> That day literally hasnāt been able to escape you. You keep replaying how it felt to throw that lamp, and worse how afraid both of them looked when you did. It was out of character for you, you never felt destructive orĀ ātrue to highblood natureā as some would say.Ā
> Yersin, Toxxis, and Sineha both would say you were at a breaking point, you had had enough of Hajduk manipulating you, humiliating you in front of people.Ā
> Yet if you had enough, then why was your phone in your hand right now, about to make a poor decision?
> Itās been a while, but not long enough for you to forget how you never want to feel impulsive and violent again. How you didnāt even want to hurt Hajduk- but throw it near him- that your eyesight was just bad and emotions got the best of you.Ā
CC: /\ey, /\ajduk im sorry a33out /\urting you that night. gar33age of me to /\ave lashed OUT :/Ā
CC: dont get me wrong THOUGH you still suckĀ
CC: 33ut i didnt want to /\urt youĀ
Ā > There! Apology sent. Now you donāt have to feel guilty anymore- right?
> No, you look at your phone and still feel terrible, seeing his name. What are you doing? Sineha insisted you drop it, Yersin scoffed you hadnāt done enough, so why are you making it harder for yourself? You donāt want to get back with him, the thought literally makes your skin crawl, but you want to be what? On good terms?Ā
> What did Sineha say? You are too forgiving.