Saturday night was really good! The day of was a mess and everything was going wrong and felt horrible, but I pushed through my anxiety and panic attacks and stood for the show after I felt even more overwhelmed. This was my 5th art show this year. I thank ya for the support you have given me, most importantly from the strangers cause on some real shit it be the closest people to you that hate the most. Whenever I post that I have shows or send texts directly to you inviting you, I donโt think you all know what that really means to me to 1. Have this opportunity and 2. Have people I care about or people in general enjoy themselves at these cool events that Iโm a part of. It gets you involved in the community as well as have fun and see my hard work and dedication. My main focus in life is making art. I will never want to work a regular 9-5. I donโt like people telling me what to do which is why Iโve been striving for bigger and better. To be my own boss. To have my own photo studio. To be an editor of a magazine. And without the support of ya, it feels like I am constantly telling people to come to my show for some validation. And in hindsight Iโve just been very proud. So when I do have shows and literally no one I know shows up, but I have love from strangers who donโt know me from a hole in the wall wakes me up and I realize that I donโt need all of you to support me, because I support me! So I wonโt be sending texts about my shows only to be ignored. I will not invite my family so that I wonโt be disappointed. And I wonโt be inviting any friends because at the end of the day if you really wanted to be there and support me, you would have done it. So sorry you missed me! Just a PSA! I just wanna have love and support in 2018. No more fake love, negativity or bullshit. ๐ฏ #KasinatorPhotography #KasinatorVisuals #SupportYourLocalArtists #TheSouthBronx
