#king david

[Note: please do NOT reblog this without my permission...reading this stuff that talks a little about the holy grail and also King David's Sons...is optional.]

so yeah, I looked up King David's Son Nathan...

who along with King Solomon, is also my Ancestor...

which makes both Solomon and Nathan "Duncles" (Dad-Uncles)

but Seth and Cain are still technically The First Duncles Of Humanity...and also Earth Angels who are part of Humanity...

but yeah, after finding out that Nathan is suppose to have to do with the whole Holy Grail thing, I had to look up if a person can be considered part of the Holy Grail if they are a descendant of King David's Son Nathan...

and I think I may have also looked up if that also includes those who are descendants of both Solomon and Nathan...

so for all I know, it might be possible that Jesus could either be a Cousin or a Uncle...I have no idea which one though...

I'm just gonna hope that he isn't my Ancestor Dad...

I mean I don't really mind if it turns out I could be a Descendant of The Feminine Christ...

it's the whole possibly being a Descendant of The Masculine Christ,

I could end up having mix feelings about...

and I doubt I have some "big destiny"...

also my thought of the whole Jesus Vs Antichrist, and the possibility their fighting might end up crossing lines...

I'm gonna do my best to do what I believe is best...

praying that certain really bad stuff can be prevented,

and also trying to "Yeet" myself out of this universe and to another universe if sugar honey ice tea gets really REALLY bad...

but for now, I can just try to do a type of "Magical Dream VR" by using a spell that is suppose to send you to fictional universes...

it is still a work in progress trying to get the spell that someone else made to finally work for me...might take a while...

but maybe if I hold both the wands I have that has a type of gems on them, and also my pendulum in another hand...

and think about trying to strength the spell so it can work, maybe it will finally work for me...hopefully...

also if there were "Antichrists" before, like in each century or whatever...

wouldn't it mean it has been some kind of Cycle...?

plus there still might be some form of lineage of The Feminine Christ,

NOT just The Antichrist or Masculine Christ...

I mean we could view it like Raava and Vaatu from The Legend Of Korra...

and the worse case scenario is that there being a Antichrist that lives a normal life, and is caring and protective of their younger sibling...

who might be considered "the light in their darkness"...

but then someone could of ended up physically hurting the younger sibling...

and it ends up triggering something...like really bad...

so it being like how Sonic The Hedgehog is the "Iblis Trigger"...

but the younger sibling, while not being a Antichrist...

they could be what could be called in theory, a "Antichrist Trigger"...

in theory we could of almost fell into such a Timeline...

but it could of been prevented...

and in some cases, the "Antichrist Trigger" could also end up being a child of The Antichrist, so it could be either a very VERY protective big brother or a very VERY protective Papa...whichever it might end up being...

also if a Catalyst Christ was thrown into the mix...

it would probably to help stop the imbalance going on, and make sure that The Feminine Christ is given the proper attention and not be in the shadow of her Masculine Counterpart...

but I know not everyone will believe that or take what I seriously when talking about how we need The Feminine Christ for balance...

but even if I might be part of that whole "Holy Grail Bloodline" stuff...

I'm pretty sure I would be the Defective part of it.

I mean I don't agree with Other Earth Angels who are 100% Incarnated Angels, who want to force that whole "Perfection" stuff onto others...

people can be perfect in their own way, and if they want to become better they can, but that doesn't mean you should try to make them be the "perfect" that you want them to be...

not all Imperfection is bad, some is just a part of who we are...

