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Kayland

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I’ve been feeling angry.

confused.

scared.

helpless.

Using my voice and my art hasn’t felt like enough.

Ive felt selfish.

And lonely in this selfishness.

I even feel selfish writing this.

Like my only real problem in this world is: am I doing enough?

What a privileged and first world problem I’ve conjured up

What shame I feel

A shame of silence that’s left echoes of guilt

My soul depleted.

My mouth parched, dry,

My heart yearning

To do SOMETHING

Through this shame, I’ve realized my purpose

That I am here to heal

Through love

Through music

Through my smile

Through my hugs

(I swear by my hugs, they’re life changing)

But In this climate, there’s no room for my love

No ears for my music

No transparency for my smile

And no space for my hugs

And so my purpose has felt stifled

And when I feel stifle, I do only what I know

I burry myself like the scorpion I am

and just stifle some more

But

There are real people hurting.

Dying..

Crying and marching

In need of support and encouragement

My support

My encouragement

And yet here I am

Still Stifling

So I ask myself:

“Self,

Will you continue to cower

Into your emotions ?

Or will you set them free, and embrace the unknown

Feel oneness with all