Aftermath
Fandom: Xdinary Heroes
Characters/pairings: JunHan X Gender neutral reader, other XH members appear
Contents/Warnings: flashbacks and thoughts are written in italic, they/them pronouns used for reader, lack of Y/N used for reader, sexual content implied and mentioned in dialogues (MDNI), XH might be be OOC
Author's note: a little sequel to First steps of healing. Just fluff, aftercare and some lore sprinkled in it. I suggest reading the first story; although I tried to make it stand alone as much as possible, some elements might not be comprehensible. If you've read and appreciated other works from this AU, thank you for sticking around.
Summary: You're spending a nice morning with your beloved vampire Hyeongjun. It will be the perfect time to make a new promise
The sunlight creeping on your eyes is what made you wake up. You didn't have a clock with you but it must have been early in the morning. You yawned and stretched yourself, then the realisation came out: you and your vampire boyfriend Hyeongjun slept in the Lunarium. And judging by your naked bodies, you didn't just sleep there.
Hyeongjun was still sleeping, his back turned at you, his skin already tanning: he was turning into his human form.
You came close to him and tucked his hair, uncovering his ear.
«Hyeongjun, wake up.» you whispered. It didn't take much for him to move and turn to you. His eyes were still closed but his arms were searching for you. You guided them towards his shoulders, forcing him to climb your body and sit on the Lunarium's floor. His lips were still stained of your lipstick, and so were his shoulders and chest. He laid his chin on your shoulder, his hair grazing your cheek, his eyes still closed, his tattooed hand holding yours, fingers intertwined.
If you were at home, this would have been one of those rare moments when Hyeongjun was clingy, and your hearts would have been filled with love and warmth. But today, only Hyeongjun's heart was feeling that way. You were deeply embarrassed; you wanted to leave the Lunarium as quickly as possible before the castle's owner, Goo Gunil, found out about it.
«Hyeongjun, wake up.» You repeated. Hyeongjun groaned, finally opening his eyes.
«Why should we? Let's stay five more minutes.» He whined in his sleepy voice.
«We are not at home, did you forget? We're in the Lunarium, we should-»
The room's door opened. You heard someone's grumbling.
«If those two aren't here-» That was Seungmin's voice.
You hid your face on Hyeongjun's chest, trying to "protect" yourself from the newcomer. Hyeongjun was silent.
Seungmin turned at you. He groaned. «I can't believe you're really here...I lost my bet!» He looked at you again. «And this is embarrassing.»
A few seconds of silence followed.
«Alright, I've closed my eyes, now if one of you wants to get up and take the robes...»
None of you wanted to get up.
«Come on, I know it's embarrassing, but if one of you gets up and takes the robes I'll just leave.»
Hyeongjun separated from you with a groan. «Ah, thank you, I thought we would have stayed for the entire day!» Seungmin said.
You got up, your back turned at Seungmin: you just didn't want to see his face. Hyeongjun gave you the robe, you immediately covered yourself with it. His arms wrapped your shoulders from behind: he wouldn't have left you one minute today, it seemed.
«Not to break this lovey-dovey moment between you two, but it's better if you go inside; the others are waiting for you to have breakfast. Our servants have prepared fresh clothes and the bathroom for you too.»
You finally turned at Seungmin. You noticed he was wearing a white blouse, the same one he wore the day he welcomed you in the castle. Actually, he was wearing the same outfit from that day.
«Uhm, is something going on?» You asked.
«What do you mean?»
«Your outfit, it seems-»
«Ah, no, no, it's just Laundry Day here and Gunil ordered to wash almost every clothes we have. We only have these ones now. Now go, the more you'll come late, the less of your breakfast you'll have.»
«And what about our clothes?»
«I'm taking them. After all, I lost a bet. Now go.»
You both finally left the Lunarium. Seungmin took all the clothes left on the floor. He was going to the entrance but he noticed something shining in a corner: one of Jungsu's drones was laying on the floor. Seungmin took it. It seemed shut off.
Strange, usually these things self destruct if he turns them off. How can it possibly happened?
His eyes went wide, then a huge smile appeared.
Oh, this explains why he woke up with a headache this morning.
----
Hyeongjun has always been a fan of bubbly, warm baths. He loves spending a lot of time in the bathtub, especially with you. He didn't like showers but today he did an exception. And no, it wasn't for breakfast, he wasn't feeling that hungry today.
He spent the time looking at your now cleaned face, cupping it with his hands from time to time so he could leave a little peck kiss on your lips. He didn't want you to leave his arms. He focused on a little bruise on your neck, the "scar" he left on you when he bit you for the first time, turning you into his partner forever. He's been silent for the whole time, being "busy" cleaning you and drying your hair.
