#keepsgettinbetter

Fallen leaves might as well be hearts broken again

The passion dies as the warmth of summer goes south

We are forced to relive this darkness through the winter months

Having no choice, so we hibernate

Those long cold nights in the December air

Wrapped in wool; your mind in another world

Listening to Delilah, not a song you haven't heard

Fall they call it, a thing of beauty

For those of us who found summer love, we’ll dispute it

Once upon a time love lasted year-round

But if you’re foreign true love never cool down

A don’t suppose I’ll be here next year this time

To feel like this is not meant for my kind

After spring I’ll make a dash for it before summer

And when autumn falls next year I’m keeping my lover

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Including a third person who lives in your village

Absorbed in your sense of security

Leaving me with a sunburnt heart while you explore infinity

You joke about putting me on a timeline

While you’re with him, you’ve left me under fire

In another world, your love is too distant

And I’m left alone and now all I can do is switch hands

Submerged in this heated love fest

Sunburnt heart what’d you expect

Leave me be to drown in my bad decision

I’m staying in the kitchen, to make ashes out of this one

While you choose, I never knew I was an option

This much is true, I’m reduced to another broken pistol

Tye Essex| ©️ |7.5.22

The way it started

You needed a savior

I too hoped for a lady, not an angel

But time has shown

A purpose has been served

Now we question sacrifices

Undermined who deserved

As the quarrels heightened

Neither of us backed down

She’d found out there was more to life

It was all there

A single letter

The reason she left was the reason I held her

She felt needed

By a fella other than me

I felt her voice in every word

Telling me, her needs were beneath me

Tye EsseX | ©️

In 2021, I learned a great deal about myself. The good, the bad, and the not-so-desired behaviors I exhibited often made me uncomfortable. Some were necessary for survival and others to please the people around me. Nonetheless, the decisions were of my volition therefore I take ownership of them all. 👌📌

In 2022, I must be better for myself, making decisions that benefit me first without being entirely selfish or rude! I seek to implement a process of self preservation. Body, mind, soul!!! No one person will be too important to ✂️ lose or too small to gain my friendship 👭. It's about behavior and purpose.

I’ll start by actively seeking a balanced approach to being better, networking, career, working out, financial gains, and taking control of my mental health. 🔑👏🚥

2022, it's all about me!