#kaemiu

then we have miu. y’know, gorgeous girl genius with a golden brain? who, for all her banter, knows she has issues and flaws? yeah, if you consider the possibility of kaede doing all their FTEs, she was the only person who genuinely believed miu could be better, be kinder, out down her walls.

and that was insane - her? she was already perfect e-fucking-nough, what the hell was this pretentious girl talking about??

…then kaede dies. and it leaves miu feeling a sickness to her stomach, not just because she personally thought it wasn’t fair that such a person would kill and die (although if asked, she would likely say that if kaede got herself killed, it was her own fault and naivety), but because it left unfinished business.

that perfect, golden girl was the only one who thought you could change, really change. now, everyone around you has their own projections of that girl, especially that fucking emo twink (what, because they held hands once? miu held her tits, thats’s GOTTA be worth something more). everyone paints this picture, which you can’t help but look up at and get filled with messy thoughts.

she was wrong about the mastermind, was she wrong about you too? did that reinforce the idea that this is all you’re gonna be? well, fuck that!! you weren’t buying into the bullshit she was talking about anyway! you’re already perfect enough. you’re perfect, period. and you’re gonna do what that girl didn’t do, you’re gonna leave this goddamn school, be it by escaping with a couple other people, or some other mysterious method…