#koreanidol

Genre - fiction, fan-made, non idol.

Warning - Sad and angsty ig...

Word count - Idk?

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"If he loved me why'd he leave me in that hell"

"if only he knows why I left"

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<Part 2>

Author Pov

Jeongin was shocked at the name. Unable to believe his ears, he looked at Han with wide eyes.

"LN?" Jeongin looked between both of them, "Are you the one-?"

"yes, I am LN. Or you can call me Lino Hyung" Lee know cuts him off as he again introduced himself. "I am 24" lee know tilts his head to which Jeongin nods.

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Jeongin was in his room, swinging his feet on the chair when someone knocked on his door. He got up and opened his door to see Hyunjin, His... 'house-mate'?, well they share the house.

Hyunjin is older than Jeongin, they share the apartment as the price is reaching the sky and they both can't afford the rent single handedly. They were like brothers, but sometimes Hyunjin would be moody, like now.

"This was at the door, for you." Hyunjin hands him a paper bag. "I don't know what's in it."

Jeongin thanks him and closes the door, reaching back to his previous place. The bag was not much fancy, rather plain, thought there was cookies in it, his favorite.

After settling the cookies in his jar, eating a few, he saw a card in the bag. It was somewhat a business card, LN, the name caught his eye. He saw an address and a phone number, decided to text a 'thank you for cookies', he unlocked his phone.

<chat>

J: Anneyong, I received the cookies.

J: Thank you very much.

Not expecting any replies he went to shower, deciding to finally sleep. He met Lee know quite a lot in a week after the meet at the cafe, But they're not still friends, acquaintance maybe.

Jeongin went straight to bed after the shower... the message long forgotten, apparently sleep is more important than a text.

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Jeongin was again at the cafe cleaning a bit here and there, Han was sitting with Lee know chatting. He was about to sit down when he heard Han call him. "What?" Jeongin said.

Jeongin pov

"sit, sit"

I sat down because if Han starts persisting, there's no escape.

"You didn't answer my texts?" Lee know asked and I can tell it was directed towards me.

"h-huh" I checked my phone and yeah there were messages. Well not my fault, no one would think they'll get a reply from such a man.

Jisung gets up as Lee know gives him a looks and walks to the kitchen... I didn't question him still thinking of apologizing for not literally ignoring Lee know, until.

"Anyway," Lee Know takes a sip of his coffee, apparently he loves coffee a little too much, "Do You, by any chance, know the whereabouts of you brother, Jeongin?"

"Why would I know about him" My face had a very obvious scowl, "He could be anywhere he want."

Hearing me, I instantly knew by the look on Lee Know's face, that he something was wrong and he was surely surprise. He thought for a moment before speaking, his words sad.

"You don't like him-" He cut his words, "I mean don't you wanna meet him, not for even once. Like he is your brother afterall"

"Why should I, he doesn't even care he has a brother out there" I puffed my cheeks not wanting to cry.

"What do you mean" He looked straight into my eyes, "But he loves you, he is your brother ofc"

"If he loved me why'd he leave me in that hell" I know my words were overly sensitive and straightforward, but I can't keep it in anymore.

"I-" Lee know couldn't speak, Dumbstruck he sat there for a moment and stood up, "Please check the messages now, Might be something important now."

Author Pov

As Lee know was leaving, He bumped into Han, who stopped him and looked over to Jeongin who was sitting with his head down, probably crying.

"What happened" Han motions to Jeongin over his shoulder, "He's crying. Quite rare."

Lee know told Han about the brother talk he had with jeongin, to which Han smiled but his smile faltered as soon it came. He looked straight into Lee know's eyes speaking.

"He, apparently, hates his brother" With a straight face he continues, "But this is the longest he ever talked to someone about him"

Though Lee know was quite sad, He smiled and looked at Jeongin's back.

Whisper

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