#katorea

貴方にはわからないよ、なんてのは傲慢だ 排気ガス塗れの東京を練り行く anata ni wa wakaranai yo, nante no wa gouman da haiki GASU mamire no Toukyou o neriyuku To say “You couldn’t possibly understand” is so arrogant I’m wiping off the exhaust fumes that are smeared all over Tokyo

札束で心が買えるなら本望だ 傷一つない新しい心にして satsutaba de kokoro ga kaeru nara honmou da kizu hitotsu nai atarashii kokoro ni shite I long to buy a heart with a wad of bills I would buy a new one, free from any wounds, and I would make it–

いっそ僕の全部、カトレア 君にあげたいのに最後だ isso boku no zenbu, KATOREYA kimi ni agetai no ni saigo da No, I would make my whole self into a cattleya Which I would want to give to you, but in the end

窓際の花瓶には君を挿しておくから わかっておくれよ madogiwa no kabin ni wa kimi o sashite oku kara wakatte okure yo You would put me in a vase in the window and leave me there So please understand

心を買い換えたはいいものの不鮮明だ 空が曇るから何かが晴れないようでさ kokoro o kaikaeta wa ii mono no senmei* da sora ga kumoru kara nanika ga harenai you de sa I’ve bought a replacement heart, but the good things now look blurry and indistinct As if the sky had clouded over and nothing would clear it

札束で見る目が変わるなら本望だ 曇りのない新しいまなこを買おう satsutaba de miru me ga kawaru nara honmou da kumori no nai atarashii manako o kaou I long to buy new eyes with a wad of bills I’d buy a new, unclouded pair

いっそ君の全部、カトレア 何も見えないで眠ったら isso kimi no zenbu, KATOREYA nani mo mienaide nemuttara And make all of yourself into a cattleya If I could sleep without seeing anything,

目が覚めた世界は雲ひとつない鮮やかだ 戻っておくれよ me ga sameta sekai wa kumo hitotsu nai azayaka da modotte okure yo When I awoke, the world would be brilliant, without a single cloud So please come back

そして僕の全部が消えて 夏陰の間眠っても 君のいた世界をどこかで思っているから soshite boku no zenbu ga kiete natsukage no aida nemutte mo kimi no ita sekai o dokoka de omotte iru kara And then even if all of myself disappears, Sleeping in the space between the summer shadows, Somewhere I’ll still be thinking of the world where you were

ほら、いっそ僕の全部カトレア 君に上げたいから最後だ hora, isso boku no zenbu KATOREYA kimi ni agetai kara saigo da Look, I’ll make all of myself into a cattleya I want to give it to you, but it’s the end

さよならの時間はわからないようにするから、笑っておくれよ sayonara no jikan wa wakaranai you ni suru kara, waratte okure yo I’ll make sure you don’t know that this is goodbye, so please smile

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