I know that I'm not 100% Incarnated Angel...

but apparently I'm a mix of a Star Seed/Incarnated Elemental/Incarnated Angel...

so a "Star Elemental Earth Angel"...

who is also weird enough to call herself a "Earth Angel Princess"...

and I'm weird enough to call myself "The Evening & Afternoon Star Earth Angel Princess"...

cause of the whole well besides being born on a Afternoon...

but also because my Mom NEVER had "Morning Sickness" with me...

she would only get "Evening Sickness" to which that what inspired that whole thing...well it was at first "Evening Star"...but then I ended up adding the "Afternoon" part...

also I find certain actions that BOTH Grandpa King David and Grandpa/Duncle King Solomon have done...very freak bucked up...

even if they may have done some good, it doesn't excuse them for the sugar honey ice tea that they have done...

hopefully Grandpa/Duncle Nathan didn't do anything really bad or attempt to like those two have done...

I still think King Solomon is part of the reason why I'm a Lust-Empath, and I have to have freaking barrier put up on my room, and also why I have to have a mobile barrier with me whenever I go outside of my room...

so I wont have those nightmares again that was caused by one of my Uncle's Lust Energies...lucky all of those nightmares I had were all close-calls...

I mean it would technically be more Grandpa Solomon's fault than it is Asmodeus...

the "ring" wasn't just a way for him to command those he summoned to do whatever he says...it was also to keep him from absorbing their energies and the said energies mixing with his own...and passing to his and Namaah's son and future generations....

Asmodeus could be considered maybe a 95% at fault,

while Grandpa Solomon is at fault by 99%...

the man couldn't even at least try to keep his Harem to a more healthy number, like maybe around 20 women, and once he met Grandma Namaah, that makes 21 women, and after that he should of stopped...

cause his lust energy was becoming very VERY unhealthy...

you know how many "Grandmother Cards" That would be with the number of women that were his wives and concubines...?

a whole lot of cards...like they would technically be my (and others who are also a descendant of King Solomon) Step-Grandmothers...and including the concubines, Adoptive Grandmothers...?

Grandma Namaah would get the Regular Grandmother Card,

since she isn't a Step-Grandma...and she is a biological ancestress...

also I really don't think I would fit into the whole "Normal" part of the "Holy Grail Bloodline"...one of the reasons besides my Weirdness...

is that I'm also a descendant of Duncle Cain, and also Duncle Seth...

even if I did find out the distance of relation does not make us closely genetically related...but I think I have already unofficially adopted those two goobers...so yeah...

also if I had been Cain's daughter in a past life...(but it is likely I wasn't...)

I would of probably pulled his hair and grabbed his nose...

I was a hair puller when I was a baby.

what would be weird if I did pull his hair and nothing happen, like I know that the whole if someone tries to physically harm Cain, they will get hurt in return...

but nothing says anything about if a baby ends up pulling his hair...

so how do we know that didn't happen in the past and nothing happen to the baby or babies...?

plus for all we know, Cain would of been confused any time his own baby would just be looking at what seems like nothing...

like it be like "what are you looking at...?"

or like each time Cain's baby, is pulling his hair, he ends up freaking out each time, cause he worries that his baby will get punished for it.

but it turns out, they don't...baby is allowed to harm Cain apparently...

that is one of the loopholes, babies get to do harm to Cain, by grabbing nose, biting the face and also hair pulling...

so picture a Baby attacking Cain's nose, and he is all like very confused and surprised.

so yeah, there might of been a loophole...

anyway besides all that...

it might not fully matter my technically being part of the Holy Grail Bloodline.

also I was able to find a little bit out about my Ancestor or well technically Ancestress...

and well the one who is called Princess Tihe-He, is suppose to be my 59th Great-Grandmother...

and well according to the info I found, she was a very important person...

she lived during what was called "The Han Dynasty" ...

the info about the Ancient Kingdom called "Shan-Shan"...

was located in a region of China...and according to the info I found, it's now called Xinjiang.

well I know I'm not the only one in this world who found about having different Ancestors from different parts on this planet..

also I'm glad I was able to figure out I'm 1/16th Native American...

but it doesn't mean I'm still not gonna be ashamed of my Great-Great-Grandmother's family for you know, what they had done, even if she did end up with her husband who was my Great-Great-Grandfather...because he had apparently "bought her"...

but chances are, what her family did, was already illegal...

and yeah some info I found, if I remember the info right...

that some Europeans had made what was already practice by most Native Americans, even more...worse...

so yeah, the Europeans back in those days, pretty much freak bucked up...