You cleaned his body from your lipstick's stains and had the "privilege" to use his hair formula, the magic one who turned his hair curly. You loved it. You would have spent a lot of time messing his curls if your stomach wasn't growling.
«Do you have some time after breakfast? I want to speak with you.» He said while you were dressing up. You smiled. «I have all the time you need, Hyeongjun. I promised I would have stayed with you until you've been better and I'll keep this promise until the end.»
You noticed his blouse being too open. You came close to button it a little.
«Your chest is showing...and I know you don't like having your skin seen so-» You couldn't finish. You were stunned by Hyeongjun's sight. His eyes were still a little sleepy but they captured you despite that. His shy smile was warming your heart. And your cheeks. You turned away from him. Hyeongjun giggled.
You exited the bath, leaning towards the dining room.
You weren't expecting to find two overdramatic actors at the entrance but here there were: Jooyeon and Jiseok crawling on the floor, acting like they didn't eat for days. Jooyeon pointed at you.
«Oh look, Jiseok, they finally blessed us of their presence! We can finally eat!»
«Oh, for the Dark Lord Himself, finally we got our royal couple filling the table!»
«We can eat our croissants! Like Marie Saint-Baugette said once!»
«It's Marie Antoinette, you idiot!»
«Antoniette, Baguette, who cares! I need my brioches!»
Hyeongjun laughed. The other two vampires looked at each other, nodding as if they accomplished a mission. They got up and separated you from Hyeongjun.
«I hope your majesty is not offended if we take your king for a while!» Jooyeon said. You giggled and headed to the table, leaving Hyeongjun dealing with the two vampires.
You noticed Gunil, who was sitting at the end of the table set, facepalming. A dog was near him, wagging his tail. Seungmin and Jungsu were already sitting in their places. Jungsu had an ice pack on his forehead.
«Oh, are you okay?» You asked.
«Uh? Oh, the ice pack? It's not a big deal, just a huge headache. I...I had trouble with my magic.»
«Yeah, only with your magic-Ouch.» Seungmin said before Jungsu stamped his foot.
«Don't you even dare to say what happened last night with the drone or I'll force you into your bat form.» Jungsu whispered.
«They'll discover it anyway, just say it now. Or are you still embarrassed they have a better sexual life than you and your partn-OUCH»
«One word, Seungmin, just one word and you'll be a bat for the entire day and with both your feet stomped.»
«Uff, don't come at me later when I'll be right about it.»
You sat on your seat. Jiseok and Jooyeon were still messing with Hyeongjun with some fun shenanigans of them. You giggled.
Weren't they like, starving?
Gunil's dog barked, catching Jiseok and Jooyeon's attention.
«Alright, alright, Pooh, we heard you! Let's go before he turns into a werewolf and eats us instead!» Jiseok said, making Gunil giggle this time.
Finally, everyone was in their place; breakfast could start. The servants placed a huge blood bag on Hyeongjun's plate. You pointed at it.
«Uhm, what is this?»
«That's Hyeongjun's breakfast.» Gunil said with a smile.
You were stunned for a moment. «His what?»
«You heard it right! That's his breakfast.»
«But why?»
«Because he's a vampire?»
«Yeah, I know but why can't he eat human food with the others? If he needs blood he has me-»
«You can't. Not right now.»
The room turned silent.
«Excuse me?»
«You can't give him your blood. He's still under our observation, even if today Jungsu can't provide a drone for you.»
«Yeah.» Jungsu groaned, pressing the ice pack on his forehead more.
«Since we don't know if he can attack you or not, it's better if all his blood desires are satisfied in other ways. He can eat what it will be left for breakfast.»
«Uhm, I don't think this is a good idea.» Seungmin added.
«Why?»
«I mean...» He pointed at Jooyeon and Jiseok, their mouths being full of food, their eyes wondering why everyone was looking at them. Gunil facepalmed.
«If nothing is left, he will have his own breakfast prepared.»
«Oooooor, maybe he can already have his human food and I can give my blood to him like we always did.»
«I say it again, that's a no. It's for your safety.»
«But I-»
Hyeongjun put a hand on your shoulder, catching your attention.
«It's okay, I've already drank blood from these, remember? When we were together and I didn't want to...» He shut himself up and started to drink from the bag, closing that conversation. The others kept eating as nothing didn't happen.
You kept some pieces of meat in your plate. Once you noticed the others weren't paying attention to you, you gave one of the pieces to Hyeongjun. The vampire was taking a break from sucking from the blood bag. He saw the meat piece and quickly took it from you with his bare hands.
