#jussttpourit

Got passed another shot

I chugged it so fast, how could I not?

Impulsive me and drunk on your love all my senses I lost

And all the pain I had suddenly forgot

I jumped to you, hoping to be caught

You said you’d catch me, or at least that’s what I thought

I get too drunk in love, I need to learn when to stop.

I don’t trust myself,

please, tell the bartender I’m cut off.

I may forget the way you looked

But I will always remember how you lit up the room

I may forget how your face was made ever so perfectly

But I will always remember looking at you and feeling like the luckiest girl in the world

I may have forgot how tall you were

But I will always remember how big your heart was

I may forget how your hands looked

But I will never forget the way they felt in mine

I also may forget how your voice sounds

But I will never forget the way it made me feel when you said my name

I may forget your physicality

But I will ever forget the way you made me feel

You made me feel so beautiful when all you felt was pain

I may forget to pray to you

but you are always on my mind

I’m sorry I cry every time I look up to say I say hi

But you have to understand - you were one of my hardest goodbyes

See you soon my love

See you on the other side

when the only person you want next to you is a world away

you see them walking by but realize your mind is just playing games

your heart then melts to your stomach - the pain feels like like it’s made a home, there in your heart to stay

filling the emptiness, oh how much it weighs

you walk around heavy waiting for a better day

I just wish you had stayed

You lost someone who would love you to the ends of this earth

Someone who’d hold your hand through the very worst

Someone who’d wipe your tears when you cry or kiss them away...whichever you’d prefer

Someone who’d always hug you in return

Someone who’d always make sure you’re heard

Someone who’d always be your girl

Someone who’d make your flaws vanish to dirt

Someone who’d make you feel better in your own shirt

Someone who’d fix you up, your own personal nurse

Someone who’d you never find like again, this you’ll learn

But most importantly you lost someone you never even deserved.

Thank god you lost, your perfect girl

Because now she has a chance to receive the love she’s been

Giving and

Giving

And giving

And now it can finally be returned

To her

I think of you every now and then

who am I kidding, it’s every second of everyday that my mind can

I’m sorry I’ve been crying, I know you hate that- I just miss you and

I wish you were here next to me, holding my hand

But at least I have a picture, until we meet again.

I dont know exactly what to say

All I know is I keep wishing for better days

And the day

We could just lay

Together and forget all the pain

You’ve been through hell and back I wish I could take it all away

Right now it’s not okay

Know it will be and my love for you will stay

I’m trying to keep it all together but I guess it won’t happen today

I’ve been a mess for days and days

And I dont know exactly what to say

Other than baby please stay

I just want you as close as you can be

To where I can feel and hear your heart beat

Living this life with you, I know id be complete

In my head I see it, laying...laughing with you, this thought’s on repeat

I’d never take advantage, your love I’d never mistreat

I just want you, my feelings are concrete.

The universe knew

What she was getting you and I into

She takes away the fear of losing you

To her that just won’t do

This world was made for us two

Fate brought us together and love will get you through

I am here every step of the way, with you

There is no way I am changing my view

There is no way, I am losing you