#juice fast

Halfway through the cleanse, I’ve lost 4 pounds and my skin looks great 😍

(Also it feels super weird that I haven’t eaten solid food since Friday yet I feel so great??)

My goodness, I feel so bad. I feel like I am dragging my body from room to room. I am held down by the weight that I put on my own body. I Feel terrible.

I am so tired all the time. I am insatiable. There is nothing that I do that completely satisfies me. No amount of food, kisses, cuddles, naps, or nicotine.

I am done with feeling this way.

I have to fix this for myself.

Generally, I find something that can help and I self destruct. I just stop and give up. I also feel like my community needs to support me to make a breakthrough, most likely, so I don’t feel like I have achieved anything so I don’t feel like I earned any. So I don’t feel love for myself. I am so mean and bitter in my heart because of how unsatisfied and unfulfilled in my life. I am more mean to myself than other people. It is ridiculous. I feel like I have to hate myself.

I feel like the people closest to me feel like I am insincere. wasting time, wasting money, and most importantly wasting my life.

Anyways this is all my stuff I bought (I’m starting tomorrow) and I’m just about to make all of tomorrow’s juices! Wish me luck 😁

I only have one juice left of the cleanse and I’m kinda sad it’s coming to an end but I’m also extremely excited to eat some solid food 😂

All in all, I’ve really enjoyed this cleanse. I feel happier and more energetic and healthier, my skin is better and I’ve lost weight. Today I walked ten miles and it feels like a great way to end the cleanse. I’d definitely do this again and would recommend (maybe don’t do as many days as me because I felt 8 days was slightly too long).