions must be respected, Jinnie. They matter. Itâs what your grandfather would have wanted âyou know that, donât you?â
And his parents nodding like lunatics behind her, after being so against it at first.
The only thing that helped him keep it together was his grandmother. His parents have seen him angry before, but thereâs no way heâs letting her witness that. She sees him as the perfect grandson, the ideal gentleman âthe shock would be too much.
But damn it, he has no idea how to get himself out of this mess. Maybe if heâ
âWhyâs this one sulking again?â a smooth voice drawls loudly behind him, with zero discretion.
Seokjin sighs. He knows that voice. Taehyung.
âHeâs literally coming back from his grandfatherâs funeral, Mr. Kim,â Jungkook âhis right-hand man and confidantâ replies in that tone he always uses with Taehyung: slightly blasĂŠ, slightly exhausted, as if to emphasize just how draining he finds him.
Taehyung never takes offense. In fact, Taehyung rarely takes offense at anything.
Seokjin canât see it, but he can practically feel Taehyungâs eyebrow arch in disbelief. âYeah, sure,â he scoffs.
Seokjin expects it âyet still jumps when one of Taehyungâs large hands suddenly lands on his shoulder. Dressed in one of his eternal tank tops that show off his muscular arms âalways worn under his suitsâ Taehyung drops into the seat beside him, pool cue still in hand. Seokjin blinks, startled.
Heâd completely forgotten they were playing pool.
âSeriously, man âare you okay?â Taehyung asks, his smooth voice softening, worry seeping in so clearly it almost makes Seokjin smile.
Theyâre only distant cousins, but their families have always been business partners. They practically grew up together âand since heâs a few years older, Seokjin has always looked after Taehyung like a little brother. Which never meant he had any influence over his behavior. That kid has always done only whatever the hell he wants.
Lately, though, it almost feels like Taehyung is the older one âthe one who actually has his life together. Seokjin, on the other hand, feels completely lost.
âItâs nothing. Same old crap,â Seokjin murmurs, rubbing his temple while eyeing the bottles lined up behind the bar. A drink wouldnât hurt right about now.
âLike?â Taehyung presses, delicately brushing away the strands of hair slipping out from under his beanie. Seokjin smiles despite himself âTaehyungâs had that tic since he was a kid, and part of him still finds it stupidly endearing.
He sighs, though, thinking about everything weighing on him. âAfter the funeral, we all went back to my grandmotherâs place and⌠talked inheritance.â
They both grimace at the same time. Taehyung even clicks his tongue âheâs been there, he knows what that means. âAnd?â
Seokjin rubs his eyes before burying his face in his hands. âTheyâre fine with me taking over at the company right away. But the restââ the rest being the entire family fortune heâs supposed to inherit, ââI wonât get until my father dies. Which is basically never. UnlessâŚâ
âUnless?â
âUnless I get married. To respect that stupid, bullshit tradition,â Seokjin groans, rolling his eyes.
Thatâs exactly when Taehyung bursts out laughing. He stops quickly when Seokjin shoots him a glare âbut the grin stays. âSorry, but you gotta admit, itâs funny,â he mutters, scratching the back of his neck.
Seokjin sighs. Yeah. Funny ironic.
Last year, Taehyung had been given the exact same ultimatum by his family âand Seokjin vividly remembers a very similar night, drowning their misery in drinks while searching for a solution. He likes to think Taehyung handled it worse âat least Seokjin hasnât had a single drop of alcohol yet, whereas that had been his friendâs first instinct. And sure enough âsetting his pool cue down on the counter, Taehyung leans over the bar without hesitation, grabs a bottle, and snags two glasses.
He sits back down, uncorks the bottle âa red wine that must cost a fortuneâ and holds the cork between his teeth as he fills both glasses to the brim.
Seokjin says nothing, just watches him. The barâs been Taehyungâs for months anyway âhe can do whatever he wants with the bottles. âSo,â Taehyung says, sliding one glass toward him âwhich Seokjin doesnât take. âWhoâs the lucky lady?â
Seokjin clenches his jaw without even realizing it. Maybe he should drink after all. âThere is no lucky lady, Tae. You know that.â
Taehyung sets his half-empty glass down with a small pout. âI donât know. Maybe youâre hiding a secret girlfriend,â he mutters âand itâs obvious even he doesnât believe it, which makes Seokjin laugh. Between the two of them, Taehyung is far more likely to be hiding a secret girlfriend âthough knowing him, itâd be more of a secret fuck buddy.
Seokjinâs had his share of flings, sure âbut he doesnât really have time for that anymore. Between work and family obligations, heâd much rather spend his free time at home than running around God-knows-where.
When he doesnât answer, and minutes pass with him staring into his glass without realizing it, Taehyung nudges his shoulder. âJust do what I did,â he shrugs. Seokjin snorts almost instantly, which makes Taehyung frown. âWhat? It worked!â
Seokjin looks at him, a tired smile tugging at his lips.
A year ago, when Taehyungâs family issued the same ultimatum, he ânever one to back downâ found a way out Seokjin wouldâve never imagined: a fake marriage, with a woman fully on board with the act.
Seokjin had laughed back then âhis friendâs resourcefulness never ceases to amaze himâ and even though he might be one of the few who knows their love is basically nonexistent, heâs genuinely grown attached to Taehyungâs fake partner.
âYouâre forgetting that Cupcake is literally an angel,â he grumbles. Taehyung smiles at the mention of his fake wife, looking almost proud of her. âNo one would agree,â Seokjin adds.
Another gentle shove before he can go back to drowning in his wine. âYou donât know that. Maybe thereâs an angel out there for you too. And worst case âitâs not the end of the world.â
Seokjin looks up at him, frowning. âWhat do you mean, not the end of the world? I donât want my whole family thinking Iâm aââ
âI donât know many people whoâd turn down access to the Kim family fortune âespecially if all they have to offer in return is decent acting,â Taehyung cuts in, taking a sip of his drink. âIâm serious. Plenty of people would agree.â
At Seokjinâs doubtful look, he adds more softly, âYou just have to be married a few months âlong enough to get the inheritance. After that, you divorce, tell your parents it didnât work out, and thatâs it. Itâs not really a lie if no one ever knows the truth. Thatâs what I told myself.â
Seokjin flinches âpart curiosity, part resentment. Next to him, Taehyungâs life seems almost perfect. âThen why didnât you and Cupcake divorce?â
Taehyung thinks for a second, then shrugs. âItâs convenient. For both of us.â
He says nothing else, leaving Seokjin alone with his thoughts âand his glass.
This is ridiculous. On one hand, Taehyungâs idea isnât terrible âand he has living proof that it can work. But on the other⌠so many things could go wrong.
And who could he even ask something like that? Itâs not like heâs close enough to any woman to make that kind of request. Taehyung and Cupcake were already friends before their fake marriage.
No. Ridiculous. Seokjin shakes his head, a small laugh slipping out at the thought that he even considered it seriously. âForget it. I donât think thatâd work for me,â he mutters, ignoring his friendâs unconvinced look. âIâd feel awful. And stupid. Drop it âIâll figure something else out.â
âYeah. Something else. As in âa woman who loves me enough to marry me in under a month.â Easy.â With that, Taehyung gives his shoulder a friendly slap and walks away, leaving Seokjin alone at the bar once more.
Slowly, he exhales. Taehyungâs right âhe needs a solution, fast. But not that. Knowing himself, heâd screw it up spectacularly, and Taehyung wouldnât be there to bail him out.
No. Heâll find something else.
But as he buries his face in his hands, he has to admit heâs completely out of ideas.
And while he hides his eyes, utterly demoralized, Seokjin pays little attention to the words Taehyung murmurs quietly into Jungkookâs ear ânor to the way Jungkookâs eyes suddenly light up.
âIâve got something for you,â Jungkook suddenly says, pulling Seokjin out of his quiet contemplation of the scenery sliding past as the sun dips below the horizon.
He recognizes the surroundings âtheyâll be at his parentsâ place in just a few minutesâ and he canât help but be surprised. Usually, Jungkook and he simply sit in silence until the driver stops the car and lets them out. In fact, thatâs one of the reasons Seokjin appreciates Jungkook so much: his ability to stay quiet, while always knowing exactly when to speak âand what to say.
Heâs even more taken aback when Jungkook, without another word, hands him a small black binder and sets it on his lap. Seokjin opens it with a raised eyebrow. Then, under Jungkookâs insistent stare, he flips it fully open âonly to land on a photo of a woman on the very first page.
He doesnât know her, but beside the picture are listed her name, age, height, profession, hobbies⌠A borderline creepy profile sheet. âWhat the hell is this?â Seokjin blurts out, stunned. To his credit, Jungkook at least looks embarrassed.
âItâs possible that⌠Taehyung asked me to do a bit of research for you. About his idea,â he adds when Seokjin just stares at him, baffled.
Almost instantly, Seokjinâs expression darkens. Youâve got to be kidding me. Not this again. âIs this a joke?â
âI thought about it, and Iââ Jungkook starts, raising his hands in a placating gesture because Seokjin is already turning red with anger. âI think it canât hurt to look. Just flip through it âit doesnât cost you anything.â He insists.
Seokjin opens his mouth, ready to snap back, but at that exact moment âalmost as if to convince himâ Jungkook reaches over and flips a few pages himself, faces sliding past one after another. âTheyâre just profiles. Think of them like rĂŠsumĂŠs. Well âokay, bad choice of words,â he quickly backtracks when Seokjin glares at him. âBut you get my point. You need to find someone, Seokjin. If the company goes to Kang, youâll be a laughingstock among the chaebols.â
Seokjin is already opening his mouth to retort that he couldnât care less about his reputation among a bunch of spoiled rich brats âwhen Jungkook lifts his hand again, inadvertently letting the page fall open on your profile.
Seokjin freezes, eyes locked on your photo.
Heâs always prided himself on being a gentleman. Heâs had a few flings, sure âbut always respectfully âand heâs definitely not the type to lose his composure, especially not in public.
And yet, the simple sight of your bright eyes and that crooked smile is enough to send something fluttering low in his stomach.
Too focused on the photo, Seokjin doesnât notice the small smile spreading across Jungkookâs face at his sudden silence. He barely registers Jungkook leaning in to read the file. A wide grin blooms on his friendâs lips, bunny teeth fully on display. âFunny. I had a feeling youâd like that one.â
Seokjin doesnât answer âtoo spellbound. His eyes seem incapable of leaving your picture. He studies you, almost hungrily: your eyes, the curve of your nose, your mouth, the way you lift your chin with quiet pride, like a proper lady, the elegance you carry despite such simple clothes. Only Jungkookâs tap on his shoulder pulls him out of his trance. âIâll be waiting outside. Take your time.â
And with that, he opens the door and leaves Seokjin alone with your profile âand the fate that has suddenly seized him. Suddenly, itâs like he canât get enough. He devours the file, reads every word at an alarming speed, mobilizing every ounce of brainpower to absorb as much information as possible.
Youâre only a year younger than him. You were born during his favorite season. He lingers on your name longer than necessary, murmuring it over and over, as if testing the way it tastes on his lips. He marvels at your path, your creativity in everything you do âso much so that genuine admiration takes root. But again and again, he finds himself returning to your photo, even brushing it with his thumb. God, youâre beautiful.
He repeats the thought endlessly âyet still canât tear himself away from those sparkling eyes and that devastating smile.
By the time he finally finds the strength to close the binder and step out of the car, night has already fully fallen.
âJinnie! Thank God âyouâre a lifesaver!â his mother exclaims as she greets him, pulling him into a quick hug before taking the folder from his hands. An old ledger containing every contract tied to a production scheduled for next year. Apparently, there are quite a few issues surrounding it âand poor Mrs. Kim is dealing with all of them alone.
âNo problem at all. Iâm always happy to come help,â he says with a broad smile, his heart tightening as the tired lines on his motherâs face soften into one in return.
âCome see us âNonnieâs in the veranda,â she adds, leading him to the small sitting room, where his grandmother is slumped in her armchair. She tries to stand to greet him, but he beats her to it, bending down to wrap her in a hug.
âHow are things going lately?â he asks after the pleasantries, thanking the butler who brings him tea.
Nonnie snorts from her chair. âPlease. Your mother barely sleeps.â
âNonsense,â Mrs. Kim scolds, handing her a biscuit to shut her up. She quickly turns to Seokjin, whose face has taken on a deeply worried look. âItâs nothing, really. One of the lead actresses suddenly asked to terminate her contract and went around telling everyone that the working conditions on set were⌠well, letâs just say she went into vivid detail. So you can imagine âbetween the PR team panicking and her manager refusing to listen, things get⌠complicated.â
Heart tight, Seokjin reaches for his motherâs hand and squeezes it. âIâm sorry youâre dealing with this, Mom.â He means it. His grandfather has only been gone a few weeks, and it feels like they havenât had a single moment of rest since.
But Mrs. Kim isnât the type to show weakness âeven when she feels itâ so she quickly shakes her head with a smile. âItâs nothing I canât handle, Jinnie.â
âThat little tramp better watch herself,â Nonnie chuckles into her tea, a distinctly sadistic smile on her lips. And yet âdespite their bravado, despite the laughterâ Seokjin sees it.
He sees the hollowed cheeks and tired eyes, the stress flashing across his motherâs face every time her phone vibrates. He sees the reproachful looks Nonnie keeps throwing toward the veranda door, as if she expects Mr. Kim to walk in at any second so she can yank his ear. Because, as usual, when his mother is on the brink, Seokjinâs father is nowhere to be found.
All Seokjin can do is watch, his heart tightening with every passing second as guilt slowly but surely takes root. He could help.
All it would take is one well-phrased sentence to make every scandal disappear âreplaced with curious, excited rumors instead. One sentence to make the eyes of the two women across from him light up with joy. And if Seokjin knows heâs far from perfect, he also knows heâs always done everything he could to be the best son possible for his mother âand the best grandson for Nonnie.
And as long as he can, heâll keep doing so.
Thatâs probably why, in this moment âquietly observing his motherâs obvious sufferingâ Seokjin thinks that maybe Taehyungâs idea isnât so bad after all.
His throat suddenly dry, he doesnât dare look at Jungkook, waiting patiently by the wall. Heâs afraid that meeting his gaze might make him lose his nerve.
Still, once he starts, the words come without hesitation. âActually,â he begins, his hesitant âalmost shyâ tone immediately catching the attention of both women, â⌠thereâs something Iâd like to talk to you about. Someone, actually.â
âThis is wonderful!â  âIâm so happy for you, Mr. Kim!â âYou make such a beautiful coupleâitâs adorable!â âYou can tell how much he loves her. Sheâs so lucky!â
âWhat did you say her name was again?â
âY/N, Mom,â Seokjin repeats for the sixth time, watching fondly as his mother smiles âhe knows she keeps asking simply because she loves the sound of your name. âYouâre going to adore her. Youâll see.â
âI canât wait. She sounds fascinating. And such a lovely profession⌠Poet âitâs so⌠unusual. So charming.â
âSheâs an editor, Mom.â
âYes, yes, same business,â his mother waves it off, far too happy to dwell on details. Seokjin just smiles as she rambles on, radiating pure joy. He never wouldâve thought itâd be so easy to make her happy.
