#kat rambles

i mean i know why but also why is it so much harder for me to admit that i’m sad as compared to admitting i’m anxious

so tired I just wrote "gestures" with a "J" #fml #wetruckon #sotiredbutitsokayyeahyeah

i'm only on good reason and i need to curl into a ball and never get up

seems a perfect time to finally listen to daughter from hell

also i need someone to tell me i’m hearing things because i literally hear do i dare? by conan gray during the “indie pop” song that plays as nick is driving to the beach to talk to charlie after he sends him the photos

we’re together because we’re together. because we’re tori and michael and we’re happy together. that’s all there is. whether it’s romance or friendship or whatever, that’s everyone else’s problem. maybe our together isn’t the same as your together or the normal sort of together, but it’s ours and we’re happy with it. and maybe that will change in the future. maybe it won’t. but for now, we’re here, and this is what it is. we’re here, and we’re alive and whatever.

i haven’t cried this badly in so long damn you heartstopper