#kas

Radfems are anti trans because they cherish femininity and want to gatekeep the gender they claim to abolish, sometimes straightforward fearing their men would find trans women more attractive. But why do you, supposedly not a radfem, oppose trans? What's the matter if someone decides to enter this trash gender? Let them take it and become the women for men while we are getting free.

I know you said you don’t wanna take pills, but if you ever change your mind I’d recommend sertaline/Zoloft. While it is an SSRI, it’s not nearly as associated with weight gain as others and I actually found it really helpful in soothing the looping, ruminating negative thoughts that I just couldn’t shake. It also doesn’t stay in your system that long, so if you do decide to stop it, you don’t need to taper off for weeks like other medications (though you shouldn’t stop cold turkey either, at least you won’t have some of the scary physical withdrawal affects some others do). The only downsides for me were the bruxism and my body is very sensitive to serotonin so I accidentally gave myself serotonin syndrome when I first started bc my dose was too high lol. Unpleasant but it only happened once and stopped when I lowered it. It made me feel a lot more regulated (not numb just able to zoom out and view my emotional responses more objectively) particularly when it comes to anger and feelings of being wronged or betrayed. I don’t know if you deal with these feelings specifically but I just wanted to offer up the info in case you reconsider being medicated for a while. Mild stimulant effects, which I enjoyed from previous lethargy and anhedonia, but you may find it distressing esp if you’re not used to it or you get anxious/heart racing easily. I’m not currently on it, as I really do think it helped me recognize my emotions as I have them but in a more neutral/objective way, and wanted to test myself to see if it was ONLY the medication altering my feelings or if I was actually getting better with it like training a muscle. I found it was the latter. Might start taking it again though bc of some more intense life stressors lately bringing back symptoms, but it’s pretty easy to quit if you don’t like it. It’s also pretty commonly prescribed (at least in the US idk about your country) so it shouldn’t be too hard to get. Don’t wanna push it on you, but I was a lot more suspicious of psychiatric medications before trying this. I found it really helped me a lot.

there’s also just nothing worse than being exposed to a person that can’t have fun or relax without some sort of substance. i’ve seen it with hard drugs, i’ve seen it with alcohol and i’ve seen it with weed and they were all losers

strange how minimized weed had become because beyond it indeed being bad for your lungs and also brain cells, it can also trigger schizophrenia and psychosis lol, but sure let’s all just suggest drugs bc why not? can we stop babying weed.

why are you not on pills? or weed at least.

Hey, umm I don't you mind me saying that I hope you experience something good and fulfilling before you pass. I hope you win that lottery at least. If I could I'd definitely send cursed spells to those people who kept harassing you and attacking you for your depression. But oh well, we're living in hell anyway