#jaymesmodernlife

bbycakes i just saw what you watched last night.................... how dare you only watch 23 minutes of anastasia!!!!!!!!

Why couldn’t this be like ten people or something? I have so many people I want to choose and I CAN’T FUCK. But. Alright let’s do this…

Tori torinado: Tori. Tori. Tori. Alright listen I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you????????? Like who would I talk to every single day???????????? Because every single day, without fail, we talk and you make  me laugh like a crazy person and you make me feel better about my writing when I’m not entirely sure what I’m doing, and you let me complain all goddamn semester long and you’re always there for me and I know that without a doubt. I love you so much. SO GODDAMN MUCH. You’re my bff ok???? We have so many stupid jokes from the past couple years and even just thinking of them right now I’m fucking laughing. You’re so funny and so unabashedly YOU and your brash and upfront and you’ll tell me if I’m being annoying while I’m drunk or if I’m being sassy or whatever. We’ve had, like, two “”“”fights”“”” in the time we’ve been friends and I’m fucking losing it right now thinking of them because jesus christ we are so dumb. All of our stupid autocorrect typos that have moved me to tears from laughter, whenever you binge-watch a show and send me video clips to laugh about, whenever you send me lines from fic you’re reading and the wild summer that was last summer…………….. Like honestly I could write a book of all of our stupid shit and it STILL wouldn’t be enough. You’re a babe and you have great hair and your FASHION TASTE?????? You’re funny and your heart is, like, the size of fucking Texas, and this is going to be a good year for you. I know it will. I’m so proud of you for everything you’re accomplishing, from your internships to working and doing school and doing an internship on top of it, and I know you’re going to kick ASS this semester and beyond. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Ashley flawsandfaults: Honestly Ashley sometimes I question why I’m still friends with you too. So mean to me, ALL OF THE TIME. But that’s not true and we both know it. You’re stuck with me now. I remember reading your Gaskarth stories and The Story That Shall Not Be Named and every single story and one-shot in between, and I remember thinking “god dammit this girl knows what she’s doing WHY ISN’T SHE MY FRIEND???” And then somehow, we became friends through that god awful site, and the rest is history. You’re incredible. You don’t give yourself nearly half of the credit you deserve, whether it be about your writing or yourself in general, but it’s true. You’re unbelievably talented and one day soon, I’m going to be buying your books in Barnes and Noble and probably standing in front of the Young Adult section crying because you did it, and then yelling at everyone within a ten mile vicinity to buy your book. You’re my best friend. LA was one of the best trips I’ve ever had and I’m so unbelievably happy we got the chance to do it. UTILITY CLOSET HAIR. Honestly…………………. You put up with my hockey talk and you humor my overabundance of new story ideas I get practically weekly and I have NO IDEA where I would be writing-wise if it wasn’t for you. Not a god damn clue. So thank you, for all of the jokes over the years and the massive amount of words sent between us and the text messages on top of text messages on top of text messages in ALL CAPS ALL THE TIME. Thank you for being you, even when you’re mean to me. Thank you for being there for me during the times of school when I honestly didn’t think I was going to make it through. I love you so much. You’re incredible and you’re writing has moved me to tears more times than I can count, and I know sometimes things are hard and I know you’ve had some really rough times but you’re much stronger than you realize and I’m so proud of you for everything.

Sam sammarkumismyhomegirl: Oh man, where do I even start? Just like Ashley, I’ve been reading since… a long time, and I still remember the day you started to follow me and then we finally finally FINALLY exchanged numbers, and god. From our countless conversations about hockey, to the countless brainstorming sessions we’ve had about writing, to me whining about boys and you making me feel better (because you always make me feel better), you’re such a good friend and I love you so much. Thank you (and Whitney!) so much for LA, because that entire trip is still so important to me. It was exactly what I needed and I’m forever thankful it was able to happen. Thank you for always reading the shit I send you, thank you for helping me make Zuzu come to be what it is now, and thank you for always being there for me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. You’re like my cool older sister I always wanted, and I’m just really fucking happy about that.

Jayme jaymesmodernlife: Jayme……………………… honestly how long have we been friends now????? For too damn long, that’s for sure. I love you so so so much. I’m so happy we’re friends, and I’m so happy we’re where we are these days. I think I’ve seen you more in the past year than I have all of the years we’ve been friends combined, and that’s so awesome. From our late-night IHOP/movie dates, to the concerts, to the (more recent) drinking nights at your apartment, you’re one of my best friends and I love you so much. I know things are hard sometimes, but I’m really proud of you for how you’ve been dealing. You’re kicking ass and taking names, and you’ll graduate and go on to kick ass in the real world, and I’ll be there cheering from the sidelines. Love you bbycakes, always.

Julian informlordvaderwehaveaprisoner: Julian, Julian, Julian. My lucky charm. I love you so much. This honestly won’t do justice considering the amount of words you’ve sent me over the year, but it’s important nonetheless. You say I’m a light, but honestly, you’re such a bright shining star every single day. Do you realize that? Because it’s true. You’re a fantastic writer and I know you probably just rolled your eyes at that, but it’s true. You ARE a writer, Julian. A really fucking good one at that. You’re selfless and funny and talented as hell, and you’re going to kick school’s ASS this semester. You’re always there for me, even when I don’t realize that, and you know me better than I know myself some days I think. You know exactly what to say to make me cry and/or feel better, always. I’ve had some bad nights and you were always there with some words to make it better, and for that (and everything else), I am forever thankful. I love you so much.

BOOBS

sonya and i spent a week in seattle like 4 (?) years ago and it only rained once, for part of the morning! it actually rains more in pittsburgh than seattle.

BBYCAKES YOU LOOK SO GOOD AND MY MOM SAYS YOU LOOK CUTE

SONYA COME ON NOW HE TALKED TO YOU FOR TEN MINUTES COME ON

you’ll be right down the street from me! like… three blocks away……..

SONYA WRITE HIM A POEM. JUST DO IT. JUST FUCKING DO IT.