Normally sheâs rather demanding âbut lately, sheâs been so overworked that he canât remember the last time he saw her smile. Yet now, she looks so happy, so proud, his chest humming with affection. And seeing the satisfied look on his grandmotherâs face âusually so hard to please âas she sits quietly in her chair fills him with a fierce sense of pride.
Kim Seokjin, Son of the Year.
âIâm telling youâyouâre going to love her,â he says softly. His phone vibrates in his pocket, and he straightens reflexively when he sees Taehyungâs name on the screen. âExcuse me âIâll be right back,â he says to his elders before stepping outside in silence, phone in hand.
âSeokjin, if I may, I think thatââ Jungkook barely gets the words out before Seokjin raises a finger âthe universal give me a secondâ already pressing the phone to his ear.
âHello?â
âHey, future groom! You still remember your old Tae, or did your fiancĂŠe steal your last two brain cells?â
Taehyung cackles through the phone, and Seokjin shakes his head. âShut up. What are you talking about?â
Another laugh. âHyung, the whole cityâs talking about it. Man, even Parkâs little sister mentioned it this morning âand you know how much she hates me. Everyoneâs dying to meet your girlfriend. Sheâs already more popular than you, bro.â
Seokjin freezes mid-step, Jungkook stopping beside him. âWhat?â
âI was just thinking,â Taehyung continues as if he hadnât heard, âsince you knew about Cupcake and all, youâd let me meet her first? Promise I wonât traumatize her âthough Cupcakeâs curious too, even ifââ
âJinnie!â Taehyungâs voice is drowned out by his grandmotherâs, standing at the patio door, nearly shouting through the house. âI spoke with the notary âheâs agreed to marry you within two months. But I want to meet the young lady well before that. Is that clear?â
Seokjin isnât listening to Taehyung anymore. His arm drops limply to his side as heâs suddenly frozenâparalyzed by his own stupidity.
Everything happened so fast. He didnât even realize it âbut the rumor is already spreading, and the wedding is already being planned. Knowing Nonnie, everything will be ready within a week, tops. He stands there, arm hanging uselessly, suddenly unable to move.
Has his collar always been this tight? He can barely breathe.
âShit,â he whispers, stunned. Wasnât this exactly what he said would happen? That heâd mess everything up? âWe have a problem,â he manages to murmur, unable to tear his horrified gaze away from the door his grandmother just closed.
Jungkook snorts, crossing his arms over his chest âa hint of a pout forming on his face. âYou have a problem,â he snaps petulantly. âIf youâd listen to me for once. Iâve been trying for days to tell you that before announcing your wedding, you might want to ask the person involved whether sheâs actually okay with it.â
Seokjin has no comeback for that.
Except, very quietly, âShit.â
âNo one ever listens to me,â Jungkook grumbles âbut heâs already fiddling with his phone, probably calling someone to come fix the mess. Seokjin can only stand there, frozen, stunned by his own stupidity.
Kim Seokjin, Worst Son of the Year.
Turn off the heater. Put the mug in the sink. Find the right coat. Donât put on the wrong shoes.
âShit,â you mutter, glancing at the clock for the eleventh time within the same minute, cursing under your breath when youâre finally forced to face the obvious âyouâre horribly late.
This isnât an appointment you can afford to miss. You need to make a good impression; it could mean a promotion just as easily as a dismissal âand given the choice, youâd very much prefer the former. But right now, thereâs no time to spare. Youâll rest after the meeting.
Turn off the heater. Put the mug in the sink. Find the right coat. Donât put on the wrong shoes. Turn off the heatâ
CLINK. âShit, shit, shit.â
As you bend down to reach the heater controls, the mug slips from your hands, spilling its contents all over the floor âsome of it splashing onto your feet. Your socks are soaked.
âJust what I neededâŚâ you grumble, grabbing a sponge to deal with the mess, though it does nothing for the stain spreading across your rug.
Terrible day. And now youâre late on top of it.
Suddenly panicking âwhy is the hand on that damn clock moving so fast all of a sudden?! Thatâs not possibleâ you start rushing around in every direction. Mug in the sink, done. What was next again?
Grabbing a random coat, you try âvery unsuccessfullyâ to put on your shoes at the same time, nearly falling over at least three times before managing to get one on. From his perch on the armchair, Pumpkin, your ginger cat, watches without moving, looking intensely judgmental.
You glare at him while searching for your keys, which youâve âonce againâ misplaced. Even when your distress becomes obvious âyouâre really going to be late at this rateâ he doesnât budge. The little brat even has the nerve to yawn.
âWish me luck,â you whisper, slightly out of breath after checking twice that you have everything. He doesnât move, but he purrs when you bend down to give him a quick kiss and a scratch between the ears, so you forgive him.
When the door slams shut behind you and you lock it, you take a deep breath.
Today is going to be a good day. And with that thought firmly lodged in your mind, you head down the steps of your building toward your car.
If only you knew.
Seven hours later, itâs with a grimace that refuses to leave your face that you push open the door of the small cafĂŠ you visit almost every evening, without even sparing a glance for the gorgeous orange-gold rays of sunset outside. No, really âthe sky is probably stunning, but right now, youâre far too exhausted to care.
This morningâs meeting was a disaster. You wouldnât be surprised if a termination letter showed up in your mailbox within the next few days, and you silently pray that the fondness your boss, Mrs. Lee, has for you will be enough to save you. Honestly, though, you doubt it.
It might have been bearable if you hadnât then endured an especially long workday, reading excerpt after excerpt of novels that all felt painfully identical. Same stories, same names, same stupid decisions âno tension, way too many clichĂŠs. Youâre usually the first to enjoy niche stories, but still âthere are limits. Add to that the nonstop chatter of your desk neighbor, who gifted you a truly awful migraine⌠Yes. Room for improvement.
Unfortunately, your migraine doesnât seem to be going anywhere. You canât help but admit it when Kaylie âsaid desk neighborâ orders an extra-large matcha latte at a volume far too loud, making you briefly wonder whether the barista even heard the tiny âa hazelnut coffee, pleaseâ you mumbled.
If only the best coffee in the city werenât on the street right next to your office. Maybe then you could escape Kaylie, at least. âFor godâs sake, I canât take this anymore!â she exclaims, flipping her hair over her shoulder as she slides into a booth by the window.
As you sit down across from her, you notice a few heads turning your way âmost of them shooting annoyed looksâ and you lower your head instinctively. Why do you always agree to let her tag along when you know sheâs just going to embarrass you?
âSeriously, we should go on strike or something to demand more time off. Do you realize they refused to let David take the day off yesterday even though his son had the flu? Seriously âthe kid couldâve died!â
You bite back the urge to point out that very few children die of the flu âand that, as far as you know, Davidâs son just had a mild coldâ because you really donât feel like becoming the target of her outrage. So you just nod silently. You miss Pumpkin.
âAnyway, itâs all complete nonsense,â she continues without waiting for a response, not even reacting when your drinks are served. You shoot her a glare as you thank the barista; she doesnât even notice, too busy rambling on. âThis team is a total mess. And with HR like that, what did we expect? They should really stop hiring old people âsheâs such a painâŚâ Still silent, you sip your hazelnut coffee, using your thoughts as an escape from her unbearable voice. Did you fill Pumpkinâs bowl properly before leaving?
âBy the way,â Kaylie wiggles on the bench as she grabs her phone, dragging out the word far too long. âDid you see the WhatsApp group? Romane and Fred are throwing a party in two weeks âwe have to go! What, donât tell me you didnât see the message?!â
You sigh, resisting the urge âfor the umpteenth timeâ to tell her that no, you donât read WhatsApp messages. In fact, you donât even have the app anymore, but she doesnât need to know that. That group called âworkâ13th floorâ is just a pathetic excuse to spread gossip anyway ânot for you.
âWhat day is it?â you mumble instead, eyes fixed on the bottom of your cup. Kaylie pounces.
âFriday night, obviously. And donât give me your usual âIâm busy, waaah,ââ she adds in a whiny tone that makes you want to slap her. âI know youâre not. So itâs decided âweâre going together! Maybe I could ask Mathew to come too, donât you think?â You donât bother replying, just shrug. Mathew must be her current boyfriend. Last week, youâre pretty sure his name was Lucas. âDo you think heâll feel lonely since he wonât know anyone? Damn. Yeah, probably. Shoot.â
She chews on her nails while you lift your cup for another sip of the hot liquid. Her next words nearly make you choke. âItâd be so much easier if we went on a double date. But, well, since you canât seem to keep a guy for more than three daysâŚâ
Your cup hits the table with a sharp clack, but she barely notices you glaring at her, too lost in her own thoughts. âItâs kind of crazy that no guyâs interested in you. I mean, youâre not that ugly. Makes you wonder if thereâs something wrong with youâŚâ she mutters, twirling a strand of hair âthen suddenly brightens, her tone flipping completely. âIâll be right back, bathroom break!â
You clench your teeth, your nails carving small crescents into your palm as she gets up and walks away.
Two years ago, when you first started working at this company, comments like that from Kaylie hurt like hell âthe number of nights you spent crying in front of the TV, cursing her name⌠Today, while it still irritates you just as much, it affects you far less âbecause youâve come to understand. Kaylie isnât mean; sheâs just the living definition of a loudmouth. She says whatever comes to mind, without a filter. And sometimes âdamn, it hurts. What hurts the most, painful as it is to admit, is that sheâs right.
You go on dates sometimes. You meet men here and there who interest you âbut it never goes beyond a single meeting, a little flirtation. Your last serious boyfriend was three years ago. At first, you wondered if something was genuinely wrong with you âand then, when you never found an answer, you gave up. That doesnât make it any less painful.
Damn. Now all you want is to go home and hold your cat. Staring at the bottom of your cup, where only a few drops of hazelnut coffee remain, you hesitate âthen make up your mind. You never shouldâve come here with Kaylie anyway. It was bound to end badly. Taking advantage of the fact that your coworker doesnât seem eager to return from the bathroom, you pull out a bill and place it beside your cup. But as you grab your purse and gather your things, someone clears their throat behind you, and a warm male voice speaks up.
âExcuse me âare you Miss Seo? Seo Y/N?â
You turn around abruptly, as if struck by lightning âyou donât recognize the voice, youâre sure of it, and yet itâs enough to send a shiver down your spineâ before freezing completely, eyes wide, because you find yourself face to face with quite possibly the most beautiful man youâve ever seen.
Tall, broad-shouldered, perfectly groomed and dressed, fine features and gentle eyes fixed on you âand hopeful ones, no less. Out of reflex, you glance over your shoulder like an idiot, unable to believe this living god is addressing you of all people. But when you realize thereâs no one behind you and that he really is looking at you, itâs your turn to clear your throat, flustered, heat rushing to your cheeks as you nervously tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.
âUh⌠yes?â You bite your tongue, mentally slapping yourself. Thatâs all you could come up with, idiot? âCan I help you?â
The man fidgets with his cufflinks, clearly nervous, and you could swear the tops of his ears are slowly turning red beneath his brown hair âbut he only hesitates for a second. âMy name is Kim Seokjin âand actually, yes. You can help me.â
Seokjin canât believe it.
Youâre really walking beside him âless than a meter away. He has never been this nervous in his entire life ânot even when he showed up ten minutes late to his graduation ceremony and almost threw up on his project supervisorâs shoes âand god, itâs hot. Why is it so hot? Itâs not even the end of winter, so why does it suddenly feel like heâs stuck in the middle of a heatwave?!
For the umpteenth time, Seokjin swallows âand nearly chokes on his own saliva. When he parked at the address Jungkook sent him and spotted you through the window with another woman, he very nearly turned around and drove off.
Seeing you in photos was one thing. Seeing you in person is something else entirely.
Youâre even more beautiful in real life. You look sharper, more confident âachingly more real, tooâ and all of a sudden Seokjin is back in middle school, holding his first crushâs hand and being too scared to look her in the eyes. If Taehyung were here, heâd never let him hear the end of it.
âSo?â you ask suddenly, pulling your nose out of your scarf as you turn toward him, your bright eyes studying him calmly. He swallows in panic. âWhat can I do for you?â
There are a thousand things heâd like to answer âthough he doubts he could manage any of them without stammering like an idiotâ but he canât afford that. Not yet. He needs to stay professional. Heâs created problems far too big for himself to lose control now, just because heâs developed the biggest crush of his entire life on you in less than a month.
Professionalism, Seokjin.Â
Still, when he opens his mouth to reply and immediately trips over his words, he realizes it all sounded much easier in his head. âIâm sorry for showing up like this, out of nowhere,â he finally says, after carefully choosing his words. âI hope you didnât have anything planned.â
A hint of a smile curves your lips. âOn a Tuesday night? I should be fine âdonât worry.â He canât help but smile back, because damn, youâre even prettier like that âbefore catching himself and shaking his head. Professionalism, Seokjin.
âYes, of course,â he murmurs, a nervous smile on his lips. Itâs going to be fine. Just spit it out. âWell, as I said, my name is Kim Seokjin, and, umâŚâ
He stumbles like a fool, unsettledâbecause usually, just saying his name is enough to make peopleâs eyes light up, practically kneeling in front of him. Not that he expects you to do that âthat would be mortifyingâ but still, people usually react a little when they learn heâs the heir to one of the countryâs largest chaebol families. You barely blink.
âMy grandfather passed away two months ago,â he blurts out, mentally slapping himself as the words tumble out uncontrollably. âHe founded a rather colossâwell, financially⌠very significant electronics company, letâs say.â
âMy condolences,â you murmur, lips pressed together, eyes narrowing slightly âpolite, but clearly confused. He pauses, surprised.
âOh âthatâs kind of you, but really, donât worry. Everyoneâs been waiting for it for years.â Heâs talking so fast now heâs nearly out of breath, but he doesnât dwell on it âor on your almost shocked expression. âAnyway, his death caused more problems than anything else in my family, and I need your help to⌠well, solve one of them. A rather⌠big one.â
He stumbles over the last words, hesitant. In response, you simply tilt your head, curiosity clearly piqued. Nervous, he swallows again. âWhat kind?â you ask softly, that discreet little smile returning to your lips âthe one he already likes far too muchâ and he forces himself to look away to focus.
He doesnât know why heâs hesitating. Heâs spent so long thinking about how to ask you, which words to use, how to present the situation. He talked it over with Jungkook the entire drive over, and though his friend had reassured him, now he canât remember a single word of it. Thereâs no reason to panic. Everything will go exactly as planned. Itâs just an uncomfortable moment to get through.
âWell,â he takes a breath far too deep to escape your notice âyou frown slightly. âI need help securing my inheritance so it doesnât fall into the hands of an enemy of my family. Simply put.â
The words land like a bomb âeven he can feel itâ and you take a step back, startled, before finding your voice again, surprised but clearly amused. âIâm just a small-time editor, Mr. Kim, and I highly doubt my salary could even pay for the shirt youâre wearing. I donât see how I could help you.â
You say it jokingly, but Seokjin canât help glancing down at his shirt, suddenly embarrassed. He knew it âhe shouldâve dressed more simply. When he looks back up at you and that small smile that makes his heart race a little faster, itâs obvious youâre not taking him seriously. âYou wouldnât actually have to do anything, to be honestââ he starts, hating how warm his ears feel as he stammers.
