i've been meaning to write since the 15th and it's now 23rd, all week i've been trying to write this and i thik i've been really busy, honestly can't remember much.
i went to pride and it's like my second coming out kinda thing since i just accepted yet am still processing i'm no longer the b and actually am the l, which feels better to me. i still have this "what if it changes" and ii think a lot of it comes from how queer woman judge other queer woman harsher when they realize they like man rather than the other way around, i mean liking both and figuring out you like only one so i'm still trying to leave out that worry in my head and trying to just enjoy where i am.
another thing is my therapist wants to discharge me now, which is still surprising but i can see and validate my growth i think just the letting go part is still a work in progress for me.
i spent time with family and i really enjoy that, i get to get out of the routine and spend time with the people i love. i also have plans this weekend to spend time outisde and i like that. i still need to improve the things i do on my free time but am happy right now.
guess that's it for this entry.