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Mark

Renjun

Jeno

Haechan

Jaemin

Chenle

Jisung

what if : bluessy honeymoon in paris

Honeymoon yang sudah direncanakan mulanya berjalan dengan lancar, Mereka akhirnya memutuskan untuk ke Paris tepatnya di annecy. Keduanya berencana stay di Italia dengan bermalam di sebuah mansion milik keluarga Jeno lalu akan ke Paris selama 7 hari. Setidaknya itu lah rencana awal keduanya, sebelum akhirnya pupus begitu saja saat Jeno mengatakan bahwa, “Kayaknya kita gabisa lama di Paris, Babe. aku ada syuting dadakan buat project baru. Jadi kita disini 3 hari aja, Gimana?”

Karina yang saat itu sedang membereskan pakaian mereka yang ada di koper dengan gembira langsung berhenti begitu saja. Senyumnya yang lebar sudah tidak terlihat lagi, memang betul seharusnya jangan berharap apapun pada manusia pikirnya. Tidak mendengar jawaban dari Istrinya, Jeno menoleh kearah Karina dan berjalan menghampiri.

” oke.” Jawab Karina pelan, Jaehyun berjongkok disebelah istrinya itu seraya mengelus rambutnya perlahan, “Maaf ya sayang, aku gagalin lagi rencana honeymoon kita. Aku selesain project yang akan datang dulu baru nanti aku ambil cuti yang banyak buat kita bisa liburan panjang sekaligus honeymoon part 2 ya.” ucapnya lembut sambil sesekali mengecup pelipis Karina.

Karina mengangguk, tidak mengeluarkan suara apapun membuat Jeno dirudung rasa bersalah yang teramat besar. Ini benar-benar di luar dari perkiraannya, Jeno sudah mengajukan cuti selama 2 minggu dan pihak agensi juga sudah mengkonfirmasi bahwa tidak ada jadwal apapun untuk Jeno selama itu, tetapi saat baru saja tiba di Paris dia langsung mendapatkan panggilan bahwa akan ada project baru dalam waktu dekat di luar dari schedulenya, dimana project ini teramat penting dan tidak bisa dicancel sehingga membuat Jaehyun mau tidak mau mengiyakan dan memupuskan harapan dirinya terutama istrinya untuk liburan panjang dan honeymoon di Amerika dan Paris seperti rencana awal.

Awalnya Karina baik-baik saja, begitu pikir Jeno. Tapi selama Mereka disini, Karina jadi lebih pendiem dan terkesan menghindarinya. Membuatnya semakin merasa bersalah dan tidak enak secara bersamaan, lagi-lagi Ia memupuskan kebahagiaan istrinya itu setelah beberapa kali gagal pergi honeymoon dikarenakan kesibukannya.

Jeno menghampiri Karina yang sedang duduk di sofa besar ruang tv dengan selimut menutupi kaki dan segelas cokelat panas di cangkir yang dipegangnya.

Sambil dalam hatinya menguatkan diri untuk mencoba membujuk atau sekiranya mengobrol tentang rencana liburan Mereka ini.

“Kamu hari ini ada planning mau kemana? Ayo siap-siap kalo mau pergi,” Jeno duduk disebelah Karina yang sedang fokus dengan tontonan dihadapannya

“Ga kemana-mana, aku mau disini aja.” jawabnya singkat tanpa melihat Jeno, Jeno menggeser duduknya menjadi lebih dekat dengan Karina lalu memeluk tubuh wanita itu dari samping. “Kita dari kemarin di rumah terus ga jalan-jalan, sayang. Emang kamu gamau keliling? Sayang banget kalo gitu, kita juga cuma punya 3 hari disini,”

Karina mengedikkan bahunya acuh, “Yaudah mau gimana lagi, aku masih punya waktu nanti di Paris buat jalan-jalan,”

Jeno mendongak, melihat wajah sang istri yang menatap datar kearah tv.

“Kamu beneran mau ke Paris sendiri? Nanti aja sama aku ya, sayang.”