âNo, really,â you protest, âIâm flattered, but I donât think Iâm the right persââ
âI just need you to marry me.â
You freeze, your face locked in pure shock, while he goes completely rigid âhorrified.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit. Why didnât the words sound the way they had in his head?!
âExcuse me?!â It takes you a few seconds to recover, but when you do, your expression has completely changed âand he panics, stepping back and lifting his hands in surrender.
âItâs nothing perverse! I just need a wife for a few months, and Iââ he tries desperately to explain, before snapping his mouth shut when your glare makes it very clear that was not the right thing to say.
âI am neither a maid nor a prostitute, Mr. Kim,â you snap, eyes blazing, gripping the strap of your handbag so tightly a bead of sweat runs down his temple.
âThatâs absolutely not what Iâm saying! Or thinking!â he rushes out, flustered. âI just want to propose aâa deal! It would only be a title; it wouldnât change anything for you! All youâd have to do is marry me for appearances, live your life as usual while I reclaim my inheritance, then weâd divorce and youâd never see me again. Youâd be paid âvery generouslyâ and you could even enjoy my house and my bank account, Iââ
âAre you trying to buy me, Mr. Kim?â
He freezes, mouth still half open, horrified. This is a disaster. Youâre looking at him with more hatred than youâd given that woman earlier at the cafĂŠ, and the way you clutch your bag makes him expect you to hit him with it at any second before running off âcompletely destroying his plan. âNo, of course not,â he mutters quickly, red with shame. âItâs just⌠a proposal. I really need your help, Y/N.â
The frown on your face does nothing to reassure him. âWe donât know each other, Seokjin,â you snap âand he has to fight the shiver that runs through him when you say his name like that. âCould I at least know why Iâm the lucky one you chose for this proposition?â
He opens his mouth to answer, but between your cutting tone, the contempt in your eyes, and the question itself, he canât find the strength to speak. Not that he knows what to say.
What could he possibly say? âI have a pathetic crush on youâsorry?â
You seem to take his silence as the confirmation you were waiting for, pressing your lips together even tighter. âWell, Mr. Kim, while Iâm very touched by your proposal,â you begin, in a cold tone that suggests the exact opposite, âIâm afraid Iâm not what youâre looking for, and I refuse to be nothing more than a tool for you to make money. I do hope, however, that you manage to find someone âfor your image.â
Seokjin stands there, stunned by the force of your words, as you click your tongue and turn away. Itâs only some strange reflex that jolts him out of his stupor âhis hand shooting out as panic takes over his body. âWaitâwait,â he almost begs, and itâs enough to catch your attention again, even if itâs an irritated one. At this point, heâs simply desperate. âPlease. I know I look like an idiot right now, but Iâm begging you. Iâm only asking one thing: marry me.â
You let the heavy silence settle between you after his desperate confession. For a second, you actually seem to consider it, your gaze softening just enough to spark something in Seokjinâs chest. Then you crush all his hopes with your next words.
âNo. Thank you.â
Thatâs all you give him before turning your back and disappearing around the corner, heading home while he remains there, motionless and lost.
He spent hours rehearsing that conversation âalone and with Jungkook. Heâd prepared every argument down to the syllable, anticipated every possible turn. But at no point had he imagined you might simply say no.
And as he stands there alone on a street heâs never set foot on before, his suit clashing horribly with the surroundings, Seokjin realizes that even now, he doesnât want to choose anyone else but you.
What he also realizes is that he has absolutely no idea how heâs going to manage this wedding without a fiancĂŠe on his arm. And that Nonnie is going to kill him if she finds out.
âThis is a catastrophe.â
âNo, itâs not,â Jungkook reassures him for the thousandth time, gently patting his back. Seokjin doesnât lift his head from where itâs buried in his hands, and when he mutters, âYes, it is,â Jungkook finally loses patience. âNo. She said no âso what? It was expected. Itâs not that bad, we still have time to find someone elseââ
That makes Seokjin straighten abruptly. âYou donât understand,â he insists, his voice trembling under the pressure. âIâve already told my mother, Nonnie âdamn it, all the big families are talking about her! Itâs a disaster!â
âNo one really knows who she is or what she looks like,â Jungkook replies calmly despite Seokjinâs agitation âand Seokjin is grateful for it. He wouldnât survive this if Jungkook werenât as stoic as ever. âThey just know her name, Hyung. Weâll find someone else and ask her to pretend to be Y/N. Easy. Iâll handle it.â
No matter how hard he tries, Seokjin canât ignore the sharp ache those words cause. âNo. You donât understand.â
âDonât understand what?â
Seokjin can only shake his head, unable to voice the thought: that I donât want to ask anyone else. So he lets the silence fall again, sinking into his despair.
âTell me,â he finally says after a long minute staring into the bottom of his glass. Taehyungâs bar has apparently become his go-to place for wallowing âbecause he came here without even thinking. âDo you think Taehyung got rejected like this? No, of course not,â he scoffs. âAs sweet as she is, Cupcake probably said yes right awayâŚâ
âFrom what I know, she first agreed because she thought it was a joke,â Jungkook answers, then suddenly stops, as if he wants to add something but hesitates. He has that look âthe one he always gets when he knows something others donât, but Seokjin can never quite read it. âBut itâs different, Hyung. Taehyung and Cupcake were already friends. You and Y/N are strangers âit doesnât surprise me that she said no. At least she has common sense.â
Seokjin canât deny the point. He sighs. âI just feel so⌠stupid, Kook. You shouldâve seen her âsheâs perfect. Really. She seemed so strong, so⌠damn it, Iâm sure if she couldâve, sheâd have gutted me. Mom would adore her. But now she hates me, and I have zero desire to marry someone else âeven fakeâ and itâs a fucking disasterâŚâ
Once again, he buries his face in his hands, rambling uncontrollably, not caring that Jungkook sees him like this. It wouldnât be the first time.
âYou know what I think?â Jungkook finally says, pulling Seokjin out of his dark thoughts. When he looks up, his friend âdespite being much youngerâ has an almost wise look, the kind movie characters have when they already know the ending and know exactly what to do. âI think youâre an idiot âbut I think that every day. More importantly, I think youâre completely smitten, Hyung.â
Seokjin scowls. âThis really isnât the time, Kook.â
âAnd I think most of all,â the younger one continues, ignoring him, âthat youâre ashamed of yourself. You want to marry her? Fine. She hates you? Okay. Adds a little spice, I guessâŚâ
âWhat are you talââ Seokjin frowns, but Jungkook cuts him off.
âI know youâre not the type to flirt around, but generally, before proposing marriage, people go for a drink together. You went straight for it âat least she knows what sheâs dealing with. Now you need to get off your high horse and talk to her. Really talk to her,â he insists. âJust because you read her profile every night before bed doesnât mean she knows you.â
âI donât readââ
âGo see her,â Jungkook booms, interrupting him. âTalk to her. Show her youâre serious. Let her get to know you. If sheâs not the type to say yes for money, then sheâs the type to say yes for feelings. If you canât be her partner, be her friend. Like Taehyung and Cupcake.â
Seokjin lowers his gaze, Jungkookâs words slowly sinking in, taking shape as he thinks them through. âMaybe you could even tell her about your little crush, while youâre at it.â
Seokjin doesnât react to the smug little smile Jungkook throws him, too lost in thought. Show her Iâm serious. Let her get to know me. He can do that. Right?
By the time he comes back to himself, a wave of hope and determination swelling in his chest âthatâs it, heâs going to take control of this and do it rightâJungkook has already grabbed a bottle of cognac and poured them three glasses each, their usual routine when Taehyung is around.
Seokjin watches him with a soft smile. He doesnât know what heâd do without them, even though heâs known them so long that sometimes their maturity still surprises him. âSince when are you so good at this?â he asks.
Jungkook only shrugs. âI took sociology in high school.â
Kim Seokjin gives you six days of peace before coming back to wreak havoc in your life. No âthree, actually, but at first you donât pay close enough attention to notice.
That part isnât really your fault. Or his. When you come home from work completely drained and more than irritated by your day, and you find a bouquet of roses sitting on your doorstep, you donât exactly stop to wonder where it came from. Too tired to think it through, you simply assume itâs yet another attempt by your neighbor âthe slightly pushy one who goes through one-night stands like candyâ to get your attention. So you just shrug, drop the flowers into a vase, and go to bed.
Only the next day, when you get home at the same time, thereâs another bouquet waiting on your doormat. Almost identical âgorgeous roses, perfectly cut, so plentiful and pristine they could only have come from a good florist. For half a second, you think that your neighbor is really pushing it âthe flowers from yesterday havenât even had time to wiltâ but then you hear Pumpkin meowing through the door, so you hurry inside, add the new flowers to the already full vase, and go greet your cat without another thought.
The third evening follows more or less the same pattern, except you grumble a bit more âyour only vase is getting far too small for all these flowersâ and you seriously consider knocking on your neighborâs door to tell him to stop. You donât, though, telling yourself youâll deal with it over the weekend.
Itâs only on the fourth night that you really start paying attention to these mysterious flowers that keep appearing. Maybe itâs because youâve had a truly awful day âan HR meeting that turned into a full-blown argument, a few angry comments you blurted out that might very well cost you your job, on top of all the unsolicited criticism Kaylie piled on afterwardâ but what little patience you had left completely snaps when you reach your landing and find yet another ridiculously large bouquet of roses sitting there like a provocation.
The idea of keeping your cool, going inside, collapsing on the couch, and eating chocolate in front of reality TV all night is incredibly tempting. But right now, youâre far too on edge to listen to reason. So, in a burst of rage, you grab the bouquet âso big you can barely hold it with one handâ and storm over to apartment C1, where your neighbor lives, knocking furiously on the door.
Nothing.
It takes you a full minute to realize itâs strange that heâs taking so long to answer. Another twenty seconds to remember you havenât heard much from him lately. A bit longer still to realize you havenât seen his car in the parking lot. Then it hits you âhe left on vacation last week.
Completely lost, you look down at the bouquet in your arms, brows furrowed. The soft scent of the flowers âstill just as high qualityâ tickles your nose, but no matter how hard you stare at the red petals, you canât find an answer to your unspoken question. Where the hell are these flowers coming from?
Still confused and unable to let it go âpartly because you know youâll never fall asleep tonight without an answerâ the first thing you do after closing your apartment door is place the bouquet on your small dining table, next to the already overstuffed vase. Pumpkin doesnât waste any time greeting you, jumping onto the table to demand attention.
âYou wouldnât happen to know where this came from, would you?â you ask absently, scratching behind his ears. He purrs, tail flicking happily. âNo? You didnât hear anything?â
You sigh âPumpkin is a terrible detective; experience has taught you he does nothing but sleep while youâre goneâ and, resigned but mostly disappointed, you untie the little ribbon holding the roses together and try, somehow, to squeeze them into your painfully small vase where thereâs already no room left.
As you lift the bouquet, a small card slips free from between the stems and falls to the floor. You only notice it when Pumpkin pounces on it and starts playing. Perplexed, you take it from him âand end up even more confused by the few words written on it.
âWhat theâŚâ you mutter, earning an offended meow. Written in black ink, in perfectly neat, even handwriting âalmost calligraphicâ are the words: âCall me if you have the slightest problem, or simply if you want to talk,â followed by a phone number.
Your confusion quickly turns into a simmering anger âbecause you know only one person who would bother to write this beautifully nowadays, and the memory of your one and only meeting is enough to reignite your irritation.
Maybe itâs the annoyance. Maybe itâs the exhaustion from work. Either way, you donât hesitate before grabbing your phone.
5:46 PM â You: Iâd appreciate it if you stopped harassing me like this. And stop with the stupid flowers, I hate roses.
The reply comes instantly âand its content almost disappoints you.
5:47 PM â Kim the Idiot Seokjin: Noted.
The next day, when you get home from work, thereâs no massive bouquet of roses on your doorstep. Instead, five daffodils, delicately tied together, are waiting for you âand you freeze.
They say that giving five red roses is a sign of affection. And you told him you hate roses.
You have no idea how Kim Seokjin found out that daffodils are your favorite flowers, but one thing is certain: you hate the butterflies blooming in your stomach.
When Kim Seokjin sent ânoted,â you naĂŻvely thought heâd stop his little flower routine. Turns out âno. Apparently, he just took note that youâd noticed, and decided that meant he should keep going. Because, damn it, it gets ten times worse.
He doesnât just have flowers delivered anymore âdaffodils, each more colorful and beautiful than the last, making your heart wobble even though youâd rather die than admit it. No, now he sends them with a vase, just to make sure you wonât throw them away.
On top of that, every bouquet comes with a small note âalways some encouraging phrase, not too personal but still oddly comforting. Sometimes thereâs even a box of chocolates âand maybe itâs a coincidence, but it always seems to happen on harsh days. If you didnât appreciate the gesture, you might even wonder whether this Kim had you followed or something.
Once again, he waits a few days before escalating âas if delivering flowers to your home was just him testing your limits. Because the moment you stop texting to complain âafter all, who complains about free flowers and chocolates every day?!â he moves on to the next level: sending them to your workplace.
And once again, he doesnât hold back.
Every day, a new vase is delivered, always holding five magnificent white daffodils that decorate your desk. At work, though, heâs almost more discreet âhe only includes notes when the deliveries come to your apartmentâ but he never misses a chance to send you a meal basket on days when you skip lunch to catch up on work. Itâs almost⌠domestic.
Strangely enough, itâs not that unpleasant. Sure, youâve lost count of how many coworkers tease you about it âKaylie first among them, endlessly talking about your âsecret admirerââ but itâs manageable. As long as you ignore the butterflies in your stomach and the heat creeping into your cheeks every time one of his gifts arrives.
Part of you wonders if heâs trying to manipulate you âmaybe this is just a strategy, charming you with thoughtful gifts so he can pull you in and use you. But no matter how you look at it, youâve never heard of rich men giving chocolates to editors to reel them in. It makes no sense.
Especially given the messages he sends you. Since you saved his number, heâs taken the liberty of doing the same, and he texts you almost every day âbut not to pressure you into marrying him or whatever ridiculous plan he suggested the one time you met. No. Just a few words here and there âwishing you a good day, asking if you like todayâs flowers, and, on the rare occasions you reply, telling you about his own day. Heâs never pushy, never intrusive. He simply lets you know heâs there if you want to talk âand when you do, he always replies within the minute.
Part of you remembers that he only wants to use you to secure his inheritance âbecause if you understood your conversation correctly, thatâs exactly what it is. But the other part of you struggles to hold onto that thought, especially when heâs so gentle and attentive every single day. In fact, the more time passes, the more you wonder whether youâre starting to like him âor hate him a little more each day. You have a pretty good idea of the answer, and you donât like it much.
When you leave work that evening, itâs raining cats and dogs âalmost literally. You donât think youâve ever seen that much rain in the city; even at your parentsâ place in the countryside, it never pours like this. At this rate, the roads will flood. You feel a little guilty about the spark of joy that thought brings âflooded streets mean no work tomorrowâ but as you mentally calculate how long itâll take you to get home by the shortest route (you already know itâll save you maybe two minutes, tops) and whether you have any chance of staying dry (spoiler: no), you freeze before even stepping onto the sidewalk.