«If you need something else, just tell me, I'll grab it.» You whispered at him. He nodded.
You didn't like to break the rules, especially in a castle with six vampires in it, but it would have cost nothing to help the one you loved.
----
Gunil's garden was an idea that came to his mind 300 years ago. He wanted a new place for the castle where he could relax and let his thoughts out. It was placed behind the castle, protected by the forest. A place full of chrisantemuses, dandelions and some olive trees here and there. Hyeongjun wanted to find a particular tree to sit and talk peacefully. You walked for hours, your hands intertwined. You spent the time looking around; there were some servants here and there, taking care of the plants. They were Gunil's eyes for today. You would have been looked by them until Jungsu would have felt better. You didn't like being under surveillance but "it was for your safety", you couldn't dismantle it all alone.
You found the tree: it was a little isolated from the others, surrounded by dandelions. There were some words carved in it. You couldn't decipher them; they seemed from another time, as if they'd been there for centuries. Hyeongjun caressed those words.
«These are my and my first partner's names.» He said.
«Oh, so this is your special place?»
«Kinda, usually I go here trying to remember them.»
«Remember?»
Hyeongjun hesitated. «They're the only partner I don't have memories of, except this name I carved.»
«That's strange, you have the best memory. You still remember your partners from centuries ago! It's impossible...» You then remembered Hyeongjun's story. He was the "killer" of the family, the one who killed more partners than all of the members.
«They were the first one who died too, right?»
Hyeongjun placed his forehead on the tree, nodded and closed his eyes. You noticed a tear coming out. You held his free hand.
«If only I remembered their face. Only their face. That's not much I ask. I want to frame their face on a painting so I can remember them like the others. And maybe...» He took a short breath. «And maybe they'll find peace in the afterlife.»
You held his hand tight. «You already know what I think about this.» You said while laying your chin on his shoulder. «Wherever they are now, I think they understand. They know you didn't want to hurt them.»
You felt his head over yours. You looked at the carved names, focusing on the one below, thinking it was Hyeongjun's partner's name.
«...and I think they loved you as much as me.»
----
You spent some hours in silence laying under the tree, Hyeongjun's head resting on your lap. Your hand was caressing it, messing and playing with his curls. You closed your eyes, letting your thoughts out.
You remembered the night you became his partner.
It was the first night you saw him in his vampire form. Before that, he was a simple human. Just your boyfriend.
He had some strange rules, such as not touching you once the sun went down and avoiding any sexual interaction at night. Despite those two rules, he was the best boyfriend you could have found. He was a stay-at-home boyfriend who made you lunches and dinners every day you came home and made handcrafted gifts for your birthday and Valentine's Day. Always present every time you need, listening to all your worries,. giving you relief every time you are tired of something.
But those two rules always kept a place in your mind. You even tried to discuss them with him but the answer was always negative: no sex at night. That rule was consuming your mind. You weren't understanding why the night was such a big deal for him; the rest of the day? Perfect! The night? Denied.
One day, you finally found the idea to break the rule. It was so simple you wondered why you didn't do it earlier; you just started to detach him: not giving him any hugs, no attention given, complete disinterest in what he was doing. He became desperate in less than two days. And once he asked what to do to gain your attention and love again, he couldn't say no to your request.
You remember how he was hesitant that night while he was taking off his clothes and taking off yours. You remember his skin being strangely cold, but at the time you brushed everything off with him being nervous. After all, didn't a thing called "cold sweat" exist? And besides, that cold skin was also the smoother you ever kissed or touched. What you didn't expect was how "possessive" he was. Even if you spent the night riding him, his grip on your hips was so strong he guided you for the whole ride. He didn't leave you once while leaving trails of sloppy kisses on your body. And the way he was looking at you...you felt you were seen by an animal. An animal that was looking at his caught prey, searching the perfect part of their body to rip apart.
You were sleeping in the bed, Hyeongjun's one arm wrapped on your waist, the other on the pillow, holding your hand. His legs intertwined with yours, his chin resting on your shoulder. You would have just rested a little before heading to the bathroom and cleaning yourself and sleeping for the rest of the night.
Instead, two "pins" penetrated in your flesh. It was a little painful at first, but then you got it by a huge wave of pleasure. The knot in your stomach came back, you felt wet again, moans came out of your mouth while Hyeongjun was sucking your blood. You never felt this pleasure in your life. You craved it, you wanted it to never end.
