Today my father showed me a funny little tiktok except it was by gay bears making a joke about crop-tops (“crop-bottoms” was the punchline) and i just wonder if he Knows.

how do you ask someone if they would like to flirt emotionally or if they’d like to keep things purely physical (<- i know that it’s basically just saying that but. have you considered that i am dumb and i have anxiety)

Sure, fine, you can say I'm being dramatic and overreacting but I couldn't breathe all day.

I’ve rarepaired so hard I genuinely forget sometimes that mari x akilah isn’t canon. to me those are girlfriends those are besties those are life partners

Oh but I'm the weird one for wearing a mask when the AQI is 300. Do y'all not care about your health?

the beautiful thing about writing is you can have the barest wisp of a concept and it will haunt you and refuse to let you sleep. don’t look at the clock it’s my enemy. I’m taking a fucking melatonin this can get written in eight goddamn hours

feeling ill because rachel believes so genuinely that something is wrong with her. feeling ill because she tells nell she thinks she’s medium-bad and pushes back when nell tells her she’s good, because she tells nicky she’s going to become good like he is, because nicky says you’re impossible to love and she says I know. ughhhhhhh