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A cry filled the air, my eyes flew open as i sat up in bed. I looked around a lavish bedroom as another small cry sounded. I looked to the side and spotted a baby monitor sitting on a side table, then another voice i knew all to well replaced the cries. "Well good morning princess. Hows daddys girl this morning?"

"Negan?" I whispered to myself. My mind began to race, confusion taking over. I looked around the bedroom i was laying in a king sized bed , the other side had been laid in recently because it was still warm when i laid my hand on the sheets.

The memories came flooding back, laying in the woods, the branch the pierced my stomach, begging negan for help, then nothing. As my mind kept tossing around the memories i heard footsteps coming towards the bedroom door. My eyes went wide and tears pooled in them as i took in the little girl that was in negans arms.

Her hair was jet black just like negan, her chubby cheeks had just a little rose color to them from crying. Her tiny fist in her mouth and a little drool was running down her arm. Her eyes though, her eyes were mine. The same color and shape, i was staring at a small version of myself with negans dark hair.

"Someone is wanting her mommy." Negans smile was wide across his face as he placed the infant in my arms. She smiled up at me, cooing and blowing spit bubbles making me smile back. Tears fell from my eyes as i took in this beautiful child who is mine and negans.

My mind raced trying to make sense of everything, my memories flooded through my mind but yet here i sat in the middle of this king sized bed holding the most perfect angel i have ever laid eyes on.

I felt the bed dip with negans weight as his arms wrapped around me. "My two beautiful girls." His words made my tears fall even more, his brow furrowed as he took in my expression. "You okay sweetheart?"

I shook my head as i looked into his eyes, "i just had this really weird dream." I sniffed and negan brushed his finger across my cheek wiping the tears away. "I was in the woods and you were looking for me. These people took me and there was gun shots. I was pregnant and a large branch pierced my stomach. There was so much blood..." My head dropped as i began to cry more, making the hild in my arms upset. She started wiggling and mouthing at my breast, an instinct kicked in as i pulled my silk blouse off my shoulder exposing my breast. She latched on and was quiet once more.

Negans fingers touched my chin bringing my face around to look at him. "It was just a dream baby. You and lucy are safe. Ill never let anything happen to you two."

I smiled as he brushed his lips against mine. When he pulled back i looked back down to, negan said her name was lucy, who was suckling slowly now as she fell back asleep. "Shes beautiful." I whispered as i ran my finger over her rosey cheek.

"She looks like you, thats why shes beautiful." He said kissing my neck. "You hungry?"

I nodded, "yeah im starving."

Negan smiled, "ill go get breakfast started." He gave my shoulder a quick kiss before standing.

"Negan." I said before he left the room, he turned to me with a raised brow. "I love you."

He smiled back, "i love you too doll." With that he walked out the door and i heard the stairs creaking as he made his way to the kitchen i guessed.

Lucy slept peacefully in my arms, i laid her down next to me on the bed as i fixed my shirt back. I laid down beside her as she snuggled into me, wanting to be as close to me as possible. "You know," i began to talk to the sleeping angel, "this is life i want for you. Whether or not this is a dream this is it. This is the life you deserve." Lucy smiled in her sleep as if she knew what i was talking about.

I laid there and watched her as she slept. She was so beautiful and if this was a dream or whatever i never wanted to wake up. Negan appeared in the doorway a few minutes later holding a tray, i put my finger to my lips so he would know lucy was asleep. He smiled and set the tray on the table on his side of the bed then sat down on the other side of lucy.

"I made your favorite." He handed me a plate with waffles, bacon, scrambled eggs and strawberries. We ate in comfortable silence and when we were both done negan placed our dirty plates back on the tray. "What would you like to do today?" He whispered.

I shrugged, "stay in bed all day, enjoy this little angel. Maybe even have a little mommy and daddy time later." I smirked at him and wiggled my eyebrows.

