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"How do you know it's love?" i remember asking somebody when I was younger. They told me about having butterflies in the pit of your stomach, of your heart beating out of control, of electric sparks and instant connections and I , for a long time searched for love in feelings similar. It took me long enough to realise love could be as simple as comfort, of feeling safe with a person without all the drama, of being listened to without judgement. Love could be that which makes your heart beat slower, calms you down after waves of panic attacks. Love could be subtle, simple and easy to be with. So every evening, I would walk across the road to your house and have conversations with you without thinking twice. You will talk about your day and me mine, how I hate my job and how you love yours and we will each drink a can of beer in honor of a day that went by okay. We could occasionally cook, read each other books and talk about exhaustion without ever finding a solution.We could calm us through numerous breakdowns, sit side by side in silence for occasional waterworks and lull each other to sleep with soothing words and lullabies. We could be each other's sancturies, secret safes. We could be all that we couldn't be, for each other. Know that, My heart beats slower when I am with you. May be I am finally in peace with the person I am. May be I am finally not worried about what's going to happen. May be I am finally home, with you. -Mi jeong PIC CREDIT : Pinterest Kdrama : My Liberation Notes #kdramalover #kdramaisnpired #yeommijeong #mrgu #myliberationnotes #myliberationnotesedit #myliberationdiary #myliberationnoteshk #kdramas #kdramalessons #writingcommunity #writeups #writersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #wordsofwisdom #wordporn #wordpornoftheday #love #lovequotes #womenwritersofinstagram #womenwriter #womenwriters #tuesdaythoughts (at Some Were Under the Sky) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgw6dnbpdF7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Let them change because they’ve realized something is to be fixed with themselves and not by forcing them to. It’ll be pointless.

My Liberation Notes : - Today, I feel tired again. Last week, I thought I was finally out of the loop, that I have broke free of the cycle. But today, I am back to square one. My chest keeps tightening, tears keep falling and it feels like I can't do it anymore. It feels like I have done enough for a lifetime. Every moment that I'm awake feels like work. I don't know where it all started to go wrong. I don't even know if this could be termed wrong. I don't know when I changed into the person I am today - fragile, weak, on the verge of breakdowns every second. I don't know when I stopped trying to fight back or when I lost the strength to do so. I don't know when I started feeling scared or small for telling people things that can't be done, of accepting I am not perfect and I could never be. I don't know when I started feeling guilty for who I am today , or feeling sorry for my mother for having a daughter like me - sensitive, emotional and complicated. I no longer see things simple. I make it all too complex to sort out. I can't bring myself to quit or break free of the definitions that hold me. I am trapped in a cage of my expectations and others. There are pieces of me at war with each other, each trying to win over the other. I try to tell myself otherwise. I calm myself down like a kid, telling it's all going to be okay. I find dark corners in my house where I could cry my heart out. I try soothing my soul with things I once loved and enjoyed. I whine, complain, tell people I am done and feel ashamed again. Eventually, I pull myself out for a few days and go back to that same gloom filled room again. And I repeat. I repeat these things in hope of holding on. And I hold on, today. I live. PIC CREDIT : pinterest, kdrama - My liberation notes. #myliberationnotes #kdramalover #kdramaisnpired #kdramas #love #life #lost #lifequotes #kdramaquotes #mrgu #kimmiyeong #kdramlife #kdramalessons #mentalhealth #depressedlife #anxiety #breakdowns #panicattacks #writingcommunity #writeups #writersofig #writersofinstagram #tired #exhausted #tiredofeverything #wordsofinstagram #wordsofwisdom #wordporn #wordpornoftheday #womenwritersofinstagram (at Some Were Under the Sky) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgZwjGaJPyb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

How I feel about myself most of the time.

Priceless.

Who’s guilty of this? 🙋🙋

When you think your significant other is being unreasonable…just ask. Sincerely. If you’re old enough to be in a relationship, you’re both old enough not to be fuckwits about what's bothering you.