I'm sorry..?

Please..

Why is nobody talking to me..?

I'm shit I know..

Did you get bored of me..?

Do you hate me now..?

I know I'm a overthinker...

Fuck am I a bad person..?

Please...

*please*...

I'm not trying to be annoying..

I'm not trying to be a attention seeker...

I just want to be loved

I can't help my personality

I hate myself..

I really do

I hate everything about myself I don't know what other people see.

I'm not worth talking to I'm not worth anything..

I'm broken beyond repair..

i went to my nan's came back and I'm so self loathing rn

I hate myself omg...

I don't deserve her...

I don't deserve anything

Maybe my mom is right

Maybe I am pathetic

Maybe I am attention seeking

Maybe I am overdramatic

Maybe I don't deserve anything

Maybe I am ungrateful

Maybe I don't deserve sh!t

Maybe I should just bang my head in the wall

Maybe I don't deserve my friends

My head is spinning

Lord I need help i need comfort so badly

I want to scream

I want to shout

I want to cry

I want to have a breakdown

Rather fucking pathetic.

"You.

Are.

Pathetic."

"Go ahead and fucking cry."

"Stupid dramatic girl."

"Why can't you be like your brother?"

"Act your fucking age"

I'm shit I'm shit I'm actually shit

She thinks I'm being rude I'm just trying to answer her over text and it's coming off as rude i can't do anything right I'm so stupid I'm just gonna kms at this point

She's so mad I don't deserve to be lived currently crying on the sofa like a idiotic overemotional idiot-