He growled low in his chest and pulled me close. "Now thats what im talking about." He stood and picked lucy up, walking over to the bassinet that was in the corner of the room. He laid her down gently making sure he didnt wake her. He stood over her for a moment rocking the bassinet back and forth for a few minutes.

When he was sure she was good and asleep he silently made his way back to me on the bed. I watched as he pulled off his boxers then climbed under the comforter with me. His body covered mine, my legs fell open to nestle him between them. "We dont have long, shell be awake again before we know it." He started with little kisses down my neck and across my collar bone.

"Then stop talking." I said in a breathy voice. He bit my shoulder making a small yelp escape my lips.

"Shhh." He whispered against my skin as i felt his hand move down my silk blouse until he reached my lace underwear. He pulled them aside with his fingers then he found my clit. I bit my lip to keep from being to loud as his skilled fingers circled it then he dipped gis fingers inside me, testing to see how wet i was. "Always ready for me." He growled against my jaw.

He pulled my panties down with one hard jerk then sank balls deep into me. I gasped at the fullness of him sitring inside me. My legs started shaking right away as ge buried his face in my neck. He began to move at a fast pace, my fingers moved into his hair and tugged resulting in another growl from him.

I felt the band becoming tighter in my belly, "negan...Im gonna cum."

"Come on doll, cum for me. Im right behind ya." He bit down on my neck and began sucking, thats all it took and i was falling over the edge. I pulled his mouth to mine to stifle my scream and his animalistic roar as we climaxed together.

My legs shaking as his cock twitched inside me, spilling every bit of himself into me. "It was quick, but i promise i will make it up to you tonight." He whispered as he planted kisses across my face and lips.

"Looking forward to it." I smiled at his lustful expression. We finished right in time, lucys whimpers came from the bassinet. Negan made a move to get up but i stopped him. "Let me." He didnt argue, just flopped down on the bed and closed his eyes. Lucy needed a diaper changed so i took her back into the nursery and changed her diaper and clothes then went downstairs.

Later that night after lucy had ate i placed her gently on her crib and turned on her mobile. I didnt hear negan walk in but i sensed he was there. I turned to find him leaning against the door frame just watching me. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck his slipping around my waist. "Youre an amazing mother." He whispered against my lips.

I smiled "youre an amazing father. I knew you would be." He took my hand and led me to the bedroom, we climbed under the covers and i laid my head on his chest. His fingers were running through my hair, mine were tracing lazy circles on his chest.

"Tired?" He asked, i nodded and tried to hide a yawn behind my hand. "Get some sleep doll."

I shook my head, "i dont want to sleep."

"You afraid youll have that dream again?"

I nodded, "yeah, but i honestly dont believe it was a dream. I think that whatever it was, was my life and i must have died and gone to heaven or something. I dont want to go to sleep and then wake up from this. This is the life i have wanted since i met you, i dont want it to end."

I looked up at him and found him already staring at me, a confused look on his face. "It was just a dream doll."

My eyes started getting heavy as his heartbeat soothed me. "I hope youre right."

"Youre not going any fuckin where. Youre staying with me. Open your eyes." Negans voice was fading as sleep overtook me

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Two months later.....

All had been quiet surprisingly around the sanctuary. Negan made weekly trips to alexandria for supplies and to keep rick in line. I was always left behind like always because now my bump had become more visible and i wasnt able to hide it anymore. Negan had yet to acknowledge the baby, never feeling the baby move, never coming to the medical tent with me for a checkup.

Although i was beginning to be happy with the thought of becoming a mother, my heart ached because the man i love, the father, seemed like he didnt care. Every night i went to bed alone and slept most of the night alone. Negan would slip into bed sometime before sunrise for just a few hours then he was back up again. He always kept his back to me, never reaching for me like he used to he hadnt even wanted me sexually since that one day in the woods.

I sat down in the kitchen while everyone else was outside doing their jobs, i knew soon negan would come in from patroling and i needed to talk to him. I planned on it at least, whether he will listen or not is the thing.

