#knj:queue

@rkxtaeyeon

After the wedding and the not/date aka the plus one to the wedding, he figured it was possible for them to be friends. Just friends. It was easier for them to be close and to be friends and not have this giant roadblock of emotions before them. He could accept that. Just being her friend was enough for him. She was perfect and she deserved so much better than him. She deserved the very best but he was sure that the very best was not him. In any case, namjoon was pretty sure that they could hang out as friends. 

He stared at his phone just on the coffee table in front of him. he knew that he should be packing up, but in all honesty, he was just planning on bringing two suitcases to the dorm and he figured that would enough, since he could always go back and forth (since those were the benefits of living a block away!). her contact information was lit up on his phone and namjoon debated with himself whether or not he should do it. It would just be a casual dinner. Nothing wrong with two friends grabbing dinner together. Nothing at all. He wasn’t losing anything by taking the risk. So he picked up the phone and sent her a text . 

( sms - taeyeon 💕) hey, it’s me. wanna grab dinner after practice one evening?  ( sms - taeyeon 💕)  it will be my treat hehe 

@rkyoona

namjoon rather liked flea markets and the flea market pop up at the women’s university was quite interesting. there were quite a few interesting things, but of course, if his mother was here, she’d call everything trash and insist on going to the designer stores. but he rather liked the flea markets himself, and so he wandered back and forth, looking at things on sale at all the booths. there was quite a few options, but as the evening drew closer, namjoon found himself getting super hungry so he decided to peek at the food trucks with a grin. food would be great at this point in time. 

@rkjunhyuk

If there was someone who’s skill was fully acknowledged by the older male, it was junhyuk. Five years, back before he was signed by kt entertainment, before the third season of the mgas, namjoon had spent time busking on occasions that he wasn’t modeling or filming. he had always been a closet rapper and his style had always been speed over freestyle. Some could say that back then namjoon was freer to do what he wanted but he wasn’t learned fully. Now, he could gladly admit that he was leagues beyond the person he was five years ago. Hell, it was admirable hearing that he had inspired someone to go into rapping. 

Two years ago, this kid had introduced himself at an event that namjoon was rapping at as well, and he had been impressed back then that at thirteen, junhyuk had a certain style, a talent that reminded namjoon of his own at that age, but even more so. This talent had to be nurtured and in all honesty, namjoon was incredibly flattered that someone had decided to follow in his footsteps and especially when that kid started rapping, at thirteen, a voice like that!  

Dream Concept  || Very Good  - Block B || Bootleg NSG - Johnny, RM, Gray and Jongdae ||  Line Division 

It was easy to say yes to a least favorite concept. But it was a lot harder to pin down a dream concept with amount of time that they had free since fashion week was on them and s-pop channel recordings. Sure it would have been great to do a complex choreography to stick to their trainers but they didn’t have the time for a complex choreo, so a semi-complex choreo and show off their skills was the way to go. finally settling on a song, after many many days of suggestions. The practices, when they were all together, often meant choreography and dance practice, when they were solo, well, parts had be learned. RM was pretty happy about the whole idea of their concept. There was quite a bit of rap, some high notes which meant everyone got to shine. 

he had been unsure of where he was supposed to be. the lines given to him maybe undermined his spot as the main rapper. he was unsure of what he was doing here. he was unsure of what he could do. the choreography was painful but he had spent all of his spare time trying to perfect his skills. he had always been a rapper and model more so, rather than a dancer. so of course his dance skills wouldn't be on the same par as everyone else. he practiced almost non stop, only taking breaks to go grab food and sleep and shower.

Moving into the dorms would be a necessary thing since it was to be expected that groupmates room together. But why did namjoon hesitate so much? He didn't have to give up his apartment (it was rightfully his). The soft padding of feet on the floor next to him reminded him. His precious babies would be left all alone! He scooped up Chichi into his arms and nuzzled into the soft white fur, debating on what he would end up doing. He couldn't leave his cats behind, but also couldn't bring them into the dorm since he was pretty sure there was going to be birds.

The new song was rather interesting since it was something that namjoon wasn't used to, yet  in terms of style. 

@rkjohnny

namjoon could have a whole list of reasons as to why he wasn’t in an ideal and happy mood. after all it was hard to be happy this month, since they were treated as leftovers. as though, they were the trash and the ones chosen for debut were perfect. he didn’t argue with some of the choices but he felt biter and envy for those chosen to debut. during the eval practices, following the fashion week activities, he tried to focus on himself so that he may be good enough and not drag the group down with his failures because even if they were the leftovers, they could still debut as the leftovers. if he let his group down and they fell because insufficient leadership and division, that would be on him. because he couldn’t lead them well enough.