#june reading

This reading was more about the emotional side of things and honestly, it took me twice as long to get done with Connor's because of the "mental fog" energy that kept coming up for me.

Anywho, I think there's something for everyone in this reading. Hope you like it as it’s my first time posting something like this 😭♥️

🧿 Hudson:

So from the start of the spread, he is feeling accomplished, like he earned all that he has right now. While he is very respected and supported by the industry during this time, there's this hint of feeling unsupported from "home". Him being protected by the industry also came up.

He is trying to stay stable and sadly, has a false sense of safety during this time. He is avoiding the sinking feeling that this will not last and has a misunderstanding of a situation, but only from his side. He is mistaking being comfortable with comfort while his intuition knows and is telling him. He is at the edge of a transition and beleiving that if nothing has happened till now, nothing will and he can stay in this little space between now and what's coming, for forever.

As we go on further in the week, the theme of him being burdened but not letting go continues with negative thoughts circling in his head. He is still choosing to keep going regardless, "hero of the day" energy but for others (as always.) There's rebellion brewing with clarity on the horizon. During this time, he may be trying to find ways to heal from his home, and going through past memories at the same time. He may also be finding acceptance, self forgiveness and peace during this time.

Towards the tail end of it, he is still resisting the transition due to his fear of change which might be making him bitter and turn to self criticism like dominoes. He is however still externally showing that everything is fine. Head over heart, when it is not a fun place to be either right now and "Justice" on his mind.

Now with all the bittersweet things out...

There's talks of getting a house going on in his life. I first thought it’s Hudson x Hudmama but then I also had 2 men so maybe Hudson x Hudmama in Canada and Hudcon in America? OR I am wrong and it’s just they’ll live together during filming.

I didn't clarify yet but here's some healings as a band aid for the bullet hole ♡

🌦️ Connor:

This spread starts with kind of a heavy energy.

There’s tension, there's sadness and there is also an aspect of some of this being public maybe in some way? Maybe online? There's manipulations and gossip surrounding him, a snake in his grass. He is overwhelmed by the choices he has to make and is feeling a general lack of direction during all of this, as expected.

Something that particularly pinged me was a phone call that came up multiple times, might be related to a PR woman. Lies and annoying were the surrounding words. Generally, a woman came up multiple times outside of this in not fun ways.

Temper running short, struggling from internalized negative thoughts, past memories and a fear of losing something but he is adapting to changing circumstance to the best of his ability. His family issues might be taking a more prominent space in his life at this time. During this there's a ray of sunshine in the form of a woman with a dog. He might feel invisible and critical, but the sun is peeking out of the clouds in some ways.

There was something about conservatism and traditions that I am like ?? but overall, home troubles. Finding his centre. Dissapointments. Dishonesty and unfairness surrounding him.

Towards the tail end of the week, he goes into observation mode and/because his judgement is clouded by the overwhelm he has been feeling.

Some other things that came up was criticism of two, negotiation calls that honestly didn't give me good vibes but maybe I am mixing energies.

Now that you guys sat through this heavy reading, time for your healings ♡

Discussions surrounding a house came up in his spread, too, with a bit more confusion involved. A house with a garden. Now if we ever get confirmation that this house has a white kitchen, you'll be hearing from me in every annoying way.

✨Do you use a TBR wheel?✨

I started using a TBR wheel in June to help me read more of my physical books and I read 9! Here’s hoping this continues to help!

“I want adventure in the great wide somewhere!” — Belle, Beauty and the Beast June marks the start of summer and with it comes a rush of energy. The days are long, and, if you’re like me, the open road is constantly calling, or you’re daydreaming of buying a plane ticket to anywhere. Use this month to write about freedom. Who are they running from? Or are they running to something? It could…

My June TBR is looking pretty good 💐

We’ve got:

⚔️ The Cruel Prince by Holly Black

🏳️‍🌈 Fine: A Comic About Gender by Rhea Ewing

Hello lovelies~ ♡

This is a pick a card reading for “What are some blessings coming in for me in June 2020?” This reading is timeless, and you’re meant to see it right now. Please do find peace if it doesn’t resonate with you~ ♡

So take a few minutes to mediate on these 3 piles:

Left to right: 1 - 3

Once you’re ready, just scroll below to find the reading that you have chosen!