Because parked right in front of your office building is a sleek black Mercedes, gleaming under the rain.
You donât need to ask who it belongs to âyouâve lived in this neighborhood for years, and you know no one here can afford a car like thatâ and the thought alone tightens your chest. Spotting you, a man slightly younger than you, square-jawed with tattoos peeking out from his sleeve, steps out of the driverâs side. Standing straight in the rain in his three-piece suit, he gives you a small bow âa bow, for Godâs sake.
âMiss Seo?â he says, and youâre frozen in place, face burning. âI work for Mr. Kim. He was worried about you seeing all this rain and asked me to come pick you upâŚâ
You canât move. You canât speak. Around you, some of your coworkers pass by, staring âKaylie first among themâ but you donât even have the strength to stammer something to the poor man.
Damn Kim Seokjin. This has gone too far.
âThatâs very kind of you,â you finally manage, forcing a tight smile. âBut I think Iâll walk. Donât worry.â The man opens his mouth to protest, but you donât give him the chance âyou take off running, dignity be damned. Only after turning the corner to make sure he isnât following you do you grab your phone, still burning with embarrassment, and mash the call button on his contact.
You bring the phone to your ear, catching your breath. Wait âwhy are you out of breath? And why is your heart pounding like this, damn it, like itâs about toâ âY/N?â Kim Seokjinâs warm, gentle voice fills your ear, pulling you out of your thoughts. You grit your teeth, ignoring the shiver that runs through you. Of course he answered on the first ring.
âThis has to stop,â you mutter, teeth clenched, tilting your head back so the cold rain splashes against your burning cheeks.
âWhat does?â Another shiver âhow can a voice do this to you, damn it?
âYou canât just send a driver like that!â you blurt out, frustrated. You never know how to act around him, and it infuriates you. You hate how much attention you give him without meaning to. âWhatâs next? A limousine?â
He replies instantly, as if heâd expected this. âWhat was I supposed to do, huh? I wasnât going to âwait. Donât tell me you didnât get in?â
His usually calm voice sounds suddenly panicked, almost worried âand that definitely doesnât squeeze something tight in your chest. âUh⌠no?â you stammer, thrown off by his tone. âWhy would I? I donât even understand why you sent him.â
âBecause I donât want you to get sick, maybe?â he answers like itâs obvious, and you freeze in the middle of the sidewalk. âItâs pouring. Itâs awful.â
For a second, youâre unable to move again, your throat tight around his admission. It sounds like nothing when he says it, but itâs been a long time since anyone worried about you âat least over something as trivial as a bit of rain. It almost hurts that a stranger does it so well.
âNot at all,â you manage, hoping he doesnât hear the change in your voice. âI love it. I wanted to feel the rain.â
âThereâs a full-on storm and you want to feel the rain?â
âDonât change the subject! I donât want you sending your driver anymore. Is that clear?â you snap.
âWhy not?â
âBecause playing secret admirer is fun for about two minutes, but there are limits! And if you thought you were being a great romantic by sending a lackey âwell, it failed!â
Silence. Then, softly, âShould I drive you home myself?â
âDonât you dare !â
You freeze again âthis time in horror. Did you really just yell at a stranger on the phone in the middle of the street? What the hell is wrong with you? And why does his damn voice mess you up like this?!
He doesnât reply, and it makes you painfully aware of what just happened. You really did snap at him when all he did was try to be thoughtful. Damn it. Can he sue you for that? Heâs rich âhe probably could. Shit.
At this point, youâre soaked, red with embarrassment, and completely lost, having bolted down the street without looking where you were going. His sudden silence makes guilt crash into you at full speed. Maybe thatâs why you suddenly feel utterly ashamed of yourself, and, too proud to apologize outright, you end up stammering into the phone, mortified, a brief, âThat was all,â before hanging up and burying your face in your hands.
When you finally get home, thereâs no bouquet of daffodils on your doorstep âand your guilt multiplies by a hundred. Maybe thatâs whatâs wrong with you. You always have to act like an idiot.
Even after several hours, and with night falling thick and black, the rain doesnât stop âmaybe the streets really will be flooded tomorrow, who knows. Youâve had time to take a shower, change clothes, even order a four-cheese pizza and watch four episodes of that reality show everyoneâs talking about lately, Pumpkin purring on your lap, and yet you still canât get what happened earlier out of your head.
Youâre mad at yourself. You reacted instantly because you were on edge, and the result is that you were almost rude to him, when he only wanted to help. You shouldâve thanked him and asked him not to overdo it âand insteadâŚ
The vase of daffodils on the dining table seems to mock you. The one on the floor next to the TV isnât any better. In fact, all the bouquets of daffodils appear to be judging you very harshly, and there are more than a dozen of them scattered around your apartment now, which makes them rather hard to avoid. Damn it, you feel awful. Should you call him back and apologizeâŚ?
Right at that moment, someone knocks on your door, and you straighten up, frowning. Pumpkin stays completely relaxed on your lap, which reassures you âhe always hisses when itâs that annoying neighbor trying to make conversation, so if heâs calm, at least youâre spared that.
Carefully setting the ginger cat down on the couch, you get up and, with a pace far more sluggish than your pride would usually allow, walk toward the front door, opening it without much enthusiasm. Itâs probably just the downstairs neighbor asking to borrow tomato sauce, like alwaâ
You come face to face with five pink daffodils held at chest height by a long, slender hand âand then, when you lift your gaze, with Kim Seokjin himself, his lashes fluttering as he looks at you, eyes full of hope.
You take a small step back, your mouth falling open without any words coming out, caught completely off guard. Your breath gets stuck in your throat. You hadnât seen him again since that day in front of the cafĂŠ âhow can he be even more handsome than you remember?
âGood evening,â he says softly, smiling with a slightly shy look that makes you melt, and you already feel your cheeks warming just from the sound of his voice. Itâs worse than you thought. Much worse.
Once again, you open your mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. You donât know whether itâs the flush on your cheeks or if he can simply sense your embarrassment, but he smiles again before gently holding the bouquet out to you. The scent of the flowers envelops you almost instantly, and you suddenly think that this fragrance suits him perfectly.
âI heard you were getting tired of your secret admirer,â he says quietly, his warm voice wrapping around you like a comforting blanket, and you melt even more when the tops of his ears turn red. âSo I thought I might⌠remove the secret part.â
The end of his sentence sounds like a question, almost as if heâs asking for permission, and youâre left speechless, not even trusting yourself to answer. Unfortunately, you also have this annoying habit of speaking before thinking.
âI said âdonât you dare,ââ you mutter, embarrassed as his eyebrows lift âbut you still gently take the bouquet from his hands, shivering when your fingers brush, and he smiles softly.
âDo you consider this your workplace?â he jokes, pointing at your apartment. You roll your eyes in response, discreetly lowering your head to bury your nose in the flowers and silently revel in their scent. âBecause if thatâs the case, it means someone else is eating all the meal baskets I send you, and then Iâd need toââ
âThank you,â you cut in suddenly, barely daring to meet his gaze.
He doesnât let you dodge him, fixing you with those large dark eyes with no chance of escape âbecause damn it, you could drown in that look. Taking a step back and suddenly becoming aware of the situation âyou in pajamas in your entryway, him looking like a godâ you blush in embarrassment, not to mention how guilty you still feel.
âAnd I also wanted to⌠well, I was just thinking thatâŚâ You search for your words, painfully flustered under his unwavering gaze âhe simply waits, hanging on your lips, one eyebrow raised, and you never wouldâve believed a single look could make you lose your composure this badly.
âWhat I mean isââ
âMeow.â You barely have time to finish stammering before a ball of ginger fur rubs against your legs, and you both look down at the same time as Pumpkin approaches Seokjin, rising onto his hind legs to sniff his hand.
Seokjin lifts his head as if to silently ask you a question, but seems to make a decision when he notices your flaming cheeks and obvious discomfort. A wide smile spreads across his face, rounding his cheeks adorably as he bends down to gently pet Pumpkin.
âHey there,â he says cheerfully, earning a satisfied meow from the cat. When he looks back at you, youâre no longer quite as red âand you smile too. âI didnât know you had a cat.â
You stare at him, a little surprised. Of all the things he couldâve said, thatâs the last one you expected. âWell, you never asked,â you reply simply, amused, and he smiles back. Taking a deep breath, you suddenly blurt out, âDo you want to come in? I need to put these in a vase anywayâŚâ
You donât give him time to answer âyou wouldnât survive the embarrassment if he said no, honestlyâ and you rush into the kitchen without waiting, grabbing the first glass you find, filling it with water, and slipping the daffodils inside. You donât even know where youâre going to put them; you act on autopilot just to calm yourself, and youâre not sure whether youâre relieved or even more so when you hear the front door close.
Seokjin appears soon after, Pumpkin trailing behind him, and the sight of the young man âperfectly groomed and dressed, not a speck of dirt on him despite the storm outsideâ standing in your tiny apartment makes you smile softly, amused by how out of place he looks, just like that day in front of the cafĂŠ.
And yet, you have the strange feeling that without his gold jewelry and tailored suits, Kim Seokjin would be very cozy.
âSorry, itâs a bit of a mess,â you murmur nervously as he looks around. He smiles gently, his eyes sparkling when he notices all the daffodil bouquets scattered throughout the apartment.
âNo, I like it,â he says simply, and a wave of warmth spreads through your chest.
You look away, feeling your cheeks heat up again. You swallow several times before finding the courage to speak. âActually, I wanted to apologize,â you begin, your voice a little shaky, but you quickly steady yourself. âFor⌠everything I said on the phone earlier âwell, more how I said it. I was just⌠surprised. But it was very kind of you, and I never should haveââ
âNo, Iâm the one who should apologize âyouâre right,â he says gently, his soft gaze fixed on you. âSending a driver like that, itâs a bit⌠itâs the kind of thing my father would do,â he mutters with a grimace, easing the tension a little. âI shouldâve warned you at least. It wonât happen again, I promise.â
âNo, no, really,â you protest quickly, setting down your makeshift vase. âIt was very⌠thoughtful. Itâs just⌠a bit much, I guess?â A small, slightly tight smile curves your lips, but thereâs no reproach in your voice, and you hope he hears that. âYou already send me flowers every day, itâs a littleââ
âYou donât like the flowers?â he cuts in, and your smile drops.
âI do, of course I do âI just thoughtââ you rush to reassure him, but he barely listens.
âDamn,â he suddenly runs a hand through his hair, staring off into space. His fingers mess up his perfect styling, making him a little less godlike and a little more human âwhich only makes him even more handsome. âItâs not enough, is it? I had a feeling. I thought about writing you letters, Shakespeare-style, but Kook said it was a bad idea, and heâs probably right, but then againââ
âI donât need letters!â you cut in, half exasperated, half amused, because honestly âhow can he be this adorable? âThe flowers, the messages, itâs more than enough. Itâs just that people around me are starting to ask questions, Iâm asking questions âjust yesterday, a coworker asked when my next date with my boyfriend was supposed to be. What am I supposed to do with that, huh?!â
He freezes, caught off guard, his ears turning bright red. âIâ I donât know, I just⌠That you donât have a boyfriend?â
âSeokjin, I get flowers and little notes almost every day at work!â you protest.
He shoots back immediately, âIn that case, Sweetheart, maybe you should ask yourself why youâre the only one who doesnât want to know when that famous date is.â
You both freeze. Even Pumpkin stops moving, nose lifted as if avidly following the conversation. âWhat?â you finally manage, stunned.
His eyes widen like a thief caught red-handed. âNothing.â
âWhat did you call me?â you insist, heart racing just a little too fast. âAnd what did you say?!â
He stays still for a few seconds, his eyes darting between you and the floor as if searching for an escape route. Then he closes them and sighs, running a hand through his hair again. The hairspray has completely given up âhis strands fall freely over his forehead, above his ears, and you were right: he really does look cozy.
âA date is literally all Iâm asking for, Y/N,â he finally admits, and you shiver at the way he says your name, wondering what it would feel like to hear him whisper it against your ear. âEven less than that. I just want⌠a chance to prove that Iâm not just some creepy rich guy asking you weird things on the street. Or some strange stalker sending you gifts at work.â He rubs his face, brows furrowed. âGod, that sounds awful when you put it like thatâŚâ
âYou⌠want a date⌠with me?â you cut in suddenly, incredulous. You must have misheard. Thereâs no way someone like him wants to go out with you. From what youâd understood, he was just looking for a fake wife. So whyâŚ?
But his gaze doesnât waver for a second as he looks straight into your eyes, his soft pupils warm with affection. âYes, Y/N. I thought it was fairly clear by now âmy apologies,â he says with a small laugh, then grows serious again. âYes. Iâd like to take you out to dinner. Or even just out, anywhere. If thatâs what you want, of course.â
He waits in silence as you remain speechless, staring at him in disbelief. You donât know what to say, what to do âyou canât even believe your ears. You realize youâve been quiet too long when he grows shy again, looking away with an embarrassed smile. âAnd if thatâs not what you want, Iâd rather you tell me now, before I make a complete fool of myselfâŚâ
âCan I think about it?â you blurt out suddenly, and you can hear how breathless you sound, but you donât care. Youâre probably bright red too, but at this point âwhatever.
Because the look Kim Seokjin gives you is enough to make your heart race wildly.
âYes. Of course,â he answers softly, just as breathless as you, offering you the most radiant smile youâve ever seen.
The next evening, when you leave the office, thereâs a black Mercedes parked by the curb again. Except this time, the man stepping out has sparkling eyes, a smile that puffs up his cheeks, and shoulders broader than an American fridge. And when he smiles at you, you canât help but smile back.
âNeed a carriage, Sweetheart?â
Seokjin picks you up from work every evening, no matter how many times you tell him he doesnât need to. He insists, claiming it makes him happy, and you donât have the strength to say no. Youâre already proud of yourself for convincing him not to also pick you up every morning âhe doesnât talk much about his job, but you can tell he doesnât have time to play chauffeur for youâ and even then, the puppy-dog look he gave you almost made you change your mind. This man will be your downfall.
He still has flowers delivered, though, and his texts are more frequent, more enthusiastic âespecially now that you answer them. His latest obsession is getting you to call him Jin, which you absolutely cannot bring yourself to do for reasons you donât fully understand; just the thought makes you painfully shy. All those pet names âitâs far too domestic for your poor little heart.
Thankfully, not everything in your life is perfect âyouâd be bored otherwiseâ and your coworkers are always there to get on your nerves. Kaylie, in particular, excels at it.
âCome on, seriously, you have to come! Youâre not going to leave me there alone!â You sigh. Sheâs been at it all morning âas if pestering you about this stupid party were the best way to convince you.
âI have no one to go with,â you mutter for at least the thousandth time. âAnd anyway, Iâm exhausted, Iâd be better offââ
âNonsense! And what about the guy who picks you up every night and has lunch with you every day?â she cuts in, pointing an accusing finger at you. âJust because you donât want to talk about him doesnât mean I donât notice!â
Right as youâre about to snap that sheâs the last person youâd want to discuss it with, your phone vibrates. Seizing the perfect excuse to escape, you answer without checking the number, letting out a small sigh as you step away.
