#jide

El día del amor y la amistad

"¿Since when everyone loves me?"

Inspired by a fanfic

Lol

Uh-Oh, Clyde what are you looking at like that?

I felt the tension in the living room all of the sidemen and me were sat in.

Simon had his head in his hands while I sat in front of him on the other couch, josh and harry on either side of me. "Why did you do it" I spoke calmly as the drowsiness of the events took place on me. I didn't want to yell, I'm not going to cry, I'm just going to speak.

"Y/n..." Simon looked up at me, his hands covering his mouth still causing his words to be muffled.

"Simon. Tell me why." I spoke a little harsher and felt as Harry’s hand laid itself on my lower back.

"I...I don't see why you feel the need to know. Won't it just make it worse?" Simon’s voice cracked and I felt my eyes close softly.

"Just...you owe me this Simon, just this. Tell me why you cheated on me and when it started." I re-opened my eyes and stared straight into Simon’s red tinted iris's.

"I wish I knew why I did it...I was just selfish and stupid" He spoke softly. The boys watched us with panic and fear. "When simon"

"...about a year or so ago" As the words left his mouth I stood up and walked into the kitchen, gently leaning against the table and laid my head into the palms of my hands.

We've been together for 2 years. Half of that he spent with another woman? Was I not good enough? Was I a shit girlfriend? Did I do something wrong. As I thought this over I felt a small tap on my shoulder. "Y/n, do you need me to take you back to my place?" I heard Harry’s soft voice whisper.

Shaking my head, I turned around and wrapped my arms tightly around harry. "I...I need to hear the rest". I reluctantly let go of harry and made my way back into the living room, tucking myself underneath josh's arm before I continued.

"Did you love her?" The words came out harsher than I expected and I watched closely as tears started to fall down Simon’s cheeks.

"Y/n please-" I cut him off, "Tell me Simon!" I shouted and felt my face grow red.

He jumped a little in surprise and backed into the couch a little before starting. "No...well not at first. She was just a drunken mistake but then I bumped into her on the streets and we just....we started talking and I eventually....yes, I love her"

That's when I felt myself break down. I started to let the tears fall down as I stared Simon dead in the eyes. "Was I just not good enough? Did I do something wrong? Was I too boring?" Simon’s eyes went wide as he quickly shook his head.

"N-no! Nothing like that! You're the best girlfriend I could ever get." He rambled.

"Then why cheat on me?"

"..I don't know. I'm a fuck up? I'm selfish? I don't know y/n" He cried. I slowly sunk myself further into joshes arms before I asked my last question. "Did you even love me?"

The room went silent as the question hung in the air, As if a bad tale had just been told that no one even wanted to think about. His jaw dropped as he stood up abruptly but was gently pulled down by JJ who was say beside him.

"Simon, deep breaths" Jj spoke to his friend, slowly rubbing Simon’s arm. Simon did as told before meeting eyes with me again.

"Of course I loved you. There's no one else that I'll ever love like you! No one will ever be like my y/n. Me being stupid did not have anything to do with what kind of a girlfriend you were. I loved you with all my heart and you treated me like a damn king. I was so scared to lose you that I ran away and fucked up! I fucked up so bad!"

I felt my eyes squeeze shut once more. "I...I'm breaking up with you Simon, I hope you and her have an amazing life, I hope she's the Mrs Minter you've always dreamed of when we were little" I meant to sound bitter or even upset but my voice was nothing but soft and calm.

I stood up as I heard Simon’s sobs grow louder, his shouting for me to come back ringing in my ears the closer I got to the main door. Pushing the door open I walked down towards Harry’s car and slid into the passengers seat.

I shoved my face into my hands and started to sob loudly as the old memories of me and Simon played in my head, When we got married in our old tree house Simons father had built for us when we were 4, when we used to play footballe with jide after school, when he first introduced me to youtube and the rest of the boys, cal and cal, Will and chip, Lewis, All of them. Simon was my life, for at least the past 22 years.

I heard the sound of the drivers door open and I felt as someone pulled me into a hug over the middle part of the car. "Shhhh, it'll be okay Y/n. It'll be okay" Harry whispered and ran his hair through my hair as I sobbed harder and louder into his chest.

I'm never going back now. It's time for us to go separate ways

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Cloe

This was really short tbh.

This was also trash. Sorry ;-;

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