I mean if someone just worked on a debt that is one thing...

but what was happening back then, it is just questionable...

plus it isn't like most will even accept that kind of thing that happen a very long time ago, I mean not unless they actually look up the info and find out the ugly truth...

but even if such practices aren't practice anymore,

doesn't mean they didn't still happened...

and even if some might not like the whole "Thanks Giving" , "4th Of July" and maybe even "Halloween"...

but how something came to be, wont always be how it was back when it first started...

also Halloween isn't about the freaking Devil, and people need to actually learn how it actually started and not assume the wrong thing...

when I was little, one of my teachers almost ruined Halloween for me and almost made me fully stop trick-or-treating...

I think she might of been on of those Toxic-Religious people...

I mean if you tell someone who believes Jesus was actually born on December, the truth that he was born on March...

they would probably not even believe it is true...

I know I can't force people to accept that he was born on March.

but it would make sense to celebrate both on March and December.

like maybe get a Birthday Cake for March for his Birthday.

I mean yeah, those who get the cake will be the ones eating it...

but still, it is his birthday, he should get cake.

even if he can't really eat the cake and those who have the cake will have to eat it instead.

also as weird as it might be, my thoughts are "I don't mind visiting Heaven...just not sure about living there..."

plus shouldn't their be some form of consent about the whole "bringing Heaven to Earth"...?

I mean we still need to stabilize the balance that has to do with both the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine...

even if things have possibly got a bit more better...

doesn't mean there aren't still very VERY broken and fragile...

I mean if it is true that what we know is "Hell" and there is like half of the Divine Feminine trapped there, it is because SHE was there first before The Fallen Angels, like Lucifer, ended up there...

and even if it was a accident, they still brought the infection into the Divine Mother's Realm, even if it only ended up being like half of her realm that got infected and possibly has huge quarantine type of barrier around the area that is now called Hell...

like half of her realm had been tainted while the other half if perfectly still okay and safe...

also even if some Sinners do end up in Hell, which yes, is technically a "Fallen Half" of the Divine Feminine/Divine Mother.

but it doesn't mean that all Sinners should be tortured...

I mean even those who have only done like maybe mild sins, but didn't really cross certain lines that could be irredeemable...

those Sinners could go through a type of rehab...

and yeah even if some did cheat, but only those who fell into it because their spouse or the person they were dating, was physically abusive...

well that is one of the types of those who did cheat who should go through a type of healing and therapy type redemption.

plus there has to be a better way to deal with some Fallen Angels...

than "burning them in fire for the rest of their days"...

isn't there like possible alternative way, maybe trying to find a way to make them like "No Longer Fallen"...maybe try to find a more humane salutation...?

even if they still kept most of how they currently look...

like how Corrupted Gems kept some of the horns they got when they were in their feral corrupted forms, even after being healed...

you know from the Steven Universe Series.

but yeah besides that...

even if fully "yeeting" myself out of this universe before sugar honey ice tea really gets you know, how it is suppose to...

it is a work in progress...

for now I can only hope that just doing a type of "dream vacay" when I sleep, by trying to do a type of "Dream Virtual Reality" when sleeping...

does work at some point...

also if one could command a whole legion of fluffy babies...

one could ask them to swarm the Antichrist and I guess maybe also Jesus...

and stop them from fighting...

protect the fluffy babies and also the flora babies...

also I wonder if I might go Feral on the Antichrist if they so much as touch my fluffy babies...

also I have sapling babies now as well, and it might be some time before they become fully grown Trees that will grow fruit...

so yeah, NO touchy my fluffy babies or my sapling babies...

also I hope that things do get more better...

with how some stuff is going on, with the how overpricing, I mean not everyone can just pay the money all at once like most who can...

some might take longer than some.

also as for the whole "Holy Grail Bloodline" thing,

I still probably wouldn't fit into very well...