âHey, Sweetheart.â His voice barely reaches your ear before chills race down your arms, and you tuck yourself into a corner near the window to make sure no one hears.
âHey, you,â you reply, unable to stop yourself from smiling. Youâll never understand how Seokjin affects you this way without even trying. âWhat do I owe the pleasure?â
He chuckles softly, the sound sending butterflies fluttering in your stomach. âI actually had a question,â he says, and you hum to let him know youâre listening. âLook out the window.â
Perplexed, you lean closer to the large panes and glance down the building âand freeze when you spot the black Mercedes parked below, Seokjin leaning against the hood in a perfectly tailored brown suit that makes him ridiculously attractive. Even from several floors up, his eyes find yours, and he smiles up at you.
âWanna grab lunch?â
Less than ten minutes later, youâre sitting across from each other in a restaurant he chose, eating dishes you could never afford, even if you managed to convince him to let you pay. Conversation flows easily âitâs surprisingly effortless with him, the words natural, pleasant, comfortable. And thatâs dangerous, because you could get used to that comfort.
After a few minutes of the question bouncing around in your head, you finally ask, picking up a piece of steak with your fork, âAre you free tonight?â
He stops eating, surprised, then looks up at you, delighted. âI could be. Why?â
At his answer, you quickly shake your head. âNo, forget it. I donât want to bother you if you have work.â
âYouâre not bothering me,â he says at once, a playful smile on his lips as he gently takes your hand across the table. âIâm free. Whatâs going on?â
You smile softly, shivering at the warmth of his fingers. You could get used to that too. âThereâs this⌠stupid party my coworkers are throwing. I was planning not to go, but Kaylie wonât drop it, so I figured it might actually be fun if you were there.â
He says nothing, just stares at you long enough to make you panic a little. âI mean, Iâd totally understand if you didnât want toââ
âWhat time do I pick you up? And how should I dress? Classy?â he cuts in, grinning, already planning everything in his head. You smile despite yourself.
âSix. And âclassyâ is fine âbut my kind of classy, not yours. Itâs at my coworkersâ place, not a five-star hotel. So for you, I guess thatâs more⌠casual?â
He scowls, and you burst out laughing. âStop that,â he grumbles, pouting. âYou make me sound like some arrogant rich king, I hate it.â He complains, but even he ends up smiling, amused.
When he drops you back at the office after lunch, his smile is ear to ear. âSo⌠tonight, then?â
Heâs so adorable âand so damn handsomeâ that it takes all your strength not to give in completely. âTonight,â you murmur.
Then, gathering all your courage, you rise onto your tiptoes and press a small kiss âjust oneâ against his cheek before dropping back onto your heels. He doesnât even have time to react, too stunned; you only give him a playful smile before disappearing inside.
And even once youâre back in the building, you can still feel his gaze on you âand it sends the butterflies in your stomach into a frenzy.
âSeriously, are you sure we canât leave?â you whisper for what feels like the hundredth time, earning an exasperated smile from Seokjin.
âBasic politeness says we should stay at least two hours, Sweetheart,â he replies calmly, downing his glass of juice in one go. Itâs painfully obvious that, unlike you âwho is seconds away from exploding if you have to endure one more karaoke performance from Kaylie and your other coworkersâ he is having a great time.
âThis isnât high society,â you protest indignantly, tugging at his arm. âIf I want to leave, I leave. I donât have toââ
Heâs clearly far too well-mannered to give in easily, judging by the way he hesitates. After glancing at the clock on the wall, he gently cuts you off. âJust fifteen minutes.â
âTen,â you insist, meeting his gaze head-on.
His eyes soften, growing even more hesitant when you give him a small pout, until he sighs, the tips of his ears turning slightly red. âFine. Go get your coat,â he mutters, clearly not very proud of himself for caving so quickly.
You practically bounce with joy, leaning in without even thinking to peck his cheek before darting toward the living room, where Romane âthe coworker hosting the partyâ has piled everyoneâs coats onto the couch. Fighting back a grimace at yet another terrible cover of My Heart Will Go On, you try to stay discreet as you edge along the wall and crouch down to look for your coat and Seokjinâs.
Spotting a still-fresh stain on the couch, panic grips you at the thought that Seokjinâs coat might be ruined âbecause one thing is certain: you absolutely cannot afford to buy him a new one, nor pay for dry cleaning.
âSeo? What are you doing?â Kaylieâs booming, very drunk voice echoes through the room, and every head turns toward you. âCome on, I wanna do one with you!â she squeals, beckoning you over while barely managing to stay upright herself.
You straighten slowly, offering everyone a tight smile as you clutch both your coat and Seokjinâs to your chest. âSorry, that wonât be possible âwe need to head out,â you say hesitantly. When almost everyone groans in disappointment, you hurry to add, âIâm really sorry, I told you I wouldnât be able to stay longâŚâ
âYouâve gotta be fucking kidding me,â Kaylie snaps, the alcohol making her louder and far less restrained. âFor once you actually show up, and you bail the second you get the chance. Itâs insane âbut hey, say it if weâre annoying you, huh? Thatâs it, madam finally has a boyfriend, so she thinks sheâs all that now!â
Stunned, you take a step back. While many of your coworkers look just as shocked, others seem to agree with her âand thatâs what really gets under your skin. âThat has absolutely nothing to do with it,â you mutter through clenched teeth.
Kaylie scoffs, tossing her hair over her shoulder. âOf course it does. You found yourself a rich guy, so now you think you can do whatever you want. But spoiler alert, Sweetie âhe probably only wants you for sex. The second it gets serious, heâll drop you, and donât come crying then.â
âWho the hell do you think you are?!â you snap.
âDonât forget, Y/N-ie âyouâre the nice, boring girl nobody wants. I bet your Prince Charming is only here because he needs something from you, right?â
She points at you, and you just stand there like an idiot, unable to respond âbecause deep down, thereâs this horrible feeling that she might be right. After all, you and Seokjin met because he needed your help with his inheritance. Nothing more.
Suddenly, you feel ridiculous. So, so ridiculous. Your hands start to shake, and you hate how quickly tears prick at your eyes. Every single coworker is staring at you, waiting for an answer âbut nothing comes. You just feel stupid.
You donât think. Hugging your coat tightly to your chest, you shove past the people between you and the front door, forcing your way through as fast as you can. Everyone lets you pass âuntil, just a few steps from the exit, you run straight into a broad chest with even broader shoulders.
âSweetheart? Whatâs goingâare you crying?â Seokjin exclaims, clearly confused. You donât answer. You simply thrust his coat into his hands and disappear, slamming the door behind you.
Youâve never gone down stairs so fast, never left a building so quickly. In no time at all, youâre alone on the street, the dark night your only companion, and you donât even try to stop the tears streaming down your cheeks.
Damn Kaylie. You hate her. Hate her, hate her, hate her.
Less than a minute passes before you hear your name being shouted from down the street behind you âand soon, Seokjinâs footsteps echo as he runs to catch up. âLeave me alone,â you mutter when he reaches you, not even turning your head.
âWhatâs wrong? What happened?â he asks breathlessly, clearly worried, stepping in front of you to force you to face him.
You walk around him without answering. âLeave me alone!â
He catches up again, this time gripping your shoulders to keep you in place. âNot happening.â He shakes his head when you try to push him away, one hand coming up to cup your cheek, his eyes begging you to just look at him. âTalk to me. Please.â
You hold on for a few seconds âthen completely break down. Youâre no match for his worried expression and that heartbreaking look.
âSheâs right,â you sob, shaking your head when he opens his mouth to protest. âIâm stupid, so stupid, and it just⌠Iâm so mad. Sheâs always had everything she wanted. Her job, her studies, even love âIâve never seen her single, not once. And me? Nobody ever wants me. No guy Iâve gone out with has ever called me back. Hell, even my parents never check in, Iââ
âHey, hey,â he cuts in suddenly, giving you no time to object as he pulls you into his arms, pressing your head against his chest. At this point, your tears must be ruining his shirt, but he clearly doesnât care. âBreathe. What kind of nonsense is that?â
âI just want to⌠understand whatâs wrong with me,â you cry into his chest. Those words seem to revolt him. He pulls back abruptly, cupping your cheeks in his hands, his gaze suddenly almost stern.
âThere is nothing wrong with you,â he sterns, and now he almost sounds angry. âYouâre funny, intelligent, beautiful âand youâre hands down the most resourceful girl Iâve ever met. Sure, she has all those things. But there will always be people who have more than you. There are guys richer than me, more successful, better-looking âbut if I spend all my time comparing myself to them, Iâll end up forgetting who I am. And I donât want you to forget who you are, Sweetheart,â he murmurs, brushing your cheek with his thumb. âThe only person you should be looking at âand trying to outdoâ is yourself. And who cares what Kaylie from accounting thinks? She was drunk and her breath stinks anyway.â
A tiny laugh escapes you, and he takes it as a victory, gently pecking your temple before pulling you back into his arms. You sigh, suddenly exhausted, but his words have worked their magic âa warm wave spreads through your chest as he speaks, until the tears youâre shedding arenât from sadness anymore, but from emotion.
From the start, you knew his voice could work miracles. You just had no idea heâd know exactly what to say like this.
Unfortunately for him, you wipe your cheeks âand maybe your nose tooâ against his shirt, your voice barely audible through his embrace. âYouâre right. Iâm sorry, I donât know what came over meâŚâ
âObviously, Iâm always right,â he cuts in, patting your back as if to stop you from saying anything else foolish. Watching you try to regain some dignity while wiping your nose with your sleeve, he gives you a small smile, that same gentle look he always has. âCome on. Let me take you to get something to eat.â
You snap your head up, surprised. âAt this hour?â
He just smiles softly. âYou promised me a date, remember?â
For someone as rich as Seokjin, youâd expected the word date to mean something very sophisticated. A five-star restaurant. A walk by a lake, maybe a candlelit picnic âsomething outrageously romantic.
Not that youâre disappointed âhonestly, you wouldnât have known how to act in a fancy restaurantâ but never, ever would you have imagined that a date with Kim Seokjin, heir to the great Kim family, would mean stopping in the middle of the night at an empty Burger King.
Still⌠itâs not so bad. Maybe this time, youâll even manage to convince him to let you pay.
It takes you several long minutes to fully calm down. He lets you eat in silence while he devours his own burger âseriously, youâve never seen anyone demolish fries that fast. Youâd bet he preferred you while you were still recovering, because the moment youâre back to yourself, you spend the next few minutes apologizing over and over âfor dragging him into that fiasco and for your little breakdown.
âItâs fine, Iâm telling you, no need to make such a big deal out of itââ
âOf course there is! God, I feel so bad, I swearââ
âSweetheart, you are not paying for these burgers. Stop insisting.â
That wasnât really your goal, but you play along anyway, stomping your foot and pouting. He bursts out laughing, the sound pulling a smile from your own lips âthough you still feel guilty. âSeriously, let me pay. Or⌠anything. What can I do to make it up to you?â
He looks almost offended, his eyebrows shooting up so high they disappear into his hair. âThere is nothing for you to make up for. Who do you think I am?â
âCome on⌠anything you want! Anything! Here: we can plan another date, a real one, next week âor better yet, tomorrow!â
âYou donât like this date?â he asks suddenly, making you go pale âthen he explodes with laughter at your expression.
When you smack his shoulder a little harder than necessary âbarely, reallyâ he just laughs louder, pulling you toward him and grabbing your wrists to keep you from hitting him again. âI donât want anything. This was actually kind of fun,â he admits softly, and you freeze as he pulls you closer still, until your faces are only inches apart. âWell, except for the part with that awful woman. But thanks to you, I got to observe the average office worker in their natural habitat, thatâs already amazing.â
He laughs proudly at his own joke and gently pecks the tip of your nose when all you give him is a small smile. When he straightens, his eyes soften, his tone almost solemn.
âAnd just so you knowâŚâ Even in the dim lighting of the fast-food place, you can see his ears turn red. âI have no intention of leaving you.â
Your eyes widen uncontrollably. âYou heard that?!â you blurt out, horrified.
âJust a little,â he admits with a pout. âI was busy fighting their bulldog âthis wrinkly beast tried to eat my shoes!â He looks genuinely outraged at the idea of his precious loafers being attacked âand itâs stronger than you.
You kiss him.
Well ânot exactly. You lean in until your lips meet his.
The second you realize what youâve done, all your confidence evaporates âand he takes over, a soft sigh escaping him as his hand slides to your waist, pulling you closer until youâre almost sitting in his lap. But youâre far too focused on the feel of his lips against yours to care.
God, he kisses so well.
You feel intoxicated, unable to stop the dance of your mouths âshy and fierce all at once. His lips taste like raspberry, and the discovery drives you a little insane.
Heâs the first to pull away, only because he needs air, and itâs only then that you notice your lungs burning. You stay there, breathless but smiling, eyes locked, as he keeps you pressed against him like heâd fall apart if you moved away.
When Seokjin speaks again, his eyes shine with excitement and joy. âActually⌠now that I think about it, there is something you could do for me.â
You straighten abruptly, like youâve been struck by lightning, but he barely reacts despite currently supporting all your weight on his lap. In this position, youâre a few inches taller than him, forcing him to look up at you âand you probably enjoy that a little too much.
âReally? What is it?â
He scratches the back of his neck, a shy smile forming as his other hand gently, delicately caresses your waist. âI kinda hate to ask you thisâŚâ he murmurs.
You press him, insist âso he finally gives in. âThereâs this thing next week⌠a gala,â he says, and you freeze. âItâs nothing important, but Iâm required to attend charity galas, so⌠You invited me to your awful party already âfairâs fair, right?â
âSeokjin, what the hell am I supposed to do at a charity gala?â you blurt out, cheeks burning with embarrassment, ignoring him when he reminds you to call him Jin. âIâve never done anything like that. I donât belong in high society or whatever âeveryone will see that Iâm notââ
âNo one will see anything at all. I wonât leave your side, I promise. Everyone loves me, itâll be fun, youâll see.â
You hesitate, pouting, and look away when he pulls the puppy-dog eyes again. âI really donât know⌠donât you have anything elseâŚ?â
âPlease? It wonât be the same if youâre not thereâŚâ You shake your head, stubborn. Just imagining yourself in an evening dress, champagne flute in hand at a charity gala makes you shiver with discomfort.
âNo, really, Iâm sorry. Thereâs no universe where I set foot in a gala,â you mutter, as he simply raises an eyebrow.
âI canât believe you talked me into doing this,â you breathe, unable to tear your eyes away from your reflection in the mirror. This is pure madness. What are you even thinking, seriously?
âIâm sure youâll be fine. Everythingâs going to go perfectly,â Seokjin answers from the bedroom, unable to see you through the bathroom door youâve shut âand stubbornly refuse to open.
âThis is insane. I really should just go home,â panic now unmistakable in your voice. You hear Seokjin move closer as you slip your hands behind your back, desperately trying to reach the zipper âan attempt that quickly proves impossible.
