#kinsra

“/\onestly /\our fans, would glasses make me look like a NERD? like more than I AM sure 33ut... like vision is cool 33ut glasses are kind of a losers look. i got a LOOK to uphold.”

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older kinsra? :0 little warm up doodle before i work on commissions again :> dont worry he didnt ditch his sock hat, its just in the wash 

> That day literally hasn’t been able to escape you. You keep replaying how it felt to throw that lamp, and worse how afraid both of them looked when you did. It was out of character for you, you never felt destructive or “true to highblood nature” as some would say. 

> Yersin, Toxxis, and Sineha both would say you were at a breaking point, you had had enough of Hajduk manipulating you, humiliating you in front of people. 

> Yet if you had enough, then why was your phone in your hand right now, about to make a poor decision?

> It’s been a while, but not long enough for you to forget how you never want to feel impulsive and violent again. How you didn’t even want to hurt Hajduk- but throw it near him- that your eyesight was just bad and emotions got the best of you. 

CC: /\ey, /\ajduk im sorry a33out /\urting you that night. gar33age of me to /\ave lashed OUT :/  CC: dont get me wrong THOUGH you still suck  CC: 33ut i didnt want to /\urt you   > There! Apology sent. Now you don’t have to feel guilty anymore- right?

> No, you look at your phone and still feel terrible, seeing his name. What are you doing? Sineha insisted you drop it, Yersin scoffed you hadn’t done enough, so why are you making it harder for yourself? You don’t want to get back with him, the thought literally makes your skin crawl, but you want to be what? On good terms? 

> What did Sineha say? You are too forgiving.