Wait cook, this sentence singlehandedly dragged me back into the Jingfu agenda congratulations.
Fu Xuan and Maomao being short, passionate about their own interests and great at solving mysteries (ok so the Matrix of Divine Prescience helps Fu Xuan a lot but she's the one using it so it's really her doing the solving). Jing Yuan and Jinshi being the Imperial Prince/the General who likes messing around on the job to annoy their favourite short subordinate, both unfairly gorgeous and amazing strategists on their own behalf.
Now I need a fic where Fu Xuan and Jing Yuan are roped into solving a mystery together. Maybe they try to find Yanqing's biological parents idk (where did Yanqing come from anyway???). I like to think when Jing Yuan first came back with Yanqing he didn't have the FIRST clue how to raise a baby and Fu Xuan had to pick up his slack (only problem is she also has no idea how to raise a baby so the General and his second-in-command were being absolutely bested by a tiny blonde thing still in nappies who cried on the hour every hour much to their dismay).
Anyways jingfu - jinmao version is wonderful I will be thinking about this for a while.
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im back again (why am I saying this nobody is surprised)
BUT GUESS WHO GOT HSRRRRRRR
and ways I need jing yuan getting plowed. Immediately. Preferably by fu xuan with a massive strap. :)
I love pathetic bisexual men and their short annoyed women
-🥀 anon
HI 🥀 ANON, don't mind me getting to this ask a few days later, i am very Slow and Forgetful
🥀 anon i am sorry to say that i know nothing about HSR because i have long since decided it would be best if Genshin was the only hoyo game I ever touched, for the sake of my own sanity orz
i looked up the characters tho and
damn they are pretty
honestly, you had me at the pegging
the height difference is just the icing on top for me 😋
an annotated playlist for my jingfu wip, "checkfruit".
[Marriage would've been a cheaper affair.]
1. the perfect pair - beabadoobee
You ought to know that I think we're one and the same
I don't think we could help it, no, I don't think we could help it
so bittersweet and intimate. it feels like - standing in the ruins of the same fire, in the same room but so far from each other. that tension between - i know you like no other! - i fear you like no other - "if i told you, you'd know how to go break my heart in two".
the song depicts a much more broken relationship than jingfu's, but i just found the fraughtness fitting. there might possibly be no other pair that could be closer than them, literally, thanks to the checkfruit bond. and yet even as they move in perfect sync they're still hiding secrets from each other; even as they keep only each other's counsel they're still working behind each other's back.
and always that low-thrumming fear - that someone could know you as deeply as they do.
they are of a long-lived species. they have everything to lose.
I know I'm independent but I think I need ya
Kayang mag-isa pero mas gusto with ya
(I could go it alone but I'd rather with ya)
2. Gusto With Ya - DENȲ
and they've gone it alone for so long but they can't deny the ease that comes with this new bond. and the closeness that has burst forth between them scares her, but moving in a world where they live in each other's back pockets is easy as breathing.
"sanay nang mag-isa, pero mas sasaya / kung lagi kang makakasama." i'm used to being alone, but i'd be so much happier / if i was always with ya.
what to say? is there even anything to say? they look at each other and thought races between them faster than light.
what to say? nothing, nothing.
everything.
3. ...Like Clockwork - Queens of the Stone Age
Everyone, it seems, has somewhere to go
And the faster the world spins, the shorter the lights will glow
though - what the hell are they even doing? day in and day out, this endlessness upon endlessness. careening on some predetermined trajectory, ever on towards supernova - "all the promises of stone crumble in the light" - and "the deeper in the water, the more i long for you". and. there is never time for anything, especially this, especially now. she can't even think it. she mustn't.
aching and lonesome and rueful. we've made so many mistakes...
the world spins, and they with it. space breathes, and they with it.
4. I Don't Like My Mind - Mitski
I don't like my mind, I don't like being left alone in a room
With all its opinions about the things that I've done
oh fu xuan....... what a melancholy song. "a whole cake, so please don't take / my job from me". you with all the weight of the world on your shoulders, will you not take even the hand that is outstretched to hold you up? will you not even...
and jing yuan smiling and sleeping off the grief. it suits you to be looked down on and underestimated, and it suits you to shrug off the weariness of all your years, but it never truly leaves you regardless...
5. Savior Complex - Phoebe Bridgers
All the bad dreams that you hide
Show me yours, I'll show you mine
and... they could see each other, and they do. and so they know the best ways to outwit the other, to tiptoe around their watchful gaze. again they are fighting because one or the other has moved without asking, because one or the other thinks they know better, thinks they need to save them. all we have is trust. all we have is trust! and now - well.
what worse insult is there?
(what helpless, frantic love?)
6. Me and My Husband - Mitski
So I bet all I have on that
Furrowed brow
And at least in this lifetime
We're sticking together
and: who else could it be but you?
7. You're here that's the thing - beabadoobee
And I know you said that we're not a thing
But you're here, that's the thing
she is nobody's lackey; he is nobody's puppet. they don't know where this is, this limbo they occupy, the air thick with everything they don't say, every thought they turn a blind eye to.
well - you're overcomplicating everything! nobody else needs to know. nobody else needs to understand. all that matters is this world where i blink and your vantage is starry in the darkness of my eyelids; where you wake and i feel your yawn rattle my bones. all that matters: i have you, and you have me.
8. Pahintulot - Shirebound
Alamat lang ba ang pahinga ng dalawang puyat sa
(Asking, 'Is rest only a myth for two souls')
Pira-pirasong mga bugtong, nagtatanong
('Tired of all these piecemeal riddles?')
but you could find rest in me if you wanted to. you could find shelter. lay down your burden; let me carry it with you. "giliw, kung pahihintulutan mo ako" - if you would only let me, darling - you don't know the least of what i would do for you. (neither do you, her eyes say. neither do you.)
what shall we name this chasm that stretches from my cavity to yours, driving our hearts as one engine?
This stupid fic may have taken way too much of my brain power, and has been stuck in wip purgatory for way too long, but at least it has been written and does exist, so, yey
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