#jr1

I was always a singer. But I was always focused on being an actor as my trade. Music I do just for me. The movie business is very difficult but the music business is just impossible.

[ The library was quiet, almost silent aside from the sound of pages being flipped. While Roy tended to prefer louder places, the books helped to distract him. As he stood in the aisles, he realized that he had no idea what he wanted to read - not having narrowed down his choices even to genre. He sighed, running his fingers over the spines of several books. 

Suddenly, a few shelves over he spotted a spine that caught his interest and upon moving closer he realized that it had a fascinating title. Humming he brought his hand up to grab it and end up brushing hands with someone else. Withdrawing his hand, he turned to look at the other person - offering a half-smile. ]

Hey, looks like a good book, right?

@who-is-jr

finally have some time to write again about this past semester. it was honestly the best semester for me so far in terms of grades i got all As for the first time in college lol no A- or B+ so I’m really proud of myself for that. i know other people who have gotten 4.0s before in college who are nursing friends but ya it’s a decent achievement for me cuz I actually learned a lot and my grades proved it unlike previous years idk i just really like psych i think haha. school overall went well I’d say since grades were good, I was able to work and I realized that I really like psych plus I declared/finished a minor as well so that’s cool too. 

life is ok i feel like by going out less and focusing on school i was able to reflect and grow more as a person. nursing definitely feels right for me since i enjoy it a lot and im starting to worry less about other people and what they think of me...but it’s hard and i have a long way to go but any improvement is better than none! I wear less makeup cuz i dont care as much if people think im ugly but that doesn’t mean i have high self esteem either idk its complicated and confusing. I value experiences more than things now and i guess it kinda shows since im going to taiwan soon and I already went to tahoe. 2 trips in 1 winter break is pretty decent I’d say. yea it does cost money but that’s why I work hehe

work is going well! now that i’m off school i usually work around 30 hrs which is totally manageable thank god lol i like to earn money and just interact with everyone. i like my coworkers and i think they like me too idk people tell me I’m doing a good job and thank me for helping out and picking up extra shifts when I can. i can’t wait to become barista certified by peet’s cuz they take their coffee pretty seriously even to the point where if you can’t make basic latte art you won’t pass the certification

besides school and work, everything is going ok for the most part. i’m still tired but that’s normal i guess and I’m trying to gain 5-7lbs but it’s hard and I’m still under 110. sigh. i am just less hungry and my stomach capacity shrunk rip.