#keep slaying

Ah, well at least you're still with us thankfully

But I'm glad you had fun and I sincerely hope you're doing well and are in a better headspace

Actually, I used to be very very avoidant, it toned down a bit now- I just cling on to the people I'm familiar with while still being open to talk with others. But I don't think you need to lock in so much as you just have to be you. Unashamedly enough to attract the right crowd. Though you do also have to reciprocate or give first the time and attention with people. (Not easy though, but you eventually build up more energy over time). Plus, people love attention! Even those who are hesitant or are big introverts (I would know, I know many-).

I find that doing some things out of your comfort zone with spite for no reason works. And reminding myself that the person who's obsessed over everything you do is really just you. ("The only one beating me is me" sounding ahh) Another thing, indulging in people's hobbies. It's not an exclusively for romantic partners thing, but relationships in general. Like, I may not indulge in making art myself, but I will give you my attention and be attentive.

But I don't think you need to worry that much. If you think your moots are goated, you're bound to be goated yourself or already are (I think you already are). It's a phenomenon thing. Plus, I think you're pretty young? Younger than me at least. If I have time to be more goated, you too have time to grow to be more goated! Besides, you're also really funny, the art of being funny should not be underestimated. Trust.

Sorry, I hope that wasn't me coming off as too much! I felt like you needed some form of reassurance.

And yeah! We all just vibe together, be divas, and slay. Feelings weren't really explored because of how we did get our own courting stages at the same time (uh, friendship goals?). I really do be living it huh... Except I'm currently women's doomed Yuri.

-- D.S.

Nah man bro is doomed yuri final boss lol. Also, have you read percy jackson?? I used to be into greek myths a lot a few years ago but then yk school came in the way :((

DS IS ANDROGYNOUS??!! Somehow bro manages to become even more perfect... i 100% get the people in your grade. The other day, i was at the mall and i saw a girl who was tall and quite androgynous and i legit stared at her for a hot minute!! Unfortunately, she was older than me :(( (not that i couldve done anything even if she wasnt but) i swear androgynous people have a different appeal to them 🛐🛐

Haha thanks for your kind words and advice!! Definitely will save this in my notes app to look back at it when im sad or lack motivation in general (is that weird? Probably). Also i do think you're older than me...last few years of college maybe?? Or internship?? Idk bro texts like a 30 y/o (no shade, just an observation). But then again, i thought teza was older and here we are lol

Keep being your amazing beautiful self!! and screw any big stinker who thinks otherwise, keep pissing them off with your sheer existence, they’re jealous they ain’t as totally tubular as you >:D

idk what counts google it, probably counts as some sort of speech impediment tho

also have you tried like reading aloud in your room? like is it a talking thing or an anxiety thing