A few minutes later everyone started filling the room for lunch. I watched the door as people began to come in, only negan was nowhere in sight. I sat drumming my fingers on the table and watched as simon and dwight walked in but no negan. I grunted in frustration as i stood pushing my chair back as i did. "Wheres negan?" I asked simon catching him just before he headed in the kitchen.

Simon shrugged and walked away which only frustrated me more. I turned and made my way to the doors, hoping to find him outside somewhere. As i pushed the door open it hit a solid body on the other side. Negans eyes met mine, angry at first but softened just a tad upon seeing it was me. "You should be inside eating lunch." His voice held no emotion.

"Not hungry. I was actually looking for you." I shut the door behind me.

He sighed as his eyes searched the perimeter, avoiding looking at me at all costs. "Well, you found me."

"Negan, i wanted to ask you if you would come with me after lunch to my checkup." The muscle in his jaw twitched as he seemed to have a internal battle with himself.

"I cant stop everything to go play fuckin doctor." He said between clenched teeth.

I placed my hand on his arm, he flinched at the simple touch. "Please, dont you want to see our baby?" He continued to ignore me, butt i had had enough. I shoved against him not making much of a difference in his stance but it got his attention. "What the hell is with you lately? You chased after me when i left and basically demanded i come back here. You said you missed me, but you do everything in your damn power to avoid me! Why keep me here if this is how its going to be?"

"I have more important things to do than this fuckin bullshit! I brought you here to keep you fuckin safe. What kind of a man and a leader would i fuckin be if i left a pregnant woman to fend for her fuckin self in the fuckin woods!" He yelled but he wasnt the only one who was angry.

I took a deep steadying breath, my hand raised before i could stop myself. The shock on his face probably matched mine as my palm connected with his cheek. "Im not just any woman. I am the woman carrying your child." I whispered menicingly, "dont act like youre the hero here. I wouldve done just fine on my own, you didnt save me negan. You saved yourself, your pride. Your wife defied you then left, guess that makes the big bad wolf look pretty weak doesnt it."

I more heard than saw his grip tighten around the handle of the infamous bat. I smirked and took a step toward him until our bodies were touching. His nostrils flared his teeth gritting as the anger shown on his face.

"I can see it in your eyes how bad you wanna bash my head in at this moment. Go ahead, do it." I whispered. He stood there for a minute seemingly contemplating on doing it. He placed his hand on my chest and for a brief moment i thought i may have got through to him, but the moment he nudged me backwards i knew different.

"You are testing my fuckin patience." He growled.

I smirked and moved right back in his face again. "You think im scared of you? Guess what, im the one person thats still breathing who doesnt give a shit about your empty threats."

He opened his mouth to say something when all of a sudden a gunshot rang out, not even a second later a bullet hit the side of the building right between me and negan. The next thing i knew the door flew open and me and negan both were pulled inside by simon as other saviors ran out of the building.

Negan pushed me behind one of the metal counters then kneeled beside me. "Stay the fuck down until we get the all clear." Another shot rang out as one of the men outside yelled in pain. Then more gunfire rang out from outside the sanctuary, far away and close.

Negan grabbed a walkie talkie that was on the counter, "someone tell me what the fuck is going on!"

A few moments later simon was heard on the other end. "Its rick! Son of a bitch has got some balls."

"No fuckin shit! Head to the vantage point, ill meet you there." I grabbed negans arm as he started to leave.

"Im coming with you." I shouted over the noise.

"The fuck you are!" I stood and ran to the back to get my guns, negan following close behind me. He grabbed my arm and spun me around facing him. "Youre fuckin pregnant."

"And im a damn good shot. One of the best here. You know that." I wasnt giving in. "Ill head to the tree line, they wont even see me."

His lips pressed against mine suddenly, surprising me. When we parted i felt the cold metal and heard the click of handcuffs against my wrist. The other end was attached to the metal counter top. I pulled until i felt the metal bite into my wrist. Negan was smiling as he made his way to the door. "See ya later doll."