You can always leave a comment or simply like the post if it resonates with you, thank you so much~ ♡♡♡

Pile 1: Bread

Everyday Witch Tarot: 9 of Wands, 3 of Swords, 4 of Wands

Everyday Witch Oracle: Follow your dreams

Wisdom of the Oracle: Milk and Honey (51)

Sacred Destiny Oracle: Power

Moonology Oracle: Full Moon in Capricorn - The end of tough cycle approaches. // Full Moon in Gemini - The answers you need are coming.

Secret Language of Light Oracle: Channelling (3)

Oracle of the Hidden Worlds: Skyfire (11) - Messages, channels, information. // Healing the Earth (20) - Love, humility, respect.

Lenormand: Lady (29) // Stars (16) // Choice (22)

To begin, I feel like recently, or a few months back, like there has been some sort of ending, some sort of heartache and I see it in regards to your dreams. It feels like there has been some sort of pause in regards to your dreams, like I feel like there has been outside oppositions (mainly) that are stopping you from fulfilling your dreams and it has been a tough journey to carry on with this dream of yours. 

I do see that you are asked in June 2020, to really pursue this passion of yours. You are asked to hold on, to carry on and to fight for this dream of yours because I do see that there is divine guidance and protection for you in regards to this issue that is deemed important to you. Darling, you have to believe in yourself, you do have the power to achieve your goals and dreams, and I want you to know that the Universe is here to guide you. 

In June 2020, I do see some sort of celebration and I strongly feel that this is in regards to something that you have been fighting for for so long. The end of a tough cycle is near, and now, it’s time for you to celebrate the success that you have been yearning for. Darling, I know it has been a tough ride for you, but trust me, things are going to get better and this success will be yours eventually.

I do see that you are asked to communicate clearly with your angels. There might have been signs and synchronicity that you have been seeing and this is one of the ways that your angels are communicating with you. They are here to guide you and I see that you are asked to communicate with them in regards to your goals and dreams. Your angels love you, and trust that the Universe is here to protect you, don’t lose faith and hope because I just see you being so happy in June 2020.

Now, darling, I see that you might be asked to make a decision, and I just feel that you will be receiving some sort of information or answers to make that decision. So if you are currently feeling lost about something, do research on it, or I just see someone coming in with the answers and information that you need. Now, this can be from a significant female/feminine energy around you (or if you are the feminine energy, then these answers can be obtained from communication with your angels). 

But as of now, do consider clearly in regards to the information you have on hand. If you feel like you need more information and time to make that decision, take your time, don’t dive in rashly without a strong vision of what the outcome might be.

So darling, I do see clarity coming in for you in June 2020 and I do see progress in regards to something that you have been pretty fixated on, something that you have been wanting to work on (but can’t seem to progress in it). You are asked to hold on and not give up on your goals and dreams and trust that the Universe has everything in planned for you, so believe that the worst is over and things will get better in the month to come.

Pile 2: City Landscape

Everyday Witch Tarot: Ace of Swords, The Sun, 2 of Swords, King of Cups, The Hierophant

Everyday Witch Oracle: Meditation for Peace and Serenity

Wisdom of the Oracle: Round and Round (25)

Sacred Destiny Oracle: Enlightenment

Moonology Oracle: New Moon in Capricorn - Your hard work is paying off.

Secret Language of Light Oracle: Soul Family (36) // You Are The Universe (29)

Oracle of the Hidden Worlds: Aurora Garden (10) - Beginning, initiate, origin. // The Leap (16) - Ecstasy, bliss, belief.

Lenormand: Man (28) // House (4) // Lilies (30)

To start off, I feel like there has been a period of confusion, a period of anxiety, or just simply overthinking - not being able to see things clearly and you are kind of stuck at crossroads (not knowing whether you want to move forward or not). I see that you are just kind of stuck in like a vicious cycle of overthinking, like it is endless and just not allowing you to move forward in any aspects of life. Maybe it’s in terms of the situation that is ongoing right now all over the world that is making you just feel slightly anxious about your life and you are just worried about what is to come in the future.

But darling, I see so much clarity coming in for you in June 2020. I see that you will gain enlightenment in regards to your situation right now. I see you getting the answers that you want in regards to a certain decision that you have to make. I see stability coming in for you, and it’s in the form of emotional stability. Like I mentioned previously, there might have been some sort of imbalance in terms of your emotions because of your anxiety or confusion. But in this month, you will find yourself being so stable. And I see that you are strongly encouraged to do some meditation to calm your mind down, and to bring in the peace and security that you need.

