#jessties

And Like Blooming Seeds From Dark We'll Reach G, Shadowgast, 14.2k

In which Essek ruminates on his likeness to Trent Ikithon and deems himself a danger and terrible friend

Keep Me Alive, Make Me Cold T (rated for violence), Shadowgast, 7.4k

In which Essek fumes about his inability to keep Caleb alive

Of Course It Would Work T (rated for emotional content), Shadowgast, 7.8k

In which Essek witnesses Caleb having a panic attack for the first time

In Which Essek and Veth Reconcile a Bit G, Essek & Veth, 499

In which Essek gifts Veth a care package

A Hundred Mini Dreams and a Healing Scar T (rated for sensual content), Shadowgast, 15k

In which Essek learns a bit about what care means to Caleb

The Bluebottle Thrower T (rated for Jester-typical sexual content), Jessties, 2.5k

In which Essek and Jester save several bluebottles from the beach

mollified G, Essek & Kingsley, 865

In which Essek distracts King from bad dreams

Thrice Makes a Pattern G, Essek & Luc, 949

In which Essek spends five harrowing minutes alone with Luc Brenatto

Stay Here Beside Me M (rated for sexual content), Shadowgast, 36k

In which Essek doubts his ability to care for Caleb as a full person while also, unrelatedly, coming to terms with his burgeoning feelings of attraction towards Caleb

Undoing, Forthcoming M (rated for sexual content), Shadowgast, 2.9k

In which Essek and Caleb partake in aftercare following a minor embarrassment

You Heal Me Back Just Like the Moon T (rated for emotional content), Shadowgast, 2.4k

In which Essek helps Caleb through a bad night

Like a Diamond to the Rough G, Shadowgast, 6.3k

In which Essek makes himself an anchor while Caleb revisits home

praised G, Essek & Luc, 227