âHey, if youâre freaking out, at least let me in,â he knocks gently, but thereâs worry in his voice now, which absolutely does not help. âSweetheart, open the door. Please.â
After several attempts âand after making him swear at least ten times that he wonât laughâ you finally give in. The latch clicks softly, and the door swings open, revealing Seokjin dressed to the nines: an Italian three-piece suit that must have cost a fortune, jewelry gleaming, devastatingly handsome.
And while the sight leaves you breathless, itâs far worse for him. He freezes completely âbrows raised, mouth slightly openâ caught mid-step. His sudden silence sends your anxiety spiraling even higher. You never shouldâve agreed to this. This is insane, youâ
âHoly shit,â he murmurs at last, so quietly you almost miss it, his eyes traveling over you from head to toe.
âI knew it. I look ridiculous,â you mutter, turning away to retreat back into the bathroom. Youâre already tugging at the diamond earring he bought you when he gently grabs your wrist and turns you back toward him.
You face him, cheeks burning, eyes darting everywhere but his face âbut he just stares at you, utterly speechless. âI look ridiculous,â you repeat, over and over. âThis was a bad idea, I should justââ
âYouâre gorgeous.â
You both freeze.
Your eyes meet as heat floods your cheeks, and the tips of his ears turn bright red. âShit. Did I just say that out loud?â He doesnât wait for your frantic nod. âFuck, I did. Youâre gorgeous. Iâm so damn lucky.â
You barely have time to stammer a reply before he gently lifts your chin and âbefore you can even protest that heâs going to ruin your lipstick âkisses you. But the moment his lips meet yours, all protests dissolve. You melt into him, arms slipping around his neck as his hands settle at your waist, pulling you close, wrapping you in a warmth so grounding it fills you with sudden, reckless confidence.
Your lower back bumps into a piece of furniture just as his tongue brushes your lips, asking for permission âand when it finally meets yours, you swear fireworks explode low in your belly. A soft moan slips from you, barely audible, but itâs enough to set him off. You feel the shiver run through him, even through the fabric of his suit, just as you feel his hands roaming, exploring âone settling at your hip while the other traces the curve of your breast with his thumb, sending sparks skittering across your skin, leaving you aching for more. Moreâ
âFuck,â Seokjin suddenly mutters as he pulls back, conflicted, almost frustrated, though he stays close, his forehead resting against yours. You catch your breath, fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck âjust that alone earns a shaky sigh from him.
âWe really should go,â he whispers, kissing you again, shorter this time. âOr weâre going to have a serious problem to deal with.â
You laugh softly, and he smiles, pressing a kiss to your forehead before you finally head out together.
The gala is being held in the grand hall of a luxury hotel, meaning most guests âincluding you and Seokjinâ are staying overnight in the upper-floor suites. All you have to do is take the elevator, then descend the wide marble staircase leading to the reception area. Seokjin doesnât let go of your hand for a second, squeezing your fingers a little tighter when he spots the crowd already gathered.
He leans in and pecks your temple. âEverythingâs going to be fine. Youâll see.â His smile alone is enough to steady you. You nod, following him timidly as he weaves through the crowd.
Youâve barely taken two steps before youâre surrounded.
A dozen people âmostly women in elegant evening gownsâ rush to greet him, to congratulate him. His family hosts galas like this every couple of months, from what you understand, and Seokjin is a passionate advocate for them. Each time, he makes a point of introducing you, careful not to leave you out âand it warms your heart.
Itâs almost⌠pleasant. Every time he says your name, the person heâs speaking to lights up, showering you with wide smiles and enthusiastic congratulations âeven though youâre not entirely sure why. Probably just a rich-people thing.
âWhoaâoops, this way,â Seokjin suddenly says, steering you sharply in another direction, nearly making you turn around entirely. Curious, you glance over your shoulder âand spot a man near the buffet you recognize. Younger than you, square jaw, tattoos creeping up his right arm âbarely visible, but unmistakable.
âWhy arenât we going over there?â you ask softly.
âBecause thatâs Jungkook,â he replies with a grimace. At your confused look, he adds, âMy fixer. The guy who picked you up in my car that one time. I may not have warned him youâd be here tonight, and, uh⌠thereâs a chance heâll want to kill me.â
Before you can ask anything else, he drags you the other way âand soon enough, youâre swarmed again. Just like before, all attention shifts to you once he introduces you. It makes you feel strangely included⌠and strangely exposed, too. Like a curiosity on display.
âIâm so happy for you both,â a woman slightly younger than you exclaims at one point, eyes crinkling with joy. âCongratulations, really. Youâre even cuter together than I imagined!â
When she finally leaves and you turn to ask Seokjin who she was, he simply shrugs. âJiminâs little sister. A friend of Taeâs. Ignore her âsheâs a bit⌠exuberant.â
âWell now, I see my dear grandson forgets all his manners the moment a pretty woman smiles at him,â a sharp voice rings out.
A small woman with perfectly white hair appears behind you, leaning on an ivory cane and tapping it against the floor. You instinctively step back, startled, and out of the corner of your eye you see Seokjin go pale âbut before he can react, the old woman grabs his ear and tugs him down toward her. âWere you planning on greeting me at dawn, hmm?â
âOw, ow, Nonnie, Iâm sorry, please,â Seokjin whines immediately, and she finally releases him âonly to smack his shin with her cane for good measure. When he straightens and meets your gaze, the tips of his ears are blazing red âand not because of her grip.
âI didnât want to bother you,â he mutters petulantly, like a scolded child, before turning to you, sheepish. âSweetheart, this is Nonnie, my grandmother. Nonnie, Y/N.â
You smile warmly âif a little nervously, half-expecting to be struck with the caneâ but she simply studies you with a satisfied little smile. âSo this is the mysterious young ladyâŚâ she says softly, her sharp, perceptive gaze unsettling for someone her age. âI must admit, you do have a talent for surprises, Jinnie. Months Iâve been asking to meet her, and you wait until the last possible moment.â
Months? That doesnât make any sense, youâve barely known him for one.
As she continues listing small reproaches you donât understand, you turn to Seokjin for answers âbut he refuses to meet your eyes, his attention fixed entirely on his grandmother, nerves flickering unmistakably across his face.
Before you can ask anything, another voice cuts in. âNonnie! What a surprise to see you here. My goodness, you look absolutely radiant!â
A woman your age steps in, placing a hand on the old womanâs shoulder, smiling brilliantly. The look on Seokjinâs face makes it clear sheâs just saved him from something âwhat, you have no idea.
âCupcake, surely youâre joking, darling,â Nonnie scoffs. âLook at you : youâre me fifty years ago!â
Cupcake, apparently, just laughs, and judging by how Nonnie grabs her arm and chatters excitedly, the two are clearly close. Suddenly, you donât know where to stand. Will Seokjinâs family ever look at you the way they look at her?
Cupcake is effortlessly stunning âdoll-like features, flawless smile, soft eyes, long straight hair cascading down her back. Next to her, you feel like you stepped out of a preteen magazine. Ridiculous.
A hand slips into yours, squeezing gently. You look up to find Seokjin watching you with concern, his eyes silently asking, Are you okay?
You smile automatically and nod, heart warming. Before he can say anything, a man appears seemingly out of nowhere âslice of pie in one hand, the other settling naturally around Cupcakeâs waist, protective. He flashes a dazzling smile, so handsome you briefly wonder if heâs a model⌠or a god.
âWell, isnât this a lovely family reunion,â he says cheerfully. âDonât I get invited anymore?â
Cupcake smiles softly. Nonnie taps her cane, clearly unimpressed. âWe only invite people with manners.â
He grins mischievously. âIn that case, I suppose youâll have to leave, Nonnie.â
She grumbles something under her breath, shoves past him âand steals his slice of pie on the way out. He bursts into laughter. Seokjin sighs, shaking his head. Apparently, youâre the only one shocked. âOne day sheâs really going to make you regret that,â Cupcake says gently.
âNah, she loves me,â her husband replies, chuckling, kissing the top of her head âbefore his eyes land on you. They light up instantly. âHey, you must be Y/N,â he says smoothly. âIâm Tae. And this is Cupcake, my wife.â
She smiles kindly at you. âItâs lovely to meet you.â
âWeâve heard a lot about you,â he adds, making you blush.
You return the pleasantries âthough you definitely havenât heard much about them. Seokjin rarely talks about his family. You know Nonnie is the matriarch, that Taehyung is Seokjinâs cousin raised like a brother, and that Cupcake married into the family âbut thatâs it. They donât seem to mind, though.
âSeriously, we couldnât wait to meet you,â Taehyung continues. âHe never stops talking about you, but damn, heâs been so mysterious.â
Seokjin groans, ears reddening. âStop it,â he mutters, then turns to you with a wounded look. âDonât listen to him. Heâs talking nonsense.â
You smile. Heâs adorable. âItâs true! He really does !â Taehyung protests âthen abruptly changes topics. âHey Hyung, did you see the news about that guy we talked about, the other time ? Itâs insane!â
Despite his impeccable appearance, he suddenly looks like an overexcited kid, bouncing as he grabs Seokjin by the shoulders, dragging him away. Seokjin only has time to offer you an apologetic smile before youâre left alone âstanding beside Cupcake, painfully aware of yourself.
Sensing your discomfort, she smiles reassuringly. âIs it always⌠like this?â you ask timidly, gesturing around.
She laughs softly. âOh no, usually itâs much calmer. Thatâs just Tae. He canât sit still. Donât worry, heâs teasing, but heâs the kindest.â The affection in her eyes when she speaks of him almost hurts. âYouâre doing great, by the way,â she adds.
You sigh. âI really donât feel like it,â you mutter âthen freeze, clapping a hand over your mouth.
Thankfully, she laughs. âTrust me : at my first reception, I was so nervous I threw up on a butlerâs shoes before reaching the bathroom. So youâre handling this like a queen. And by the way âyour dress is stunning.â
Blushing, you glance down at the long black gown. Modest in front, daring in back. Youâd hesitated âSeokjin had promised it would be perfect. He was right. âSeokjin bought it for me,â you admit softly. âI wouldnât have known what to wear otherwise.â
Somehow, talking with Cupcake eases the pressure. Youâre calmer now âmaybe not relaxed, but no longer spiraling. âHeâs always had excellent taste,â she says knowingly. âHe helped me choose my outfit for my first official dinner with the Kims after the wedding. I was too shy to ask Tae.â
She watches the two men nearby, her gaze infinitely soft. âI donât think Iâve ever felt more beautiful than that day,â she murmurs.
âYou must be very happy,â you say quietly.
Taehyung glances back, immediately finding her gaze, and he smiles brightly at her before turning to Seokjin again.
Cupcake doesnât smile. Something wistful crosses her face âsomething that tightens your chest. âTaehyung is very happy, yeah,â she says simply. The smile she gives you then is almost⌠sad.
Then, just as quickly, itâs gone. âAnyway, congratulations,â she says warmly. âI know itâs a lot to take in. And if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to call me. Iâve been there.â
âI âsorry,â you interrupt softly, more confused than ever. âWhy⌠would I need your help?â
She frowns, just as lost. And what she says next makes your blood run cold.
âWell, about the wedding. I mean, the fake wedding. I know how hard that can be to deal with, trust me,â she rushes to reassure you, completely oblivious to the discomfort tightening in your chest. Itâs a joke. It has to be a fucking joke. âAnd most of all, donât worry if people talk about you a lot at first âthe great Kim Seokjin bringing a fiancĂŠe is kind of a big deal. Especially with the ceremony coming up, you must be incredibly stressed, but itâll pass, I promââ
ââScuse me, I need to go take care of something,â you cut her off in a hollow voice, mechanically handing her your champagne glass as you slip past her.
Like a robot, you make your way toward Seokjin, walking far too fast to hide the panic clawing at your insides âbut you donât care. Itâs a fucking joke. There has to be some kind of mistake âhe couldnât have done thisâŚ
âSeokjin,â you call when you reach him, his back still turned to you. Your voice sounds steady, strong even âbut deep down, you know itâs seconds away from shattering.
âFor the umpteenth time, call me Jin, Sweetheart,â he replies with a small smile as he turns to face you, his gentle gaze sweeping over you the way it always does âexcept this time, the shiver that runs through you has nothing to do with pleasure. Your stomach twists so violently you feel like you could throw up right here, right now. âBesides, no one ever calls me Seokjin anyway, exceptââ
âWhy does everyone think Iâm your fiancĂŠe?â
You cut him off without the slightest tact, your voice still eerily flat âthis time trembling just a little. Now it makes sense. The excited looks from everyone he introduced you to. Nonnieâs comments. Cupcakeâs teasing.
âI just need you to marry me,â he had said, desperation thick in his voice, the very first time you met. And you thought heâd let it go. God, you were such an idiot.
He freezes. His mouth falls open, his eyes locked onto yours as horror slowly dawns on him. He opens his mouth, closes it again, searching for words âand thatâs all the answer you need.
He really did tell everyone you were engaged. âIâm going to throw up,â you blurt out suddenly, disgust flooding your veins.
You feel manipulated. Used. Dirty. All you want is to rip this stupid dress off your body and get the hell out of here.
You were so stupid to believe any of it. Kaylie had been right all along. It was too good to be true.
You turn your back on him and, far faster than your towering heels should normally allow, you cut through the crowd, heading straight for the exit you know is at the back of the building. Your ears ring, buzz so loudly you barely hear Seokjin calling after you as he runs to catch up.
âSweetheart, wait, please,â he begs when he finally reaches you in an empty hallway, his hand instinctively closing around your wrist. You shove him away, nearly screaming at him not to touch you. He immediately lifts his hands and takes a step back. âI can explain everything.â
âThereâs nothing to explain!â you cry, tears burning your eyes. âFrom the start, this is all you ever wanted. I canât believe you did this. I canât believe I was stupid enough to think thatââ
âNo, Y/N, thatâs not true,â he booms âbut you barely hear him.
âThatâs the only reason you invited me, right? To parade your future wife in front of all these people while you laughed at me behind my back?â Your vision blurs as tears spill over, and you hate the pain ripping your chest apart. âAt the end of the day, all you care about is your stupid, fucked-up wedding. Everything else âyou donât give a damn.â
âNo, of course not!â he exclaims, even stepping toward you before stopping short when you recoil. âAt first âmaybe thatâs what I wanted, yes. But not after. Not anymore. I donât want you like that. I invited you because I wanted you here. Because everything is more fun, more bearable when youâre with me. And okay, yes, I wanted to introduce you to everyone, but not because they think weâre getting married. Just because I wanted them to see how happy you make me, howââ
âThen why does everyone think weâre getting married?!â You cut him off with a sob, his gentle voice barely reaching you through the chaos inside your head.
