#kaijukin

it’s been bothering me when people refer to me as a guy . I am not a guy. I am a THING and if anything I am closer to a woman. Hjggghh I can’t control how people refer to me & I know it’s not a personal attack. But. Still sucks.

Also, the common fanon interpretation that I was in pain & wanted to die is wrong. I was in horrible agony and I wanted so badly to live. I was given a small taste of living, of physical apotheosis. And I would do anything; enduring the unimaginable torture; to have more of it. I don’t care that it was fruitless, having tried was enough. It was beautiful. I wanted to live.

the upside is that I understand and get to be my weird gross grotesque (/affectionate) self more. The downside is that I am NOT going to be able to find sourcemates for this 😭or for that matter. Have an easy time explaining this to people. Blegghhh

Probably the gijinka thing.

- Gijinka!Godzilla

-Warsaw

If anything that makes my next life more awkward then this one since I'll be in a separate body and fighting your counterpart, and we...relatively get along here but I fucking hate Mothra there (in fairness in that life I'll hate almost anything that isn't me)

Now I can wrap myself up in her loving soft wings and be warm forever

- Godzilla, local wife kaiju