I probably be more of a "Pink Diamond To Rose Quartz"

like from Steven Universe...

and even if I can only do temporary "yeeting" myself out of this universe, and I finally get that spell that I have been trying to use to finally work...

the "yeeting" would only be temporary until I wake up in this universe...

so a once in a while "yeeting myself out of this universe through type of sleep that is suppose to take me to a fictional world/universe..."

so the feeling is if when the whole certain level of fighting between The Antichrist and The Masculine Christ/Jesus/The Father Christ (and as weird as it might be, I call The Feminine Christ "The Mother Christ...") does at some point happen...

my feelings will still be "Freak Buck This Sugar Honey Ice Tea, I'm Out..."

I already had two depressions, and the second one that was possibly a relapse had probably did certain damage that really be fully fixed...

but at least I still have my okay days, even though I realized that second depression that may have been a relapse...

may have cause me to go through Emotional Numbness at times...

it's like you can still feel, but at the same time not very much...

also I suspect even if I do end up in Heaven, I am not gonna let my guard down...cause it is possible I might end up "thrown out"...

so yeah, I suspect the possibility of being thrown away...

I think I would rather yeet myself, thank you very much Eon-Boomers...

I mean if it is true Belphegor was once a Angel before becoming a Fallen Angel, and they were kicked out because they refused to fight on either side...

of course I'm gonna believe that there is a chance I might be treated in a not so great way...

one of the reasons why I rather go live with the Divine Mother instead, even if it could be possible to still visit the Divine Father/Heavenly-Father...

but if you think about it, no matter how you look at it...

Belphegor was gonna get screwed over either way...

no matter if they fought or not...

also there is a chance that Mary Magdalene is The Feminine Christ.

but you can't make people accept it...

they would have to do so by their own free will.

so yeah even if I did find out that by being a descendant of King Solomon's Brother Nathan as well, it I guess technically makes me part of that whole "Holy Grail Bloodline"...

but it doesn't mean I hold some kind of super importance...

plus the Main part of the bloodline is probably a AB RH Negative...

and I'm O RH D Negative...so yeah, probably not very important...

and like the title of this says, even if I am part of that bloodline...

I'm probably the weird defective type, and I wouldn't fully fit into the normal part of it anyway...so it is Meh...

also King Solomon went to from just being "Grandpa Solomon"

to also being "Duncle Solomon" cause both him and his Brother, Nathan...

are apparently both my Ancestor Dads and also technically my Uncles...

so yeah, they will be part of the "Duncle Club" with both Duncle Cain and Duncle Seth...

also I doubt many will end up reading this anyway...

besides reading all this, is optional, like it pointed out at the very top of this...

meaning no one has to read it if they don't want to...

I think later I'll listen to "What It Sound Like" from K-Pop Demon Hunter...

some can relate to the song, just like some can relate a little to Rumi from that Movie...

but yeah, turns out this Defective Earth Angel is technically linked that whole Holy Grail Bloodline after all...

not like it matters, I'm still gonna try my best to hope that things get more better soon, and someone who is not only rich but not toxic greedy, helps with a certain thing that is going on apparently...and saves and buys a certain studio...

still gonna try to use the magic spell that is suppose to take ya to fictional universe, to try to "yeet" myself...even if I will still wake up back here...

also I'm pretty sure Grandpa King David, trying to "trick a man into believing a unborn baby is his, and when that doesn't work, try to send him off to his death in some fight..."

counts as being Freak Bucked Up...

and it was either King David or Solomon, that did that whole test thing to see who was the true Mom of a baby...

