Today I did a shoot for the studio I teach at @balanceyogabarre ๐คธ๐ผโโ๏ธ(www.valeriesphotography.com )๐I want to give endless gratitude to @adriannebyb and @sheisjennfit . Two authentic, wonderful Women of God who do an incredible job at it all. Communication-even as our studio and brand keeps expanding- they stay playful, focused, clear on expectations for integrity, laid back when it's appropriate for community....I am so grateful for this studio and All of the wonderful Humans who move in our space. For the first time in my life (I'm almost 27) I finally feel like My SELF! I imagine it's what it feels like when people "come out". The first quarter of my life was a fog of ancestral genetic trauma and confusion...using my Being to Heal.... I've had a long awakening. I've done things to disappoint a lot of people. Because my ancestors were tough as nails Hungarians and and that is Who I Am. we are just animals after all๐. To repress the authoritarian, minimizing, manipulative environment of my Upbringing- I learned from an early age how to fend for myself. At the same time, our fam looked perfect from the outside looking in, so I didn't get to have feelings about what I was experiencing. I was conditioned relentlessly- most of us were. As I matured to adulthood, I couldn't get a grasp on anything and was on a slew of pharmacy (anti depressants anti panic and birth control). I was robot pill zombie female. I had a horribly lost relationship with my pussy because of all of these factors. I didn't touch my own pussy until mid college after my first relationship ended. I can't explain how being so disconnected from my pussy- told I wasn't allowed to be connected to Her-was the Heart of my Depression and Panic. The ROOT chakra. The SEED of my Being, deficient and unknown...The funny thing is, after honoring sacred sex, getting in touch with my body, and giving myself permission- everything in my life has become ten fold more fulfilling, meaningful, and delicious....work life, friendships with both genders, healthier self care...Yum. ๐ #livingalifeofyum #awakening #balanceyogabarre #chakrawork #ancestralhealing #ownyourtruth #backbends #kingpigeon #yogaphotoshoot
