#junhyung

It's frustrating I only found this now from a tweet reply about Hyuna looking potentially pregnant or even having a bbl which I don't really see either but I also don't care.

That being said I've always had a rollercoaster opinion in Hyuna.

Firstly I thought she was a bit annoying with her basic male gaze sex appeal. And I mean basic because her more sexy nature was/is basic against the majority of Kpop which is censored in many ways so ANYTHING slightly suggestive is spicy.

But then when she was with Dawn I really loved their chemistry and artistry so I immediately warmed up.

To clarify just because I found parts of her produced vibe weak doesn't mean I disliked her. And I actually liked her song Bebe very quickly and Flower Shower was the sign of her artistic growth for me. And I'm not saying she isn't a sex icon but her early stuff by CUBE was basic and her stuff later is what I like.

Anyway as I tend to fall in love fast and more hard especially when my mind has softened, when the news was spread viciously and quickly with hey never getting married to breakup then marriage I was and many others taken by surprise and disappointed.

I still feel off about everything maybe from the constant lack of correct information, messy translations mixed and dodgy reporting which is a worldwide issue.

I guess my knowledge about the disturbing amount of misogyny there has put a uncomfortable sheen on many things now which weren't there before. And this happened to me before with Japan and Jpop where I realised how xenophobia is a big issue.

Not that other countries don't have xenophobia or misogyny and other problems it's just it's especially bleak and I take things to heart.