He grimaces, biting his tongue as he searches for an answer. âBecause⌠okay. Thatâs on me. When I found out I had to get married to access the inheritance, I got carried away andâ But thatâs not the point. They think weâre getting married, yes, but it doesnât matter. Iâll push it back, cancel it if I have to. I didnât invite you here for that. I just wanted to spend time with you. I donât need this gala to mean anything âI donât want it to mean anything. And Iâm sorry. I shouldâve told you sooner, I justââ
âSo what, youâre just buying time? Pushing the wedding back until you finally manage to convince me to marry you?â
His eyes widen in pure horror. âWhat?! Noâof course not, thatâs notââ
âSo Iâm just an arrangement to you, is that it?â Your voice breaks between sobs, fueled by anger and shame. You canât believe you were this stupid. âIâm just⌠this thing you need to get your hands on your precious inheritance. But deep down, you donât care about me at all, do you?â Your chest heaves as you force yourself to face him, chin lifted despite the tears blurring your vision âkeeping you from seeing the despair etched across his own face. âWas any of it real? Or were the flowers, the letters, the dinners just another way to manipulate me?â
You stare him down, voice shaking but defiant. âDid any of those pretty words mean something, or was I just an object for you to use?â
âNone of that, damn it, Y/N,â he pleads, desperation thick in his voice. âSweetheart, please listen to me. I love you.â
âThatâs enough. Stop. Shut up!â You almost scream, clapping your hands over your ears. When you finally open your eyes again, your face ravaged by distress, he doesnât dare say another word âcrushed by the turn things have taken, and by the state youâre in.
Your heart tightens at the sight âbut itâs already too broken for it to matter. âYou disgust me,â you say after a moment, your voice echoing down the hallway. âI never want to see you again.â
Part of you expects him to protest. To chase after you. But when you turn and rush toward the exit, he doesnât follow.
If you were to glance back even slightly, youâd see him standing there, motionless in the corridor, completely shattered as silent tears stream down his cheeks âbut before he can even blink, the door slams shut. And youâre gone.
The biting cold of the night hits you full force, but youâre too shaken by sobs to notice. You cross the parking lot in a daze, not really knowing where youâre going âbarely slowing when Jungkook steps out of Seokjinâs Mercedes, worry etched across his face.
âMiss Seo? Are you alright?â
You hear him, but you donât react. You keep walking, head down, ignoring him completely. All you want is to go home.
By some miracle you donât bother trying to explain, you manage to catch a bus. Sitting in that rundown vehicle in your evening gown, makeup ruined by tears, youâve never felt more ridiculous. The first thing you do when you get home is rip the dress off your body.
And that night, when someone knocks at your door and you go to open it, thereâs no one there. Just a bouquet of fifteen blue daffodils, the exact shade of your sadness.
In the weeks that follow, you avoid television like the plague. You avoid people, too âspending most of your time curled up on your couch beneath layers of blankets, quietly crying, Pumpkin your only company. The poor cat probably doesnât understand your despair âbut heâs definitely confused by your sudden hatred of the TV.
Every channel is talking about you. Well ânot really you. Your union with Seokjin. One heâs recently announced the cancellation of.
Thereâs no wedding anymore. The Kim family has stopped answering questions about you âbut theyâre the only ones. Every celebrity gossip channel is obsessed with it, and itâs hell on earth. You canât stand seeing your face âor hisâ on the screen. You canât stand the tears that come every time you think about him.
Itâs after stumbling across one of Seokjinâs interviews that you finally decide to turn the television off for good.
Heâs impeccably dressed, as perfect as ever âbut the exhaustion and sadness are clear on his features as paparazzi stop him outside his office. To the side, you recognize Jungkook yelling at the cameras to back off âbut it doesnât stop the questions.
Until now, Seokjin never answered them. This time, he does.
âMr. Kim! How do you explain the sudden cancellation of your engagement to Miss Seo?â âI donât owe anyone an explanation,â he replies, dignified despite the unmistakable sorrow in his eyes. âThatâs between Miss Seo and me. I love her deeply âsomething I hope she knows. And if she needs time, Iâm willing to give her all the time she needs.â
You donât listen to the rest. You turn off the TV, jaw clenched as tears start falling again âand just to be safe, you throw a sheet over the screen.
Time. Youâre definitely going to need it.
You only leave your apartment when you absolutely have to âwhen you need to buy groceries, or take out the trash, like youâre doing right now. Every time, you do it as fast as possible. Because even though you havenât heard a single word from Seokjin since the disastrous night of the gala, bouquets of blue daffodils still appear at your door every evening âand the thought of running into him terrifies you.
When you come back up to your floor after dropping off the trash, however, it isnât Seokjin standing on the landing. Itâs Yoongi âyour neighbor. Casually sitting there, smoking something that looks suspiciously like a joint.
Youâve never really understood why thereâs a wooden bench on this landing, but seeing him sprawled on it like he owns the place, you figure heâs probably the one who dragged it up here.
âSmokingâs not allowed inside,â you mutter in a voice that barely sounds like your own, so stripped of emotion it surprises you. You donât even know why you say it âyou and Yoongi barely talk, ever since you made it clear there wouldnât be anything between you. âThe janitor would kill you if he knew.â
He arches an eyebrow, which promptly disappears beneath the mint-colored hair falling over his forehead. âItâs forbidden to smoke inside the apartments. Thereâs nothing in the rules about the hallways.â
You canât really argue with that. But you also canât find the strength to move, so you just stand there, frozen in front of your door. By the time either of you reacts, heâs already taken at least three drags.
âWant a puff?â he asks eventually. When you donât answer, he pats the bench beside him âa silent invitation. And you donât know if itâs the constant sadness weighing on you or just sheer exhaustion, but you accept.
He doesnât say anything. Doesnât even hand you the joint, actually âhe just stays seated next to you. And strangely enough, his mere presence feels⌠comforting. âI donât hear you much anymore,â you say after what feels like an eternity, staring into nothing. When you turn toward him, one of his eyebrows is raised, surprised by your sudden comment. âDid you calm down?â
A ghost of a smile tugs at his lips. âWhat, donât tell me youâve been keeping tabs on me? Or are you jealous you donât get to tag along every night?â You let out a soft huff of laughter. He doesnât know it âbut itâs the first smile youâve had in weeks.
Yoongi can be a bit much sometimes, but you know from experience that heâs kind, even if he doesnât show it often. âSorry, Sweetheart,â he adds lazily, âbut I already told you âit would never work between us.â
He brings the cigarette to his lips, inhaling deeply, completely missing the way you freeze. He only notices after he exhales and turns toward you âjust in time to see the tears streaking down your cheeks.
He straightens abruptly, looking almost panicked. âHoly shit, donât tell me youâre crying over that? Fuck, I was kiddingââ
He lifts a hand like heâs about to pull you into a hug, then thinks better of it and drops it, looking painfully awkward. A small laugh escapes you at his reaction. You lift a hand, sniffing as you wipe your tears on your sleeve. âNo, no, not at all, itâs justâŚâ You sniff again, searching for words. âSomeone else usually calls me that. So it just feelsâŚâ Weird. Wrong. Painful. You donât quite know how to name the hollow ache in your chest.
Yoongi stays perfectly still, his face unreadable. When he speaks again, his voice is lower âlike itâs a secret meant only for the two of you. âDoes it have anything to do with the guy who drops flowers at your door every night?â
This time, you jolt upright, like youâve been struck by lightning. âYouâve seen him?!â
He nods. âHe shows up right when I get back from work. At first, I thought he might be some creep âbut you never complained, so I let it go. If it turns out heâs been bothering you, though, just know I wouldnât hesitate for a second to key his car.â
You stare at him, incredulous. He watches you closely, gauging your reaction âthen visibly relaxes when you burst out laughing. âItâs okay,â you manage. âThanks. Itâs just⌠complicated.â
Yoongi studies you for a moment, like heâs making a decision. Then he settles back even more comfortably, slouching so hard heâs practically melting into the wooden bench. âWanna talk about it?â he asks, completely serious. When you hesitate, mumbling that itâs a long story, he simply shrugs. âIâve got all night.â
And maybe itâs your surprise at his sudden involvement âhim, usually so quiet and withdrawnâ but you tell him everything.
By the time youâre done, night has long since fallen. Youâve cried at least three times, and Yoongiâs had enough time to roll another cigarette âthough he just toys with it between his fingers, fully focused on your story. At first, he says nothing. For long minutes. Long enough that you start wondering if he even listened. When he finally speaks, itâs with another shrug.
âYou know what I think? I think you made yourself one hell of a mess.â
You sit up, offended. âWhat? But he did this! He manipulated me!â
Another shrug. âNot that I want to defend him âbecause heâs definitely a Grade-A asshole for making you cry like thisâ but your guy mostly sounds incredibly clumsy.â
You freeze. âAnd you,â he adds calmly, âtend to react pretty fast, Darling.â
âThatâs bullshit,â you mutter darkly. Still, his words worm their way into your thoughts.
âListen,â he says, scratching his jaw, tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek as he searches for the right words. âWhen I was a kid, I once told my classmates that my mom was a model for the biggest brand in the world âand that thatâs why they never saw her. They believed me, which was great, except I couldnât exactly admit sheâd just walked out on me. So I asked the woman who lived next door if sheâd pretend to be my mom. She agreed. And today, sheâs still saved as âMomâ in my contacts.â
You blink at him while he stares at you like this all makes perfect sense. âWhy are you telling me this?â you ask at last, confused.
âBecause it only took one tiny lie for everything to blow up and force me to find a solution,â he explains, his expression unreadable but his gaze undeniably gentle. âAnd today, I couldnât be happier. If I hadnât lied, I probably wouldnât know one of the most important people in my life. You get it?â
He turns toward you, eyebrows raised, and you swallow hard. âThink of it this way: Mister Asshole gets himself into trouble by inventing a pretty lie for his classmates, and he needs you to fix it. Except that as he gets to know you, he falls in love with you âwhich, great. Wonderful. But that doesnât mean he can suddenly go tell all his friends the truth, right? Otherwise, none of them would ever trust him again. Imagine the look on my friendsâ faces if Iâd told them that the woman picking me up every night wasnât actually my mom. So he probably thought it was better not to tell the truth âbecause that way, just like with my mom, the lie would eventually turn into reality.â
He leans back against the bench again, looking oddly proud of his little explanation, while you keep staring into the distance, his words echoing in your mind. You picture Seokjin âhis soft, affectionate gaze toward his grandmother and everyone he loves. You think of all the moments you spent together. His smiles. His thoughtfulness. All the little things that made him so endearing.
Seokjin, who is so considerate he would absolutely lie to the whole world if it meant making everyone happy in the end. Could it really be that simple? Was he too afraid of disappointing his family âso he let the lie stretch on, even if it meant lying to you too?
âDo you really think it could be that simple?â you whisper at last, eyes glassy.
Yoongi shrugs âclearly his favorite move. âI donât know many guys who bother bringing flowers to a girl every single night. Or doing all the other little things he did. That seems like a lot of effort just to manipulate someone. If thatâs all he wanted, he wouldâve found someone else a long time ago, donât ya think?â
You lift your head. When your eyes meet his, his gaze is sharper âfar less distant than usual. âYou really think so?â you murmur, so quietly you barely hear yourself, your heart tight with both hope and despair.
Yoongi grimaces. âNah. Iâm just trying to cheer you up. Crying people make me uncomfortable.â
He looks like heâs hesitating between hugging you and running away âbut in the end, he stays seated beside you, offering silent moral support as you cry softly, having no idea how youâre supposed to untangle this whole mess.
Only once your cheeks are dry again, and he decides youâve regained enough color, does Yoongi straighten up âpushing off his knees like an old man.
âWell. Now that thatâs settledâŚâ he says casually. âWhat do I do next time he shows up? Slash his tires, or go straight for the windshield?â
You donât answer âbut the small smile tugging at your lips is more than enough for him.
âLadies and gentlemen, today is a very special day! Good evening and welcome to NetiTV, the countryâs number one celebrity news channel!â the reporter announces into her microphone, brimming with confidence as she flashes her perfectly polished smile at the camera. âTonight, for the 170th charity gala of the prestigious Kim lineage, held in honor of their late Patriarch, all of high society has gathered in the reception hall just behind me.â
She gestures dramatically over her shoulder. âYou can count on us, ladies and gentlemen, to bring you the entire evening live âstarting with the spectacular arrivals of our beloved chaebols! As you already know, the Park family has made quite the entrance earlier, very striking, we must say, and we are currently waiting forââ
She suddenly cuts herself off, bringing a hand to her earpiece. Her eyes light up. âIâm being told right now that the Kim family will be arriving earlier than expected! This is a major moment, so stay tuned!â
The camera angle shifts to the sidewalk, where a dozen bodyguards are already stationed, holding the paparazzi at bay. The reporter moves closer, with little success, just as three gleaming limousines appear at the corner of the street and pull up in perfect formation in front of the buildingâs entrance.
From the first vehicle steps out Taehyung, quickly followed by Cupcake âand as one of the publicâs favorite couples, theyâre met with near-deafening cheers. From the second limo emerge Mr. and Mrs. Kim, dripping in diamonds, and right behind them, Nonnie, standing proudly with the help of her ivory cane. More cousins and family members follow âbut the door of the third limousine remains firmly shut.
Jungkook knocks on the window several times, signaling for its occupant to come out. Heâs met with stubborn refusal âuntil the rest of the family begins to move toward the reception hall after greeting the cameras. Only then does Seokjin sigh and, almost against his will, open the door.
Automatically, he follows the path Jungkook indicates âup the steps, acknowledge the cameras, smile, then enter the building. But it all feels impossibly hard.
Seokjin doesnât want to be here. Just like he hasnât wanted to attend a single gala or reception over the past two months. Not when he barely sleeps at night. Not when he canât stop thinking about you.
But he promised Nonnie he would make a good impression tonight. And besides âas the new public face of the family, he canât afford to look miserable at the gala honoring his grandfather. So he forces a smile. Pretends everything is fine as the paparazzi call out to him again and again.
Until the question is asked âand he completely loses his footing. âMr. Kim! Can you tell us where Miss Seo is tonight?â
He freezes. Jungkook senses the disaster instantly and tugs at his arm, trying to pull him forward âbut itâs too late. The moment one paparazzo says your name, the others catch on, and suddenly the entire crowd is shouting questions about you.
Seokjin is paralyzed. They have no idea how badly he wants you to be here.
Around him, voices overlap âshouting, demanding answers. The bodyguards panic. Out of the corner of his eye, he even sees Taehyung watching him with concern from the buildingâs entrance.
The Kim limousines have long since pulled away, replaced by a sleek gray sedan. The fact that more cars are beginning to arrive is a clear sign he should already be inside âand thatâs what finally snaps him out of it. But as he turns his back on the crowd, following Jungkook toward the entrance, the shouting behind him shifts.
The cries are no longer directed at him. Instead theyâre all aimed at a single person behind him.
It makes so little sense that even Jungkook turns around, frowning in confusion. When Seokjin does the same, he freezes all over again. Youâre there.
Dressed in an elegant red gown that perfectly matches his suit, you step proudly out of the gray sedan, a bouquet of white daffodils âthe ones he left the night beforeâ cradled in your hands.
He can hardly believe his eyes. Youâre more beautiful than ever, completely ignoring the paparazzi as your gaze âthose eyes he loves so muchâ locks directly onto his.
And then you do something he never would have dared to dream of. You walk toward him.
The sedan pulls away immediately, already gone by the time you stop in front of him. The height difference forces you to tilt your chin up to meet his eyes, but then the smile you give him is so soft he thinks he might be dreaming.