“Sayang Jen tiketnya, Udah gapapa, aku punya temen ko disana nanti janjian aja sama Dia,”

“Bisa dibatalin semuanya kan? Nanti aku beliin lagi ya, pas kita udah ada planning baru,”

“Aku juga tau ko, kamu bisa beliin tiket dan semua-muanya berpuluh kali lipat, tapi bukan masalah bisa atau engga nya, Jen. Tapi aku emang yang mau kesana, kalo kamu gabisa yaudah gapapa aku sendiri.”

Jeno diam, istrinya itu tidak berekspresi apapun membuat Jeno dilema, antara membiarkan istrinya pergi sendiri atau pulang duluan. Tapi sepertinya kemauan istrinya itu sudah bulat, Dia tetap akan ke Paris walau tanpa dirinya.

“Aku di korea Cuma 2 hari, nanti setelah selesai aku langsung nyusul kamu ya,”

“Iya, oke. Kamu atur aja gimana baiknya,”

“Kamu ga lagi marah sama aku, kan? Dari kemarin aku didiemin, sayang…”

“Menurut kamu aja.”

“Iyaa maaf aku salah, meskipun diluar dari prediksi aku tapi aku akuin ini salah aku. Harusnya aku ga angkat telpon dari manajer hyung aja ya kalo gitu. Maaf yaa, Cintaku.”

Jeno mengeratkan pelukannya pada Karina sementara Wanita itu diam saja. Beberapa kali gagal pergi untuk berlibur pasca menikah, membuatKarina memaklumi jadwal kegiatan suaminya itu yang suka di luar ekspektasi. Maka dari itu, untuk sisa liburan Mereka yang harusnya ke Paris, Karina putuskan untuk berangkat sendiri saja, memang ada opsi untuk dibatalkan saja tapi ya sayang juga uangnya, meskipun penghasilannya dan Jeno bisa lebih dari cukup tapi tetap saja mubazir buang-buang uang, lagipula Karina disana juga bisa bertemu teman-temannya selama Jeno di Korea, jadi tidak ada masalah dan juga ini keinginannya dari setelah menikah untuk bisa pergi liburan bersama suaminya ke Paris.

“Kamu tuh… kan tau… aku mau banget spend time yang lama sama kamu.. bisa ga sih… kasih waktu buat aku.. dikit aja…” Tiba-tiba Karina bersuara diiringi isak tangis yang menyayat hati, membuat Jeno segera melepas pelukannya dan menatap istrinya itu terkejut.

“Sayang.. sedih banget ya sampe nangis gini? Maaf yaa, aku bilang manajer hyung buat di undur dulu project annya, ya. Cup cup… kita jadi pergi ko sayang.” Jeno kembali memeluk erat Karina sambil mengelus rambutnya.

“Gausah aja… gapapa… project kamu juga penting… aku sendiri aja,”

“Gapapa, bisa di cancel ko. Udah ya jangan kebanyakan nangisnya, itu udah gabisa nafas gitu nanti sesak, sayang. Kita jadi pergi yaa, yuk kita honeymoon ke Paris yuk. Kamu jangan khawatir nanti baby nya pasti made in Paris.”

Karina tertawa dibalik tangisannya, lalu mengangguk seraya mengeratkan pelukannya, “Makasih, sayang. I love you,”

jeno best boy

                                            Thunderstorm Nights

It was a dark stormy night and the sound of the thunder and the brightness of the lighting always frightened her. She couldn’t sleep and as she lay there staring at the ceiling at 1 in the morning wishing he’d come back home already and be with her. Her boyfriend Jeno was too busy to be with her during the storm because of his tour. She hadn’t seen him in weeks because he had to prepare non stop with no rest to make sure this concert was perfect. Dee had to do her best to stick out the storm and get some rest for her final exams were coming up and needed to study as much as she could. A text message lit up her phone as she checked to see it was she felt at ease to see who it was from.

From: Jeno My Love

01:03 AM: Are you ok? I know the storm must be scary for you I’m sorry I

can’t be there with you. :(

To: Jeno My Love

01:05 AM: Don’t be sorry. I need to learn to be more brave with this and not always count on you to be here. Why are you still up? Are you still rehearsing?

