#jeorgetteat20

He loves me Adores me Sees the moon and the stars In me But he isn't you He doesn't make me blue Then rock me to sleep He doesn't argue with me and then makes me leave He doesn't hurt me He doesn't make me cry But I rather cry with you my love Then he in love with someone who isn't you I heard the first love is the coldest when it goes Baby I don't think I could ever let you go I know I know You told me to leave But I can't seem to move ..... I don't want to play no one But my heart wants you

I had sex last night…. I regret it. It felt good for the moment but I think it ruined the innocence of us…. what we could be. I wanted it to be pure… I wanted to wait but my body was calling your name…. it needed to be loved.. held… mended. I didn’t want to. It saddens me that I ruined my own plans and now it makes it so easy for you to leave because u knowwwwwww what it feels like to be inside me… I’m scared that now you don’t want to even stand beside me. I feel like hiding me… dying…. i can’t believe i did this again… hopefully you don’t leave… but then again, it’s nothing new to me.