#jeemains

Nothing makes sense. 99% of the theories are not right and they know it.

The others have SOOOO many exceptions, it's probably gonna be proved wrong in a few years

Thursday, Day1 of studyblr/nokhushionlygam

Checklist for today:

I wrote my JEE ADVANCED on 4th June and came back home frustrated since I didn't perform like I wanted to . I have not received my results yet but I checked my marks with the official keys . I did this TODAY (JUNE 11).

I ... I don't know . I don't know why I am not able to do it . I don't know why I cannot score in the most important exam of my life . I don't know how others can but I can not . I am really tired of searching for answers to these questions.

Ughhhh... Today is the day I came to know that even after dreaming of something, I can fail . Today is the day I came to know that my parents are DISAPPOINTED in me for the decisions I took in my life . Today is the day I came to know that being a Failure is f**king hard .

After counting my marks , my 7-8 years long dream , my parents' dream , everything shattered into pieces . And the hard thing is knowing that - it could have not become this way IF there was a little more effort . IF there was an early realization of how important your TIME is . IF I was born an INTELLIGENT .

And another disappointment is that INDIA lost the WTC final today adding to an even more exhaustion .

I don't know what is going to happen next . Or how much time this pain will take to heal . Or I don't know if this will even heal . But ... but I am just tired of trying to make my parents proud . All I wanted was them saying that their son is studying in the topmost engineering college of India with a proud smile in their face . All I wanted was to tell myself that - YOU DID IT MAN . Unfortunately my parents can't tell their thing and I can not say my thing .

Just remember people , sometimes the answer is just -" I am not able to !"

It can be hard accepting it , but it is just the fact. Sometimes.