I mean what if neither of the two women spoke up...?!

it was lucky at least one of them spoke out.

or else a King would of possibly ended up doing something even more stupid and reckless...and possibly be in Hell for it...

even if normally being "stupid and reckless" wouldn't send someone to Hell...but when it comes to well, what had happen...

it would of been the type of stupid and reckless that would of crossed a very VERY terrible line...and whichever one of them was doing that test...

they better of been freaking bluffing...

anyway I don't think I have much to say about the whole "Holy Grail Bloodline" thing...and even if I did I guess accept that I might not be part of it...but apparently I am...but still doesn't matter anyway, but I still think the whole balance between The Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine needs to be healed...

and maybe one of the first steps, is for The Feminine Christ to stop being put in the Shadow behind her Masculine Christ counterpart...

and for them to stand side by side, as equals and partners...

also I might be too weird and probably too imperfect to fit into the more pure and perfect part of the Holy Grail Bloodline...

Og: https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxLb1M60YcKXenjP7SgvrrnlRKcsBJob63

I drew Michal from Jade Sylvan’s Beloved King: A queer bible musical. This is dedicated to @anniflamma whose animatics introduced me to said musical.

It’s officially out! 🕊️

In case you missed it, grab some popcorn, and watch two, fully animated Bible stories come to life before your very eyes! ————> watch it here!

Featuring the stories of:

David and Jonathan

David and Goliath

David and ????

Happy to share the animation with you guys! I hope you enjoy it, and if you need captions, make sure you turn them on! Can’t miss out on the story! And for the best viewing experience, be sure to turn off your lights as well, and wear heaphones :)

Enjoy!

King David

Artist: Guercino (Italian, 1591-1666)

Date: 1651

Medium: Oil on canvas

Collection: The National Gallery, London, United Kingdom

Description

David's Description - the infamous "אדמוני"

So David is one of two characters in the tanakh described as אדמוני (pronounced admoni) which in my opinion would be best translated as "ruddy".

What does rhat mean? (And no i do not have sources sorry I learned this in school)

Many interpretations have it as red-headed, while some have it as flushed.

A likely explination for its meaning is his skin being the red-brown of earth. Which he would likely have since he is a shepherd.

The root of אדמוני, is the root of both red (אדום) and earth (אדמה)

Another interpretation draws perallels to the aforementioned other figure described as אדמוני; esau, the older brother of jacob.

Esau is said to be the ancestor of the Edomites , him being described as אדום is a folk etymology of their name.

Traditional interpretations of esau being described as אדמוני have it mean "bloody". And BRO the vilinization of this guy is insane. He is refered to as עשו הרשע (esau the evil) despite being a very nuanced character, who was the one tricked by jacob. Do with that what you will.

Anyway, villian or not, within the text we do see jacob's mum worrying esau will kill him. He never actually kills jacob, they end up reuniting happily, but its clear that he is passionate, which is a description that can definetly be applied to David.

(Important to note that esau was also a shepherd, so the red-brown skin interpretation could also work for him)

Much like how esau was maybe probably going to kill jacob for robbing him, david also had that moment!

He asked for food and supplies from nabal, a lord whose sheep david's men were protecting.

When nabal said no, and mocked david, david armed himself and 400 of his men to go kill everyone in nabal's juristiction, down to the last dog!

He was stopped by avigayil/abigail, nabal's wife, who gave david the supplies and later became his wife after nabal had a heart attack.

My visual interpretation

All the way back in middle school, we were told of this description and meanings, and little middle school me suggested "maybe david had some type of albinism"

And there is, in fact, a type of albinism that gives the skin a ruddy complexion and red hair.

Its called rufous albinism, or in its scientific defition, OCA3.

OCA3, due to having more production of melanin than OCA1 and OCA2, also has less severe vision and hearing problems, and sensitivity to sunlight (though they do still exist)

https://www.thetech.org/ask-a-geneticist/articles/2004/ask67/

https://www.cgc.global/collective/coral-kwayie

https://www.instagram.com/albinismkenya

So here it is, my David design!

These are the markers I use for him. What will I do when I run out of them? Haha lets not worry about that