#kn;

It all almost slipped right through my fingers last night, but it didn’t. It didn’t. We’re still together and we still love each other and I’m happier than I even knew was possible. It’s an enormous sense of piece, being surrounded by love and support. Being able to be a small part of this big support system feels so good. I still don’t know a lot about Hoseok, but we’ll get there. We have time. I hope we have the rest of our lives.

It sounds like it shouldn’t work. It sounds ridiculous. It sounds too big and too much, the five of us together . . . but it just works. It’s easy and passionate and I trust them. I trust them with me. I trust them with Namjoon. I trust them with the future.

We were stupid. We were stupid and thoughtless and took Chan for granted and hurt him last night. But we made it through and we won’t ever make that mistake again and we will always, always make it through. That’s what you do when you love someone.