âSorry Iâm late,â you say gently, loud enough for everyone to hear. The crowd erupts, flashes exploding all around you. Seokjin is incapable of saying a single word âtoo overwhelmed. Youâre here. Youâre really here.
âShall we?â you prompt softly, slipping your hand into his.
The contact feels so right that he reacts on instinct, gently pulling you along as Jungkook ushers you both inside. The noise of the crowd vanishes the moment the glass doors close behind you. Seokjin finally exhales as you guide him toward a quieter corner, ignoring the curious looks from his family.
Only once youâre alone near a buffet do you turn to face him. You suddenly look less confident. More shy. Still radiant.
God, how he missed you.
âI think I owe you an explanation,â you say, not giving him time to object. âI thought about it. And I⌠maybe I overreacted. Noâlet me finish,â you cut him off, raising a finger to silence him, and he listens.
Clearly nervous, you toy with a strand of hair before tucking it behind your ear, barely daring to meet his eyes. All he can think is: Cute. âWhen I realized what was going on, I only thought about myself, about my fear of being used or made a fool of. I didnât take your side of things into account. So Iâm sorry. Truly,â you insist, lifting your head to meet his gaze.
He can read every ounce of regret in your eyes. âI acted like an idiot.â
âNo, no, thatâs on me,â he shakes his head, stubborn and drowning in guilt. âI shouldâve told you everything from the start. Explained the mess I dragged you into without warning. You have nothing to apologize for, I completely understand your reaction.â
You nod, both of you quietly accepting each otherâs apologies. An awkward silence settles in, your arms hanging uselessly at your sides, until you let out a small, embarrassed laugh.
âWe look ridiculous like this, donât we?â you mumble âat the exact same time he asks, âHow did you get here?â
Surprise lights up your face, easing your tension, and Seokjin realizes painfully just how much heâs missed you. âOh, my neighbor agreed to play chauffeur. Long story,â you say with a dismissive wave, then add with a frown, âHe wants you to buy him a music studio as compensation, by the way, but I couldnât tell if he was kidding or not.â
Seokjin has no idea how to respond âexcept that if itâs thanks to your neighbor that youâre here, heâd gladly buy him every studio on Earth.
You mistake his silence for confusion and sigh. âLook. These past two months made me realize that⌠I might not want to get married. But what I do know is that I donât want to not see you again. And that the way I ghosted you was honestly bitchy,â you snicker, making him smile. âSo⌠I know this might sound sudden, and maybe youâll tell me to get lost, which Iâd understand after how we left things, but I⌠Iâd like to try. Slowly, letâs agree on that, but I think I want more late-night Burger King dates with you. And Iâm tired of receiving your flowers every morning without being able to thank you in person.â
âAre you serious?â he breathes, his eyebrows having climbed higher with every word you spoke. His heart is racing so fast heâs sure it might explode.
âWhat âabout the flowers?â you ask, surprised. He shakes his head vigorously, hanging onto every syllable. You smile shyly. âYes. Of course I am. Last time, you told me you loved me,â you murmur, and he shivers at the memory. He meant every word âand he hopes you believe it.
âAnd, even if Iâm not sure we can really call it love yet, I do know that Iâve spent two months thinking about nothing but you. About how much I miss you. How much I want to see you and âyeah. I kinda think I like you. Like. A lot.â
âBut!â you add quickly, raising a warning finger as the massive grin spreading across his face makes you blush furiously, âIâll admit my share of fault âbut I still think you were the bigger idiot in this story!â
Seokjin nods softly, his eyes overflowing with affection. âIf I can be your idiot, then I donât mind.â
Something shifts in your gaze at his words. Suddenly, your expression turns melancholic âand he hates it instantly, especially knowing heâs probably the reason. But he doesnât have time to speak. Not even time to blame himself. Because the very next second, you grab his face with both hands, pull him down âand kiss him.
Itâs nothing like your previous kisses. Itâs not shy. Not hungry. Itâs gentle.
Gentle, as your lips slowly find each other again, relearning the otherâs taste in real time âlike old friends reunited after years apart. Gentle, as Seokjinâs hands settle at your waist without daring to wander, shivering at the feel of your hands sliding along his neck. Just gentle.
And impossibly good âespecially when you moan softly against his lips, just as shaken by this reunion as he is. You only part when youâre both out of breath, staying forehead to forehead, as if the thought of letting go might kill you.
âPinch me,â Seokjin whispers desperately against your lips. âPinch me, so I know this isnât another one of those dreams.â
You simply smile âthe most beautiful smile heâs ever seenâ before pulling him into another kiss. Itâs shorter, much to your mutual frustration, because suddenly a deafening crash echoes through the hall. The glass doors have been forced open by a frenzy of paparazzi.
Jungkook appears at your side out of nowhere. âNot to ruin the mood âand Y/N, by the way, welcome backâ but itâs kind of a shitshow right now.â
You and Seokjin stare at him, unsure what to do, until Jungkook loses patience and tosses car keys at Seokjin âwho catches them square in the face. âGO. GET. OUT,â he snaps, shoving you both toward a hallway as shouting erupts behind you.
Letâs be honest âyouâve never had to flee a mob of deranged paparazzi. But apparently, this is not Seokjinâs first time. Clutching your hand tightly in his, he drags you through a maze of corridors without hesitation, like he knows the place by heart. Just as you approach a large door âprobably leading to the parking lotâ it bursts open, revealing a dozen journalists screaming at the sight of you together.
âShit,â Seokjin mutters. Youâre trapped on both sides. He pulls you into another hallway, buying only a few seconds, and when he finally spots salvation in the form of a closet door, he doesnât hesitate. He yanks it open, pushes you inside, follows immediately, and slams it shut.
Itâs one of those ridiculous rich-people closets âhidden so seamlessly in the walls youâd never notice it unless you knew it was there. Tall enough for one person. Barely wide enough for two.
Which explains why you and Seokjin end up pressed flush against each other, pinned by the walls to the point where you can barely move. You have to twist awkwardly just to keep your face from being buried in his chest. Not that the idea bothers you. Actually⌠it makes you a little warm.
Seokjin opens his mouth to apologize, ears burning red âbut you clamp a hand over his lips to silence him. Dozens of hurried footsteps thunder past outside, accompanied by frantic shouts. Itâs clear theyâre looking for you. You stay frozen for what feels like an eternity âeven after the noise fadesâ until Seokjin whispers, his voice trembling slightly, âI think theyâre gone.â
You nod, but the idea of leaving your hiding place terrifies you. Being chased by unhinged journalists wasnât really on your to-do list today. âMaybe we should wait a bit longer?â you breathe.
He nods, sensing your nerves. But as you stand there, he shifts âtrying to find a better position. And just as you start to wonder if somethingâs wrong, you become very, very aware of it.
A very distinct bulge pressing against your lower abdomen.
Your eyes widen as you freeze. âSeokjin?â you whisper. âWhat⌠is that?â
He refuses to meet your gaze, red with embarrassment. âNothing. Ignore it.â
He tries to move again âbut it only makes things worse, pressing him harder against you. He hisses in discomfort, and suddenly it's really hot in this small closet. âI canât believe this,â you murmur, stunned but amused despite yourself. âHow can you be hard at a time like this?!â
He shoots you an offended look. âIâm not doing it on purpose, okay?! Itâs emotional whiplash,â he grumbles, adorably flustered. âWe kissed, and I donât think you realize how much I missed you, and now weâre here and âand damn it, Sweetheart, I can feel your nipples through my shirt! Did you even wear a bra?!â
You pout, amused by how completely heâs unraveling. God. Why is this so hot? âI thought it would look nicer like thisâŚâ
His eyes widen. He swears under his breath and turns his head away. âYeah, well, you were right. Thanks for that,â he mutters. The look he gives you makes your thighs clench, and the sudden heat definitely has nothing to do with the cramped space.
You think it over for only a second, biting your lower lip, weighing the pros and cons âthen, cutting off whatever justification heâs about to launch into, you grab his tie and yank him toward you.
Your lips crash into his. And this time, thereâs nothing gentle about it.
He moans against your lips, his hands quickly finding their way back to your waist. As you slide a hand down his back, under his shirt and tease him with your nails, he shivers, and his hands venture further âmoving up your ribs until his thumbs find the curve of your breasts and tease the tips of your nipples. You tremble âyou can't hold back any longer, you've been dreaming of this for too long, waiting for him for too long.
The growl he lets out is almost guttural when one of your hands leaves his back to slip between you and come, without the slightest embarrassment, to feel him through his clothes, and as you press your palm against him, rubbing from bottom to top, he lets out a moan that makes you tremble with pleasure.
âI think...â he says in a trembling voice, pulling away from you, ignoring the trail of saliva connecting you, âI think we should stop before we do something stupid, Sweetheart.â
âI don't want to,â you whisper stubbornly, pulling him back in to kiss him. âPlease,â you beg, desperately squeezing your thighs together in search of the slightest friction. You gently rub your hand against his member âand when you feel his hips follow the movement, you know you've won.
âDamn it,â he growls, before throwing himself onto your neck to kiss the spot just below your jaw. Without being able to stop yourself, you moan when he starts sucking on your delicate skin, one of his hands pulling down the strap of your dress to grab a bare breast and knead it between his fingers, making you tremble all over. You whisper his name, and he shudders. âHow do we get this damn dress off?â he swears against your skin, desperately pulling at the fabric of your dress.
You beat him to it. Driven by an unknown force, you lift your skirt up to your waist, revealing your soaked lace panties and the inside of your thighs, which are sticky with your wetness. Seokjin's eyes darken. You can easily guess what's going through his mind as he licks his lips, but he doesn't seem to want to waste any more time than you do: his hands join yours to undo his belt, and soon he's kissing you again as his member stands proudly against his abdomen, begging for attention. His tongue explores your mouth again and again, he nibbles, sucks, licks, and it's delicious.
âDamn it,â he swears again, quickly sliding two fingers inside you to stretch you out, making you moan with pleasure, and you frown, confused. If he doesnât want to do this, itâs a little late to say so. But he smiles softly at your confused expression, kissing you almost delicately. âThis isn't really how I imagined our first time,â he whispers, and your heart flutters at the thought that he, too, had imagined this moment.
âWe have all the time in the world,â you whisper back, and he smiles, his tousled hair making him look gorgeous, incredibly so as he leans down to kiss you again, before suddenly entering you without warning.
You've never felt so full in your entire life. It feels like he's stretching your walls so hard they're going to break. Your legs start to shake from the shock as a moan escapes you, but he quickly presses a hand over your mouth, whispering for you to stay quiet. He lowers one hand to flick your clit, making you tremble beneath him. You press your lips together, having troubles to hold back the little moans that threaten to escape you.
You're both too afraid of being caught like this, so why does the idea seem to turn you on even more? âWhy are you so big?â you moan, your chest rising at breakneck speed as you gasp, tears welling up in your eyes.
âI know, I know, Iâm sorry, relax, Sweetheart,â he repeats over and over, kissing each of your tears one by one while his thumb flicks your clit again and again, slowly but surely relaxing you until you're the first to move your hips against him, quivering at the slightest friction.
As soon as he's sure you're ready, Seokjin springs into action âand from then on, there's no turning back. He guides you with both hands on your hips, his forehead against your neck, his panting breath making you shiver as he sinks deeper and deeper into you, hitting your walls deliciously, each movement a little more violent, a little harder, a little deeper. You've never had anyone this big âjust as you've never had an orgasm this fast, you're sure of it, because he's barely started and you already feel your lower abdomen tighten, overwhelmed by all thatâs happening.
He swears a little louder when you tighten around him, and he puts more force into his movements âand this time, he doesn't try to block the cry you let out when his tip hits your cervix. The back of your head hits the wall as you close your eyes, and he sinks his teeth into your neck as you squeeze him even tighter, so tight you can feel his movements becoming clumsier, slippery as he holds back his impending orgasm.
âI love you,â he whispers against your skin, and you can only moan his name as you reach your limits. Your orgasm hits you in waves that make you tremble, and Seokjin comes in turn as your walls squeeze tighter and tighter around him. You can feel him painting your walls, and it only makes your orgasm last longer as he continues to thrust into you for a few moments, his cries muffled by your neck, before he finally pulls out when the feeling starts to become uncomfortable.
You stay there, panting, looking into each other's eyes as your combined seed begins to run down your thighs. Still breathless, he grabs a towel from nearby and cleans you up as best he can, a shy smile remaining on his lips as you watch him do so âwith much more affection in your gaze than you'd like to show. When you pull him back to you, this time it's to gently peck the tip of his nose. âI love you too,â you whisper, and your heart flutters at the smile he gives you.
He kisses you, and it feels like the most natural thing youâve ever done. âHope I didnât hurt you,â he murmurs between kisses, a touch of worry in his voice.
You smile against his lips. âYou could never hurt me,â you assure him, grinning âthough you know you probably wonât be able to walk tomorrow, thanks to the soreness in your thighs. You straighten both his clothes and your own a little, just enough to make yourselves look presentable.
âIâm glad,â he replies, helping you while flashing one of those soft, heart-melting smiles. After a small breath, he asks, almost shyly, âDo you want to go back to the reception? Or⌠if you want, we could⌠run away and go to my place?â
You can only smile, the answer coming naturally. âI would love that.â
âSoâŚâ Taehyung starts, leaning slightly forward, dragging the syllable longer than necessary. ââŚWhenâs the baby due?â
You barely have time to respond before he gets hit in the forehead with an empty plastic cup, groaning in pain as he rubs his head, looking for refuge from a laughing Cupcake.
âShut up, will you?â Seokjin grumbles, already holding another cup in case his friend tries anything else, and you smile at their playful bickering, your head resting on his shoulder. âWe barely married, let us breathe.â
Taehyung shoots you a pitiful look âyou start to think it must be hereditaryâ and points at your fiancĂŠ with a finger. âSeriously, Sweetheart, are you going to let him âOUCH!â he groans as a second cup lands square on his nose. âSeriously, man ?!â
âDonât call her that!â Seokjin growls, holding you almost possessively against him. You gently tap his chest. He sticks his tongue out at you before turning back to Taehyung. âSheâs older than you, mind you, so behave!â
âReally?â Taehyung exclaims, curiosity piqued. He pales when you simply nod, amused. âWait, so I have two Noonas now?â he mutters, turning to Cupcake, who struggles to stifle a laugh, one hand covering her mouth.
âNow be respectful, young man!â she scolds, laughing as she ruffles his hair, earning a pout from her husband.
The light catches her wedding band and engagement ring, making you glance down at your own ring âSeokjinâs gift the night he proposed. Slimmer, more understated than Cupcakeâs, but somehow, you find it even more beautiful âand, in a way, it perfectly reflects the personalities of your respective men.
Noticing your suddenly thoughtful expression, Seokjin gently presses his hand to your waist, pecking your forehead as you turn to him. âYou okay?â he asks softly.
You nod, smiling. Suddenly, looking at him like that, all cosy as he watches you like you're the most precious thing in his life, you're really glad you didn't throw the first flowers you found at your door.
âAll good,â you reply, before leaning in for a brief kiss. âI love you.â
He smiles, the tops of his ears flushing the same shade as the red daffodil pinned to his lapel. âI love you too.â
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