From: Jeno My Love

01:09 AM: We just finished our final rehearsal until our first day of the tour. I heard the storm outside and I knew you didn’t like thunderstorms and so I wanted to see if you were ok.

To: Jeno My Love 01:11 AM: I’ll be ok now that I heard from you <3

Then suddenly after she sent that text she received a FaceTime call and it was her love Jeno calling. As she picked it up she smiled to see a familiar smiling face on the other end. “How about I call you like this” he told her with a smile. His smile always made her heart skip a beat and she felt warm inside. “I really wish I could be there with you” he added. “I do too. But you’ve worked so hard for this, my fear of the storm shouldn’t stop you for living your dream.” She responded then added, “plus I’m a lot better now that I see your face.” They both smiled and continued to have a conversation that made her forget about the storm. Before they knew it the time flew and it was already 3 AM. They both needed to get their rest somehow.

“How about we stay like this until you fall asleep?” He told her as they both laid their heads on their pillows. With a small smile she responded “ok.” So as they laid there looking at each other through only what could be their phone, is the closest they could get to each other. A loud BOOM from the thunderstorm startled her and she cringed her eyes shut as she then heard, “hey I’m still here with you. It’s going to be ok.” Hearing him say that made her feel more and more relaxed as she drifted away to sleep. As he saw her drift to sleep with a soft whisper “goodnight my love” he hangs up the phone to get his rest as well.

It’s 07:15 AM and her alarms goes off to wake her up for a bigger day. Today was her the day she had to begin studying for her exam and today was the first day of their concert. It was still a little gloomy outside but the thunderstorm seemed to have passed. She went in the library where she met up with her friends Bri, Yuta and Doyoung to study together for their exams. As she got to the library Bri and her boyfriend Johnny was there. “Where’s Yuta & Doyoung?” Dee asked while unpacking her books. Bri then replied, “they should be here any minute” as I sat down I saw Bri eyeing down Johnny. “Um are you guys ok?” I asked her. She then looked at me and replied, “yes we are but there’s a leech next to me that won’t let me study” looking at Johnny as she said it. “Ok ok I get it I’ll leave” he responded then added, “sheesh you’re so grumpy when you have exams coming up”

He then felt a lil kick in the shin as it was from Bri to get him to shut up and leave. Johnny then got up and left saying goodbye to both girls. Just as he was leaving Yuta and Doyoung came. “Sorry we are late, music class was running late.” Yuta said as they both started to get settled down on the table to begin studying. “Dee the thunderstorm was pretty bad, were you ok last night?” Doyoung asked her, knowing she wasn’t a fan of thunderstorms ever since she was a kid. She then replies, “Yes I was ok. Jeno FaceTimed me to make sure I was ok and stayed on until I fell asleep” after she told her friends that you can hear a little gag noise come out of Bri’s mouth as she was disgusted by what she heard.

“Oh my god I wanna throw up” she said to them. “Oh shut up Bri, you and Johnny are just as bad” Yuta said as they all giggled. With a huff Bri got upset “ugh whatever can we just study please” so they all sat there in silence and began to study. Helping each other with anything that made them question a problem. As the day went by, the skies were still gloomy and drizzles came down here and there. She told herself just as long there was no thunder and lighting she’ll be fine. She wish she could’ve gone to their concert but it was too hard for her as she had finals coming up and was too far from the venue to be driving back and forth.

When she got home, she showered, ate and caught up on a few of her shows before she began to study a little bit more before bed. She looked at the time and knew the concert was about to start. She decided to send him a text message to cheer him on.

To: Jeno My Love 07:30PM: Good luck tonight my love! You and the guys will kill it tonight! I’ll be cheering for you here at home.

She knew she wouldn’t be able to get a reply as he was busy getting ready with hair, makeup and woredrobe. As she set her phone down she saw it light up, a text message from Jeno.

From: Jeno My Love 07:35PM: Thank you! I’ll work hard and think about you while being on stage. <3 How do I look?

She then also received a photo of him in his outfit for his first set. His hair slicked up like how she always liked it, wearing his outfit from their GO era which was always her favorite. All she could do was smile.

To: Jeno My Love 07:38PM: You look amazing like always. You’ll do great!