Then the second bite hit you. All the sensuality faded, what you felt was the bite of an animal ripping your flash. Hyeongjun's teeth seemed to reach your bones, ready to crush it. Your blood was dripping on your skin. You were trapped by his arms, unable to move for the blood loss. You couldn't do anything but scream.
«Hyeongjun, please, stop it! It hurts!»
That scream from you is what made Hyeongjun leave your neck, leaving a fresh wound on it. His grip on you left. You heard his voice: «No, what have I done? What was I doing?! Oh, the wound, I must heal it! What was the formula? What magic formula was it? Please, please, not again, I don't want to lose another one, no, no!» You felt his hand pressing on your neck, a cold touch surrounding it. The wound closed in a few seconds, turning Hyeongjun's touch warm. The exhaustion got you again, making you close your eyes.
The rest of the night passed with Hyeongjun crying in your shoulder, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over. You were too weak for the blood loss to even try to talk to him, to reassure him and calm him down.
The next day, you felt more attached to Hyeongjun. You wanted to stay with him forever. The wound on your neck was completely healed, except for a little bruise, which would have become your scar, the sign you were his partner.
Since that night, Hyeongjun asked you to give your arms if he needed some blood. It was "the safest way" for him to fill his desires for blood. Just a bite on your arm, magic on the wound and your arm was intact, as if it never got bitten in the first place. That night did something on you and Hyeongjun, you just wouldn't have shown your changes at the same pace.
«What did you feel last night?» Hyeongjun asked, interrupting your thoughts. You didn't know what to answer. Hyeongjun's head was still on your lap, looking at you.
«Were you scared of me?» You caressed his head a little more. «No, I wasn't scared. It was-»
«Even if I looked at you with my vampire eyes?»
«Those eyes were pretty, Hyeongjun.»
«Even if my skin was cold?»
«I didn't mind it.»
«Even if I could have possibly killed you?»
You looked at him, your hand being held by his.
«You had those "thoughts" again?» You asked.
Hyeongjun hesitated before nodding.
«When did they come?»
«When I was looking at your body. I had voices in my head telling me to choose the perfect spot to kill you in one bite. I spent the whole night awake while those words were blasting my mind. I felt I would have lost control at some point.»
Hyeongjun sat on the grass, leaving your hand.
«I don't know what the others think of this but it's better if you come back home. You've already stayed here for a whole week; you might get into trouble if you stay any longer. Gunil can practice an exorcism on me-»
«We can come back home together; Gunil can make his exorcism tonight and we will be back together, that's simple.»
Hyeongjun shook his head.
«Is that a no?»
«I don't think it's good for you to stay, I don't know how I would change after the exorcism maybe I might become more violent or-»
«Hyeongjun, look at me.»
You looked into each other's eyes. You noticed how scared he was.
«Remember what I said to that vampire during The Inspection? I believe, no, I know you've changed. You're not the killer you think you are.»
Hyeongjun shook his head.
«Think about last night. You had the voices telling you to kill me, right? If you were the same Hyeongjun from centuries ago, what would have stopped you to do it?»
He shook his head again. «You've been lucky. If my will wouldn't have been strong-»
You opened your arms, inviting Hyeongjun to your embrace. The vampire made little steps before letting you hug him. He rested his head on your chest, you laid your chin on his head. He slowly fell asleep, finally resting. The tree's shadow was getting smaller, soon it would have been midday and you should have come back to the castle for lunch.
«Your will is already strong!»
Hyeongjun looked at you in disbelief. He thought you went crazy.
«I remember when you smiled at me after my "speech" during The Inspection. You know you're different now. It's just those stupid words in your mind that are blinding you. Don't let that old vampire confuse your mind like that. Think about your partners, do you think you treated them in the same way that skeleton treats his partners? Heck, maybe he doesn't even have partners, he just kills and that's it!»
Hyeongjun was still unsure, you could have noticed it by his sight.
«Okay, since you don't seem sure...remember when you said that you still have a lot of paintings of your partners to do?»
«Yeah?»
«Let's make this promise. Once you finished all your paintings and made my own portrait, you can kill me.»
Hyeongjun was shocked.
«But it will take years...»
«That's good, no? That means you can prove you're changed. You can prove it to your family, to that vampire, to me and especially to yourself.»
Hyeongjun looked away from you, playing with the grass.
«Are you telling me you can't keep promises?» You asked with a smirk. It was the perfect provocation.
«No, I can keep them.»
«So it's a deal?»
Hyeongjun chuckled.
«I think it's the craziest thing you could have come up with but I'll show I can keep promises. Deal.»
You smiled at him.
«That's what I wanted to hear.»












