#johnsaywatson

isnt the interest like £20,500 or something? i think, its been a long time since i did maths though :/

I was tagged by Ellie! :)

Rule 1: post the rules Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones Rule 3: tag 11 people and link them to the post Rule 4: actually tell them you tagged them

1. If you were a quote, which would it be and why?

“There is no magic cure, no making it all go away forever. There are only small steps upward; an easier day, an unexpected laugh, a mirror that doesn't matter anymore.” – Laurie Halse Anderson, ‘Wintergirls’

This is here because I have spent the last two years pulling my head out of my ass and actively trying to become a person who lives and loves and is happy rather than (barely) functions. It’s made me realise that I can endure and endure and endure and endure and just not fucking stop, and I am still working out how to twist that quality into something that helps rather than hurts. “I am thawing”, to give you more from Wintergirls. (It’s a great book.) (Read it.)

2. If you could change one single life on earth for better, what kind of person would you pick and why?

Selfishly? I’m going to pick her (she knows who she is). I wish she felt better.

Unselfishly? I think I’d pick one of the most isolated, least privileged people I could find, and surround them with people who were on their side/members of their identity group/actively trying to initiate change so they had a support network.

But the more I think about this the more unfair I think it is to select just one person, so I don’t really know. I’m not stupid; I wouldn’t insist on improving nobody’s life, but to alleviate my own guilt it would probably have to be picked at random.

3. Do you have any secret talents? What are they?

ERM

I have talents (?) (what) I’m not sure how secret they are. I play piano pretty well; I play the flute; I write prose (I like to think in quite an accomplished way)…

I’m spectacularly weird, if that counts as part of a skillset.

4. Have you ever felt like someone/ something saved your life? Tell me about it :)

Yes. Me. I have. I am the one who talked myself down, every single time.

But also, in no particular (read: some vague kind of) order: Paramore, every song every time; Moving Mountains; Ben Howard; Bones by Josh Record; How We Do by Rita Ora; Amsterdam by Gregory Alan Isakov; EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN ONE of Richard Siken’s poems; my tumblr survival tag; “I forgive you”; Amy Lee’s voice on Good Enough; daydreaming; cups of tea; the way Hayley’s voice breaks on every song because she means it so much; I Am Not A Robot by Marina and the Diamonds

5. Favourite song?

Gosh er there is no all time favourite I’m sorry er

Right now, The Leopard and The Lung by The Joy Formidable (please buy Wolf’s Law it’s so good it’s so so so good I am screaming about it all day every day)

Also Radiate by Enter Shikari (so to keep us from falling apart) (we'll write songs in the dark)

6. Do you believe in fate or are you the maker of your own life?

When I’m relapsing or getting stuck in old old habits or panicking then I often find myself desperately trying to blame God but I don’t think that counts as faith, as much as I love it and am fascinated by it in other people. No, I’m in control of my life.

7. Who inspires you?

Hayley Williams. Misha Collins. Emma Thompson. Beyonce. Not my dad. Maybe a little my mum. A friend of mine called Emma, she's nice to everyone all of the time and y'know, ~*~aspirations~*~

8. What is the best part of your personality?

Endurance. Attempting kindness at all costs.

9. Best day you ever had? :)

Shhhhh not telling shhhhhh shhhhhhh

There was one fantastic night when I spent the whole time laughing with the person I’m in love with.

There was another night when she told me she wanted me, although in hindsight both of these are quite painful actually they hurt to think about right now let’s not MOVING ON

There was a great day when I met all my friends and got to forget about everything and stop worrying. There. That memory isn't getting painful anytime soon.

10. What’s the last book you read? Did you like it?

Crush by Richard Siken. Yes yes yes yes definitely yes god yes

11. Did you make any New Year’s resolutions? What are they and did you manage to break them already? :D

Yes I did, they were to try to move on from someone or sort the situation out. I wouldn’t say ‘broken’, I’d go more with ‘slowly stopped trying and became demotivated because it wasn’t working at all be honest with yourself Anna’.

  My 11 questions to you!:

If you could choose any animal as your daemon (the animal form of your consciousness that walks beside you and represents your personality; e.g. someone submissive and who likes to please might have a dog as their daemon's final form), what would it be and why?

If you could say just one thing to just one fictional character, who would it be and what would you say?

Favourite song and why?

Song that makes you cry everytime without fail and why?

If you could live in any country, where would it be?

What's the best thing anyone's ever said to you?

What do you wish you were doing right now?

What's the body part (that isn't genitals come on use some imagination get weird I don't care) (if it helps mine is hands) that you have a weird thing for?

Give me a lyric that you think represents you and explain why.

If you could only have sex with one gender for the rest of your life, which one would it be?

its cause i didn’t do tumblr for a year

i know i went on your blog and it was empty and it made me a little sad

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