And I just see that there will be a new beginning in terms of a particular communication that you want to happen. Now this can be in any form - business partners, family members, romantic partners, coworkers or just someone that you have in mind. I see that there is going to be an initiation in this communication of any form. But most importantly, I feel like this communication is someone that you have a very strong spiritual connection with, it’s almost as if this person is part of your soul family, someone that you have strong soul ties with. Now, this can be with someone who is a significant male figure (or masculine energy) in your life, or if you are this masculine energy, I see that you are taking back your power to take action in the form of this new beginning.

Darling, I really do see happiness in June 2020, and I just feel like there is a new beginning of something (in terms of career, finances, love, social connections, anything). And this new beginning is going to lead to something very long-term, very stable, something that is going to last for a long while. And I see this is a kind of reward that the Universe is giving you for the hard work that you have been putting in all these while.

So darling, June 2020 is going to be such a positive month for you. Whatever confusion or anxiety you have experienced in the recent past, this month is the month for you to get it out of your energy and to bring your energy to a higher vibration to accept all of these positivity that the Universe wants to give to you. Understand that you have that power to attain the peace and serenity that you want in life as long as you look within yourself for the answers.

Pile 3: Relax, Plant

Everyday Witch Tarot: Wheel of Fortune, 10 of Wands, Queen of Pentacles

Everyday Witch Oracle: Learn from Life

Wisdom of the Oracle: Serendipity (18) // Loyal Heart (35)

Sacred Destiny Oracle: Happiness

Moonology Oracle: Full Moon - Surrender to the Divine

Secret Language of Light Oracle: Colour (40)

Oracle of the Hidden Worlds: Mountain Lights (29) - Light beings, portals, subtle energies. // Sacred Journey (30) - Introversion, seeker, self-knowledge. // The Healing Temple of the Lunar Light (19) - Life cycles, energy healing, communication

Lenormand: Mountain (21) // Fox (14) // Sun (31)

Okay, so right off, I feel like in June 2020, it’s still going to be some sort of journey for you. I feel like you have been on this journey to achieve your goals, you have been crossing obstacles after obstacles to get to your end point and I’m not going to lie, I still see you kind of slowly but surely getting there. So June 2020, it’s not going to be a feeling of “wow, I did it, finally” but it’s more of like “I know it’s still quite a distance from where I should be” kind of feeling.

It’s going to be an intense journey, honestly, I feel like this is not just a journey of achieving your goals and dreams but it’s also inclusive of you knowing yourself better, knowing who you are and who you are meant to be. It’s something greater than just achieving a material goal, I feel like on this journey, you are starting to see your true purpose in life and i just feel like you start to see your true worth in regards to this purpose. 

It’s a very strong enlightenment kind of feeling, like everything starts to come in place, you start to realise why certain things didn’t work out in the past, it’s a form of connection with your higher self. And darling, once you start to see your own true worth, that’s when you know that nothing or no one can ever bring you down. You will be true to yourself, you will be true to your own purpose and that’s when life starts to give you the things that you deemed as worthy for you.

And I feel like, because of this journey that you are on, because of these higher learning that you have achieved, even when this tough journey has not come to its end, you still find happiness and joy in the little things. It’s like you know you will achieve that success eventually and all of this hard work is going to pay off, so instead of just grumbling about it, you work harder on it, to complete this cycle. 

And darling, I feel happy for you, it’s like this life lesson is truly once in a lifetime, it’s like really seeing things from a whole new perspective and just understanding that the world can be as colourful as you want it to be. Because at the end of the day, you are the key to your world, you have that key to your success and you are just getting to that success eventually.

In the month of June I read a total of 20 books which must the the highest number of books I've ever read in a month! I read more 3 star reads than 5 star reads but a lot were 4 star reads. I read many new-to-me authors and also some lgbtq+ reads. Here are the ratings:

On a Sunbeam ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Let's Talk About Love ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Everything Leads to You ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Pride and Prejudice ⭐⭐⭐

Mayhem ⭐⭐⭐

Legendary ⭐⭐⭐

Her Royal Highness ⭐⭐⭐⭐

One ⭐⭐⭐⭐

My Man Jeeves ⭐⭐⭐

Clap When You Land ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The Test ⭐⭐⭐

Somebody Give This Heart a Pen ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Boyfriend Material ⭐⭐⭐

The Turn of the Key ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Felix Ever After ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The Mysterious Affair at Styles ⭐⭐⭐

This Winter ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Nick and Charlie ⭐⭐⭐⭐

I Was Born For This ⭐⭐⭐⭐