if you sexualize children, are attracted to children, etc, then you genuinely need to seek therapy. it's not LGBT+ it's not cute or romantic it's an actual problem and you need to seek professional help to avoid acting on these feelings and traumatizing some kid. Even if the kid is "willing," the odds are great that they will regret it and be haunted by it as an adult, or once they learn how you manipulated their underaged mind into doing what you want. I am a victim of CSA, but I am afraid to tell anyone because it was "consensual" and my assailant was TECHNICALLY underaged, (he was ten years older than me, and I didn't know what sex is) if you have a firm grasp of what sex is and how it works, and you initiate a relationship with a child who does not into a relationship with you, odds are you are in the process of traumatizing someone. PLEASE, if you find yourself attracted to children, don't try to justify it, and please for the sake of someone else's sanity, do not ever act on it. seek HELP. I don't believe you deserve to die or be locked away for feeling like this, and no professional will either. you can do it in private, psychiatrists and psychologists are sworn to confidentiality, they can't tell anyone else, and you don't have to. I urge you to seek professional help if you have any sexual or romantic urges/desires towards children. do not act on it. you will fuck up both their life and your own.