Finishing up their conversation with her sending a picture of her blowing a kiss. She then began to study as the night got later she ended up falling asleep with her head in her books. Her alarm went off again at 07:15AM to start another day. She woke up checking her phone to see a few texts from Bri.

From: Johnny’s other half 10:30PM: Bitch don’t forget to bring your chemistry notes you promised I could borrow them.

As she read her text with an eye roll she moved onto the next message which was from Jeno. She lit up and open to read what he had sent.

From: Jeno My Love 01:11AM: Thank you for that photo I had it on my mind all night. I just got back to the hotel and day one went well. I hope you slept well and just a few more days and we can see each other again.

As she finished up checking anything that was sent to her phone she got ready and left for school. When she stepped outside it began to rain, the rain still hasn’t gone away as the news reports said thunderstorms will form again sometime this week. She met up with her friends again, Bri being the first one she saw. “Where’s my notes Dee?” She said. Dee the replied with an eye roll, “good morning to you too” as she handed her the chemistry notes she had promised Bri. Then Doyoung came alone. Dee looked around and then asked , “Where’s Yuta?” Doyoung then replied, “He has his first exam today.” Yuta had one different class from us so his exam was a day earlier than ours.

Dee then looked up at the sky to see it get more and more gloomy. Thinking in her head I hope there’s no thunderstorm tonight. I just need to survive 2 more days. She checks her phone to see if she received anything from Jeno at all….nothing. With a sigh she went on with her day. As the night fell closer she did her usual night routine before studying. She knew Jeno must have been tired with all of this tour stuff she didn’t want to disturb him and didn’t text him.

The big day was finally here, her exams and the final day of the concert. She just had to get though the rest of the day and go home to relax because no more hardcore studying until the end of the year. That time came where she was ready to get exams over with already. As she got to her class Bri and Doyoung were already therend ready to go. They had 1 hour to finish their exams and they began silently. She sat there double checking her answers before she turned it in.

“OH MY GOD WE ARE FINALLY DONE WITH EXAMS!” Doyoung said as he stretched and gave his 2 friends Dee and Bri a hug. “Shall we celebrate?” He then added. Bri then looked at him and said “You’re paying” with a laugh Doyoung agreed to it and they looked at Dee.”You coming?” Bri asked as she added, “You year dhim, Doyoung is paying” she politely declined as she was tired from studying and just wanted to go home. Doyoung then added, “oh yeah it’s the last day of the tour. You get to see him” Dee then responded with a soft smile, “yes he does finish but I won’t be able to see him until tomorrow”

As she got home to relax. She showered, ate and once again caught up with some of her shows as she drifted off to sleep. Dee was then woken up with a loud BANG and a bright light. She looked outside to see a thunderstorm had began once again, but seemed worse than before. She looked at her phone to see what time it was, the clock on her phone read 02:45AM. She thought in her head the concert was long finished, even though she knew he might have been sleeping she was way to scared to go back to sleep.

So she tried to call Jeno to see if he could calm her down. All she got was straight to voicemail. She then tried a couple more times and all went straight to voicemail. Another loud bang and bright light lit up the room as she screamed. She couldn’t handle it as she began to cry, then the power goes out as the thunderstorm caused the power outage. Dee didn’t know what to do other than try her best to stay calm. She lit some candles her friends gave her as a bday present awhile back.

She sat on the floor near the candles as she tried to call her friends to see if they could come over. But with the power outage she couldn’t get through. Once another bang went off as she curled up into a ball while crying and covering her ears. She was so scared and tried her best to cover her ears from hearing the thunder she didn’t know her door had opened and closed. She then felt someone tap her arm as she jumped and screamed in tears she sees Jeno standing in front of her. “Hey hey it’s just me it’s ok!” He said to her dropping his things to grab her.

When she realized it was Jeno she couldn’t help but let out more tears as she was happy to see him and she was still frighted from the storm. “What are you doing here” she said while in tears, then added “I thought you weren’t going to be home until tomorrow” He then looked at her whipping the tears away from her eyes, “My manager knew you didn’t like thunderstorms and offered to drop me off here so you wouldn’t be alone” she sat there shaking as he helped her up back on the couch.